look back and see him

"Then, I brought you here."

Lu Xiaoman listened to Yan Yan's speech as if he was declaring war.Speaking of it, in fact, he didn't even plan to have a deep friendship with anyone, let alone fall in love again.It's just that sometimes decisions don't dictate the future.Yan Yan has made Lu Xiaoman make an exception to make him such a friend... Maybe he can do more.

Lu Xiaoman stared at the person who was looking at him with cautious and nervous eyes.This man took him to his secret base.There are so many books in the bookstore, but they saw one book at the same time.

After a brief silence, Lu Xiaoman revealed a serious attitude and asked slowly: "And then?"

Yan Yan didn't think about it: "From now on, I will only take on one TV series every year, and make sure that I will be here with you for at least six months a year. And, fortunately, there is a network cable here, so we can video for the rest of the time."

"Don't you find it inconvenient?"

"Of course I hope you can come back. It would be even better if you can come back to film, but this is your choice. If you want to stay here, I will come back here to find you."

"This will lose a lot of good opportunities, don't you think it's a pity?"

Yan Yan replied instinctively: "It would be a pity to lose your boyfriend."

For the first time, Lu Xiaoman couldn't tell whether Yan Yan was smart or stupid, so he looked at Yan Yan uncertainly for a while: "How did you know that I like men?"

"I didn't see it," Yan Yan looked surprised, "You really like men?"

Lu Xiaoman looked at each other in blank dismay.

"You don't know I like men what are you telling me?"

"I've thought about it, it doesn't matter if you don't like men, as long as you like me."

Lu Xiaoman was alerted, and cautiously confirmed: "Then do you like men?"

Sure enough, Yan Yan's thinking was simple and rude: "It doesn't matter if I don't like men, it's enough to like you."

Lu Xiaoman didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "If your sexuality is normal, don't you mean to hurt me by forcing yourself to be with me!"

"How? How could I harm you?"

"For example, if we date, we will definitely kiss, right? If you are a straight man, you probably won't be able to kiss. Then how embarrassing will I be?"

"I can go on kissing." Yan Yan said solemnly and with certainty.

Lu Xiaoman gently put down the lunch box in his hand: "Then let's take it as a test. If you can kiss me now, the test will pass."

Originally, Lu Xiaoman thought that Yan Yan would at least hesitate for a while, whether it was because of the unaccustomedness of a straight man, or the shyness of an innocent virgin - even if Yan Yan is not a virgin, Lu Xiaoman can guarantee that the other party does not have much experience in dating ——Dan To Lu Xiaosati's surprise, he, who was in control of the situation one second, was completely suppressed on the mountain wall behind him the next second.Yan Yan's kiss is like a textbook kiss scene, but with more passion.

They had just had lunch, and the faint smell of oily smoke was not unpleasant, including Yan Yan who seemed aggressive.Lu Xiaoman can't tell the difference between liking and disliking, but at least he knows that he doesn't hate it.

After the long kiss finally came to an end, he asked the straight man, "How does it feel?"

Yan Yan thought for a moment: "Maybe I'm bent."

Lu Xiaoman nodded sympathetically: "I've never seen such a straight man without psychological barriers."

"If you want, we can test some more in-depth things." Yan Yan proposed solemnly.

This made Lu Xiaoman couldn't help staring at the innocent and easily bullied person.

Until the other party blushed.

"I'm just talking about cross talk." Yan Yanxu explained in an imposing manner.

Lu Xiaoman smiled with satisfaction.

Lu Xiaoman didn't realize how much time they spent in that mountain col, but in the end, when they returned to the inn, the crew had already finished work and returned.A staff member who happened to be outside saw Yan Yan and greeted him immediately, "Young Master Yan, Master Xiaolu, you are finally back!" He seemed a little excited, and he almost dragged Yan Yan into the inn, "Yan Yan Young, Boss Jin came to see you in person, he has been waiting for you for hours!"

"Why is he here?" Yan Yan blurted out in surprise, with a hint of disgust, and didn't intend to speed up her pace at all.

Lu Xiaoman didn't think it was such a coincidence, after all, there was more than one Mr. Jin in this entertainment industry, but he couldn't help but think of the Mr. Jin he knew.To be honest, Lu Xiaoman really watched too many movies and TV dramas in the past. Even though he thought it was impossible, he still deduced a vivid story in his mind: Jin Cen, who broke up with Shen Yizui, now has his eyes on younger fresh meat Yan Yan, but because of Yan Yan's personality, he certainly would not agree to be taken care of by the gold master. In addition, there may be a relatively powerful backer behind him, so Jin Cen, who failed to catch up with the other party, did not hesitate to come to this remote mountain village to carry out the competition. Raiders.Unfortunately, his arrival only disgusted Yan Yan.

