Vanishing+Angel

The days of peaceful coexistence do not actually make people feel comfortable physically and mentally, especially when Long Shengquan is alone, the vigilance and awe of the people around him can be said to have reached an all-time high.

For example, when Long Shengquan walks in the corridor of the school, the people around him will automatically open a passage for him, just like the initiative of Moses in the Bible who divided the Red Sea, and people, like the roaring but quiet ocean, quietly After watching him pass by, they gathered sparsely.

Long Shengquan didn't like this feeling. He always felt that he was being squeezed out and subjected to an unknown cold violence.

Could it be... just because of his special status... that he should be treated like this...

On Friday morning, because of special circumstances at Changjiao’s family, he went back home first. Long Shengquan lined up at the bus terminal alone. As usual, the front and back would be full of people, but this time there was nothing around him. As if being covered with a square protective cover, he looked at the book in his hand, slightly raised his eyebrows and looked around, then lowered his head and sighed.

When he came to Shuo Lei's house, he was lying on the table with his head in a very sad heart. It was already very hot in early summer, but it hadn't reached the day when the air conditioner needed to be turned on. Shuo Lei sat next to him and ate light*ice with a fan Zhuan looked at Long Shengquan lying on the table looking like he was about to die, took a sip of cold drink, tapped his cheek with a spoon and smiled, "What's wrong~ I feel like you're listless."

Long Shengquan sighed and grabbed the spoon he was using to hit himself, slowly got up, took the spoon, grabbed the ice cream and started digging.

"If you have anything on your mind...you can tell me." Shuo Lei pulled the chair and leaned his head on Long Shengquan's head, smiling dotingly.

Long Shengquan's head sank a little because of the weight, but Shuo Lei didn't catch the dim and helpless eyes.

"It's nothing... nothing." Long Shengquan gritted his teeth and continued to dig some ice cream. He felt a tingling sensation in his body, but he didn't think about it seriously, but just looked at the ice cream in the bowl. Ice Cream was silent.

At this moment, Shuo Lei's pleasant and magnetic voice slowly panted in his ear and said: "I said it's okay, I put my hands down now, and you didn't respond?"

Long Shengquan suddenly recovered and looked down. Shuo Lei's hands passed through the clothes around his waist and put them on his vest, and he was still caressing himself slowly.

"Ah! What a pervert!" Long Shengquan raised his head and hit Shuo Lei on the forehead, and Shuo Lei quickly withdrew his hand, holding his forehead and screaming 'it hurts, it hurts'.

"You! You! Me! You deserve it!" Long Shengquan looked at him unhappily, pulling his collar like a girl and said, "No! Didn't you say that you can wait until I become an adult!"

"I haven't done anything yet..." Shuo Lei looked up at the angry Long Shengquan amusedly, "Are you in a better mood now?"

"Hey..." Long Shengquan let go of the hand that tightened his collar, looked at Shuo Lei's embarrassed look, smiled and nodded, then squatted down with a bowl and scooped up ice cream and said, "You Have you been pushed out by... again?"

Shuo Lei changed his sitting posture, sat on the ground with his legs spread apart, touched his forehead with one hand and smiled, "Of course, otherwise I wouldn't have any friends."

"I... have been very sad recently." Although Long Shengquan said this, the speed of eating ice cream in his hand did not slow down.

Shuo Lei watched him eat but was a little worried that he might spoil his stomach if he ate it at this speed, so he reached out and grabbed it and said: "Little kid, eat less ice cream before you grow up, and be careful of diarrhea at night." Then he dug it up by himself. Those who got up said, "Have you been ostracized?"

Long Shengquan nodded with a dissatisfied mouth, then gasped helplessly and said, "I have always felt that... being an ordinary person is very happy, but now... the classmates in my class and the whole school treat me a little bit." ...It feels a bit cold and violent, as if I am a different kind, as if...I shouldn't be in this school, in this class, in this class..."

Long Shengquan said he was sad and helpless while hugging his knees with his hands, Shuo Lei put down the bowl and hugged him in his arms, patted him on the back and said, "Well~ don't think so much, maybe your identity It's a little complicated for you now, but hasn't Shengquan found what he wants to do? Now that you have made up your mind, you have to do it, right?"

Long Shengquan frowned and raised his head to see Shuo Lei's concerned expression, while he lowered his ears like a little rabbit, timid and cute.

Shuo Lei smiled and continued: "Because everyone knows how powerful you are now, I don't want to have anything to do with you, but I'm also very pleased with this."

