old age

"Ji Kaiyang."

Yi Chen lowered his eyebrows and drank the porridge pleasingly, or he was not drinking porridge at all. After all, he had been holding the bowl in his hand for almost half an hour, and he should have finished the pot of porridge at a normal speed.

Ji Kaiyang didn't look up when he heard him talking, and continued to do his homework.

"Ji Kaiyang, brother Kaiyang..."

Yi Chen was endless, Ji Kaiyang slapped the pen on the table heavily, and turned to look at him coldly.

"I..., I'm done."

Ji Kaiyang walked over to take the bowl, "Are you still eating?"

"Don't eat."

Ji Kaiyang took the bowl into the kitchen, and Zhang Yun sat in front of the sink to make dumplings, "Chenchen finished eating? You put it in the sink, and mom will wash it later."

Before she finished speaking, Ji Kaiyang had already turned on the faucet, washed the bowl and put it in the cupboard. "Mom, you should go to bed early too."

When they found Yi Chen yesterday, he was already running a fever and his forehead was hot.Zhang Yun sent Ji Kaiyang back to sleep, took Yi Chen to the hospital overnight, asked for leave from school, and accompanied him for a day's fluid transfusion, and didn't come back until this afternoon.

"There are only a dozen faces left, don't worry about me." Zhang Yun kept moving, "Pour a glass of water for Chenchen when he went in, and wait for half an hour for him to take the medicine."

Yi Chen has always resisted taking medicine, but today he was very obedient, Ji Kaiyang handed it to him, and he swallowed it in one gulp.

"Ji Kaiyang." Yi Chen grabbed his hand that came to hold the cup, "Don't be silent."

"What can I say?" Ji Kaiyang broke away from his hand.

Yi Chen hissed softly.

It was only then that Ji Kaiyang remembered that he had just had an infusion, and there were still pinholes in his hand, he frowned and looked again, the expression on his face softened a little.

"It's okay." Yi Chen shook his hands in front of him with a playful smile.

Ji Kaiyang just stared at him like this, the smile on Yi Chen's face gradually disappeared, and he returned to his pitiful expression, before he turned back and sat down at the desk.

Ji Kaiyang has been like this since he came back from school, with a straight face, ignoring him.Yi Chen has known him for 14 years, and he has never been angry like this before, and he feels extremely wronged.There was no other way, but he took a manga from the bed and read it by himself, and secretly glanced at Ji Kaiyang while reading it.

Ji Kaiyang's back was straight, and he wrote the exercise book in an orderly manner, as if he was not affected at all.In the end, Yi Chen couldn't hold back anymore, and cheekily called him "Brother Kaiyang..."

Ji Kaiyang paused with his pen and didn't look back, "If you have so much energy, why don't you get up and do your homework."

Yi Chen choked there for a while, before saying, "I was wrong."

"I know." Ji Kaiyang changed the exercise book, "but you don't know."

"I..." Yi Chen became angry for a while, and he simply lifted the quilt and walked straight to Ji Kaiyang's side, "I see! What do you want to do? You won't want to be overwhelmed by such a thing." Are you going to break up with me?"

"Put on your shoes." Ji Kaiyang's eyes fell on his bare feet, he said this, and went on to do his homework.

"Come, come." Yi Chen pulled a piece of draft paper, wrote a few words on the letter of renunciation, and put his own name on it, and said in front of Ji Kaiyang, "Break the relationship, anyway, you have to be reasonable!"

"You're all boring."

"I'm not boring, you are so stingy, let's stop being friends!"

Ji Kaiyang glanced at him, picked up the pen and began to write, just after writing the word "Ji", Yi Chen tore the paper back again, tore it in twos and threw it into the trash can, "Ji Kaiyang, aren't you Bar."

Yi Chen failed to be ruthless, so he started to play tricks again, pulling on Ji Kaiyang's sleeve and behaving badly, "Brother Kaiyang, I really know I was wrong, don't be like this..."

He was always like this, thinking that he could get away with anything, Ji Kaiyang made up his mind to give him a hard time this time, so he remained silent as if he had never heard of it.

Yi Chen was indifferent to the other party for a long time, and he couldn't help but feel annoyed. He pushed the book in front of Ji Kaiyang, sat on the table, and shook his shoulder, "Forgive me, I will write you a letter of guarantee, I Don't sneak out anymore, Aunt Zhang has already told me, don't be so stingy..."

Ji Kaiyang didn't know that a person who had a cold and a fever and had been hanged for a whole day had such great strength, and was dizzy when he shook him.