... If he and Jin Cen really became rivals in love, then this plot is quite like a cross talk joke.

Because he knew that he was just thinking wildly, Lu Xiaoman didn't take it seriously, he almost didn't make himself laugh.Then--

He actually saw Jin Cen at the door of the inn.

So far, Lu Xiaoman can clearly remember the surprise when he saw Jin Cen for the first time.

Speaking of which, Lu Xiaoman himself was often praised for his appearance since he was a child. However, the persistent baby fat made his baby face lack the clear outline he likes most.Therefore, in Lu Xiaoman's aesthetics, Jin Cen's appearance can be said to be the kind of perfection he yearned for most.Jin Cen was still very young that year, but he didn't have the sharpness of a young man. His eyes were restrained and sharp, and his extremely thin lips had just the right amount of sex appeal.At that time, Lu Xiaoman almost thought that this was a newcomer who had just debuted, and he thought that it didn't matter if he didn't know how to sing or dance and had no acting skills.Someone will buy it in his face... such as Lu Xiaoman himself.

Six years have passed now.

This face is still so fascinating.Lu Xiaoman looked at the face of the person who seemed to have stood silently at the door of the inn for an unknown amount of time, and had to regret why the person with this face was Jin Cen's character.

Gu Xiaoman, who expected that the other party would not recognize him, collected himself and decided to pretend to be a passerby.As for the relationship between Jin Cen and Yan Yan, just go back and confirm with Yan Yan.Lu Xiaoman turned his head and said to Yan Yan, "I'll go in first." At this moment, Jin Cen, who was standing there motionless before, suddenly strode over.His eyes were fixed on Lu Xiaoman, which made the latter unable to avoid it with a fluke attitude.

Sensing the object of Jin Cen's aggressive attitude, Yan Yan first stepped forward vigilantly: "Cousin, what are you doing?"

Lu Xiaoman was stunned, he didn't expect Yan Yan's cousin to be surnamed Jin.When he came back to his senses, his wrist had already been grabbed by Jin Cen who completely ignored Yan Yan.Jin Cen's strength was great, and Lu Xiaoman felt that this was about to catch up with his personal injury. "President Jin, please let go."

Without saying a word, Yan Yan pulled away Jin Cen's hand, which had not moved for a while, and checked and rubbed Lu Xiaoman's wrist by the way. "Fortunately, no marks were left."

Yan Yan's ambiguous behavior finally made Jin Cen aware of it, and the person who had never shown emotions was startled unexpectedly, and looked back and forth between Lu Xiaoman and Yan Yan almost in a daze.

Yan Yan obviously didn't understand the situation very well, but this did not prevent him from immediately intervening in the space that was too close between Lu Xiaoman and Jin Cen. "Cousin, this is my friend Lu Xiaoman. Do you have any holidays? No matter what festivals you have, for my sake, let everything pass."

Jin Cen didn't look at Yan Yan again, he just stared at Lu Xiaoman: "Ding Ding, I know it's you."

Lu Xiaoman sighed unconsciously, he really didn't understand why Jin Cen's eyes were so good. "Boss Jin, I'm Yan Yan's friend Lu Xiaoman. No matter what quarrels Ding Yu had with you before, for Yan Yan's sake, let everything go."

Jin Cen's already thin lips were tighter, and it took him a while to speak again: "Can we talk alone?"

Yan Yan put his arm on Lu Xiaoman's shoulder with a calm expression: "Cousin, Xiaoman and I are not outsiders, no matter what happens, you don't need to avoid me."

Jin Cen ignored it, and stared closely at Lu Xiaoman's eyes in silence.Knowing that Jin Cen would not speak in the presence of Yan Yan - he guessed that the cousin avoided Yan Yan because it was for Yan Yan's good, so Lu Xiaoman decided to give him a chance.

"Boss Jin and I are walking around, Yan Yan, you go in first."

Yan Yan didn't quite agree and hesitated on the spot.

Lu Xiaoman lightly smiled to comfort the other party: "Don't worry, I won't push your cousin into the river."

"It doesn't matter if you push it down." Yan Yan didn't care whether Jin Cen could hear his volume. After Lu Xiaoman's joke, he relaxed somewhat. The room is waiting for you."

