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Yan Liang, who was always eloquent, seemed to be choked by something, and there was a bit of helplessness in the complicated eyes.In such a silent gaze, only the dim lights on the side of the road, and the sound of the night wind blowing through the street, seemed to only circle the two of them and lock them in a corner of the world.

After a while, until the young master impatiently took out the car keys, and pressed the unlock button as if venting his anger, the sports car screamed a few times in the dark night, and the headlights flickered, illuminating the man's grievance. s face.

When he was willful, he would always think that his lips were slightly pursed, his chin was tensed, and his brows were stubbornly frowned, and those gloomy emotions had dissipated a lot.

Like a child who feels he has been wronged but refuses to apologize—Yan Liang subconsciously reached out and touched his face, and felt a trace of warmth between his fingers. Before he could distinguish it, he was opened again .

"Don't touch me!" The eldest young master was very drunk, and now he exerted too much force, he staggered even more, and almost fell backwards.He wiped his face trying to hide it, panting for breath.

Yan Liang looked at the back of the other party who turned his head and opened the car door, but slowly put his fingertips in front of his lips, and kissed him lightly.

He tasted a faint salty taste, like an illusion, but his fingertips started to burn.

It's a bit uncomfortable.

"You are not suitable for driving now." Reaching out to block the door that was about to be slammed, Yan Liang said slowly, "I'll take you home."

"...Get out." The eldest young master lost all face, only a little bit of self-esteem was left to support him, he was looking for a place where no one was around to calm down, and subconsciously slammed the door of the car... But Yan Liang He didn't dodge or dodge, even though the heavy door panel was firmly clamped on his little finger.

"Hiss." The severe pain spread hotly, he took a light breath, and let out a proper cry of pain.Qin Yuan didn't expect that he really didn't stop, and froze in place for a while: "You..."

He swallowed his saliva, swallowed the words of showing weakness, raised his eyebrows, and opened his mouth: "You are sick!! Why don't you hide!!"

Faced with the young master's choked roar, Yan Liang pressed his swollen knuckles, and after making sure that no bones were injured, he forced a smile: "As soon as the door closes, you run away."

"I can't catch up with you." He said softly, as if he had lowered his posture rarely, but there was no emotion in his voice: "I can't stop you..."

"So this may be the last chance." At the end of the sentence, the thin young man bent down, his shoulder-length black hair had been trimmed, and only the ends of the hair were left to cover the back of the neck. With the posture, it hangs unsteadily on the side of the thin face, which makes the skin pale.

"Qin Yuan, let's talk about it." Yan Liang said.

His irises are light gray, only the pupils are so black that they look like black holes that can swallow everything.

Qin Yuan seemed to be bewitched by something, and got out of the car in a daze... By the time he realized it, he was already sitting in the passenger seat.

Yan Liang was leaning over, carefully fastening the seat belt for him, the other person's body smelled of cigarettes, a bit cool and bitter.

The young master sniffled, and lowered his head a little helplessly, his mood was like a seasoning that had been overturned, mixed together with sour, sweet, bitter, spicy and salty, and he couldn't taste the original taste.

His head was messed up, and his messy emotions were completely mixed into a paste by alcohol, which blocked his nasal cavity and throat, making it difficult for him to breathe, and even wanted to cry...

Compared to Qin Yuan, who was absent-minded, Yan Liang was calm. He started the car calmly, but seemed a little hasty, and didn't even stop when he passed the electronic gate.

Skillfully turning the car onto the main road, he cleared his throat and said calmly, "Do you remember the first movie we saw?"

"Ah?" The man who was suddenly called back from his distraction was a little confused, so he subconsciously raised his head to look at Yan Liang.

"Hongxuejian." The latter said the name very intimately: "To tell you the truth, I also watched this movie when I was very young... After all, it is an old classic, but at that time, it was the one that impressed me the most. Not the movie, but the people watching the movie together."

Qin Yuan suddenly had the urge to get out of the car.

He turned his head sideways and looked out the window into the receding darkness, the lights of the business district were left far behind, leaving only a bit of unextinguished neon, lighting up the transparent car windows.

"...Ning Xi is a very special person to me." This was the first time Yan Liang mentioned this name in front of the other party. He seemed to miss it a little, and even reached out to turn on the stereo.

The melodious music played in the narrow carriage, Yan Liang didn't look at the sad expression on the young master's face, and said to himself: "The first time I met him was in the orphanage."

"At that time, he was about the same age as Yan Mo. He was thin and dark, and he was not very tall, but he had a bright smile. Among the children in the orphanage, he was the first one to greet us—— The first thing I said when I saw me was: Brother, there seems to be tears in the corner of your eyes, are you crying?"

