Promised land

In my eyes, it is just a road that "there is no better choice for the time being".

Until I met Yin Yu.

To get to know him, to chase him, to trick him into bed.

This is more interesting than walking T big.

It must be successful.

On Saturday afternoon, Yin Yu rubbed oil on the soles of her feet as soon as she got out of school, but she was nowhere to be seen.

Xu Shuyan had no choice but to go to the station leisurely by himself.

Unexpectedly, just after leaving school, he was stopped by a middle-aged man, "Excuse me, are you Xu Shuyan?"

The other party's voice is calm, neither humble nor overbearing.Xu Shuyan didn't answer immediately, he turned his head slightly.

He recognized the person, who was the driver of the car every time Yin Zhongfan came to pick up Yin Yu.He should be Yin Zhongfan's subordinate, a man in his 40s, with an old-fashioned hairstyle and his forehead hair combed back properly.The temples are extremely short, dotted with stars and spots, and the smile is kind and kind.Although there are no wrinkles on his face, his hands are a little old, and he must be doing things a lot.

Wearing a neat suit, he was surprisingly unassuming, patiently waiting for his answer.

Xu Shuyan nodded, "I am."

"Hi, my name is Yin Ye, I'm Yin Yu's uncle, and also President Yin's deputy."

It turned out to be his family.

Xu Shuyan's eyes lit up, and he smiled slightly: "Hello, Yin Yu has already gone to the station, I'm afraid you have to hurry..."

"No, I came here specifically to find you."

Yin Ye took Xu Shuyan into a long alley near the school. After a few turns, a Hong Kong-style tea restaurant appeared in front of his eyes.

There is a fence around the vermilion door, the sound of water is gurgling, and it looks like a pile of withered grass, which must be covered by flowers in summer.

The courtyard walls are mottled gray bricks, and there is a big banyan tree not far away.

From time to time, people came in and out, looking at ease.

Xu Shuyan had been in the Experimental Middle School for more than two years, and this was the first time he knew about this place.

The furnishings in the store are simple, and more than half of the seats are occupied.The diners chat in whispers, and there are small screens between the tables, which is indeed a good place to talk.

"The taste of this store is authentic, the price is not expensive, you can come here often if you like." Yin Ye ordered two cups of hot milk tea.Xu Shuyan didn't eat, so he ordered a Binghuo pineapple oil for himself.Then the topic changed, "Xiao Yu told me about you, you are a very powerful tablemate, and I admire you very much."

The hot milk tea in the thick-walled mug has a strong tea aroma. Hearing what he said, Xu Shuyan was stunned when he opened the sugar bowl on the table, "Worship me?"

"Yeah, he's handsome and smart."

While stirring the milk tea with a long-handled silver spoon, Xu Shuyan smiled naturally, "Thank you."

After the politeness, Yin Ye narrowed his eyes, and said straight to the point: "So, I have already asked someone to check you."

The movement of Xu Shuyan's hands froze, and he looked up at him.

Yin Ye moved closer and lowered his voice: "You are fine."

Xu Shuyan's smile widened, "Uncle Yin really knows how to joke."

"I'm not joking with you, but if it was found that you had motives against Xiao Yu, you would have been forcibly transferred to another school."

Xu Shuyan shrugged disapprovingly, lowered his head and took a sip. The milk tea tasted silky and mellow, making it hard to put it down.So he stared at the rim of the cup, chuckled and said, "What about Lin Yang? Why do I feel that he is more unfavorable to Yin Yu?"

"We have been in contact with Lin for a long time and are familiar with each other. Lin Yang can't do anything too outrageous anyway. Mr. Yin believes that it is not necessarily a bad thing to be able to understand the relationship between people when you are young and not be overprotected."

"Then why are you still investigating me?"

"You are a stranger, that's different. And I'm curious, you are used to being alone, why did you suddenly find Yin Yu?"

Xu Shuyan put down the milk tea cup, straightened up, and raised his eyebrows slightly.

He heard the purpose of Yin Ye's trip, firstly, to knock the mountains and shake the tiger, and let him not get Yin Yu's ideas; secondly, to find out the truth, after all, at Yin Ye's age, he has seen countless people, and he can gain a lot from casual chatting.

Although Yin Yu is the abandoned son of the Yin family on the surface, it seems that Yin Zhongfan cares about him very much.

