old age

"Hello?" A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone.

"It's me." Yi Chen almost shed tears when he heard his voice.

"What's wrong?" Ji Kaiyang was noisy, "Wait for me."

He changed places, and his voice became clearer, and he asked again, "What's wrong."

Nothing, I just miss you.Yi Chen's words changed when they rolled to the tip of his tongue, "When are you coming back?"

This question is really stupid, Ji Kaiyang clearly said a week before he left that it would be the day after tomorrow.Yi Chen asked and answered in his heart first, but Ji Kaiyang explained tomorrow.

"tomorrow?"

"Didn't Mom tell you? It's over here early. We will leave at five o'clock tomorrow morning and arrive at about twelve o'clock at noon."

Yi Chen called him as soon as he got home, and he didn't have time to talk to Zhang Yun, so he naturally didn't know.

"Mom hasn't told me yet."

Ji Kaiyang listened to his slightly shifted voice, and smiled, "Why don't I just wait for you at the school gate, anyway, school is almost over at that hour."

"Okay." Yi Chen's hands holding the receiver started to get hot, "Okay."

Of course, Yi Chen didn't go home directly after leaving school tonight. He rode his bicycle and went around the old city.There are the schools he and Ji Kaiyang studied together, the community they lived in together, and the sidewalks they walked together.In the end, he sat on the lawn of Ruijing Garden and looked at his original home. There was a light leaking from the window, but he didn't know which family lived in it now.

Greed is a sin.

For a while, he even hated Ji Kaiyang a little bit, he made him bear such feelings, but he was alone.But it wasn't Ji Kaiyang's fault at all. This was originally Yi Chen's script alone. He went through the whole process in his mind. Ji Kaiyang didn't even get a ticket for the auditorium, let alone play with him. .

But Yi Chen seemed to be right.Human emotions are beyond our control, which is the source and meaning of pain and joy in life.All feelings will arise, develop or dissipate at the appropriate stage of life, all he can do is wait, and try not to let his love hurt the person he loves.

Yi Chen decided not to force himself to change the direction of the red line. He tried it, but judging from the results of these attempts and the current situation, if he wants to solve it completely, he probably has to die and change -ing into -ed. Otherwise it's all bullshit.It is useless to hide, and you cannot quit.Then like it, just don't tell him.Yi Chen thought, let nature take its course until this feeling dissipates automatically, even if there is no such day, it doesn't matter, focusing on one person for a lifetime is a different kind of happiness.

Love must first be selfless before it can be pure.Ji Kaiyang can love others, marry a wife and have children, and have children around his knees, as long as he likes him silently.

It’s tomorrow, Yi Chen thought, after tomorrow, he will completely return to the past, even on the surface, returning to the position of brother and friend recognized by Ji Kaiyang, and it’s enough to take out his feelings once in a while up.

The bell for the end of get out of class has rung for 5 minutes, and the clock on the wall is already past twelve o'clock.The students in the next class passed by the window noisily, only the history teacher in Yi Chen's class was still chattering about the tortuous development of the national industry during the Republic of China, and had no intention of dismissing the get out of class at all.This teacher is a bit old, and I dare not say the level of class, and he is absolutely top-notch in class.People in the rivers and lakes gave nicknames, and Nobel insisted on talking about them.

Yi Chen finally waited until he finished talking about the fate of the national industry after the victory of the Anti-Japanese War in [-]. He thought that school would be over next, so he put his hands on his schoolbag, but the teacher said without any apology that he would waste everyone's time for a while and put this Summarize the content of the chapter for them.

"Is this a matter of a while? I'm starving to death." The deskmate complained in a low voice.

I don't know how long this will be delayed, Yi Chen thought, Ji Kaiyang must have been waiting for him at the door.He kept looking at his watch, but it didn't make the time go any faster.The teacher on the stage opened and closed his mouth, like a red hole, as if trying to suck away the last bit of comfort he planned to give himself.

Wait no more.

Yi Chen opened the window next to it. This window is close to the corridor, and there is no protective fence on the outside.Then, ignoring the astonished eyes of his deskmate, he put his hands on the window sill and flipped out of the window.He didn't stop, and rushed straight to the stairs. The moment he turned out the window, he heard the exclamation in the classroom and the teacher's scolding, "Is that that bastard? What's wrong!"

Needless to say, in the afternoon he will definitely have to go to the office for training for this impulsive flip, and he may even have to write a self-criticism.

But he couldn't take care of these at all, Yi Chen only had one thought, I want to see him, now.

The sound of footsteps coming down the stairs matched his heartbeat, pounding like a drum, Yi Chen felt that he was out of breath, but he didn't want to stop.He ran to the school gate, and the students had almost dispersed, and some were walking back with their lunch boxes. Yi Chen looked around, but there was no Ji Kaiyang.

He hasn't arrived yet, or is he gone?

Yi Chen circled indiscriminately, all kinds of emotions surged up, and all the internal organs hurt.

