Write a love letter with grass on the grave

The weather on this day was exceptionally fine, but the forecast said rain.

There was almost no one in the shop, Yuan Zuo sat bored behind the counter all morning.At two o'clock in the afternoon, when the store was empty, someone she wanted to see appeared at the door.

"Sincao!"

She let out a cry of surprise.

Xin Cao did not respond to this sentence, but walked in directly.

"Sincao?"

All the lights in the shop were off.The doors were all closed in an instant, and the rolling shutter was also lowered.It was dark in the room.

Xincao stood there, next to a little girl tugging at the corner of her skirt.

old street.old house.

Jiang An sat in the room and never left.

"Yes, a great kindness. I almost forgot. From your point of view, killing your sister is not considered animosity. You wish your sister would die sooner."

elder sister?

That was a long time ago, did it happen when I was still a human?People who knew about the fact that he and his sister had the same blood flowed in their bodies were amazed.

That person always treats himself well and never complains.

But everything changed dramatically when he was 17 years old.

Both he and his sister were sick.They say it's because there can only be one person with such blood.The wizard has medicine there, and it can only be given to one person.

Who doesn't want to live?Jiang An really wanted to live.

But how do I convince my parents that I want these medicines?At this time, other people in the family gave him advice. They said:

"Aren't you stupid? Your sister got married at sixteen! Do you know what is married? The water that gets thrown out. She is no longer a member of this family. Whether she lives or dies has nothing to do with us. No, even if she still She is not married, and her life and death have nothing to do with us. She is not from our family at all, she is the one who bears children for other families, and is our burden."

Another person echoed: "That's right, the child she gave birth to doesn't have the last name of our family, so what if she dies, it's just someone else's death."

Jiang An was dizzy from these words.Early the next morning, he really ran to his parents and said confidently, "Father, mother, I should give this medicine. I am your only son. Don't you want to carry on the family?"

When he came, he came in such a hurry that he didn't even see his sister who was already kneeling there.

It took him a long time to find out that when his sister came to her natal home that day, she knelt down to her parents who were in a dilemma for a long time:

"I love my brother and I want him to live."

She said Xiaobao was a very good child.It's a pity that she can't see Xiaobao grow up.

Jiang An hated him very much for a while, but he didn't know who to hate.Relatives encouraged him, but he was the one who said these words, and the father had long planned to abandon his daughter.

Hate come and hate, the person who should hate most is oneself.

He couldn't accept the fact that he was the one who killed his sister.So he said: "So what if her parents don't let her live. Who gave her life? Her parents gave her. Parents can do anything to her."

He kept giving charity and asking them to repay their kindness. He wanted to confirm the saying that with kindness, you can do whatever you want.

It just seems to have failed, and those who were saved by him left one by one in the end.

Jiang An spread his fingers towards the sun.

"Sister..." he murmured, as if as long as he called his sister that way, his sister's hand would reach out, hold his finger, and call him: "Xiaobao."

Take him to fly a kite like you did when you were a child.My sister was running in front, and he was following behind. The wind was blowing gently. At that time, I was carefree. Everything was like a clean bubble, beautiful and fragile.

"elder sister......"

he called again.

How I wish you could say, I'm here.

video shop.

"Yuan Zuo, I am here. The person you want to kill is here."

Books and records were taken down from the shelves with a clang.Then, Yuan Zuo's shoulder hurt.

In the dark, she couldn't see the other party clearly, she could only tell that Xin Cao was hitting herself with something.

"Bastard. If you want to kill, you can just come with a knife, and do anything around the bush. Anyway, I don't want to live. I live in such pain. Why should I live..."

One record after another fell to the floor.

Why don't you want to live?Why do you say such things in front of me?

But you may not be able to vent your grievances to others.After all, in the eyes of others, your biological parents gave you a life, and you should be grateful.You are lucky to have adopted parents who raised you.There should be no hatred in your heart, it should be full of gratitude.

So, smash it to your heart's content, and cry in front of me.

But at this moment, Yuan Zuo remembered something.

It seems that I understand why I was so persistent in saving this child in the first place.When the child's soul was reincarnated in that family, she saw it.

The same soul as the current Xincao has a pair of beautiful eyes with curled eyelashes.

At that time, Yuan Zuo was wandering around the village bored, looking for something delicious, when he saw that soul.

The soul also saw her and smiled at her.

The eyes are bent, full of smiles, dazzlingly beautiful.The winter is not over yet, and the crystal snowflakes falling from the sky are not as bright as the light in her eyes.

There was something called love in Yuan Zuo's heart.

She understood why her sister insisted on letting herself live.Because if you live, you will meet many people and things that make you feel that living is worthwhile.

For example, the girl with a bright smile in front of me.

Ah, I remember, the reason why I put all my heart and soul into saving her is because...

I like her.

I fell in love with it the first time I saw it, and I couldn't help myself.

I like you, so I have been unable to let go. After knowing that the wraith might come to you, I rushed over immediately.

Because I can't imagine what it would be like to lose you.

The movement of the thrower stopped.Xin Cao came over, the sound of footsteps was very clear, Yuan Zuo could hear it clearly.

Are you going to hit someone?

Yuan Zuo quietly closed his eyes and waited.

What was waiting was indeed a heavy force.But instead of swinging his fist, he pressed on her body.

Xin Cao hung her whole body on Yuan Zuo's body, Yuan Zuo couldn't bear it and leaned back, Xin Cao just pressed on her body.

"what......"

Yuan Zuo let out a soft sigh.

She raised her hand, trying to silence the grassy hair.

Xin Cao lay on her body and said vaguely: "I trust you very much and rely on you very much. So it doesn't matter if I get killed."

A tear fell from the corner of Yuan Zuo's eye.Her hand finally landed on Xin Cao's hair, and she said in a very gentle voice:

"How could I do that."

"Long time no see, Xincao."

Exactly the same sound as that night.

I remembered, I remembered who this person was.

Xincao's heart tightened.

This person is the one I've been missing.

After an unknown amount of time, the two of them just stayed on the ground, neither of them intending to move.

An hour later, the shutter door was pulled open.The light outside was blinding.

Jiang An stood outside, looking coldly at the two girls hugging each other on the ground.