Xu Shuyan thought he couldn't play tricks with the elder in front of him, so he said sincerely: "I like him."

Seeing Yin Ye was stunned for two seconds, showing a knowing smile, Xu Shuyan said again: "But I don't want him to know yet."

"why?"

"I hope that he can like me too. It's not out of compulsion, and there is no hint. I want to see if he likes me."

☆, bad news raid

There was a light rain at night, and the ground was still wet in the morning.

Xu Shuyan sent out the application letter yesterday, and counting the days, he will receive a reply in March or April next year.

While standing at the intersection waiting for the traffic light, he stared at the zebra crossing on the ground in a daze, his eyes unfocused.The words he said to Yin Ye that day were still in his mind, which was actually beyond his expectations.

It is said that the most difficult lie is half true and half false, but Xu Shuyan doesn't think he is lying.

Although he didn't want to investigate whether it was sincere.

Anyway, it's just a scene to deal with people, and it's said when it's said.

Relieving himself in this way, he revived his spirits.When approaching the school gate, I accidentally saw a group of boys wearing uniforms from other schools standing against the wall, as if waiting for someone.

Glancing across his hands in his trouser pockets, he seemed to be looking at a boy who was also looking at him. When he saw the words "Six Middle School" printed on his school uniform, he suddenly had a bad feeling.

Sure enough, the other party whistled at him, "Did that boy Yin Yu come with you?"

Xu Shuyan stood still and looked around. He was sure he didn't recognize the boy with a round cut in front of him, with a naughty smile on his face.But obviously, the other party knew him.

"I heard you have a good relationship?" He whistled again, and two or three people gathered around him.

It was two minutes before seven o'clock, and it was still early for this group of people to block people before the rush hour for school.

Xu Shuyan remained silent, thinking in his heart whether he would be able to escape unscathed if he attacked.It seems a little bad, there are many people on the other side.

So he raised his head, stared at the round-inch boy who was whistling, raised one corner of his mouth, and called out with a smile: "Lin Yang."

"Huh? Do you recognize me?"

"I guess it's you," Xu Shuyan bent his eyes, the corners of his mouth widened, "Yin Yu's hair is small."

"Fa Xiao?" Lin Yang laughed as if hearing a joke, his eyes flickered, "That sissy said that about me?"

"Sissy?"

Lin Yang slapped his nose in disgust, and spat on the ground, "Don't look at him pretending to be a tough guy, but he loves to cry. Why, never cried in front of you? I thought...you guys That's over..." He smiled maliciously.

The number of people going to school gradually increased, Xu Shuyan didn't want to entangle any more, so he smiled vainly with him, "Yeah, not yet. So if you touch him, spare your face and butt, it's to sell my face .”

He made a gesture to leave, but Lin Yang stretched out his arm in front of him, "Face? Who are you...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh—"

Several other people rushed forward nervously, but it was a pity that Lin Yang's arm was cut backwards by Xu Shuyan, twisting him so tightly that he couldn't move, and kept screaming in pain.

Xu Shuyan leaned into his ear and whispered: "It's convenient for others, convenient for yourself, why make things difficult for an irrelevant person like me."

After speaking, he let go of his hand, and someone wanted to stop him, but Lin Yang called him away in a cold voice, "Let him go."

Sure enough, Yin Yu missed the whole morning without any reason.

Xu Shuyan guessed that he was probably stopped and cleaned up, but with what Yin Ye said last time, he wasn't too worried.

Just after the school bell rang, he received a call from Yin Yu, and the voice on the other end of the line was weak: "Can you come out for a while? I'm at the old Chinese medicine clinic on Chenyu Street."

Was beaten to the outpatient clinic?Xu Shuyan was a little nervous, "Are you okay?"

"No... no, actually, it's not very good."

"Okay, just wait for me."

"Hey!" Seeing that Xu Shuyan was about to hang up the phone, Yin Yu shouted anxiously, as if he hadn't finished speaking.

"what happened again?"

"meal……"

"meal?"

"I haven't had breakfast yet, I'm so hungry..." Yin Yu said in a wronged tone.

When Xu Shuyan arrived, Yin Yu curled up on the bench in the corridor and was about to fall asleep.Before waking him up, he shook his head and opened his eyes, sniffing the smell of food, and stretched out a hand.

