Dianchi Lake with two bicycles

The sky is very gray, gray to nearly 60 degrees. It was God or some great god who painted on it and accidentally knocked down the dye. I didn't know what to do for a while.Bao Da drove the car to Ah San's residence, leaned against the car door and waited with his hands folded. He didn't make any phone calls beforehand, but he looked very strange, as if he didn't want to understand something.While waiting, he took out his mobile phone from his bag to check the time, opened the address book, and finally put the mobile phone back into his pocket.

Just when Ah San finally went downstairs, she was also taken aback when she saw Bao Da. The two hadn't seen each other for a long time. His elder sister had only visited the day before, and now her friend came to the door again. I can't touch it!

"Why don't you make a phone call when you come, just go up and sit down

Stop sitting, let's go, take you to a place

Where?

You will know when you go, don’t ask, let’s go.”

After finishing talking, Bao Da got into the car, started the car quickly, and waited for Ah San. Of course Ah San knew something was wrong, so he couldn't hide anyway, so he went around the car and sat in the passenger cab.The car drove to the north of the city, and came to a big river. There was no one around. It was some farmers in the urban-rural fringe who had planted vegetable fields. When the car turned off, the two of them remained silent, like wooden men. After a full ten minutes, Bao Da spoke first:

"get off!"

Ah San got out of the car as quickly as he had listened to the order. Bao Da closed the door from the driver's cab. fist.The third child didn't resist, and the two nostrils were like water from a faucet, and blood flowed out. He touched it with his hands, and then tried to wipe the blood away with his sleeves, rubbing back and forth.

"What's going on with my eldest sister? When did it start?

nothing will happen

Am I stupid? !I checked my sister's phone

Then you know what's going on after seeing it, it's impossible for us

impossible? !It's impossible for your information to be so ambiguous?Last time I was in my hometown I should have noticed it was real

not real

Don't you look at how much you weigh yourself?Are you worthy of my sister?

MD!What do you want from me? "

Ah San couldn't bear it, jumped up and wrestled with Bao Da, but it was all in vain, she got the upper hand, and then let Bao Da hug her and threw it on the ground, because of the scuffle, the nosebleeds from the scuffle stained Bao Da's coat. Notice how he thought he was also injured, but was actually unharmed:

"If you want me to call you brother-in-law, I won't fuck you. Maybe one day I really have to call you that

I told you no, you go back and ask your sister, don't rely on me for everything

I will ask clearly, from now on, I don't have you as a friend!

I expected it, and now there is nothing to do with friends, and your sister and I will never get better.Let's go, goodbye! "

After talking, Ah San walked towards the city along the way he came. The wind was very cold, just enough to keep him from feeling so painful. Regardless of the size of the bag, he walked steadily, because he knew that there would be such a day. Something feels unfair.In the future, I will live my own life, the rich are really like this!No matter what kind of friendship, indiscriminate, he didn't think much about it, the blood under one nostril was completely dried by the cold wind, but he showed some smiling faces that he hadn't seen for a long time, and he should probably be relieved.

After walking for a while, Bao Da drove up to catch up with him, without slowing down, without saying hello, completely a stranger, not paying attention to each other, and Ah San didn't notice when the car disappeared from his field of vision.

This small town became clearer and clearer, but it was not his own city after all, and the feasting and feasting had nothing to do with him, so he walked to the residence, cleaned himself up, put on his clothes and went to sleep, planning to start a new life when he woke up.

When Bao Da returned home, the elder sister prepared a meal and waited for him. Seeing that he came back covered in blood, he hurriedly asked what happened?Bao Da didn't answer, went straight to her room, changed her clothes and came out, acting like a normal person, as if nothing happened, the eldest sister knew that something was wrong, she was looking for an opportunity to ask:

"What's going on? Don't tell me I'll report to Dad

It's okay, sister, from now on you will never be unhappy again

Where is this and where, who did you fight with?Now it's about me, I can't do without asking

Sister, listen to me, I have never seen you so sad, now I know that family is important, I will take care of you

Don't say it, right?Don't eat if you don't tell me your meal." After finishing speaking, he grabbed the rice bowl in Bao Da's hand, and grabbed the chopsticks with the other hand, and threw it on the table.

"I thought it was him from before, but I didn't expect it to be him.

What are you going to trouble him for? What does this have to do with you?