There was no expression on Jin Cen's face anymore, he just waited for Yan Yan to leave without saying a word, his eyes never left Guo Lu Xiaoman.

After confirming that Yan Yan had entered the inn, Lu Xiaoman chose to go to the relatively secluded woods beside the inn.They stopped by a stream, and Lu Xiaoman turned to look at Jin Cen who hadn't said a word.

"So, Mr. Jin, what do you want to talk to me about?"

The person who asked for this conversation took the initiative to observe Lu Xiaoman for a long time after Lu Xiaoman's question.

"Boss Jin?" Lu Xiaoman urged impatiently.

Jin Cen finally came back to his senses and said, "You have lost a lot of weight."

Lu Xiaoman sneered: "Boss Jin wants to talk to me about weight loss, right?"

Jin Cen paused again, his eyes were invisible, he stared quietly at Lu Xiaoman: "You must hate me very much, right?"

This said.

Lu Xiaoman often acts in plays, but this kind of lines of hate or hate, he feels too dramatic even in the play.Love and hate in this world feel like props for storytelling. In the lives of normal people, there is no deep hatred. Talking about hate or not is like playing house.

...But then again, probably "hate" is the most accurate word to describe Lu Xiaoman's feelings for Jin Cen, right?

Lu Xiaoman had seriously considered this matter.He himself felt that human emotions were too complicated to understand.In fact, if Jin Cen was just his boss, Ding Yu wouldn't be very angry if he designed to frame and suppress him because of his job-hopping.This is the case in this industry. If you are not as good as a person, you need to reflect on yourself, not the kind of grievance that you think you are a good person and the other is a bad person. Since you want to act, since you want to be in the entertainment industry, it is too hypocritical to treat yourself as a white lotus.And in the same way, if Jin Cen is just Ding Yu's philandering lover, after four years of dating, he likes the new and dislikes the old, and kicks him out without hesitation, Ding Yu can only blame himself for his poor vision and ignorance of people.An ex is an ex, and resenting the other party will only hold you back.Lu Xiaoman guessed that he was a very generous person, he was like this before, and he was able to let go of the above two things.However, when these two things were added together, some kind of chemical reaction was produced somehow.To this day, thinking of Jin Cen's words, "I don't really care if you did it or not. When I got drunk and said you pushed him, it means that he wants you to pay the price", Lu Xiaoman couldn't let himself go.

It is difficult for him to say whether he "hates" Jin Cen, but it is clear that if Jin Cen is not doing well, he will be happy.

Looking up at the person who was seriously waiting for his answer, Lu Xiaoman shrugged his shoulders, and still had to talk about the situation: "It's okay."

Jin Cen listened to the answer with an unchanged expression, and asked slowly: "What do I need to do so that you can forgive me?"

Lu Xiaoman didn't want to be too embarrassing, but Jin Cen's words accurately hit his most disgusting point. "Mr. Jin, you are really humorous. I am a mere little person who didn't forgive you. Can you, Mr. Jin, rest assured?"

Jin Cen pretended not to hear Lu Xiaoman's ridicule, and calmly nodded, "I take it to heart."

Lu Xiaoman choked for a moment, and then deliberately smiled casually: "Mr. Jin, you want to be more open, I still worry about world peace, you see, it's useless."

"Is it useless no matter what I do?" Jin Cen continued to ask intently.

Lu Xiaoman secretly looked at the other party unconsciously.This young boss has never been a person who shows his sharpness, but his coldness is more like a sword without a sharp edge, with coldness and arrogance in his bones, and at the same time, he is not stingy with hurting others. At least, once Ding The Jin Cen Yu knew was like this, but after two years, the man standing in front of Lu Xiaoman now has more maturity and stability, and even his whole person is much softer and gentler.This made him look like he was showing weakness to Lu Xiaoman at the moment.

It's a pity that Lu Xiaoman is the kind of person who doesn't eat hard and soft.He pretended to look at each other sincerely: "Don't say that nothing you do is useless, and nothing I do is useless. Otherwise, I won't let myself waste two years of energy and spit on you from time to time."

A smile suddenly leaked from the corner of Jin Cen's mouth, with self-mockery, but also a little joy: "You haven't forgotten me yet?"

Lu Xiaoman was dumbfounded: "What honor is there?"

Jin Cen recovered and was quiet.He stared deeply at Lu Xiaoman so naturally. "I haven't forgotten you for a day."