"Aw!" Xu Shuyan slapped Yin Yu's outstretched hand, and he glared dissatisfiedly, "Why did you hit me?"

"Why don't you see people clearly? What if it's here to harm you?"

"Hey, I'm sleepy."

Yin Yu opened the lunch box and started to devour it.

Xu Shuyan looked at it with folded arms and clenched his fists.

Then Lin Yang is really nothing, didn't he say don't slap him in the face?When is he joking?

Yin Yu in front of him was not only beaten in the face, but also badly beaten. There was blood in the orbit and corner of his right eye, his nose was black and blue, and his jaw was cut.They have all been treated by the doctor, those who should be applied with medicine have been applied, and those who should have been bandaged have been bandaged.

But Xu Shuyan quickly noticed that he was inconvenient to move, so he kicked his calf lightly, who knew that he almost staggered and fell down.So he managed to stabilize the lunch box, and yelled at Xu Shuyan angrily: "Are you fucking okay? Didn't you see that I was injured? Still kicking?"

"Where is the injury?"

"I..." Yin Yu saw Xu Shuyan like this for the first time, his eyes were dark and dark, and even his tone was frighteningly cold, and his anger dropped a lot.He sat on the bench and carefully rolled up his trousers until he rolled up his knees. "Here, there is also congestion. The doctor said that the cruciate ligament is not torn, but it is difficult for the congestion to go away in winter. I am afraid that there will be black blood clots deposited."

"Didn't you beat me back?" Xu Shuyan's face was terribly pale, and the passing nurses all walked around when they saw this.

Yin Yu blinked, "Brother, there are so many of them, I, Schwarzenegger, can't beat them back!"

There was no one in the clinic at noon, only Yin Yu and the occasional nurses were in the corridor.

Xu Shuyan stood quietly for a while, then suddenly lifted an electroplated chair next to the bench with both hands and smashed it hard to the ground.The chair broke a leg.

Yin Yu was stunned and stared at him motionless.

Xu Shuyan panted, his fingers trembling slightly, turned around and hooked his chin, "This account must be settled."

"What's going on? What's going on?!" Several doctors and nurses on duty in white coats rushed out of the room when they heard the noise.

Xu Shuyan's expression had recovered at this time, and he smiled apologetically at them: "I'm sorry, I broke a chair, but the floor is fine. I will pay for this chair." He said, and took out a 100 yuan card.

The others looked at each other in blank dismay, obviously puzzled.

But seeing the guilty look of the handsome guy in front of him, and the fact that the floor was fine, an elderly aunt took the money and said seriously: "Young people, don't be so impulsive, be more careful next time."

"Yes Yes."

Seeing Xu Shuyan turn to face Yin Yu, she said again, "Hey, are you his classmate? Is... a relative?"

"Brother," Xu Shuyan ignored Yin Yu's surprised face, "he is my younger brother."

"Oh, you'd better keep an eye on your younger brother and stop fighting. It's lucky that he didn't break a bone this time, he suffered a lot!"

"……OK."

"The wound on his ankle was infected and inflamed, and he refused to go to the hospital. Isn't this a trifling matter? Remember, you must take the prescribed medicine on time, apply hot compresses to the bruised areas, and pay attention to your diet. Eat something that promotes blood circulation and removes blood stasis."

"……Yes."

After the crowd dispersed, the corridor seemed lonely and empty.

The sunlight is clear and light, and a long and narrow shadow is drawn on the ground through the glass door.

Yin Yu was full, and the oil droplets on the lunch box condensed, so he wiped his mouth with his hands.It was too cold, I rubbed my hands together while exhaling, and there was a creaking sound in my ears.

That was the sound made by Xu Shuyan breaking his fingers.

"There is also a wound on the foot, huh?"

Yin Yu was terrified and dared not speak out.

"It's a pity that I got up early to buy omurice, but I was blocked by those people! They took me to...fuck, I don't remember where, a broken alley! "

"Of course I resisted! But there were so many people, so I was pushed and beaten in the end. No matter how disobedient that bastard Lin Yang is, he will have broken ribs next time. Pooh!"

"Hey, you don't know who treats you until you're in trouble. Those who asked me to borrow cigarettes a few days ago were a bunch of fucking cowards. I saw them all! Before I had time to shout, they ran faster than dogs !"

