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Yan Liang had heard such a threat dozens of times, and never took it seriously. Now she smiled calmly, adjusted her sitting posture, put her elbows on her raised knees, and dragged her palms Chin: "Where do you want to start?"

Qin Yuan suddenly became nervous for some reason, he coughed dryly: "...when I was a child."

"When I was young..." Yan Liang squinted her eyes and fell into some kind of memory: "Should it be written in your investigation of me? My original parents are a pair of scumbags."

"Both of them came from the countryside, with little education. At the beginning, my dad started his own business and made a little money, and then he drifted away. He had everything to eat, drink, prostitute and gamble... My mother, my mother is not very good. Shi, she was originally a young lady in a nightclub, but she spent several years getting into the position of a bustard, and for some reason, she fell in love with my dad at first sight."

Speaking of this, he smiled, showing no emotion, as if he was telling someone else's story: "Why do I know these things so clearly, and I would like to thank the neighbors around me, if they didn't help me every day. Whispering in my ear, maybe I still have expectations for those two beasts."

"—Anyway, they got together, got married, and took wedding photos, like a loving couple." Yan Liang said: "But then... Later, when my sister was born, it happened to catch up with me. There is a problem with my dad's business. With the changes of the times, his opportunistic methods can no longer be used. But the pheasant that has consciously flew on the branch always feels that he should be a phoenix... Plus, my dad has never liked me, he dislikes me She looks too girly, like my mother, not like him."

"Facts have proved that my mother is not some shocking beauty." He laughed again when he said this: "Otherwise I wouldn't have struggled for so many years, and in the end I would have to rely on my butt to get the position..."

Qin Yuan frowned, and interrupted the other party: "Get to the point."

"Okay, the point...well, it's like, as long as I can remember, my dad has been crazy. The business failure made him anxious, so he drank, went to whores, stayed out all night... and finally even got involved in drugs " Yan Liang's eyes are still bent on the ground, her natural smiling eyes are like crescent moons, although there is no trace of a smile in her eyes: "And my mother...maybe she is crazy too, she is not mentally normal at all, and she is worried about gains and losses until the end , went completely crazy after my dad cheated for the first time. Maybe you are right to say that she is a victim, but this is only in an objective sense. From the perspective of me and Yan Mo, she is just a complete accomplice."

"Yan Zhenggang wanted to vent, but she was afraid of pain, so she handed Yan Mo up... At that time, the family's finances were getting worse and worse, and it was almost impossible to make ends meet. Having another mouth would undoubtedly make things worse. So she wanted to kill her own daughter, It would be best to use Yan Zhenggang's hand—of course, she won't say these words outright."

But the human eye can speak.

Yan Liang will never forget Liu Min's distorted and disgusted eyes when he looked at his sister, and the viciousness that was clearly visible no matter how much he concealed it.

So he paused for a rare moment, pulled his consciousness out of the dry mud that had been dry for many years, and continued nonchalantly: "At that time, I was only eight years old, so naturally I couldn't watch my sister suffer, so I stepped forward to stop her..."

The end result was of course injured all over the body. It may be that Yan Zhenggang always wanted to have a son to inherit the family business, so that he would not kill himself, which gave them a chance to breathe.

This continued until Yan Mo went to elementary school, and the two children were usually outside, trying not to go home... At that time, Yan Zhenggang's company had officially declared bankruptcy, and Liu Min was crazy, but he still didn't forget to curry favor with that bastard. husband.

After all, she has finally found a "reliance" in her wandering and bumpy life, and the happiness in her dream is imminent. How can she bear to be "ruined" for no apparent reason?

But Yan Zhenggang is not a serious person, and even after taking the medicine, he even disowns her relatives. Sometimes she gets scolded when she gets in trouble, and then turns her head to vent her anger on the child. If Yan Liang used to have the slightest intention to pity this woman , but with repeated slaps and insults, the little bit of sympathy left in him was wiped out, leaving only hatred.

And how big can a child's world be?Joy, anger, sorrow, joy and so on, as long as there is one item is enough to fill.

