old age

Vacation is a student's privilege. Adults, not to mention the high temperature, will go to work as usual even if there is a fireball falling from the sky.

The subway in Xicheng has not been repaired yet.Yi Chen waited for a long time but couldn't get a taxi, so he could only go to the bus station.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, the bus station was crowded with white-collar workers waiting for the bus.Yi Chen stood on the platform with his schoolbag on his back.In fact, he didn’t know why he had to memorize this. When he was a child, his teacher said that knowledge is power, but there are many kinds of power. This kind of power is not the right medicine for him now, and he can’t even squeeze on the bus.

After finally getting into the car, Yi Chen grabbed the pull ring on the roof, tried his best to stand still, and began to think about what he would say when he saw Ji Kaiyang.

The proprietress is right, relatives have to rely on it to kiss, and if they don't rely on it, it will fade away slowly.What's more, he and Ji Kaiyang don't even have the name of a relative now.One year, two years, if it continues like this, after many years, when he meets Ji Kaiyang again, will he just nod his head and say hello, and introduce to the people around him that this is an old friend of mine, and then, there will be no And then.Will he wait until he is very old to remember that he once loved him inexplicably, regardless of gender.

Yi Chen didn't want this to be their final outcome.

I'm going to see him, I've got to see him, and then I'll know what to do.Thinking of this, Yi Chen calmed down.He was holding on to the wristband, the car was shaking, the noisy people around him, the drowsy driver in front of him, the scorched leaves outside the car and the occasional cicadas, none of these could disturb him, his heart was strangely Settle down and find peace amidst the noise.

I'm going to meet my sweetheart, Yi Chen thought.

There was no holiday after the final exam of the seventh mid-term, and he entered the tutoring stage directly.Yi Chen was at the cold drink shop opposite the school. He waited until the students came out for dinner at [-]:[-], and then he took advantage of the flow of people to sneak in.

He paid attention as he walked along the way, but he didn't see Ji Kaiyang's figure, but saw his name on the school's newly posted honor roll, he was in the first class of science.

"Ji Kaiyang." Yi Chen stood at the back door and looked in. At this time, most of the students had gone out to eat, and there were only a few people in the classroom. Ji Kaiyang was sitting in the third row from the bottom, still writing. Hearing the question, he looked back, a little surprised, "Why are you here?"

"How are you doing recently?" Ji Kaiyang dragged him to the cafeteria for dinner, and then walked around the playground for a walk.Yi Chen secretly looked at him all the way, whether he was fat or thin, how does he look, is the sense of familiarity between them still there?

"It's not good." Yi Chen said, "How about you and mom?"

"fine."

"Are you okay?" Yi Chen turned to look at him and asked, "Have you contacted me from a public phone?"

"You know it's me?" Ji Kaiyang said frankly.

"Why don't you talk? Why don't you call me with your own mobile phone? Did you change the number?" Yi Chen was like a cannonball.

"Mobile phones are not allowed in school." Ji Kaiyang explained, a very flimsy reason.

"You are not allowed to bring them to class at No. [-] Middle School."

Ji Kaiyang rubbed his hair, "Yi Chen..."

"So they all lied to me." Ji Kaiyang rubbed his hair twice, his heart softened, and he spoke in a low voice.

Ji Kaiyang was at a loss for words, what Yi Chen said was the truth and they were all lying to him.

The matter of Yi Bochuan's cheating has nothing to do with Yi Chen, they all know this.But is it really possible to have no grudges?It also seems unlikely.Zhang Yun's tears and guilt towards Yi Chen on the day she left were all sincere. This is the child she watched and grew up with and called her mother for so many years.But it's true that she doesn't want to contact Yi Chen anymore, and Yi Bochuan cannot be avoided if Yi Chen is involved. If marriage is a kind of respect for women, then cheating is undoubtedly an insult.Zhang Yun didn't want to recall these anymore, it was a mistake for her to marry Yi Bochuan in the first place.Such an approach may be unfair to Yi Chen, but who is fair to her?

Among them, Zhang Yun never mentioned it to Ji Kaiyang, but Ji Kaiyang would not understand the bond between mother and child.

They walked around the playground in silence, the sun was sinking, and there were fewer and fewer people on the playground. Ji Kaiyang looked at his watch, and it was time for evening self-study in 10 minutes, but he didn't I wanted to go back, because Yi Chenxian was extremely anxious today, he opened his mouth several times to say something, but finally fell silent again.

