old age

The heartbeat is just a moment, and many feelings start suddenly, without any transition.

Yi Chen didn't understand how he fell in love with Ji Kaiyang, nor did he know how to dislike him.The only way he can think of is to stay away from him, not only to prevent Ji Kaiyang from seeing it, but also to hope that it will fade away after a long time.But now they are in the same class and at the same table, commuting to and from school together every day, this is obviously an impossible task, he can only talk to Ji Kaiyang as little as possible and not visit him.

"Did you quarrel with Chenchen?" Ji Kaiyang and Zhang Yun were sitting at the dining table making dumplings, while Yi Bochuan was watching TV beside him, having a great time, and only Yichen stayed in the bedroom alone.

Zhang Yun lowered her voice, "Go ask him to come out to make dumplings, what's wrong with the two brothers?"

"No quarrel." Ji Kaiyang is rarely a little irritable. Yi Chen has become more and more strange during this time. He has been looking for an opportunity to chat with him. disturb.

Ji Kaiyang's keen nerves are not useless in this regard, he has gone through all the possibilities, including the one that actually happened.But he quickly denied that it was unrealistic.Not to mention that he and Yi Chen have known each other for 16 years, and they are as familiar as each other's shadows. He doesn't believe that Yi Chen will have any thoughts about him. Just talking about Yi Chen's current attitude towards him, it really shouldn't be like liking people look.

There is nothing wrong with Ji Kaiyang's train of thought, but the timing is not right.Yi Chen really likes him, but he is currently in a state of trying to quit, which is naturally two different concepts from general secret love.

"Go ask Chenchen to come out." Zhang Yun urged again.

Ji Kaiyang silently put down the mask in his hand, got up and walked to Yi Chen's bedroom.

As soon as Yi Chen saw him coming, he was about to close the door immediately.Ji Kaiyang stretched out his hand to block it, and frowned at him.

"What are you doing?" Yi Chen said.

Ji Kaiyang paused, and closed the door behind his back, "Let's chat."

"What are you talking about?" Yi Chen clattered through the book, hiding his uneasiness.

"Talk about you, talk about me, talk about us." Ji Kaiyang took out a piece of paper and wiped the remaining flour on his palm, "Why are you angry with me for so long?"

"I didn't." Yi Chen refused to admit it.

Ji Kaiyang didn't speak, he leaned his waist against the table, propped his hands on the table, and looked at him.

Yi Chen had nothing to hide under his gaze, so he had to repeat in a low voice, "I don't."

"If you don't have it, then you don't have it." Ji Kaiyang couldn't see him like this, and looked extremely aggrieved, "Even if there is something, I apologize to you, and we will make up."

"Nothing." Yi Chen still said this, this is his only armor.

"Nothing is better." Ji Kaiyang reached out and rubbed his head, "Come out to make dumplings, don't be lazy here."

Yi Chen wanted to dodge his hand at first, but he didn't dodge when he hesitated.Ji Kaiyang had already walked out the door, he stood up slowly, still reminiscing about the touch just now.

It's hopeless, it's really hopeless.Yi Chen thought, I can't do it at all.

"What's the matter?" Ji Kaiyang saw that he was still not coming out, so he turned around and beckoned at him.

"Here we come." Yi Chen walked over step by step, feeling like a sailor who had met a siren, unable to resist.

Yi Chen became more and more irritable every day, wanting to get close to Ji Kaiyang but not daring, it was more painful than before he didn't know his mind clearly.An addict can also go to a drug rehabilitation center for isolation treatment, and he has to stay with drugs every day.

But fortunately, it's time to classify.

The division of subjects in No. [-] Middle School came very early, and the division was completed at the end of the first semester of senior high school.I'm afraid the Education Bureau doesn't know that it doesn't pay attention to quality education, and only serves the college entrance examination.

