Dianchi Lake with two bicycles

At that day, there were only Wang Yu and the female teacher in the village central primary school, and the conditions were limited. When I came back from a walk, I simply put together a few desks in the classroom. Strictly speaking, there were four desks in the classroom. For the quilt, one bed is used as a bed, and the other bed is used as a cover. A simple bed is Wang Yu's residence tonight.When people face difficulties and make decisions, because they are familiar with the spirit of Mr. Lu Xun’s Ah Q in elementary school textbooks, they will naturally think that it will be better to think in a better way, and they will be better able to solve problems. This can be referred to as Chinese thinking for short.In fact, Wang Yu sometimes thinks that when he is unhappy, he will come to these places to stay for a while and donate some things to these children. Poverty, and thinking about what happened to me, I was relieved.

After all, this incident hit him too hard, maybe one day in the future he would think that nothing would happen, and maybe he would smile, but at this age, he is not allowed to think too much.After the dew solar term, the weather has turned cold, and there is nothing like the loneliness brought by the cold night. The surrounding silent mountains and forests, the sound of some insects echoing in the left and right ears, seems to want to pull him to recall something.Sometimes after listening to the left ear, Wang Yu would turn sideways and use the right ear to listen out of balance nature, and finally found that it was not the sounds of nature that brought him happiness, but the balance brought by tossing and turning made him fall asleep.

There is only one female teacher in the village. She usually pays attention to children, and now there are more migrant workers. Most of them are old and young staying at home. There is no harassment problem. Even if there are, most of them are unemployed young people who come to the village central primary school from time to time. The door made her worry so much that she couldn't sleep at night.In the countryside, the villagers' respect is the most important thing in everything. She is still very smart. Several times when she sent the children home, she reported problems with the more famous and well-read people in the village. In the end, the young people didn't know why. No more harassment.The villagers' warnings to those impulsive children are mostly out of selfishness. Imagine that there is only one female teacher in the village. If there is a threat to let the teacher go, no one can teach the children well. In the future, the village's reputation will have a female teacher. Will there be any female teachers who dare to come?The unanimous belief that a female teacher is more suitable to be a teacher made her get the unanimous approval of the villagers at once, and an invisible protective cover was formed in this way.

That night, Wang Yu had a dream. He gradually walked towards the river, a river he had never seen before. In the river, he could directly see small fish swimming. Needless to say, the water was extremely clear.I walked towards the river step by step. For some reason, behind a big rock, a girl suddenly appeared, with her back turned to her, and while washing clothes, she used her hands to straighten her hair from time to time.Suddenly the dream jumped, he hugged the woman on the big rock, kissed and hugged, he saw the woman's panic and bewilderment but he didn't feel it at all, he was completely occupied by a kind of pleasure, it was a kind of feeling that he had never had in his life. Excitement.

It was rare for Wang Yu to fall asleep, but he was so awakened. When he woke up, he felt that his right arm was so numb that he couldn't move it. When he fully recovered, he found that there was a person lying in his arms. The female teacher is gone.The teacher found that he was awake, so he finally moved close to his lips, slowly groped to find his lips, and sucked them vigorously. Only Wang Yu didn't know what reaction and response he should have for a while. After a while, he used Hands over her mouth:

"I have been here many times, why is this happening this time?

I don't ask you, you ask yourself if you want to

Don't want

Many times I wished that you came to see me specially. On the surface, it is the same. It is enough for those children to have my love, but what about my love?Who will love me?

i can't give you love

I don't want to love anymore, because I don't believe it anymore, but that doesn't mean I don't need it, isn't it the same for you?

I do not know

If you don’t know, just spend tonight together, and when I wake up tomorrow, I’ll pretend nothing happened.”

After speaking, she put her lips to Wang Yu's lips again, and took off his clothes while sucking.Suddenly, Wang Yu's brain was controlled by something, and she suddenly threw her on the ground, and quickly took off his clothes. He didn't appreciate the change of seasons. If he was passive just now, now he is active. She reversed the role, Totally passive.Because the quality of the four desks is uneven and the ground is not even, they creak rhythmically. In this solar term, when ordinary people either fall asleep, or slowly savor the approaching cold, but two people It's so warm here.

After the warmth comes the cold. Summer is here, and winter is not far away. This has nothing to do with pessimism and optimism. There is no cuddling. When the matter is over, she said to him:

"It's still too cold here, go to sleep at my place, it's not good for the students to see if you arrive early tomorrow"

Transferring to her room, Wang Yu felt that although there was no smell of rouge perfume, no feasting, an ancient atmosphere brought by an old dilapidated building, mixed with a special femininity, he suffered from insomnia, but he was extremely happy, as if he had slept for a century. Contentment.Waking up early the next day was really early. She knew it when Wang Yu woke up. He also fell asleep like Jin Ling. He also covered her with the quilt, opened the door gently and went to the classroom. Take her back to her room.

