fallen leaves are also stars

Xingchen used all kinds of navigation and finally found BlueStar's building after detouring half the city. Although the building was dimly lit, it was ten o'clock at night, and the whole building was dead. When Xingchen arrived, he parked the car directly at the gate and asked Xingchen to drive the car away, but Xingchen kept asking if Ye Yifeng was there, as if he had been possessed by an evil spirit.

The security guard couldn't take it anymore, so he had to shut Xing Chen out. Xing Chen stood at the door at a loss, until Yi Feng appeared at the door. The security guard knew Yi Feng and rushed out to explain, fearing that the boss would think that he was incompetent.

"Remember his appearance, enter and exit this building at any time in the future, don't stop him!"

"Yes... yes, Mr. Ye."

Just now, the security guard thought that Xingchen might be crazy. He appeared here at night and kept arguing to find Ye Yifeng, but he didn't expect that he was really the boss's friend. He was really unlucky, so he went back to the security room in desperation and continued to guard the gate.

"Yifeng..."

Ye Yifeng stood there, looked at Xingchen, took his hand and walked to the underground parking garage, but Xingchen refused to get into Yifeng's car,

"If you don't say something today, you may not be able to say it in your lifetime."

Yifeng watched Xingchen lower his head, leaning against the station, wanted to smoke, but didn't take it out, because the hands in the pockets of his suit pants were trembling, as if he was waiting for a prisoner to be sentenced.

This kind of scene reminds Yifeng of the past, the sudden kiss that day, Xingchen trembled slightly in his arms, but did not resist. At that time, Yifeng felt that he was extremely happy, Xingchen did not reject him, he never knew happiness It can be as simple as that.

Many times Yifeng regretted why he didn't notice Xingchen's silence that day.

Xingchen, who was lying in Yifeng's arms at night, had already made a decision. He decided to leave Yifeng, so that both of them could be freed from this abnormal emotion.

After that day, Xingchen suddenly disappeared. Yifeng thought that Xingchen couldn't figure it out for a while, so he didn't pay much attention to it. It wasn't until Qu Xiaojie told Yifeng that Xingchen had dropped out of school that Yifeng realized the seriousness of the problem and almost went crazy. Ordinary to find the stars.

"Luoxingchen, come down, I'm downstairs at your house!"

Yifeng's remaining rationality made him not rush to Xingchen's house impulsively, but just sent a message to Xingchen, because Xingchen didn't answer his calls at all.Yifeng didn't know if his text messages were also blocked, so he could only stand downstairs and wait alone.The stars finally came down, without the warm smile, the unfamiliar eyes, the breath that rejects people thousands of miles away.

"I've got an offer to go to France, and I'm leaving next week."

"Falling stars!"

It was a feeling of falling from heaven to hell, and Yifeng could even clearly feel that his world was collapsing little by little.

"Going to France is my dream, I have to go, and then live my own life. Ye Yifeng, in fact, you are just an illusion. Boys are not allowed to like boys. You just had some misunderstandings because you suddenly lived with boys. Calm down If you think about it, you will understand, don’t be obsessed with it.”

Every word of Xingchen is like a knife piercing into Yifeng's heart. Yifeng also hopes that all this is a misunderstanding, and then he will return to the world without other people and live the life he once lived. Lonely, but at least there will be no heartache.

"Xingchen, do you really think my feelings are a misunderstanding?"

Yifeng asked feebly, Xingchen looked at Yifeng, and then slowly opened his mouth after a long time,

"If not, so what? You are a man, and I am also a man. We can't have a result. You go! Go back to your own world, pretend that you have never met me, and let everything go back to the original point."

Yifeng still remembers Xingchen's back when he turned and left. At that moment, he couldn't say a word to keep Xingchen. The reason was really simple. He couldn't ask Xingchen to give up everything for him, so he could only watch Xingchen leave his world.

Thinking about it now, Yifeng will feel heartache. He has no way to force Xingchen to make a decision. He believes that he will always love Xingchen until the sky is old and the sea is dry.But this love is in the hands of Xingchen, if Xingchen can take one step, then Yifeng can work hard to complete the remaining 99 steps to make up for all the gaps, but if Xingchen has no feelings for him, even if Yifeng is gone Nine hundred and ninety-nine steps are just going in circles.

"Is it really possible? Yifeng, I'm a man and I can't have children. If we are together, we won't even be recognized by others, and we will live a life of being pointed at by others..."

Yifeng stayed where he was, he didn't know what Xingchen was talking about, but when he saw Xingchen's tears, he instinctively panicked.

"Can I really be with you for the rest of my life like this? Yifeng, is it really possible?"

Xingchen pulled Yifeng's sleeve and asked, Yifeng felt his cheeks were a little cold, only to realize that he was crying, he even pinched his thigh secretly, wanting to prove that this was not a dream.

Yifeng reached out and hugged Xingchen in his arms, greedily absorbing the breath of the stars, which was fresh and slightly sweet.

"You are my world, you are enough."

Xingchen hugged Yifeng, familiar warmth, familiar breath, ten thousand words of apology, should not have left Yifeng at the beginning, but at this moment, he couldn't say a word of sorry, his heart seemed to be filled with something, twitching swollen , If it had been like this earlier, then there would be no need to waste ten years.

