pretend

It was obviously a light sentence, and there was no sharp meaning, but Qin Yuan just swallowed a long needle, piercing through the internal organs... He didn't make a sound for a long time, and the arm holding the wheelchair trembled.

"Xiaoxi?" Yan Liang saw that his face was pale, and raised his hand to touch the other's chin. His fingers were soaked in water, almost no body temperature, but like a piece of cold jade that had been frozen.

Qin Yuan bit his lips in panic, sucking the rusty smell from the small wound, and after a moment of silence, he whispered: "Can you not drive me away?"

"...I didn't mean that." Yan Liang seemed to be a little surprised, and he said with a sigh: "I just don't want you to be sad."

...But you clearly want to push me away.Qin Yuan thought aggrievedly, his heart was about to wring out water.But Ning Xi shouldn't be so negative, so he forced himself to curl the corners of his mouth again, showing a very reluctant smile: "...I know."

Yan Liang looked at his slightly red eyes, and comforted him worriedly: "I just said casually, I am naturally very happy if you want to see me."

Qin Yuan's mood immediately improved a lot: "Really?"

Sad is a word, not sad is also a word.

He didn't notice the emotion of being led away at all, but he sped up his pace with a little joy, the wheelchair creaked, Yan Liang shook a few times, rubbed his nose, and sneezed.

"When did I lie to you?" He said lies without blushing, but when he saw the joy in the other party's eyes, he smiled sincerely.

This kid is a little cute when he is kept in the dark.

At this level, how did he think he could keep it a secret from himself?Is it the innocence that has been worn away in the bones, revived after experiencing all kinds of things, and bloomed again?

Thinking of this, Yan Liang's heart suddenly softened a little, he licked off the cold drops of water on his lips, and did not speak again.

Just like this all the way to the lounge in silence, Yan Liang closed the door and took off her wet clothes in the dressing room.The bathroom space is small, and it is difficult for him to turn around in it as a big man. It is a better choice to go in with his naked body outside.Qin Yuan didn't expect the other party's movements to be so swift. When he reacted, he caught a glimpse of the man's white and thin body.Several months of bedridden made Yan Liang's underdeveloped muscles disappear completely, so that he seemed a little fragile that he didn't have before.

"Brother Yanyan Yanyan..." The eldest young master felt a rush of heat pouring into his abdomen, and his face boiled like boiled water.He was biting his big tongue, his eyes wandering, he didn't know where to move: "You, your clean clothes... where, where, I'll get them for you."

"In the box of 607." Yan Liang took off his drenched outer pants, and now only a thin shirt was left on his body, the thin fabric fit the lines of his skin, he was naked, white and long legs, bent down to pick up the pants, and fumbled for the lock sign from inside.

Standing beside him, Qin Yuan accidentally saw a small section of underwear exposed from the hem of his shirt, and his heart almost jumped out of his throat.

"..."

When Yan Liang finally found the key from the wet cloth, Qin Yuan had to turn sideways to cover the sensitive part between his legs... He took the key almost stiffly, turned around and listened to the sound coming from behind him. After the clothes fell to the ground and the sound of the door opening and closing, he finally relaxed his back slowly.

...Holding too hard.

The person you like is right in front of you, you can't hug or kiss, and you even have to be careful when speaking... Qin Yuan pressed his forehead against the cold iron surface of the locker, and took a deep breath.

There was a sound of dripping water from the bathroom behind him, as if all the water had been splashed on him, making him completely embarrassed from head to toe.

Qin Yuan stared at the position where he reacted, feeling ashamed and annoyed for a moment, wishing he could just faint... In the not-so-spacious dressing room, the man's deep and hoarse breathing echoed. For 1 minute, he seemed to accept his fate, and slowly stretched out his hand...

Yan Liang's hair was wet, so he took the opportunity to take a break and washed it, which took a few minutes longer.It wasn't until he dried his body inside that he remembered that the change of clothes was still outside.

So he knocked on the door: "Xiaoxi, are you still there?"

What answered him was silence. The sound insulation in the bathroom was not very good. Through the not-so-thick wooden door, he vaguely heard the sound of gasping for air-conditioning coming from outside... After a while, Qin Yuan replied.

"I'm here."