"Take the subject form and discuss it with your parents before filling it out. I will not keep anyone. If you are good at science, you can study science. If you are good at liberal arts, you can study literature." The head teacher signaled the class leader to send the form, "I will give you both rankings of your grades. Look, the difference is not big, I suggest, of course it is just a suggestion, you should still learn the theory. If the difference is too big, it is still the subject that you have learned well, and everyone should act according to their actual situation.”

"You're academic, right?" They pushed their bikes out from the bike shed. There were too many people in the school, and the bikes had to wait until they reached a fork in the road before they could ride.

"Yes." Ji Kaiyang said affirmatively, "Why, you want to study literature?"

Yi Chen bit his lip and nodded, "I study literature."

Ji Kaiyang looked at him in the light of the street lamp, "Why?"

Because I have to stay away from you, Yi Chen thought, and at the same time a nonchalant smile floated on his face, "I prefer liberal arts."

"Two days ago, I said that I was nauseated by memorizing politics, why do I want to study liberal arts again?" Ji Kaiyang asked tentatively.

"Anyway, I want to study literature, you study theory." Yi Chen insisted.

"Yi Chen." Ji Kaiyang didn't know what was wrong with him, and tried to reason with him, "Your science is better than liberal arts,..."

Ji Kaiyang sincerely analyzed the pros and cons for him, but the more Yi Chen listened, the more desperate he became.

"Stop talking!" He suddenly interrupted Ji Kaiyang loudly, "I just want to learn literature."

Ji Kaiyang looked at him in surprise, "You..."

He doesn't know anything, Yi Chen looked at his surprised expression and thought, he doesn't know how shameful my thoughts are.These days, Yi Chen deeply loathed himself, but after a long time, he developed a little unreasonable resentment towards Ji Kaiyang.

Such intertwined emotions rapidly expanded in Yi Chen's heart, scorching his internal organs.Yi Chen angrily grabbed a handful of withered yellow leaves from a nearby bush, why?Why can he know nothing, and why do I have to bear so much?

The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, he threw the leaf on the ground, stomped on his feet, took out a pen and application form from his bag, ticked off the liberal arts column, and slapped Ji Kaiyang hard, " that's all."

Ji Kaiyang was stunned by his sudden series of actions and was at a loss. Yi Chen ignored him and ran away pushing the cart.

He ran home aggressively, and said to Zhang Yun that he decided to study literature, and no one was allowed to persuade him, and he entered the room without even thinking about supper.Zhang Yun and Ji Kaiyang knocked on his door halfway, but he told Zhang Yun that he was uncomfortable, but he didn't open the door to Ji Kaiyang.

He heard Yi Bochuan come back and talk to Zhang Yun, discussing whether he was in adolescence or rebellion.

I'm in heat, and I've found the wrong partner.When Yi Chen turned off the light, he thought sadly and angrily.

Yi Chen didn't fall asleep until two o'clock in the morning. It was because of anger in the first half of the night, and then he was hungry and angry.

He was angry with himself, and also with Ji Kaiyang.

Studying in high school is stressful, and I am not used to not eating late at night, and I can’t get full just by qi alone.He walked out of the bedroom, stepped on a piece of paper by the door, picked it up and saw that it was his grade list.Ji Kaiyang also posted a note: Think about your own future.

Yi Chen's blood rushed to his head, impulsively wanting to smash Ji Kaiyang's door.Turned around twice at his door like a trapped beast, but gave up resentfully.

He found a box of flower cakes in the refrigerator, sat on the dining table to eat, and stared at Ji Kaiyang's bedroom door.

Yi Chen was thinking wildly, if he comes out, I will tell him that it is too uncomfortable to be alone, and forget about going to hell together.

But as expected, Yi Chen didn't open the door until he put the last piece of cake in his mouth.He went to the trash can and threw the box away, only to find that the box of cakes was jasmine flavored, he had never liked this flavor, only Ji Kaiyang liked it.I haven't eaten it yet today.Yi Chen's nose was sore, he blinked his eyes twice to force back the tears, and couldn't help but look back at Ji Kaiyang's bedroom, he raised his hands and covered his face feebly, his fingers were gradually moistened, he endured it for so long Tears still flowed out.