"En?" Long Shengquan tilted his head, he was left out in the cold, what the hell is Shuo Lei so pleased with, isn't he fighting for himself?

Shuo Lei saw his doubts and dissatisfaction, scratched his little nose with his fingers and smiled: "In this way, Shengquan, you will only be mine, and I don't know how to worry about you every day. Yeah."

This sudden confession made Long Shengquan blush, he lowered his head and hesitated for a long time.

Shuo Lei smiled and touched his reddened cheeks, and suddenly said emotionally: "As for me... Although my grades are not good, I like drawing very much. At that time, I always drew some interesting pictures in textbooks and exercise books. I find it very interesting to click small things in every corner and watch them move through the book.” Shuo Lei didn’t smile happily, but more with a sense of self-deprecating, he looked at Long Shengquan said, "Let me tell you, my parents don't agree with me being a cartoonist. They think that as long as I don't work in an office and don't pay the four gold and five insurances, I am not doing my job properly, so I left before finishing college." My family ran away, I originally thought... as long as I worked hard...they would agree with me to become the kind of person I want to be, but unfortunately..." Shuo Lei smiled bitterly and stopped speaking.

Looking up, Long Shengquan saw that tears were shining from the corners of Shuo Lei's eyes. Long Shengquan wiped away the tears he was about to shed with his hands worriedly, and asked with a smile: "What's the matter?"

Shuo Lei covered him with his hands and stroked his cheeks, trembling lips and eyes. Under the background of tears, Shuo Lei's eyes slowly dimmed. Long Shengquan knelt between his legs, and the other His hands were also attached to his trembling cheeks, watching Shuo Lei's tears fall drop by drop from his cheeks into Long Shengquan's hands, Long Shengquan was a little at a loss, he didn't know what happened, and he didn't know why Shuo Lei said It would be so heartbreaking to be left out.

But... Shuo Lei didn't say anything... Long Shengquan didn't know how to ask.

The silent tears didn't last long, but in Long Shengquan's heart, it always felt like a super long time. I don't know if it was the illusion brought by breathing, or the sound of the wall clock moving forward.

It took a long time for Shuolei to say: "Unfortunately... I will never see them again."

"Hey?" Long Shengquan was stunned. Didn't Shuo Lei say that he just drove out of the house... "They... just... drove you away..."

Shuo Lei nodded and shook his head and said: "How can parents not love their children, they came to me and wanted me to go back, and obeyed their arrangements. I had a fight with them that day, and on the way back ...It took me a long time to find out...their car collided with a drunk driver, and the bus fell off the cliff..."

Shuo Lei closed his eyes tightly and clenched his teeth. After a long time, he calmed down and said, "If... I can find him, I will make him pay the price." She grabbed Shuo Lei's head, buried him in her chest, and comforted him softly: "On my birthday, my dad staged a death scene for me. It was the first time I knew that I couldn't do without them. So... I understand you."

"I don't want to be misunderstood... I don't want to be left out... I don't want to be abandoned..." Shuo Lei hugged Long Shengquan's waist, crying and choking, it seems that what happened to Long Shengquan caused him many unpleasant experiences...

"It's okay...it's okay..." Long Shengquan smiled and hugged him, stroking his head gently, comforting him.

"Quan Shui's chest...so small..." Shuo Lei sucked his snot and rubbed it.

In the next second, Long Shengquan punched him on the chin... Shuo Lei, who was knocked over, lay on the ground and cried out in pain. Long Shengquan blushed and complained in various ways : "I was so worried about you just now! You! You pervert! And! And I'm not spring water!"

"Ah~ I got it, dear Shengquan." Shuo Lei wanted to hug Long Shengquan again, but Long Shengquan put his hand against his face to keep him from approaching, and then let Shuo Lei beg for mercy, whatever Please, Long Shengquan is really angry.

Shuo Lei cried and sent a message to Shen Nanrui, and told him what happened here, but Shen Nanrui simply replied: "Wife abuse is fun for a while, chasing wife crematorium..."

As a result... In the "Vanishing Angel" that month, Yunqing confides some past things in the spring, which caused some unpleasant experiences in his mind. These experiences have trained Yunqing now, and also cultivated Yunqing's bravery and dreams , In the last page, Yun Qing hugged the spring water tightly, buried her head in his chest, and was comforted by the spring water.

But Long Shengquan was not happy watching it, because he had already decided to beat Shuo Lei again next week.