Although he suppressed his breath as much as possible, it was not difficult to hear the slight panting. Yan Liang squinted his eyes, inexplicably feeling that if he suddenly opened the door and went out at this time, he would see something... um, interesting things.

So his fingers subconsciously grasped the doorknob, and twisting the lock made the sound of gears rubbing against each other. Before Yan Liang could turn it all the way, he heard the panicked tone of the people outside the door.

"Brother Yanyanyan, you haven't put on any clothes yet!"

"Of course I know." Yan Liang unhurriedly brushed back her wet forehead hair, shaking the water on the tip of her hair: "They're all men, are you still afraid of this?"

As soon as the words fell, he clearly heard the other party's breathing suddenly became rapid, as if he was extremely nervous: "Brother Yan..."

Qin Yuan's voice changed: "I'll get you clothes, you don't have to come out..."

At the end of the conversation, he was still struggling to find a normal reason: "Be careful of catching a cold again!"

Yan Liang was not in a hurry to reply.

He leaned against the door panel, listening to the messy footsteps outside the room, mixed with the sound of metal bumps, the latter was inexplicably ambiguous, like...

Before he could think about it, Qin Yuan seemed to have finally packed something, and knocked on the door cautiously: "Brother Yan?"

Yan Liang blinked, stepped back to the normal position, and opened the door...

A strong arm stretched in, took a clean change of clothes, and stuffed it into the opponent's arms. Before Yan Liang could say anything, the opponent retracted his arm like a cat whose tail was stepped on. Go, slam the door.

Yan Liang: "..."

He sighed a little regretfully, bowed his head and put on his clothes.

Ten minutes later, Yan Liang finished dressing, opened the door, and rushed out of the bathroom with the steam that had not dissipated.The air in the locker room became humid. Qin Yuan sat beside the locker farthest from him, with his head bowed.

From Yan Liang's angle, it was rare to see the hair twirling on the top of the man's head. He couldn't help but stepped forward and rubbed it with his hands.

Qin Yuan almost jumped up.

At this time, Yan Liang realized that the other party's condition was not right, his eyes were blood red, his pale lips were covered with teeth marks, and the fingers hanging by his side were trembling violently, and he was nervously grabbing the measuring line of his pants , as if enduring something.

He also noticed that the man's clothes were a bit messy, and a part of the shirt was hanging on his waist, revealing the metal belt of his trousers...

Well.

Yan Liang fell into deep thought.

Seeing him looking at himself without saying a word, Qin Yuan felt that the whole person was going crazy. He went out in such a hurry today that he even forgot to replace the medicine box. Swallow it, the bitter taste is still in the throat at the moment.

It was too bitter, so bitter that his throat was itchy, his stomach was sour, and even his desire turned into a gnawing flame. After the uncontrollable venting, there was no pleasure, but a guilty self-blame.

Qin Yuan felt that he was probably a little crazy.

He looked at the silent young man in front of him. His wet hair destroyed his original aura. At this moment, Yan Liang looked extremely gentle, like a pool of spring water that could contain everything, but it couldn't hold him. Dirty heart.

Desire is like a collapsed dam, the rolling flood has covered half of the body, leaving only the upturned head still struggling.

--Can't.

Yan Liang regards him as his younger brother, and regards him as that innocent and ignorant little kid Ning Xi... Ning Xi is the cleanest and most sacred, so naturally she cannot be tainted by desire.

Qin Yuan struggled to think, suddenly felt a heat in his palm, after being soaked in warm water, the chill on Yan Liang's hand disappeared completely, he held Qin Yuan's trembling hand, and bit by bit opened it until it turned white with force. His knuckles, looking at the wound made by nails with distress.

"What's the matter?" he asked caringly.

Qin Yuan's numb pupils slowly descended with his perception, but when he saw the overlapping palms of the two, he shrank suddenly.

Just now, he used this hand...

Hearing a "snap", Yan Liang watched helplessly as the other party swung him away, then turned around like crazy, clenched into fists, and slammed hard on the hard concrete wall.

...one time, two times.

Soon, violent blood bloomed between his joints, Qin Yuan looked at the blood stains left on the wall, and smiled wildly: "This is good, this is..."

That way, it won't get dirty.

The author says:

Sorry for the late writing, there will be an update tomorrow.