All the way home from the clinic, Yin Yu kept talking, baring his teeth and talking happily.He was holding back his anger and was about to vent his anger, even if he turned his head and saw Xu Shuyan's cold face, he couldn't care less.

The two walked into the elevator one after the other.

Yin Yu pressed the button on the 12th floor.

"What's the full name of the Lin Group?"

"What..." Hearing Xu Shuyan's sudden utterance, Yin Yu was about to turn his head when he was pressed down on the top of his head by a hand.

"Oh, Jialinda Group Co., Ltd." There was inexplicable strength in that hand, and after Yin Yu gave up, the strength weakened, and his fingers gently rubbed his hair, sighing to himself, "It's just beating a dog." , There will be endless troubles, and weeds must be cut by the roots."

After entering the house, turn on the air conditioner, and the body immediately warms up.

This three-bedroom is spacious and luxuriously furnished.The large leather sofa is like a beast entrenched in the living room, and the crystal chandelier on the high ceiling is shining with dazzling luster.

At a glance, everything is spotless, and the light can tell others. Someone must come to clean it regularly.

But Xu Shuyan noticed that the doors of two of the bedrooms were closed, and he looked confused.

Yin Yu was a little embarrassed, "The house is too big, I live alone... I don't need it anyway."

Xu Shuyan nodded and said nothing, put the medicine prescribed by the clinic on the coffee table, and explained so and so.In the end, I was worried and asked him: "Why don't I heat it up for you now and show you a demonstration."

"No, no!" Yin Yu hurriedly refused, "I can do it myself, I remember everything the doctor said. Really!"

Seeing his resistance, Xu Shuyan frowned slightly, then smiled, "Are you afraid of me? I won't eat you again."

"...You might as well eat me." Yin Yu shook his head helplessly, muttering in a low voice, "What are you talking about, I'm a younger brother..."

"My baby is in November, and yours is in April next year. Do you count as a younger brother?" Seeing him picking up the gauze and trying to hide in the kitchen, Xu Shuyan reached out and pressed his shoulder, then pinched his earlobe, "Don't move."

The little mole was bright, and Xu Shuyan rubbed it gently.Slowly stood behind him, buried her face in his soft, tousled hair, and clasped his shoulders with both hands.

Roots took root on the soles of Yin Yu's feet, and he also stopped.

He held his breath, the blood in his body was surging, and a heart could jump out of his throat at any time.

I can clearly feel the warm breath on the back of my neck.

His eyes were wide open, his fingertips were numb, and he heard Xu Shuyan's voice coming from the top of his head,

"If you don't want to go to school, take a few days off and rest at home."

"……Oh."

"I'll come and see you when I have time."

"Ah."

"Remember to change your medicine, and you won't just check online for massage techniques."

"it is good."

Coming out of Yin Yu's house, Xu Shuyan slowed down.

There was one thing he couldn't figure out.

Yin Ye clearly said that Lin Yang could not do anything too outrageous.From the point of view of gang fights, Yin Yu is not serious this time.But when Yin Yu said that Lin Yang threatened to break his ribs next time, Xu Shuyan instinctively believed that Lin Yang could really do it.

People from a family like them have the confidence behind them.

But Xu Shuyan could clearly see from Lin Yang's eyes in the morning that he had no fear.

Hasn't the Lin family always relied on the Yin family?

Who gave Lin Yang confidence?

A week later, Xu Shuyan learned the answer from the TV news.

—— Yin Zhongfan, the president of the Yin Group, was found dead at home yesterday.According to the investigation, this is a robbery and homicide case, and the perpetrators are still being hunted by the police.

☆, endless night

"Our reporter learned from the Public Security Bureau of N City today that the police successfully cracked the '12.21' burglary and homicide case. According to reports, the suspects Chen and Shao are inmates. Grasp the victim's work and rest time, and broke into the room in the early morning of the day of the crime. After bumping into the victim while stealing, he brutally killed him, and the two fled in a hurry with a large amount of property..."

Xu Shuyan looked down at the mobile phone that still had no notifications of incoming calls or text messages, feeling bored and turned off the TV.

The phone was thrown out of the air and flew towards the sofa.

After a few rolls, stop at the edge of the cushion.

