Pei Yan sensed the warmth of the hug from behind, and didn't struggle or speak for a while.

"What are you looking for here?"

Arthur rested his head on the hollow of his shoulder, lounging against the man.

Pei Yan didn't speak, but just stared blankly at this place where he lived for many years. To be honest, even the small attic where he was imprisoned in his previous life seemed to have a better environment than this place, so one can imagine what it's like here.

"It's not something important." Pei Yan finally spoke, his voice was inexplicably cold and confused, like fog that couldn't be blown away, "Actually, I only left for a few months, and suddenly felt like I've been away for a lifetime."

In fact, it was almost a lifetime, and the last lifetime was like a dream.

"Oh my god baby," Arthur patted Pei Yan's head, "You shouldn't live in this kind of place, if you come with me, I'll make you a room with the most beautiful glass bottle and put you in it ..."

After saying this, Arthur was stunned. In fact, he figured it out without much thought. It seemed that he couldn't help but want to please him with his favorite things. This feeling was out of control, but... just involuntary.

I can't help but want to circle him up, hug him, rub him, press him on the ground...cough.

He looked so lonely now, as if he was going to collapse.

But he won't, Arthur corrected in his heart, Pei Yan is the kind of good gentleman who looks gentle, but there seems to be some kind of nightmare living in his heart... Such a person, such a person is always much more complicated, impossible It shattered easily.

He started to squat down to make the bed, saying that it was a bed, but it was just a floor bed. The sheets were old and whitish, almost colorless, dirty but not dirty, just too worn out.

"I... When I was young," Pei Yan stretched out his hand to touch the bed. He didn't know why he wanted to tell so suddenly, but he just couldn't help it. It's ridiculous to say that the other party is just a person who is entangled in the flesh, but he is indeed He is now the closest person, "I often dream, there are two worlds in the dream, one is gentle and bright, and the other is silent and crazy."

"Huh?" Arthur stood behind Pei Yan, his expression was calm, but he was a little serious, probably because he also knew that the other party really wanted to talk about something.

"My mother was originally an aristocrat, so I used to live a very prosperous life. In my memory, there are groups of servants and courtyards that can't be seen." Pei Yan recalled seriously, "But I was young and came to the third In fact, Ou didn't feel anything, at most it was people's eyes, and the most terrifying thing was not the environment...but her love."

Arthur was silent. The weak family affection between the white scales made him unable to understand Pei Yan's mood well.

But Pei Yan looked too...too thin, as thin as fog.

Yes, Pei Yan has always been a very thin person, without strong desires or needs. He doesn't seem to be interested in this world, or he seems to be... a person who is free from this world.

Arthur was taken aback.

Why do you have this feeling, and the closer you are to Pei Yan, the stronger this feeling will be.

That...feeling that he was out of this world.

"Her love suffocates me, and it's so strong that it's frightening." Pei Yan said, but smiled here, "I always have nightmares. In the dream, while she said she loved me, she raised the knife and stabbed me body, and I later found out why, because she didn't love me at all."

Arthur stretched out his hand to pinch the back of Pei Yanbai's neck. There was no reason for that, but he felt that he was too far away, so he really wanted to touch him as soon as he stretched out his hand.

It's rare that Pei Yan didn't say anything, and let him hold it like this, like a puppet being carried by Arthur.

"She doesn't love me, and she never told me who my father is, because she went crazy very quickly." Once the memory is recalled in her mind, her eyes are full of desolation, black liquid flows in the memory, Pei Yan lowered her eyes, also I don’t know what he’s thinking, “I’ve prayed for her love before, but I understand that what she loves is just a part of that mermaid, so she won’t really love me, no matter how much I ask for it, I can’t get what I want. want love."

"..."

Arthur realized that it was indeed inappropriate to say anything now, so he could only gently knead Pei Yan's back neck to comfort him.

And the body under the fingers suddenly trembled, very slightly, but it was trembling.

Arthur's heart skipped a beat, and he stepped forward to hug him.

"...I killed her," Pei Yan didn't cry, his eyes were dark and clean, but trembling, "She actually injected herself with mermaid blood, she wanted to become a mermaid... She's crazy, I Knowing that her body was constantly changing, she was lying on the ground screaming in pain, and fish scales grew from her face, layer by layer... full of blood."

Arthur hugged him tightly, and his long eyelashes touched Pei Yan's cheek.

Pei Yan didn't struggle or escape. Arthur's embrace was warmer than he imagined. In the stale air, the sober smell on the other party's body, which smelled so good that it didn't belong to human beings, was like a good medicine.

"She was still yelling, Ah Yan, let's go find Dad... Heh, she is already crazy, she wants to die, and she also wants to take me away, but I don't, I picked up the knife... ..."

"All right!"

Pei Yan's pupils shrank.

"It's not your fault. You don't need to recall your pain and confess your pain."

Arthur interrupted Pei Yan's memory, and the next second he put his lips on the other's lips.

He already noticed that Pei Yan's mood was not quite right, he thought that as long as Pei Yan said a word, he would kiss him.

However, Pei Yan's lips were only trembling slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't move in the end, and then slowly returned to calm.

So their lips just kept sticking together, and the body temperature was exchanged from the place where they touched, which was unbelievably gentle.

Too gentle, Arthur thought, and maybe it wasn't good to be so gentle, but he didn't want to say anything, he didn't want to do anything else.

In the end, Arthur couldn't remember when they separated. Pei Yan leaned his head tiredly on his shoulder, covering his face downwards, buried in the shadows.

Arthur moved closer to his ear and bit his earlobe.

Pei Yan's ears trembled.

"Hey baby."

Arthur smiled and took another breath. After thinking for a long time, he finally said slowly.

"Don't you seem to lack love, I'll give you... all of it."

Pei Yan's earlobes blushed silently in the darkness, and his lips moved silently twice in the darkness.

But in the end he didn't speak, just closed his eyes.

Arthur picked up Pei Yan and put him on the old white bed, then covered him up.

"Come on, I'll give it to you."

Arthur racked his brains to scan through his database of love words, but in the end he just squeezed out these three words abruptly.

But it doesn't matter, he lowered his head and kissed each other, I can do it myself.

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