look back and see him

When he heard the doorbell, Lu Xiaoman stumbled and ran to open the door.He didn't realize that Yan Yan had the key, and it was impossible for him to ring the doorbell, which made him extremely disappointed after opening the door.

Without being invited, Jin Cen walked straight into the room leaning on a cane, and supported Lu Xiaoman with his free hand—Lu Xiaoman was sure that he could stand firmly, so he wanted to push him away.

"Your name is Jin Cen, and his real name is Jin Yan. Is your mother's surname Cen? Is Yan Yan's mother's surname Yan?" The person who failed to push him away finally asked, "Why does Yan Yan's mother insist that he marry a girl? What will Yan Yan's child be called in the future? What's the girl's last name?"

"Xiao Man, tell me how much alcohol you drank first? If you don't say anything, I will send you to the hospital directly to prevent you from getting alcohol poisoned."

"I'm not going to the hospital. Today is my anniversary with Yan Yan, and I'm going to spend it at home." Lu Xiaoman thought his tears had dried up, but he couldn't help feeling sad again, "I don't have Yan Yan anymore, I want to spend it at home." Celebrate your own anniversary."

Jin Cen took the empty wine bottle, grabbed Lu Xiaoman's shoulder and asked, "Did you only drink this bottle of red wine?"

"Guess why I bought this bottle of red wine?"

"Do you feel nauseous, short of breath or anything?"

"I originally wanted Yan Yan to guess how old the red wine was. If Yan Yan guessed correctly, I would agree to his previous request to cover my eyes."

Lu Xiaoman realized that he didn't know when he was sitting on the head of the bed, and Jin Cen didn't know when he appeared, and now he walked over with a cane and a cup. "I can't find anything like honey, Xiaoman, drink a glass of water first."

Lu Xiaoman couldn't help frowning, "I don't like red wine, it doesn't taste good at all, I don't want to drink it." Even so, he took the glass and poured it into his own mouth.After drinking, Lu Xiaoman found Jin Cen pushing himself on the bed.

"I don't want to sleep, today is the anniversary, I don't want to go to bed so early." Lu Xiaoman tried to sit up.It's a pity that his strength is not as strong as Jin Cen's, which made him find himself lying down in a short while - finally, the symptoms of dizziness eased a little.

"You are very drunk now, go to bed quickly. Don't say anything, or you will regret it when you wake up tomorrow."

Lu Xiaoman was suddenly very angry, he didn't know why, it was very comfortable to lie down, but as soon as Jin Cen let go of his hand, he immediately sat up: "Why do you care about me, I just don't want to sleep, I should have slept today." Wan Wan with Yan Yan! You let him lie next to me and I'll sleep."

For a while Lu Xiaoman didn't get an answer, Jin Cen looked at him quietly for a while.Finally, Jin Cen said: "Then I will take you to find Yan Yan now?"

Lu Xiaoman glared hard at the other party: "I won't go! Yan Yan broke up with me! He said it!"

Jin Cen sighed very lightly: "I don't know what happened between you, but do you know? Your personality is very passive, and you never fight for anything by yourself. For example, no matter what Yan Yan wants to do now, You know, you can also take the initiative to talk to him."

Lu Xiaoman felt that he had been slandered. "So this is my fault? Besides, why do you say that I am not proactive? I also took the initiative! At that time, I went directly to the company to find you and asked you what happened to being drunk—so what's the point of taking the initiative? Use?! What's the use of me taking the initiative to talk to Yan Yan! Should I take the initiative to make him hate me as much as you did before?!"

Jin Cen, who was standing by the bed, took a step back subconsciously. "I'm sorry, Xiaoman, I didn't expect..."

Lu Xiaoman interrupted the other impatiently and wearily: "Don't say I'm sorry! I said it's over, why do you still feel sorry for me?——Why I want to end is not clean, and what I don't want to end is just it's over!"

Jin Cen stood where he was, and it took him some time to approach again and help take off Lu Xiaoman's shoes. "Anyway, Xiao Man, you should have a good rest first. We will talk about everything after you wake up."

"Can I see Yan Yan when I wake up?"

"Although this is not something I have the right to speak, I promise to help you."

Lu Xiaoman's mood calmed down a bit, he thought for a while, and got up to get his things.Jin Cen stopped him. "Are you still asleep?"

"I want to take Yan Yan's tie and use it to tie my eyes. Yan Yan has always wanted to do that."

Jin Cen paused, then discussed calmly: "I'll help you get the tie for you, then leave and close the door for you. Do you promise that you will have a good rest afterwards?"

"As long as you give me a tie, I promise you anything."

Lu Xiaoman finally got the tie.

Jin Cen quickly exited the room, which made Lu Xiaoman unable to find someone to tie his tie.He tried it himself, but he didn't know why his hands couldn't exert any strength...

He couldn't use his strength.

No matter how much he wants to keep Yan Yan.

He couldn't use his strength.

When he woke up the next day, Lu Xiaoman only felt a headache that was about to explode.He guessed it was a symptom of the so-called hangover, but he believed there was something else to it as well—even though he was very drunk last night, everything that happened, everything he said, he remembered when he was sober Clearly.

Jin Cen was right, after waking up, he regretted it immensely.If possible, he really hoped that he would never see Jin Cen again in his life.

Lu Xiaoman was in a daze for a long time on Yan Yan's bed in Yan Yan's room.