You are my sister, you are not suitable, I don't want you to have a bad life in the future"

It seems that no one can eat this dinner, Bao Da pretends to be calm, Bao Xiaoling doesn't eat anymore, turns around and runs back to her room, after what happened to her father, Bao Da really values ​​her family now, it's okay Wrong, in fact Ah San was wronged the most, Bao Xiaoling chased him, but his friend, her own brother beat him up again, never thought, who is the most uncomfortable being caught in the middle?Bao Xiaoling.

Bao Xiaoling, who was in the room, cried again. This is an age suitable for starting a family, and I just met someone who is suitable for marriage. In the past, being in love was opposed, and now starting a family is also opposed. Think about it, my younger brother inherited his father after all. What's changed.It's just that it's embarrassing for Ah San, so he hastily held back his crying and called Ah San, a few on the side, and finally gave up.

Bao Xiaoling knew that the first one didn't pick up, the second one didn't pick up, and the third one shut down directly.How should I explain myself now?Throwing the phone on the bed, came out and saw Bao Zai still sitting beside the dining table motionless:

"Okay, you guys are good. I fell in love at the beginning, but it didn't work out. Now that I've reached the age of marriage, I saw a suitable one. You objected. Now I'm alone. If you are happy, just be happy." After finishing speaking, I went out.

Bao Da's expression didn't move. After hearing what the elder sister said, he felt very sad. He didn't want to understand why he did this to Ah San. It was too late to think about it. What about the elder sister?She was not as happy as she expected when she did this herself, and she kept saying that it was for the sake of the elder sister, so she was doing it selfishly, thinking of this made her extremely sad.

Love leisure and hate work, seek advantages and avoid disadvantages!

This is human nature, and it won't change much. Some people may change, but this big concept of human nature cannot be changed.People in poverty-stricken areas are more diligent than people in other places. Good mountains and rivers support good people, but not necessarily hard-working people. Sometimes Alin thinks that the so-called poverty alleviation can’t make everyone equal. The purpose of poverty alleviation is only to bridge the gap between rich and poor. It's just a small thing, the real benefit is to make the life of the low-level people better.

No matter what unit or organization, even private companies that have always been responsible for their own profits and losses are no exception, that is, they will be full of old fritters, some who are familiar with latent planning in the society. Yes, there are some impoverished households who have established files and registered cards, almost everywhere, and they really didn't adapt to it. Later, Alin felt that he had to adapt to this, and gradually began to get along with people.

Speaking of personal issues, whenever the night comes, when I am alone in the dormitory of the village committee and cannot sleep, I will think of men over and over again, and I want to have a man sleeping next to my pillow now. It doesn’t need to be so strong, as long as you have someone to rely on, you can talk to yourself, chat, talk about everything, it’s safe to lie in his arms, and it’s best to have a cloud and rain before falling asleep. The environment, it seems, can only be imagined.

There is a lot of work today. For the convenience of management, Xiangshang and Murakami have specially arranged a room as a storage place for the files of those poor households to ensure that the files of the village and the village are consistent. In the past, because no one cared about it, they thought it would be fine. It was later discovered that this was not the case. The Commission for Discipline Inspection came to investigate several times, and was criticized each time in a circular, so they had no choice but to take it seriously.Therefore, because Alin can do materials and understands computers, he often has to run back and forth between villages and villages, running groups, households, and township governments. It's a good idea.Work is busy, but Ah Lin has not forgotten his job responsibilities. To do a good job, he should go to the household for investigation and publicity. people and things.My parents didn’t know that Ah Lin did this job. After all, I had too many contacts and few meetings. Every time I called, I said that I was busy going to the countryside, and I didn’t pay attention. In fact, this is no different from going to the countryside. There are weekends, and no one will occupy them. This is still very humane.

One day when I was doing materials in Murakami, I received a call from my mother at home, but the voice was not from my own mother. A neighbor’s voice next to the house said that A Lin’s mother had an accident. She fainted suddenly at home and has been sent to the hospital. Her father has also notified her, but she will be back in a few days. Alin is very worried, feeling that something is about to happen.I took a few days off from Xiangshang and went back to my hometown.

In the end, the happiest person is Fang Yu, and her best destination is also her. Since when happiness was defined by many people in chicken soup, it seems to be true. How many people have really experienced it?Sometimes Fang Yu thinks, if he is really with Ge Jun now, what will happen later?After thinking about it for a few times, and then thinking back to her warm little home, her feeling for Ge Jun has faded. The scenes of that year can only make her recall shy and laugh at her impulsiveness. What remains the same is that she still has no regrets. However, after all, it was just the best memory of a certain period of youth, and that memory has not yet come true. Now I really treat Ge Jun as a friend who is not as good as ordinary, and I don’t reject it or contact me proactively. Nothing more than a trivial matter.There is a harmonious and warm family. When a woman reaches a certain age, she will not let those youthful things delay her present happiness.