Fortunately, the students didn't get up so early. This is a habit he has developed in the Jin family these days. When he lifted the quilt, he was dumbfounded all of a sudden. Cut out the small piece of red and put it in his trouser pocket along with the key.She folded the two quilts neatly and put them back in her dormitory. She still did not wake up, put the two quilts away, straddled her backpack, gently opened the door of the village central primary school, and closed the door again.

When she confirmed that he had left, she got up and found that there was a neatly folded quilt next to the bed, with a note on it: Thank you!

If a man wants to cry, one is extremely sad, and the other is sad and there is no one around. Wang Yu went down the mountain. The natural maturity of this age told him that he must go back to find Jin Ling and make this family complete. After passing through, he walked to the side of the township main road, and when he found no one around, he covered his face and burst into tears. Now no one will see him again, and even if he sees them, those people will not know him.

The voice was too loud, and she didn't hear it. After reading the note, she smiled, a tear came down from the inner corner of her eye, and gradually approached the slightly raised corner of her mouth. It didn't match the smiling face, so she gently wiped it with her right hand Get rid of the tears shed at the inappropriate time and inappropriate place, stuff the small note into the pillow, and a face suddenly returned to normal.

Ge Jun finally came out of the bathroom. On one side of the bathroom door was his parents and on the other side was Zhang Xin. On the contrary, the child was unattended and did not cry. When Ge Jun washed the face that he knew had been crying, his eyes It seems that because of crying, he doesn't know how to look left and right, stares straight at the direction of the child, and walks straight towards the child, paying no attention to the people on both sides.When he got to the child's side, the child's newly recovered body was the same as when he hugged him in front of the mirror. He looked at him with a smile, and he responded with a smile.

Needless to say, Hai Hai's mind is relatively broad this time. Ge Jun didn't go missing, hunger strike, or lose his temper. The moment he came out of the bathroom, what does it mean for an actor's self-cultivation to be "hard to return"?It's just that you adapt to the good times, and you resist extremely, and the utopia immediately collapses.

The person Wang Yu was jealous of was now in misfortune.

This kind of misfortune is far beyond the limit that a man can bear. Even if he reads the classics, the Nobel Prize-winning psychiatrist, and the resurrection of Ah Q, it still cannot calm down this kind of experience if it happened to Wang Yu. Men did it.If compromise can lead to stability, further compromise can also lead to stability. People with a conscience can only compromise step by step.The lover's betrayal aggravated his longing for his first love. Ge Jun regretted it and suffered some major blows. A man can trace the source and deny it step by step. scene:

If it hadn't been for that time when I filled out the Southwest school in my volunteer application, if it hadn't been for the extremely unfamiliar place at the end, if it hadn't been for the friction in welcoming the freshmen, if I hadn't been clever enough to give Jin Ling a shirt, if it hadn't been for being poisoned and asked her to leave What a step, if I can be stronger, if my score is higher, if my score is lower, if I have a good relationship with Fang Yu, if I never marry.Too many "ifs" flashed past one by one, embellishing my mind blank like snowflakes.

That night, after the child finally fell asleep after the adults spent a lot of effort, seeing that his parents were asleep too, Zhang Xin's expression could no longer attract his attention, so he took Zhang Xin's hand and went to the kitchen, Now it seems that in commercial housing, only the kitchen is the most suitable for the world of two people. Ge Jun’s home design is also like this. Closing the kitchen door not only prevents smoke, but also has a surprisingly good effect on sound insulation. One cent is one cent loan, and the decoration cost a lot of money.

There was no place to sit in the kitchen, and the two stood side by side, looking at the lights of thousands of houses outside the window. Ge Jun suddenly remembered something, turned around and went to the wine cabinet next to the living room, took a bottle of red wine, closed the door when he returned to the kitchen, and took a bottle of wine from the wall cabinet. two cups:

"Drink a little, I know you can't drink too much now, it's okay if you don't drink

You drink and I accompany you"

After the wine was poured, Ge Jun pushed another glass to Zhang Xin, and she took a big gulp after picking it up.Ge Jun didn't notice at all:

"You've been tired recently, so talk to me if you have something on your mind.

nothing, nothing happened"

Outside the window, there are thousands of lights, and in the kitchen of a house, the husband and wife are drinking without tacit understanding, and the two sides do not pay much attention to each other.

The author has something to say: there is nothing in the world, and there is nothing to worry about.

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