My canary flew away

Shang Yu sat where he was, without answering for a long time.

Guan Cheng's heart sank slowly and silently.

He began to feel ridiculous and pathetic.It turned out that this was the meaning of Shang Yu's conversation with Ke Yimeng that day. It turned out that from the beginning to the end, it was his own sentimentality.

This cognition is too cruel, making Guan Cheng's brain a little dizzy.He felt like he was back in that car six years ago, chasing the hurricane that was destroying everything, chasing death.

How similar it is now.

Step by step, he took the initiative to get here.He had countless opportunities to stop, but in the end, he stubbornly waited for an answer.

Guan Cheng suddenly stood up.

It was different from when he came out of the kitchen and came to the balcony.At that time, he was in control of the situation and deliberately treated Shang Yu coldly.But now, he avoids the young man sitting next to him, and wants to go to the bar to pour a glass of vodka.

Guan Cheng seldom, almost doesn't know how to drink this kind of spirit.But now, he feels that he needs alcohol to numb himself.

But he only took two steps when he felt someone grab his arm.

"Brother Guan!"

Shang Yu called him.

Guan Cheng took a deep breath, trying to break free, but couldn't find a way.There was chaos in his mind, and he felt that maybe he didn't want to break free either.

Shang Yu hugged him from behind.

The clothes were thin, and he could feel the warmth of Shang Yu's chest.

"Brother Guan." Shang Yu yelled again, one hand clasping Guan Cheng's waist and the other pressing his chest.This is a very intimate and close posture, as if wanting to rub Guan Cheng into his flesh and blood.

"Don't go," Shang Yu said, "Aren't we okay? Weren't you very happy just now?"

Guan Cheng closed his eyes.

He said, "Small...Shang Yu, I don't understand."

Shang Yu hugged him even tighter, and murmured, "Brother Guan, why do you call me that?"

Guan Cheng was completely speechless.

His thoughts were in a mess, but at this moment, he was able to sort out some ideas.

If Shang Yu really didn't love him, then what was he doing?

Guan Cheng lowered his voice, and his gaze fell directly on a decorative painting not far in front of him.He didn't look at it seriously, just looking for a focus for his eyes.Guan Cheng repeated: "I don't understand, what are you doing?"

When he finished speaking, Shang Yu started to kiss him.

The kind of kissing method that eagerly licks and teases him like a fleshy bone.His breath fell on Guan Cheng's cheek, and Guan Cheng could even feel Shang Yu's body's reaction.Bright and real, but this kind of truth forms a clear contrast with what Shang Yu said earlier.

After kissing like this for a while, Shang Yu plucked up his courage and walked around to Guan Cheng.

He saw Guan Cheng staring at him.

He was slightly taller than Guan Cheng, and now he lowered his head slightly, their foreheads touching.

"Brother Guan," Shang Yu whispered, "Can you forget what you said earlier?"

Normally, any intimate contact between the two, even if the arms were pressed together, to Guan Cheng, it was like an electric current passing through the skin.

But now, he realized sadly, he didn't feel anything at all.

Even a little nausea.

Guan Cheng restrained himself and asked, "Forgot what?"

Shang Yu kissed him, wanting to pry Guan Cheng's teeth like before.He knew what to do to make Guan Cheng feel and enter the state as quickly as possible.But this time, he worked hard for a long time, but Guan Cheng always showed a gesture of rejection.Shang Yu was dejected, but he still hugged Guan Cheng. The two faced each other. He said, "Forget what you asked me."

Guan Cheng said nothing.

Shang Yu said: "I learned a new dish, and I want to cook it for you tomorrow. I wrote a new song, but I haven't finished it yet, but you just heard it. I didn't use this to perfuse you. Brother Guan, if you are unhappy , I can also cancel some of my next season's itinerary, and I will stay here with you."

Guan Cheng said, "What do you want to explain?"

Shang Yu: "I..."

Guan Cheng looked at him.

He looked at him indifferently, as if pulling away all emotion.

Shang Yu was dumbfounded.

Guan Cheng said, "I'll ask again, Shang Yu, do you love me?"

Shang Yu's throat seemed to be stuffed with a ball of newspaper, dry and stinging.He knew that he should answer "I love you" right now, only in this way can Guan Cheng forgive himself.They will have a cold war tonight, but tomorrow morning, Guan Cheng may be willing to forgive him when he sees the breakfast he prepared.They still have a future, and he still has a future.