"Although I suspected that he was short-sighted at the time," Yan Liang said unhurriedly, "but since childhood, he was the first person to ask me this question, so...he is very special."

"He is especially easy to open his heart to someone, obviously it's just some teenager's troubles, but every day he can be like pouring beans, chatting non-stop... To be honest, I was a little annoyed at first , but I probably got used to it later.”

When Yan Liang said this, he was silent for a while: "It was the first time in my life that I understood the word "lively", and it was from him."

This kind of bustling is not because there are many people, not everyone is being watched with scrutinizing, pitiful, and gossiping eyes, but it is to really feel the bustling crowd, and feel that emotions are mobilized and sublimated.

This was the first time Yan Liang had spoken so much, he seemed a little nervous, and changed to a more standard sitting posture, with his back straight.

He said: "I have no desire for Ning Xi, only longing."

Like a weather-beaten traveler longing for a shelter, or a ray of morning light after a long night of torment.

And Ning Xi is that kind of existence - so Yan Liang chased his shadow no matter the cost, like a moth seeing a fire.

"When we met, we were still too young. He was three years younger than me, and he was still underage when he "died"." Yan Liang spoke slowly, his voice fitting the melodious minor tune , Even the howling wind outside the window was covered up. "...So, you are different."

Qin Yuan's heart skipped a beat.

The eldest young master didn't want to admit his nervousness, so he subconsciously clenched whatever he could grasp, barely holding back his gaze from looking towards Yan Liang.

"...what's the difference?"

Yan Liang seemed to be thinking, but also seemed to be silent.

After a while, he seemed to have finally found his voice: "I don't know."

Qin Yuan's heart suddenly fell back to the bottom.

But before he was sad, he heard the man sleepwalking and said: "But sometimes, I really want to kiss you."

"..."

As a result, the heart that fell vertically bounced back and flew up into the sky again. Qin Yuan took a deep breath, feeling mixed emotions for a while, not knowing what to say.

And at this time, Yan Liang spoke again: "I must admit that I don't know anything about "feelings". Maybe it's a natural deficiency, or I didn't get good guidance when I was a child. In short, sometimes I don't even understand myself. What is "like"."

When he spoke this passage, he spoke very slowly, every character seemed to be poured out after repeated thinking, and finally he even laughed, the corners of his crooked eyes seemed to be different from before, with a rare sense of true emotion.

"But I'm very unreasonable." Yan Liang said, "I don't want to lose you——if you don't believe me, I'll prove it to you."

Perhaps it was because the surrounding lights were getting darker, Qin Yuan suddenly felt a little chill, and he didn't know where it came from, but accompanied by the soft music, it enveloped him unknowingly.

"You..." The young master suddenly sobered up a little bit, and he managed to recover a little sanity from the alcohol. He turned his head and looked out the window, only to see that apart from the street lamps that were constantly receding, only night.

The car unknowingly drove to the high speed, and now it is speeding at a speed of [-] yards.

Qin Yuan's palms burst into cold sweat, he looked up at Yan Liang: "Where are you taking me?"

"It's not where I'm taking you..." The latter sighed, and said in a relaxed tone, "Are you sure you've lied to everyone about the fact that you came out to drink in the middle of the night?"

As soon as these words came out, the eldest young master lowered his head a little guilty, but his mouth was confident: "I, I don't know."

In fact, he was just self-willed once as a habit, because no one caught up all the way, so he naturally relaxed his vigilance.

Yan Liang thought, that's right.

"The brakes of this car have a problem. It's been out of order since the beginning. I didn't stop all the way. I found the nearest road and turned to the high speed. Now... well, I'm probably going to the beach." Maybe I thought this experience was rare. Excited, he leaned forward slightly excitedly, his eyes fixed on the endless road in front of him: "When you took me for a ride, you took this..."

Qin Yuan was completely sober at the moment, he didn't listen to the other party's rambling memories, but took out his mobile phone from his pocket with shaking hands, and called Xue Yan...

The other party asked him to turn on his mobile phone to facilitate positioning here, but no matter how he wanted to stop the high-speed sports car, it was impossible to be unscathed...

Xue Yan roared on the phone, the expressway in the middle of the night was like a beast with a huge mouth in the abyss, constantly devouring the speeding sports car.

A cold sweat ran across Yan Liang's forehead. He seemed to be relaxed, but he was actually very focused, but even so, when he caught a glimpse of Qin Yuan's pale paper-like face, he felt a little distressed.

"Don't be afraid," the melodious music was mixed with the roar of the engine, only the man's voice hit the young master's flustered heart.

"I'll protect you," he said.

The author says:

The next update may be after 0:[-] or tomorrow. In short, I will find a way to make up for the OTZ due to the update.