Wearing an apron, Xu Yan held the casserole with both hands, walked out of the kitchen quickly, glanced at his son's face and the black-screen TV, and adjusted his cheerful tone, "Here we come, stewed pork ribs with radish and corn! This is red radish , black pork ribs, the nutritional value is very high!"

Zhao Xiaoying followed closely behind with three bowls of rice in her hands, and said, "The key taste is also good, Xiao Xu, drink more later."

Today is Saturday and Christmas Eve.

Xu Shuyan didn't have the habit or thought of festivals, so he went to the station to wait for Xu Yan after school as usual, and went home for dinner together.

But his face was full of absent-mindedness, and he kept looking at the phone on the sofa from the corner of his eye.

It has been two days since Yin Yu lost contact with her. She doesn't answer her phone calls, text messages, or even knock on the door.

Xu Shuyan's heart was gnawed away by anxiety, like ten thousand ants eating away at the bones.

Out of control, out of control, feeling like never before.

What surprised him even more was his worry about that person.

The phone screen flickers for a moment.

He rushed over to pick it up, to his surprise, it was a text message from Yin Ye.The content was concise and to the point, he said that he was too busy to leave, and hoped that Xu Shuyan would visit Yin Yu on his behalf.

Do you want to agree?

He was very hesitant, as if he had a premonition, this time, it was no longer just a whim.

That person just had a face similar to Xu Shutao's, which made his long-accumulated sorrow and nostalgia like a pot of private wine that has been through the winter, but it didn't ferment the expected mellowness, but something else.

It's the demagogic, continuous stimulation that makes him want to stop.

So actions helped him make a decision faster than thoughts—replied with a "yes".

Yin Ye also quickly sent a second text message—see you at the main entrance of the Book Building, remember to call ahead and give you the key.

"Mom," Xu Shuyan stopped after taking a few mouthfuls of rice, looked up and said to Zhao Xiaoying, "Help me put the soup in an insulated lunch box, and I want a few more ribs, thank you."

It was dark before seven o'clock.

The new wind is sweeping, and it is cold to the bone.

Xu Shuyan forgot to wear gloves when he went out, and his fingers exposed to the wind to carry the lunch box were so cold that he almost lost consciousness.

Opposite Yin Yu's apartment is a newly opened large shopping mall. Tonight, a small open-air party will be held, with singing and dancing performances, fireworks, and a KISS competition.

When Xu Shuyan passed by, many people stopped to watch.

When crossing the zebra crossing, he glanced casually, then tucked up his collar and quickened his pace.

After ringing the doorbell and still no one answered, Xu Shuyan turned the key.

As soon as the door opened, he shivered unconsciously.

The room was dark and smelled of smoke, only the outlines of the big furniture could be discerned.The air conditioner was not turned on, and it seemed to be colder than outside, and it was almost freezing to breathe.

When Xu Shuyan walked into the room, he saw a faintly visible figure on the sofa.

He closed the door and reached out to touch the wall. Before he could touch the ceiling light switch, he heard a hoarse voice say weakly, "Don't turn on the light."

"Are you OK?"

Recalling the impression from the last visit, Xu Shuyan asked as he walked towards the floor-to-ceiling windows and opened the light linen curtains.

There are brilliant lights outside the window, and the Christmas Eve in N City is decorated with bright neon lights.In the small square in front of the shopping center, the laughter was so loud that it could be heard through the double-glazed glass.

It made the struggling figure on the sofa look extremely withered.

The figure paused, then raised his hand to light up the floor lamp in front of the sofa.The warm yellow light from the barrel-shaped fabric lampshade was dim, only enough to cover a sofa. Yin Yu fumbled and pulled a pillow to cushion it behind him, and leaned against it weakly, "What are you doing here?"

He had just sat down, and then bent down to get the lighter on the coffee table. Xu Shuyan noticed that the front of the sofa was covered with dry and cold cigarette butts, and rushed to snatch it away, "Smoking so hard, don't you want to die?"

"Well, why am I not dead yet?"

"You..." Xu Shuyan stared at him, choked up for the first time in his life and couldn't speak.

Yin Yu was wearing a gray woolen blanket and only a checked pajamas, which was half uncovered at the moment, exposing his thin body underneath.

He lost a lot of weight in just two days.