Both Liu Min and Yan Zhenggang died in the fire that followed, and now Yan Liang recalled all kinds of childhood again, and suddenly understood why Liu Min loved Yan Zhenggang so madly.

Because that is the only man who is willing to accept her, because that is the only ray of light in her dark life - even if it is a flash of fireworks, she wants to do her best to keep it.

In addition to the face - this kind of crazy paranoia is also the legacy or curse left by the biological "mother".Now Yan Liang stared at the familiar face in front of him, slowly raised his hand, rubbed the other's frowning brows away, and comforted him softly: "Later, I entered the orphanage, and the director is a good person... well, except for him , I also met a lot of people." When he said this, his tone gradually became lighter: "Both Yan Mo and I were well taken care of until we were adults."

Qin Yuan only felt a little stuffy in his throat.

The few words on the information are far less thrilling than what the person concerned said. It turned out that behind what he thought he knew, there were still so many pains that could not be described in words... For a while, he even felt a little guilty because of the experience. After so much, Yan Liang finally met himself.

But what else can I do?He had... couldn't let go.

Thinking of this, Qin Yuan suddenly regretted that he had ruined the other party's bright future in a moment of enthusiasm.But this kind of guilt was only for a moment, and was suppressed by the jealousy that rushed to his face.The young master bit his lip, thinking rather paranoidly: Who told you to lie to me?

If there wasn't that photo, if...if he was still foolishly kept in the dark and didn't know anything, wouldn't it be better than now?

At least they don't have to suffer so much.

In front of Yan Liang, the Eldest Young Master has never been able to hide his emotions, so the entanglements in his heart are clearly written on his face at this moment.Yan Liang watched the other party go from guilt to anger to jealousy, he looked at those eyes, at the burning flame inside, not as sincere as Ning Xi, but equally enthusiastic.

Suddenly, he was a little happy, so he hooked the other party's neck and offered a sticky kiss - a stick with a candy, Yan Liang controlled the rhythm very well, the young master was full of emotions and had no time to vent, Just drowned in the other's lips.

In the end, when he came, he was full of anger, and as the fuse was ignited, what he ushered in was not a devastating explosion, but a handful of bright fireworks.

Even if it is fleeting.

The subsequent relationship was inexplicably harmonious. Yan Liang talked about some small things that happened in the past. He cleverly avoided all the places where Ning Xi was mentioned directly, and turned to more ambiguous terms, even Sometimes, Qin Yuan will be deliberately guided into it, such as "we".

"The orphanage is located in the suburbs, and it is of a public welfare nature. The director is a retired old businessman. I was not young at that time, but he still chose to take us in an exception, and even...funded us to go to school."

"At that time, next to the school, there was a whole street of snacks, such as glutinous rice dumplings sold on the street, shaved ice in a plastic cup for a few cents, etc. At that time, those who worked in the yard would have pocket money, and I often saved it. Get up, buy some snacks for them..."

Memories are long and fragmented. Yan Liang magnified some details of life in a story-like manner. He stared at Qin Yuan's slightly bewildered face, trying to fill the vacant memory in the other's mind with weaving words.

However, the young master seemed to have really caught the opponent's way. He collapsed in the gentle and patient tone of the young man, his temples twitched after being irritated, and the chaotic lights and shadows flew before his eyes, but every time he reached out to reach At that moment, those things slipped away from his fingers like flowing water.

In the past, it was an even unfamiliar word to him, so that he went from being confused to numb, and then he had learned to give up thinking to make his life not so tiring-but now there is a person, a person who has never met since the first sight The very familiar person is talking about his vacant place, even if he resists in his heart, he will still accept it subconsciously.

So, accompanied by Yan Liang's gentle and deep voice, Qin Yuan's eyelids became heavier under the effect of exhaustion, he lowered his head, leaned on the sofa, and fell asleep in silence.

When the sound of steady breathing echoed in the living room, Yan Liang finally stopped describing, cleared his throat, got up and poured himself a glass of water.

With the cool water moistening the throat, Yan Liang quietly let out a sigh of relief in a place where the sleeping benefactor could not see.

He thought: Finally, he got through.

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There is one more tonight!