"Uncle." He walked up to the security guard at the door, "Did you see a boy waiting here just now..."

"The school is full of boys, I can't tell the difference." The security guard said casually.

Just as Yi Chen was about to continue making gestures, Ji Kaiyang's voice came from behind him, and he was getting off a bus.

Yi Chen was stunned for a second, and rushed over to hug him tightly. He had a lot to say, but he couldn't say anything, and finally he could only say lightly, "You're back."

Ji Kaiyang was holding a box in his hand, but Yi Chen rushed over, and when he let go, the box fell down and turned over.Ji Kaiyang hesitated for a moment, but he didn't ask Yi Chen to let him go, he put one hand on Yi Chen's back slowly, "You're back, what's wrong with you?"

Yi Chen didn't speak, buried his head in his shoulder, breathing in Ji Kaiyang's breath almost greedily.

Ji Kaiyang was tickled by him, moved a little, but was hugged even tighter by Yi Chen.

Let me indulge myself one last time, Yi Chen said silently, the last time.

The classmates who came back together passed by them and looked at them strangely.

Yang Xinyue helped Ji Kaiyang pick up the box and pushed it aside. She also entered the experimental class. This time, she and Ji Kaiyang participated in the chemistry competition.

Ji Kaiyang glanced at her gratefully, she silently asked what happened to Ji Kaiyang with her mouth, Ji Kaiyang shook his head lightly, expressing that he didn't know either.

The people walked away slowly, and the two of them were still hugging like Siamese twins.

"Okay." Ji Kaiyang patted him on the back helplessly, "Have you hugged him enough? We've been standing here all this time, and we'll go straight to class in the afternoon, right?"

"Ji Kaiyang." Yi Chen couldn't help calling out to him, with a crying tone that he didn't expect, "I miss you."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Yi Chen knew he was wrong. He spent a whole night in ideological construction, thinking that he would not reciprocate, and hid it all, but he couldn't help it in a daze.

Is this what brothers and friends should say?Is this the tone Brother and Friend switched to?

Yi Chen wanted to say something to remedy it quickly. His brain, which had evolved to be able to write a composition with 58 points, could not come up with a single word at this moment.

Ji Kaiyang froze as expected, but soon he said, "I miss you and my mother too. It's not ashamed to be a family. Why are you crying? Do liberal arts students have more emotions?"

He struggled out of Yi Chen's arms, and this time it went smoothly.Ji Kaiyang watched Yi Chen turn his head away, and wiped his eyes with his sleeve. He pretended not to notice, and pulled up the box beside him, "Let's go, go home."

Yi Chen didn't even ride the car, he pushed and walked back slowly with Ji Kaiyang, as if he was back a few months ago, when Yi Chen didn't know he was tempted.

After walking for a while, Ji Kaiyang suddenly stopped, "Why haven't you spoken?"

Yi Chen secretly pinched his hand, pressing his nails into the flesh, the pain could make him suppress his gaze. "I listen to you, do you have any opinions?"

"The rebellious period is over?" Ji Kaiyang smiled.

"what?"

"Didn't you keep fighting with me some time ago? Don't deny it, the whole family can see it. You said that we didn't fight or fight or quarrel when we were so young. Are you here to fight with me now?" Ji Kaiyang laughed Shaking his head in disbelief, "Uncle Yi also told me in private that the children of his colleagues are also in the rebellious stage, and they are always arguing with their parents. You have made a mistake for some reason, and your temper is on me. Let me Don't be angry with you."

"You let me in when you were young." Yi Chen whispered, "Besides, I didn't make trouble."

"When will I stop letting you?" Ji Kaiyang looked at him angrily and amusedly, "You are not making trouble, you use cold violence every day."

"I......"

"You what?" Yi Chen has been hot and cold for more than half a year, no matter how indulgent Ji Kaiyang is to him, he is always a little angry, complains a few half-truths, and finally corrects his expression, "Yi Chen, others I won't mention it, let's talk about it today, and everything will be exposed. You are my brother and my best friend. I feel really uncomfortable with your attitude some time ago. "

I didn't say anything, and I couldn't say anything.Yi Chen looked at the genuine sadness in Ji Kaiyang's eyebrows, and felt aroused in his heart.It's right to uncover it and cover it up, Yi Chen comforted himself, it doesn't matter what kind of relationship Ji Kaiyang likes between them, the loved one is innocent, he understood this from Ji Kaiyang's slightly furrowed brows.

"Then expose it." Yi Chen intentionally kept his tone brisk. He took Ji Kaiyang's hand and made a hook with him like when he was a child. When his thumb touched him, he said, "Don't worry, I will Always your brother, your best friend."

The author has something to say

So what, the relationship has not returned to the original point, there will be other things to promote the development of the relationship, and it will be very fast later, (seeing a girl sighing, I was so scared that I hurried to explain, it is really very fast, after all, this stage is still It's over in a few chapters...)