Yifeng held Xingchen's hand in the car and refused to let go. At this time, Yifeng was as stubborn as a child.Xingchen is even not allowed to go home, fearing that when he wakes up tomorrow morning and finds that everything is a dream and Xingchen will disappear again, Xingchen has no choice but to agree to Yifeng and him to go home.

"Do you have materials at home? I want to make some supper?"

In fact, Xingchen felt a little hungry, and hadn't eaten anything since noon.

"No, I never eat at home."

Sure enough, as Xingchen expected, there was no breath of life in that family at all.

"Then let's go to the supermarket to buy something before going back!"

When I was in France, Xingchen hated going to the supermarket the most. Others were shopping with two people discussing, or buying and making phone calls to ask for opinions on the other end of the line, but Xingchen was always alone.

But at the moment, with Yifeng by his side, you can discuss with Yifeng with whatever you want. The only downside is that this 24-hour supermarket is too small, not enough for the stars to browse around.

"Ah! Bai Lin's car!"

When Xingchen returned to Yifeng's house, he suddenly remembered that the car that Bai Lin had lent him was now proudly parked at the front entrance of BlueStar. One can imagine how many attention gifts he will receive tomorrow.

"It's okay, I'll ask Yang Ming to drive the car away tomorrow?"

"Yang Ming?"

Yifeng looked up at the stars, nodded, and said,

"Well, Bai Lin's husband is an interior designer. He designed this house."

Xingchen felt very strange, why did Yifeng ask Bai Lin's husband to design a house?And this house is obviously the DreamHouse of the stars, is he mocking Bai Lin?

"When Yang Ming designed this place, he didn't know Bai Lin. He only knew Bai Lin because he was doing interior design for me."

Seeing Xingchen's weird expression, Yifeng immediately explained, Xingchen smiled and walked to the kitchen with the food, silently lamenting that fate is tricky.

"Do you need me to help you?"

Yifeng rolled up his sleeves behind Xingchen, but Xingchen pushed Yifeng out, he was already by his side enough to make Xingchen confused, it's better to keep a distance.

But when the kitchen was designed to be open, Xingchen pushed Yifeng out, and Yifeng sat at the dining table facing the kitchen, staring at Xingchen even more unscrupulously, which made Xingchen blush and heartbeat, I really regretted it at the time The nonsense.

When Xingchen put tomato and egg noodles in front of Yifeng, Yifeng was very strange. He thought it would be spaghetti or something, but it turned out to be pure Chinese-style braised noodles.

"Don't like Chinese food?"

Seeing Yifeng not moving his chopsticks, Xingchen asked a little discouraged,

"No, I thought you would not get used to eating Chinese food."

The last time I took Xingchen to the western restaurant, isn't it a bit strange?

"After staying outside for a long time, you will find that the best food is actually the taste of China. Even if you eat soy sauce with rice, you will find it delicious."

Xingchen’s smile was slightly bitter, recalling those scenes in France, Xingchen was still a little uncomfortable. At the beginning, the language was not smooth, the pressure of learning, the strange environment, everything made Xingchen particularly uncomfortable. How many times have I thought about giving up and going back to China, but now that I think about it, I really don’t know how I persisted.

After eating and tidying up, it was almost twelve o'clock. He wanted to rest, but was dragged to the living room to watch a movie by Yifeng. Xingchen lived up to expectations, and fell asleep on Yifeng's shoulder less than 5 minutes after the movie started.

Looking down at Xingchen's sleeping face, Yifeng still felt unreal, Xingchen came back, not only came back, but also came to him, how could it feel so unreal?

Yifeng secretly kissed Xingchen's forehead, and his cold heart was warmed at this moment.

The journey of life so far has been too hard. Compared with the comfort at this moment, those unsatisfactory things seem to be fleeting, only the stars are the most real.

The morning light came in, and Yifeng instinctively reached out to confirm the stars, but found that his arms were empty, and woke up instantly, only to see Xingchen busy in the kitchen.

"morning!"

Xingchen's smile, like the ray of morning light, shone into Yifeng's heart, warm, itchy, and extremely comfortable, his Xingchen really came back, not just in a dream anymore.

When eating breakfast, Yifeng hesitated to speak several times. When Yifeng's car stopped in front of the dessert shop, Xingchen finally couldn't help asking, what is Yifeng struggling with, what is it that is so hard to say?

"I want you to move in with me."

Yifeng still said it out, Xingchen was taken aback by him,

"Of course, I'll ask someone to clean up a room, we just got together, I want to see you every day, so..."

As Yifeng talked, his face turned red, Xingchen couldn't help laughing, he didn't expect Yifeng to be so bad at it,

"Let me think about it, you go to work first!"

Xingchen got out of the car, watched Yifeng's car go away and turned into the shop, Xiaoyou had already arrived, seeing Xingchen wearing the same clothes as yesterday and getting off Yifeng's car again, a certain guess in his heart became more certain, Xiaoyou didn't say anything, and didn't ask, she always felt a little embarrassed, and didn't even dare to look into Xingchen's eyes.