His hair was ill-managed, with the ends covering his eyes, a messy stubble around his chin, bruises and faint marks from the last beating.He looked up at Xu Shuyan sideways, with a nonchalant arc on the corner of his mouth, "What are you doing here? Will you collect the body for me?"

"Don't talk nonsense." Xu Shuyan's eyelashes drooped slightly. He took off his coat and put down the insulated lunch box. "Uncle Yin and I are very worried about you."

Yin Yu opened his lips and teeth slightly, wanting to say something, but finally fell silent, only the eyes he kept casting did not withdraw.

Xu Shuyan sat down facing him, "How long has it been since you ate? Are you hungry? I brought ribs soup, made at home, and it tastes good. Would you like to have a bowl while it's hot?"

He sat closer and saw that Yin Yu was staring at him and clenched his jaw, without any loose expression, like a little beast sticking to its territory, so he couldn't help but open his arms, "Come on."

Surprise flashed across Yin Yu's eyes.

Xu Shuyan urged in a warm voice, "Come on."

As soon as he finished speaking, Yin Yu suddenly threw off the blanket and rushed towards him, wrapping his arms around his neck the moment he hit.

Before Xu Shuyan could ask, Yin Yu burst into tears as soon as he opened his mouth, "What to do...I...I don't know what to do."

He suppressed the cry, and squeezed it out from his throat little by little, but his body was shaking violently.Xu Shuyan's neck was tightly bound by him, so he had to hold down his shoulder to try to loosen it.This action made Yin Yu think that he was going to leave, so he exerted great force, his voice almost pleading, "...don't go."

"Please, don't go."

"No, no, I won't go." Xu Shuyan rubbed his hair, comforting him repeatedly.

Yin Yu was cold all over, Xu Shuyan felt like he was holding a piece of ice and couldn't get rid of it, so he had to lift up the sweater on his body while saying "I promise you, I will definitely not leave".

Yin Yu noticed that the brown wool sweater was halfway off, and let go of it in a daze.Xu Shuyan quickly took it off when he had time, and then put it on for him, "Fortunately, I'm here today, and if it's a day later, you will definitely freeze to death."

The hair on his forehead was parted on both sides by Xu Shuyan, his eyebrows were drooping, his two big eyes were still crying, and his shoulders twitched from time to time.

Can't say a word, choked with grief, can only look at him without crying.

Xu Shuyan also looked at him, wiped his tears away with his fingers, stroked his cheek lightly, then lowered his eyes and sighed.

He really couldn't get away.

"...How long will you hold me? My hands are numb."

"Really, my hands are really numb."

"Do you want to drink the soup first? Hey, let's hug after drinking the soup."

Yin Yu in front of him seemed to have fallen asleep, lying motionless on Xu Shuyan's chest, with his head pressed against the crest of his neck.

After being urged repeatedly, he barely moved and said in a low voice, "I'm just a little scared."

"Are you afraid?" Xu Shuyan had never seen him willing to show weakness first.

"Uncle Yin asked me to attend the funeral the day after tomorrow. I... I'm afraid." Yin Yu stood up suddenly, his eyes terrified, "Am I useless? That family hates me to the bone, and I dare not even look at them."

"Don't be afraid, I will accompany you."

"Really?" Yin Yu's eyes lit up.

"Well, I'll go with you."

Perhaps comforted by the hug, or warmed up by the fibers of the sweater, Yin Yu gained some strength and his stomach growled.He turned over and got up, and turned on the ceiling light.

Yin Yu squinted his eyes as bright white light poured in.

"I just can't figure it out, it's so good, how could criminals break into the house and commit murder! People say it's gone." The pork rib soup was still hot, and he blew while drinking, "I've actually thought about dying for the past two days .Fortunately, you are here."

Xu Shuyan couldn't help frowning, "Don't always say stupid things."

"No!" Yin Yu put down the bowl, blinked his red and swollen eyes, "I have thought about it seriously! I like my father the most in this world. The reason why I am obedient and go to school well, don't cause trouble and don't get involved in outside gangs is all because... I I don’t want to embarrass him. I know that my existence is his heart disease, but he is always gentle with me and never loses his temper. To be honest, I also complained at the beginning why I was not allowed to naturalize, but later I slowly figured it out. He loves me so much, I'm content. But now that he's gone, I don't even have a reason to live. "

"Where's your mom?"