Perhaps this is the benefit of the headache, which made him feel less pain in his body, so he finally calmed down a little.

There are so many things in this world that you can't wish for.

But life must go on.

Lu Xiaoman rubbed his face vigorously on the bed, he saw the tie that had been thrown aside, so he gently picked it up and tied it up, then got up from the bed.

He fell asleep without taking a shower last night, still wearing his own shirt and jeans, looked down at his wrinkled body, Lu Xiaoman pulled himself together and decided to take a shower and change clothes first.Although he almost slept in Yan Yan's room now, his clothes were still in the bedroom next door. Lu Xiaoman walked out of the room to go to the next door... He didn't expect to see Jin Cen in the living room.

The person he expected to have left last night, the person he expected to never see again, made Lu Xiaoman appear in front of him by surprise.

Lu Xiaoman was stunned in embarrassment, and then tried to calmly smile at the other party apologetically. "Sorry, I drank too much last night." He remembered that besides saying a lot of stupid things, he also said a lot of things that obviously hurt the other party.In fact, he had really decided to let go of the past grievances, and he didn't know why he suddenly brought up old scores with the other party last night.

Jin Cen seemed nonchalant: "It's okay, there are happy drunks in this world, and there are also sad drunks. I have also seen drunks commit murder with knives. I have already forgotten what happened last night."

Lu Xiaoman knew that the other party would never forget, anyway, he himself would never forget the stupid thing last night for the rest of his life.However, Jin Cen reminded him last night, telling him to rest quickly and not talk, he couldn't blame the other party for not knocking him unconscious in time.He was thinking of changing the subject so naturally when he noticed the breakfast on the table.

"I cooked some porridge." Jin Cen explained, "I guess you want to drink something soft now."

"Thank you." Lu Xiaoman, who didn't want to continue to owe the other party, spoke carefully, trying not to sound like chasing someone away, "You really want to stay, what's the matter?"

Hearing this, Jin Cen first put his walking stick by the dining table, then sat down, and motioned for Lu Xiaoman to follow suit.

"Actually, I do have something I want to tell you. It may not be something I have the right to say, but you have the right to know."

Lu Xiaoman noticed that this was not the first time that Jin Cen said that he had no right to do anything. It was hard for him to imagine Jin Cen saying that three years ago.

After Lu Xiaoman took his seat, Jin Cen thought about it and said, "I don't know how much you remember from yesterday. I didn't mean to ask, but you mentioned Yan Yan's parents. I think maybe you have some misunderstanding."

Lu Xiaoman didn't think that he didn't even have the ability to understand this, so he could get Yan Yan's explanation wrong. "What misunderstanding did I have?"

"I heard from you that you seem to think that Yan Yan's parents forced Yan Yan to marry?"

"I don't think Yan Yan's parents forced him, after all, he himself agreed."

"But," Jin Cen didn't care about Lu Xiaoman's seriousness in his words, he continued with a serious expression, "Yan Yan's parents will not ask Yan Yan to marry."

Lu Xiaoman was stunned: "What?"

"The last time Yan Yan came out to her parents and was injured, Yan Yan's parents have..."

Lu Xiaoman was so surprised that he interrupted unconsciously: "Did Yan Yan come out to her parents? When?"

Instead, Jin Cen paused in surprise because of Lu Xiaoman's reaction. After thinking about it, he confirmed and asked, "So, you don't know? The last time Yan Yan's parents returned to China, did Yan Yan come out to them?"

Lu Xiaoman didn't know.He only knew that at that time he found that he had become so unaccustomed to living in a hotel alone.Later, Yan Yan showed up with a sprained ankle...

"You said Yan Yan was injured? His feet?"

"His foot was broken by the mobile phone thrown by his uncle in anger. His head was accidentally hit, and he started vomiting that night. Uncle said angrily that he would not care about him and left. My aunt actually felt sorry for Yan Yan, and when I talked to my aunt later, she had obviously given in. "

The sudden fact made Lu Xiaoman unable to figure out what was going on.Yan Yan did such a big thing by himself without his knowledge and without his support at all.

——But then, Yan Yan said he wanted to leave?

"So, I think there must be some misunderstanding between you and Yan Yan. I hope you can talk to Yan Yan again. Yan Yan has done so much, he definitely wants to be with you seriously."

"But..." Lu Xiaoman didn't know what to say.Like he didn't know what was going on.

Yan Yan decided to break up with him, but used a reason that was probably false?

——But then again, even if this reason doesn't exist, Yan Yan at least really wants to break up with him?

Lu Xiaoman had no choice between going to see Yan Yan and not going to see Yan Yan.

After a long silence, Jin Cen said quietly: "Xiao Man, don't make you lose your trust in Yan Yan because of my fault. Maybe Yan Yan has some difficulties, maybe now is the moment when he needs you the most..."

Lu Xiaoman subconsciously stood up.

He is going to see Yan Yan.

He finally made a decision.

Just then, the door was opened.

Someone opened the door of Yan Yan's apartment with a key, who else but Yan Yan herself?

When Lu Xiaoman looked at the person who left without turning his head last night, he suddenly realized that what the other person was seeing at this moment was particularly absurd.For a long time, Lu Xiaoman wanted to avoid suspicion of his relationship with Jin Cen, but in the end, he let Yan Yan see himself and Jin Cen gathered around the breakfast table.