With these thoughts in mind, Shang Yu finally said, "I love you."

Guan Cheng laughed.

Shang Yu looked at him anxiously and nervously.

Guan Cheng shook his head.

Shang Yu: "Brother Guan——"

Guan Cheng ignored him and walked forward again.

He sat down at the bar and poured himself a glass of vodka as he had thought earlier.

Guan Cheng was not used to the spirits entering his throat.He had a good drinker six years ago, not to mention the pot in front of him, even more wine, he could drink it without blinking his eyes.But later, he changed. He was willing to face the departure of his parents and what was left behind by his parents.He wanted to become a better person, and then met Shang Yu.

He thought it was a new and good turning point in his life.

But now, everything is like a joke.

Guan Cheng heard footsteps.

Shang Yu pursued persistently.

He said, "Brother Guan, calm down and don't drink so much."

Guan Cheng turned his head.

The light at the bar is a little brighter than that on the balcony, but it's still dim.Shang Yu saw it, and his heart beat faster.

Guan Cheng said, "Okay, I won't ask you that question before."

Shang Yu breathed a sigh of relief.

He moved forward, wanting to hug Guan Cheng again.

Everything at the moment made Shang Yu feel very, very unsafe.

He needs some proof so that he can know that Guan Cheng is here, he won't go anywhere, and he won't be abandoned.

But Guan Cheng still spoke.

He leaned halfway on the bar, and after his expression cooled down, his brows and eyes revealed a sharp, blade-like beauty.Just looking at it, Shang Yu felt like he was about to be stung.

He thought wildly: This is not my Brother Guan.

His brother Guan would not see him that way.

But this is indeed Guan Cheng.

Guan Cheng asked, "Have you ever loved me?"

He bites the accented syllable on the third word.

Shang Yu listened, and his heart burst into flames, but he still tried his best to endure, and said, "Brother Guan, didn't we agree that you won't ask any more questions."

Guan Cheng laughed again, in Shang Yu's ears, it sounded like a mockery, "Isn't this a problem?"

Shang Yu was silent.

Guan Cheng: "It's okay, I already know the answer."

Shang Yu remained silent.

Guan Cheng poured another glass of wine and drank it.

He was in a very, very bad mood and was looking for something to vent.If he was younger, he must have taken the car keys and drove to the surrounding mountains.The mountain road spiraled, and every turn seemed to be approaching death.And he was in the car, surrounded by darkness, only the headlights illuminated the front.

But he wasn't 23 or 24 years old after all.

He was drunk and couldn't drive, so he could only sit here opposite Shang Yu.

Guan Cheng said: "Tell me, since you think so, why did you agree to be with me—"

He couldn't say "together".

This is so insulting to myself.

Fortunately, Shang Yu understood.

Guan Cheng was irritable, and he became even more irritable.At this moment, Shang Yu turned around twice, simply picked up a cup from the wine cabinet, poured the same wine, and drank it all in one gulp.

Guan Cheng looked at him coldly and didn't speak.

On the other hand, Shang Yu, after drinking, rubbed his fingers over the wine glass, his eyes fell on it, and said, "Brother Guan, don't you stop me?"

Guan Cheng is bored.

"answer my question."

Shang Yu's cheeks twitched slightly, and he looked up.

He is still handsome, his eyes are very dark and dark, and Guan Cheng's shadow is reflected in them.

Shang Yu: "Can I refuse you?"

Guan Cheng was taken aback.

Shang Yu: "You handed me your business card, and that night, a bunch of people came to drink with me and wish me a bright future. I thought they thought I was talented and talented, and I could make a career out of it in the future, but ——They actually congratulate me for being your favorite!"

This is the first time he swears in front of Guan Cheng.

Guan Cheng frowned, but Shang Yu found an outlet for his emotions.He knew that everything was irreversible, and he tried his best, but Guan Cheng rejected him.He also understands that he is too impulsive, who is Guan Cheng, but at the age of [-], he has already occupied a place on the wealth list.What about yourself?If Shirong really banned him, what else could he do?Probably go back to my hometown and become a music teacher.

Shang Yu: "In the next two months, do you know how disgusting and uncomfortable I was? Every time you come to see me, other people's eyes——"

Shang Yu let out a long breath of relief.