Yi Chen scratched his head irritably, and simply sat down on the steps beside the playground.After a whole afternoon of sunlight on the concrete steps, two eggs can immediately turn into fried eggs when knocked on them. As soon as Yi Chen's thigh touched the steps, he heard a "sizzling" sound, and he felt that he was already cooked.He immediately wanted to stand up, but Ji Kaiyang followed and frowned, "What are you doing sitting here? Isn't it hot?"

Yi Chen suddenly didn't know which nerve was stimulated, and his instincts were overcome. Not only did he not stand up, but he patted the steps next to him, "It's not hot, why don't you sit?"

He is angry, Ji Kaiyang thought.

He hesitated for a while, and sat down next to Yi Chen, and Yi Chen stood up in a panic and stared at him, "It's burning to death, you don't know."

Ji Kaiyang raised his head to look at him, the sunlight was already very weak, and his eyes were still a little sore from the light, "I'm sorry." He looked at Yi Chen and said.

"What do you mean?" Ji Kaiyang sat without moving, and Yi Chen sat back, as if he could bear it, "I'm sorry, is it a supplement or a reservation?"

"Yi Chen..."

"Don't keep calling me by my name and thinking of perfunctory me." Yi Chen was so annoyed by his hesitant tone, he clenched his hands into fists and slammed on the steps, "It's just the two of us here, you No one will think you are talking to a ghost if you don’t call your name, just tell me, are you planning to have nothing to do with me forever.”

"It's not so exaggerated." Ji Kaiyang rubbed his fingers against the gravel on the steps, his tone was still calm, as if he was not affected by Yi Chen's excited emotions.

"That's it." Yi Chen said, covering his face with his hands, as if he was going to suffocate himself here and wanted to cry, and he said after a while, "Impossible, Ji Kaiyang, let me tell you, absolutely impossible."

"Don't think too much." Ji Kaiyang comforted,

Where did I think too much.Yi Chen put down his hands and looked at Ji Kaiyang's side face, all the ups and downs came to his heart.Why should I, I like him so much, I even planned to just guard him like this, but in the end he refused to even give me this chance to be mean.He was still thinking of cutting off relations with me, what did I do wrong?

His love is infinitely large at this moment, and so is his hatred.

I will tell him, whether he agrees or not, I will tell him.To hell, together.Yi Chen thought selfishly, why should I care what other people think?What's wrong with being gay?It's all for the future, anyway, I have to be with him now.It's okay for Ji Kaiyang to hate me, it's better than him forgetting me.He made up his mind in an instant, and the anger that had been pent up in his heart for a long time dissipated.

"You think we have nothing to do with each other, do you?"

"We are still friends." Ji Kaiyang was also depressed, he felt tired, all the relationships were a mess, and he couldn't solve it.

"Last time I said it was my brother, but this time I became friends. If you go down level by level, you will soon become a stranger." Yi Chen sneered, "Fortunately, I am here now, I have to wait for two more In the past month, you may not have known me."

"Don't do that." Ji Kaiyang said, "You clearly know that's not what I mean."

"What do I know? I don't know anything except what you say!" Yi Chen grabbed his wrist, "Brother, right? Friends? I don't want them anymore, I don't even care about them." Already. I..."

His eyes were dark and bright, and there was an undisguised lust in them, like a sea, trying to drown them both in it.Those small details that Ji Kaiyang intentionally ignored, those bits and pieces that he once doubted but deliberately relieved, finally could not be covered by a blanket.

"Stop talking." Ji Kaiyang interrupted him, and blurted out, "Calm down, I know what you mean."

"you know?"

After Ji Kaiyang finished speaking, he regretted it. Yi Chen's tone made him realize that his guess might be right, and it wasn't a good idea to say it out.

Yi Chen leaned his back against the last step, and laughed twice, not necessarily in a pleasant way, but rather as if he was desperate, "You know."

Suddenly he straightened up, put one hand on Ji Kaiyang's side, and kissed Ji Kaiyang's lips where he was about to speak with an awkward posture.No one closed their eyes, their eyes met each other.

Just a simple touch, Yi Chen quickly backed away a little, his Adam's apple moved, and he lowered his head against the tip of Ji Kaiyang's nose, "Then I have to make sure, you know, do you mean this?"