Elevator Miss Lin

Lin Zhi danced with the singing, her graceful figure became more and more enchanting in the singing, she pulled the red shawl on the sofa, and then took my hand, the red shawl tightly entwined her and me, I felt As for the temperature of Lin Zhi's body, such a real temperature, warm, smooth, a woman's body, is it so strange?Why is touching your own completely different from other people's?

Lin Zhi put her arms around my neck and let me get very close to her. I greedily wrapped her arms around her waist, and she danced with her arms around me. My reason has long been useless at this moment, and I enjoy it like swallowing opium. Getting along with Lin Zhi is intoxicating, slightly drunk, and divorced from reality. On the one hand, I feel that this kind of acquaintance and getting along is extremely dreamy, and on the other hand, I am extremely unwilling to break it, but I really want to be with Lin Zhi. For chatting, I want to get to know her, and I want to ask her, where is her home, why is the New Year's Eve, just like me, celebrating the New Year alone?I want to ask her, what is her job?In fact, where her home is, what job she does, and how old she is is not that important. I just want to talk to her. Of course, I can't talk about what happened in the past two nights. I am also a little embarrassed.

"I came to look for you during the day, but you were not at home."

Lin Zhi lay on my shoulder, and smiled foolishly, "What do you want from me?"

"Thinking about having a meal together or something, eating alone, it's so lonely." I said nonsense.

Lin Zhi got up from my shoulders, and looked at me with her eyes again. Every time she looked at me, she felt that her eyes were breathtaking. She seemed to have something to say to me, but always Hesitant to speak, just as I was about to ask her, her lips pressed against each other, and the lips and teeth were close together, blurred in the dark night, the tip of her tongue hooked over, the red shawl slipped from her hand, and this song from the last century was played on the speaker, No one cared, I was hooked to the sofa by Lin Zhi, and her whole body was pressed on top of me...

After that, I felt like I was completely insane. I always woke up in my own home the next day. When I woke up, I could only think of the obsession with Lin Zhi, but the things after that were fragmented and I couldn’t remember anything. , but the obsessive memories were too real, and I was stunned by the bedside, unable to recover. During the Spring Festival that year, I was addicted to the love with a strange woman and couldn't extricate myself. However, Lin Zhizhi to me, still It's too mysterious. I can't find her during the day. I don't have her phone. The social networking on the Internet is only in name only. She will never be online. I feel that I am too delusional. Lin Zhi's curiosity and infatuation crossed the line, and I sat alone by the basketball court in the community and smoked.

Lin Zhi's body is implanted into my skin like poppy powder, and my cells, whether I am awake or asleep, are her half-naked body, undulating waist, just right Yufeng, when I think of these , I was ashamed and unable to control it. During the day, I was struggling with such anxiety, and I couldn't see her until night.

This kind of life lasted for several days, to be exact, it was several nights. I fell in love with Lin Zhihuan every night, and woke up in my own bed the next day. Walking around inside, I seem to have accepted this habit, and I still feel more or less suspicious in my heart. For example, Lin Zhi's day and night work and rest, what kind of work does she do?I couldn't help but think of that special industry, did she do that?I don't want to admit that such random suspicion is obviously unfair to Lin Zhi, and I don't think my thoughts can stand at all. , I waited by her door for a long time, no matter how I knocked, there was no response from inside, I wonder if Lin Zhi will not come back tonight, I was wearing a sweater with my hands in the pockets of the sweater, at the door of Lin Zhi's house, It was like waiting for my husband who didn't come back all night. I waited anxiously and took out a cigarette. However, this kind of waiting was too dazed. Lin Zhi and I had nothing to do with each other, but after these few days, I felt that this I have formed a habit, I don't want to wait like this any longer, I went upstairs upset, and went back to my home, that night, I didn't sleep well, when it was almost twelve o'clock, I took a shower and went downstairs again, doing The last effort was to knock on the door of Lin Zhi's house, but that night, the door of Lin Zhi's house was extremely cold, and there was no response at all.Is she away from home?But she didn't say anything last night, thinking that I'm going to work the next day, I can't just wait here so stupidly, so I had to go back to my room again, that night, I couldn't sleep all night. So much so that when I went to work the next day, my colleagues all looked like they had seen a ghost. I was thinking about Lin Zhi, and I took their reactions seriously.

The first day of the new year's work is usually not too busy. The boss sends out the red envelopes for the start of work, and we have a dinner at night. The new year begins like this. I was going to refuse the dinner at night. I want to go back to find Lin Zhi early , but the first meal at the start of work, everyone couldn't leave, I was in a state of confusion, in fact, the whole day, finally freed from the meal, I went home in a panic, I directly pressed the 16th floor , knocked on the door, but still no one answered, I took pictures for a long time, thinking to myself that Lin Zhi might really have gone a long way.

Just like that, Lin Zhi disappeared suddenly, without any warning, without any warning, and without any notification. At first, I only thought that she had really traveled far away. I still went to knock on her every day after work. As soon as I knocked on her door, I was very anxious and upset in the first few days. Later, every time I knocked, I just sighed. Time passed quickly, the Lantern Festival passed, and even the entire first month had passed Lin Zhi disappeared for more than 20 days for no reason. Not only did I never meet her again at the door of her house, I never saw Lin Zhi again even in the elevator. A lot of words, at first I restrained myself, just said: I have been waiting for you at your door for a long time tonight, where have you been?

"Have you traveled far?"

"Lin Zhi?"

"No matter how you define it, where are you now?"

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Sometimes I even wonder, is Lin Zhi behind this gray head portrait?Why doesn't she respond with a single word no matter what I send her?Or could she simply not remember her password and never log in?I have no way of proving it.