His tone suddenly calmed down again, he looked at Guan Cheng, and said: "I figured it out later, since sooner or later there must be someone, why not you? You really have good qualifications, the contestant with me, the third runner-up, The son of the big boss who saw her was about the same age as her. And you are only eight years older than me, which is really nothing. Besides, I thought at first that it would be disgusting to be fucked by a man, but You say it doesn't matter, ha, what kind of luck am I? Turn off the light, isn't it the same whether it's a man or a woman?"

Guan Cheng gritted his teeth.

His knuckles were starting to turn white as he held the glass.

But he was still calm and tolerant, and asked, "Why didn't you refuse?"

Shang Yu asked back, still the same sentence: "Can I refuse? Brother Guan, Mr. Guan, tell me with your conscience, if I don't agree to you, can I still hang out in the entertainment industry? Shirong's family has a great career, I What is it?!"

After he finished speaking, the room fell into a deathly silence.

After Shang Yu vented his emotions, he felt a little regretful.

But it's all come to this point, and it's useless to regret.

Seeing Guan Cheng sigh, he got off the chair.

Shang Yu held his breath.

And Guan Cheng grabbed Shang Yu's collar, dragged him down, and threw him to the ground!

Shang Yu was caught off guard, and his back was in severe pain.Before he had time to say anything, Guan Cheng straddled his waist and punched him in the face.

"Can't refuse?!" Guan Cheng slapped him, but he was still angry.He punched again and again, punching to the flesh, and seeing Shang Yu's face swell up quickly, he gasped and said, "—that's how you fucking look at me?!"

No matter how angry or cold-hearted he was before, it couldn't compare to Shang Yu's words.

This made Guan Cheng feel that in the past two years, all his care and consideration had been fed to the dogs.

When he spoke, he didn't pay attention, and was overthrown by Shang Yu again.

Shang Yu turned around suddenly, and the situation between the two of them was reversed, and he was riding on Guan Cheng's waist.

His face hurts, knowing his state, the next ten and a half months of work will be wasted.But as it should be, if this continues, there will be no more jobs in the first place.

He put his hand on Guan Cheng's neck to prevent him from struggling.At this time, he looked at Guan Cheng and suddenly noticed something different.

Guan Cheng had never shown such a distressed and vulnerable state in front of him.

His hair was disheveled, his cheeks were red from anger and suffocation, but his eyes were watery, and he didn't know whether it was because of sadness or something else.During the fight just now, his collar was crooked, and the buttons on his collar were torn off, exposing a large piece of skin on his chest.

Shang Yu gradually calmed down, took his hand away from Guan Cheng's neck, and stroked his cheek.The skin under his palm was warm and soft, and he couldn't help calling out, "Brother Guan, I..."

Guan Cheng laughed softly.

Shang Yu didn't know why.

But Guan Cheng looked at him from bottom to top, and said pitifully, "You're hard."

Shang Yu's pupils shrank.

Guan Cheng was lying on the ground, with a strangely gentle tone, and said, "What did you just say? Thinking of being fucked by me makes me feel sick. But if it's me, it's the same with the lights off."

Shang Yu's fingers began to tremble.

Guan Cheng supported the floor with one hand, and sat up. The two faced each other, and Shang Yu was powerless to stop him.

Guan Cheng said, "Let's turn on the light now."

He unbuttoned the rest of his buttons little by little.

Shang Yu's breathing became much more rapid, and his eyes flickered.But Guan Cheng raised his hand, grabbed his chin, and forced him to bow his head.

Shang Yu: "Guan, Brother Guan."

Guan Cheng looked at him.

And Shang Yu's eyes fell on him, conflicted, painful, but hot.

Guan Cheng said, "I really don't understand you."

Shang Yu stepped forward, wanting to kiss him.

But Guan Cheng turned his head to the side to avoid Shang Yu.

Shang Yu froze in place, watching Guan Cheng stand up and fasten his buttons again.

He said condescendingly, as if ordering: "Go away, don't let me see you again."

The author has something to say: Tomorrow (9.6) will be on the clip, so I will update it later, basically at 23:59:59...

After that, the update time will be normal~

感谢在2020-09-0323:34:29~2020-09-0423:32:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 49 bottles of dew tomorrow morning;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!