Yin Yu was startled, then shook his head, "I don't know, I heard that Uncle Yin passed away very early, so I have no impression of her."

Xu Shuyan nodded, raised his chin, "Eat quickly, don't get cold."

After eating two bowls of pork rib soup, Yin Yu helped clean up, and then walked into the bathroom with towels and a change of clothes.Xu Shuyan went to his bedroom and turned on the electric blanket on the bed, and spread out the quilt.

After he took a shower, Xu Shuyan helped him dry his hair.

The nerves that had been strained for several days finally relaxed, and Yin Yu was exhausted like never before, and it was only ten o'clock when he climbed into bed.

There was another wave of hustle and bustle in the small square. As soon as the kissing contest ended, clusters of fireworks rose into the night sky and exploded with bang bang.

Xu Shuyan covered him with the quilt, turned off the bedside lamp, and before he reached the door, he heard Yin Yu snorted softly: "It's cold."

"Cold?" But the electric blanket is still on, doesn't it work?Xu Shuyan turned around puzzled.

He walked to the bed, lifted a corner of the quilt, and stretched out a hand. He was surprised, it was very hot.

Just as he was about to pull it back, he was held down by another hand, "...don't go."

Unexpectedly, Xu Shuyan froze for a few seconds, seeing Yin Yuxiao half of his head huddled under the quilt, and his voice was as thin as a mosquito, "You promised."

He was almost dumbfounded.

But Yin Yu refused to let go, so Xu Shuyan had no choice but to kick off his slippers and climb up and get under the quilt.

The thick duvet was hot and dry inside.

Xu Shuyan felt that after sleeping like this for one night, both of them would have nosebleeds, so he got up and turned off the electric blanket. Before he could go back, someone hugged his chest firmly.

"Am I abnormal?" The voice was muffled through the material of the clothes, "It seems that after meeting you, I will be different from before. I'm a little scared."

Xu Shuyan heard what he wanted to say, and hugged him tightly, "What's wrong with you?"

"I...I treat you..."

Yin Yu's voice began to tremble.But Xu Shuyan was still relentless, his voice was low and unresistible, "Are you impulsive towards me?"

"...Well." Yin Yu didn't dare to look at him, "I tried to stay away from you, I'm afraid that if you are normal, I'm not...I..."

Xu Shuyan finally laughed out loud, "There is nothing abnormal about liking the same sex."

"Really?"

"Ah."

Hearing what he said, Yin Yu heaved a sigh of relief, raised his head and asked hesitantly, "Then you, when did you find yourself like this?"

"Junior high school." Xu Shuyan tugged at him, meeting his gaze, "At that time, the girls in the class started to grow, but I wasn't interested at all, and I preferred to look at boys... It's almost the same as you now, and you don't understand anything. , I found some books to read, and gradually understood.”

"So, is it normal?"

"of course."

"Oh," Yin Yu sighed worriedly, and put his arms around the neck of the person in front of him, "Even if it's abnormal, I can't care about it anymore, I'm going to fight it out."

Xu Shuyan was amused, "Why do you have to go all out?"

"I'm afraid that you clearly treat me as a brother, but in the end I only want to sleep with you."

Xu Shuyan chuckled a few times, bowed his head and kissed his hair, a series of kisses from the top of his head to the roots of his ears.His voice was as gentle as a feather, "No, I want to sleep with you."

There were continuous screams piercing the sky from outside the window, and the radiant fireworks flickered on and off.

Yin Yu was silent, and slowly put one hand under Xu Shuyan's body.

"Hey!" Xu Shuyan shook off his hand like an electric shock, "Don't let me take the hat of taking advantage of others."

"Don't you want to?" Yin Yu shyly withdrew her hand.

"At least not now."

"I'm tired and sad now, and I can't sleep. Why don't you give me a good time and let me be paralyzed for a while."

"Xiao Yu," Xu Shuyan hugged him tightly again, put his chin against the top of his head, and gently pinched his earlobe with one hand, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

The heartbeat slowly stabilized, the heat faded away, and the wrinkled blanket was like a warm cocoon, wrapping around the two who were trapped by fatigue.

Before the hustle and bustle outside the window cleared up, they leaned against each other and fell into a dream.