"Okay, what are you going crazy about?" Ji Kaiyang frowned and moved his shoulders, "What's the use of you writing me a guarantee, what's the use of my mother scolding you, you don't even know what's wrong with you. "

Yi Chen lowered his head, looking at his gnawed short fingernails, and his legs dangling non-stop by the table. "I've said it all, I won't sneak out of the school again."

"I'm not talking about that, don't shake it." Ji Kaiyang sighed, "If you want to say it, make it clear."

"Oh." Yi Chen jumped off the table, went back to put on his shoes, mopped a chair and sat opposite Ji Kaiyang, and put on a posture of listening attentively, "Go ahead."

Ji Kaiyang turned the pen around in his hand, "You miss Aunt Chu, don't you?"

Yi Chen opened his mouth and was about to deny it, but Ji Kai raised his pen to support his shoulder, "We have to have a good chat."

"A little bit." Yi Chen gestured with his hand, "I actually didn't want to, not..., I don't know how to say it. They were so good to me before, why did they change later?" He was somewhat Incoherent, "Do you think I've grown up? So you don't have to worry about me no matter what?"

"No one will ignore you. She is your mother. Even if they are not together, they are still your parents. Don't suppress yourself, and don't pretend to be smiling. You can say it."

"But it won't be soon." Yi Chen interrupted him suddenly.

"what?"

"Ji Kaiyang." Yi Chen said slowly, "My mother has a boyfriend. I saw it yesterday."

"She may get married soon and have a baby. My dad may be soon too. He has been introduced to him all the time, I know." He added.

Ji Kaiyang's original manuscript, but in front of this sudden news, became unable to speak.He wanted to say that Yi Chen might have read it wrong or misunderstood, but Yi Chen's expression clearly told him that this was the truth.After realizing this, Ji Kaiyang suddenly felt that Yi Chen's behavior yesterday was not incomprehensible, his cold violence just now was simply utterly unreasonable.

"Tell me, when the time comes, will I have a younger brother or a younger sister first?" Yi Chen continued, and he had changed his posture unconsciously, stepping on the edge of the chair, hugging his knees, Staring at the ground, "I don't even want it, but it doesn't seem to be my turn to make a decision."

Ji Kaiyang stretched out his hand and rubbed his head, "Don't think about it all the time, how can something happen so quickly, even if there is..."

"Even if there are, they are still my parents. You just said it once. I have heard it many times." Yi Chen muffled, "Can I cry for a while?" He whispered.

"Yes." Ji Kaiyang's voice was also low.

Yi Chen pushed him, "Then don't look at me, it's so embarrassing, turn around."

Ji Kaiyang thought to himself that I have seen many more embarrassing things for you, so he turned around, took two pieces of tissue paper and stuffed them in Yi Chen's hands, and started writing the questions by himself.

It took a long time for Yi Chen to cry, it was low, like some kind of injured animal.

"Yi Chen." Ji Kaiyang wrote the exercise book slowly, writing each stroke very slowly, "I won't talk about others. I will talk about myself. We will be good friends for a lifetime, so you have everything. You can tell me, it always counts.”

After he finished speaking, he felt that such an oath seemed too naive, but Yi Chen curled up and cried, looking extremely pitiful, and Ji Kaiyang just wanted to comfort him.

"Then you are married? Do you have a child of your own?" Yi Chen sobbed.

"I don't know how long it will take. Even if I have it, it won't affect me. I'm your brother, and it won't change." Ji Kaiyang turned his head to look at Yi Chen's red eyes, "Do you want to pull the hook? Or I Write you a letter of guarantee?"

"No." Yi Chen opened his hand, "Hug me?"

Ji Kaiyang stood up, and in this posture, bent down to hug him.

"Yichen, we will always be a family. You can tell me anything you have, don't bury it all in your heart. If you are unhappy, just say it. I can tell if you are pretending. Also, you are not allowed Go to the Internet cafe to play games again..."

"I didn't play the game yesterday." Yi Chen protested softly.

"It's not okay to have this kind of thinking. You have to study hard, otherwise we will be separated in high school, at least until college..." Ji Kaiyang planned in an orderly manner.

"Then why didn't you fail the exam." Yi Chen muttered, and changed his words before Ji Kaiyang answered, "No, Aunt Zhang will definitely be angry. Let me work harder."

They stopped talking, Yi Chen rested his chin on Ji Kaiyang's shoulder, staring at the wallpaper in a daze.After staring at it for a long time, my eyes became sore again, my eyes gradually blurred, and the patterns on the wallpaper began to overlap.

Ji Kaiyang heard Yi Chen's crying gradually louder in his ears, and slowly closed his arms, hugging him tighter.

He finally cried out, Ji Kaiyang heaved a sigh of relief.

This is a good thing, he thought, but why is he so uncomfortable.