No matter how careless Jin Ling is, it shouldn't be about keeping those diaries. Diaries are a kind of poison. For herself, she can keep some traces of life. For others, especially family members who are not relatives, some things will cause people deep pain , causing harm in the end, but who would have thought of that in advance? "No entry" against curiosity, but Wang Yu overcame it with curiosity. After seeing the things that made him uncomfortable, the trajectory and arrangement of all these things were beyond everyone's expectations.

Jin Ling is waiting, Wang Yu is floating, Ge Jun is wandering, Ah San is relieved, Bao Da complains, Zhang Xin is desperate, A Lin is panicked, Bao Xiaoling is sad, Liu Yan is still, Fang Yu is happy, there is a person who seems to be forgotten by everyone up.

I don’t know if Wang Li has finally come out of that terrible past. In a certain training school in Spring City, Teacher Wang has a lot of reputation in the school. If she knows that she will come to teach in person, the venue will definitely be occupied in advance, just like the library was occupied in those days. The battlefield is full of scenes.Withdrawing from everything, I worked hard on my own after graduation, and devoted myself to work. Fortunately, the harvest followed.

Wang Li hasn't contacted any of her classmates these years. After graduating, she looked for a job by herself. After working in a training school for several years, she found that talent is very suitable for this job. She also wondered why she didn't find out when she was in school.After working in a training school for a few years, I was more diligent. Later, I felt that it was better to go out on my own. The current achievements told her that her decision was correct, and she didn’t have any love affairs. She has always been single. In the future, alone until old age, the person hurt him, and sometimes the wound will still be aching, and the only effective painkiller is selfless work.

Taking Wang Li alone, the definition of happiness is unknown.In other words, these achievements are the result of deliberately concealing them in order to forget those pains.In her spare time, she likes to take a walk around Cuihu by herself, and greet the city in the warm sunshine in winter. When she can spare time, she will definitely go, buy some bird food, and feed those birds that are said to have flown from Siberia for the winter. Gull Bird, look at those old people who are over Liujia flying kites very high, walking around the lake, it may be a very happy thing!

Liu Yan called Bao Da a few times before but didn't answer, and she didn't receive any reply from Bao Da for a while, and she never updated her WeChat. However, the principle must still be adhered to, making people feel as if they are away, making every man feel that you are in love with her, and you are not right about the matter, but in the end, it was subconsciously applied to Bao Da, making him have such a feeling.Think about that time when I was trapped in the car in the heavy rain, that figure is still clear.Those who used to make friends in the name of actually wanting to quickly warm up their relationship in a short period of time, and then get warm in bed with her, have long gone. I admit that I don’t take men seriously. The advantage of doing this is that I will not be easily hurt, and the disadvantage is that It is impossible to distinguish true love from fog in dreams. Often true love is slow when it comes, and love quietly goes away when reaction or self-deception.

Bao Da is lying on his own bed, and now the eldest sister no longer cares about him, and goes home less often, sometimes she calls the eldest sister when the meal is ready, whether it is overtime or has already eaten, whether it is a friend gathering or not feeling well, in short, she just doesn’t come , It’s rare to come here once to pack some clothes, and I don’t care about Bao Da, which makes Bao Da very embarrassed, right and wrong.Even so, he still firmly believed that the eldest sister was just out of breath for a day and would recover after a while. Although he was cruel, he was right!Suddenly saw a call, it was from Liu Yan, he ignored her during the time when her father had an accident, now looking at the call, for some reason, he answered it without hesitation:

"Hi! Hello Liu Yan

Long time no see, what are you busy with these days?

something happened at home

Is it done?

It's all right now

Let's have a drink that night, my treat

I won’t go, I have something to do, I should drink less alcohol in the future, and you should drink less, spend more time with your family

What's the matter with you? I haven't seen you for a few days. People suddenly changed.

It's really all right, I'm going out for a while, let's talk again

okay bye! "

This was a conversation between strangers, and there were very few acquaintances. Liu Yan knew that this man would not appear again, and she immediately missed it.After hanging up the phone, Bao Da looked at the screen of the mobile phone, because he accidentally broke the display screen during the scuffle with Ah San, so he decided to take it to the mobile phone shop to have it repaired.As for Liu Yan, if you don't communicate with each other in the future, or keep in contact with each other, let's look at it again.

The author has something to say: A person's lifelong efforts are all about integrating the character he has formed since childhood.

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