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Yin Zhongfan once said that if he died in the future, the funeral should be simplified.

Others thought he made a slip of the tongue occasionally, and laughed it off.

Unexpectedly, the word became a prophecy, and he was not yet 50 when he left.

The funeral was arranged at eleven o'clock in the morning, in the church and cemetery by the lake in the northern suburbs.

The Yin family was originally a Chinese who fled to Malaysia during the war. After making a fortune in the 80s and 90s, the founder Yin Yongli (Yin Zhongfan’s father) never forgot to return to the motherland, and finally transferred Yin’s business to N City in the early [-]s. At the same time The family moved.

Yin Zhongfan believed in Christianity during his lifetime, and followed the Christian tradition in his affairs after death.

The church is not big and can only accommodate hundreds of people.The exterior wall is light brown, carved with elegant patterns, and the semi-circular arched windows are stained glass.The double bell tower has a dark brown conical spire with a huge cross.

The sky, clouded with dove gray clouds, was gloomy and oppressive, and soon there were scattered snowflakes.

Yin Yu and Xu Shuyan arrived half an hour earlier, Yin Ye led them in, and the inside was almost full.

The front hall of the church is spacious and open, the dome is covered with complicated and intertwined curves, and several chandeliers light up the entire field of vision.

Even though his actions were low-key, the moment Yin Yu showed up caused quite a commotion, and everyone looked at him tacitly.He was wearing a black suit, and he kept twisting the beads on his wrist while walking nervously.Xu Shuyan, who was behind him, patted him on the shoulder, and his expression softened a little.

After the commotion, several people came from the front row.

The woman at the front seemed to be over forty years old, but Xu Shuyan knew that she was Yin Zhongyue, the eldest sister of the fourth Yin family, who was one year older than the deceased Yin Zhongfan, and was the head of the Yin family. , will also take over the position of president of the group.

She is wearing a charcoal gray cashmere scarf, wrapped in a black knee-length lapel coat, with a straight silhouette, giving people a sense of oppression without anger.With only light makeup on, the skin and figure can be seen to be properly maintained on weekdays.

When she walked over, everyone's eyes turned to her like a spotlight.She looked down at Yin Yu from a high position, but she was talking to Yin Ye.

"Why is he here?"

"Miss." Yin Ye bent over and smiled humbly, but his words were firm, "I think he should come."

"What do you think?" Yin Zhongyue finally looked at him, and the disdain in his eyes flashed for a moment.After a while, she lowered her voice, "If I were you, I would book a plane ticket to go out for a few days to relax, sell the factory when I come back, and then hold the stocks my second brother gave you, and I will rest easy for the rest of my life. Yin Ye, you must be content in life, the Yin family treats you well."

"Yes." Yin Ye nodded with a low eyebrow and pleasing to the eye.

Before turning around, she glanced at Yin Yu again out of the corner of her eye, "This is not an example."

The other people behind Yin Zhongyue also wanted to leave, but they all looked at Yin Yu a few times before leaving.

According to Yin Ye's introduction before coming here, Yin Zhongfan has one sister and two younger brothers, each with children.His first wife was Du Jin, who gave birth to a son named Yin Lian, who was three years older than Yin Yu.

Xu Shuyan counted silently, they were almost all of them, with the same serious face and a white carnation on his chest.

They looked at Yin Yu with complicated eyes. They stood two meters away, silent, and left after a few glances.There was only one person, with his head slightly lowered, his hands in his trouser pockets, and his half-smile, which made Xu Shuyan very uncomfortable.

Because his eyes are extremely cold, like a lone wolf on a snow field, with strong arrogance and prey.However, the thin lips raised a slight arc, which really made people shudder.

Unlike others, he didn't even look at Yin Yu.

From beginning to end, he only stared at Xu Shuyan.

Then the pastor stepped into the church and he had to go.

At this time, Yin Ye turned his head towards Xu Shuyan, "He is Yin Lian."

After the pastor delivered the eulogy, the choir sang hymns.

Then, the widow and relatives of the deceased came to the stage to deliver memorial speeches.

Yin Yu didn't look at it, and lowered his head, immersed in a person's sadness.Xu Shuyan wanted to comfort him, but he stopped when he stretched out his hand halfway, and slowly withdrew it.

After the ceremony, the coffin made of cypress wood was lifted from the