Elevator Miss Lin

I stayed in the hospital for two days and then went back to work. Although I had no thoughts at all, I had to go back to work, otherwise I would be thinking about that thing every day when I had nothing to do. Do some things mechanically, but life after work is a bit difficult. In the end, I couldn't hold back and found Lin Zhi's father's contact information and home address from the property. I don't know why I was so reckless, but I have already I couldn't care less, so I went to knock on the door of Lin Zhi's parents' house. The old man opened the door without any precautions. The person who came was an old man. I guessed that this might be Lin Zhi's father, "Hello , I am..." I wanted to lie and say that I was Lin Zhi's friend, but before I could say it, the old man stared at me for a long time, his face was not very good-looking, but he didn't wait for me I declared my home, and closed the door with a "bang". I was stunned, but I still didn't want to give up. I knocked on the door a few more times, but the door didn't open. I don't know what happened. When I was about to give up , the door just opened, it was an old woman, maybe it was Lin Zhi's mother, the old woman was shocked when she glanced at me, but fortunately she didn't close the door again like the old man did, she paused, asked, "Who are you?"

"Hello, auntie, is this Lin Zhi's parents' house? I am Lin Zhi's friend."

"what's your name?"

"Lu Xiao"

The old lady looked at me for a while, and then she glared at the old man next to her, but her expression was still indifferent.

"Well, I'm very sorry to bother you, uncle and aunt, I'm Lin Zhi's friend, but I was abroad before, so I didn't come back at that time, I just want to ask about Lin Zhi... I think Go and see her." I spun this lie for a week, and I had to see Lin Zhi's tombstone with my own eyes.

The old lady saw that I might not have any malicious intentions, so she politely let me in and brought me a fruit plate. I handed over the nutritional products I bought, and Father Lin took it, and said a little embarrassedly, "I'm sorry. Ah, just now, I admitted the wrong person."

I smiled stiffly, the old lady wrote me an address by hand, I took it, and sat on the sofa with some embarrassment, there was nothing about Lin Zhi in this room, I think the second boss didn't want to see anything Thinking about people, I sat awkwardly for a while, and I didn't want to ask more about what happened before Lin Zhi's body. The two elders didn't seem to want to mention it anymore. He went straight to the cemetery.

It was raining that day, the rain was light and shredded, and the mist covered my face. I took a taxi to the cemetery, shivering while holding the note in my hand. It took me a lot of effort to find Lin Zhi's tombstone. As soon as I saw Lin Zhi's photo on the tombstone, my whole body softened. Except for the change in hairstyle, this person's facial features were indeed the same as the woman I had seen before. The woman I saw in the elevator for the first time.

In the photo, her brows and eyes were a little sad, and I couldn't bear it anymore, so I had to sit in front of her tombstone, feeling my stomach turning sour, even though so many people had so much evidence that Lin Zhi had died three years ago Yes, but only when I stay here at this moment can I really feel it. All of this may be real. The rain is getting a little dense. I have many questions to ask Lin Zhi, but I can't say a word at all. Not exported.

"You?" At some point, a person, a lady, came beside Lin Zhi's tombstone with flowers.

"I... I'm her friend." I continued to lie.

"Hello, my name is Fang Yun, and I'm also Lin Zhi's friend. I've never met you before."

This lady named Fang Yun looked calm, presumably the past three years had washed away the sadness caused by Lin Zhi's death.

Seeing that I looked bad, the woman asked, "You? Is this your first time here?" She looked at me carefully several times.

There was too much rain on my face, I wiped my face, this woman named Fang Yun hurriedly passed the big black umbrella over my head, she pulled me with the tip of her eyes, "Oh, don't sit there, Aren't you wet?"

I helplessly let her pull me up, "She's been gone for three years, let's take a look at it, ah, I hope on the other side, she can have a better life, maybe that world doesn't have so many prejudices, so it's okay It's not that sad."

"Are all the rumors true?"

"What rumor?"

"Did she really commit suicide? Did she have mental problems before she died?"

Fang Yun looked at me with puzzled eyes, and I lied a little guilty, "I went abroad before, so I don't know some things..."

Fang Yun believed it, and turned her head to stare at the tombstone. She didn't say much for a long time, and then handed me the umbrella for me to hold on to. I don't know when it was raining heavily, and it hit the umbrella surface. I felt a little heavy. She took out a cigarette, handed me another one, lit the cigarette with the lighter, took a puff, exhaled the smoke ring, and said, "Then do you know that Lin Zhi likes women?"

I was choked and coughed, but Fang Yun ignored me and said to himself, "She likes women."

After saying this, she paused, then raised her head and asked me, "You should not find it strange that you are abroad."

I nodded numbly.

"But not here." Fang Yun sighed, and then suddenly changed his emphasis, "Her story is no different from most homosexuals. She lived with her girlfriend and was discovered by her parents. The parents said it was a disease. Go to treatment, you know, most parents in China can’t accept it, she fought for a long time, but finally failed, and failed so badly.”

Fang Yun took a deep breath, "At first I didn't expect it to be this serious. Her parents forced her to go on a blind date, force her to get married, and force her to go to the hospital. At that time, both her and her girlfriend were struggling. I couldn't hold it anymore, and said that we were going to die together, but after her girlfriend jumped down the stairs, when she was about to jump down, her family broke down the door. After that, for more than a year, she might have been thinking of a way Let’s make this dream come true.”

"It finally came true." Fang Yun stubbed out the cigarette butt, and said with some difficulty, "There is no novel story, I come to see her once a year, no matter what day, when I want to come." She suddenly turned around Huatou, "Shall we go together? It's raining heavily."

I was startled, unable to recover, "No, I want to stay for a while."

"But it's raining, and you don't have an umbrella."

"It's ok."

"Then, that's okay." Fang Yun left after finishing speaking. He hadn't taken two steps before suddenly turning around, "By the way, her girlfriend from before was a bit like you."

(End of the article)