love confusion behavior

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Shen Wei is two years younger than Lu Gong, a poor little girl picked up by grandma.

He and Lu Gong's house is very close, and they grew up together. The three-year-old little Shen Wei is obedient and soft, with big fluttering eyes always looking at Lu Gong quietly and joyfully.Shen Wei is white, with a baby-fat face, anyone who looks at it wants to pinch it.

So Lu Gong was responsible for protecting Xiao Shen's face - don't pinch it, it will make your mouth water!

Shen Wei hid behind Lu Gong, grabbed his dirty clothes and nodded, saying in a childish voice, "You can't pinch."

Lu Gong drove away the others, turned around and held Shen Wei's face worriedly, "Are you going to drool?"

Shen Wei pursed his lips: "No."

Lu Gong wiped the corners of his mouth to confirm that it was not, "If you want to bleed, just wipe it on me." Lu Gong pointed at his two stained chests, generously.

When his fingers touched the dirty clothes, Lu Gong glanced at his clean younger brother embarrassedly, and lowered his head to find where his body was clean—no, like a mud monkey.

He pointed to his only fair face, and said, "Forget it, let's go here."

Baba——Xiao Shen leaned forward, carefully observing whether there was any saliva in his big round eyes.

In Shen Wei's limited cognition, referring to the cheek means that a kiss is needed.

They lived together until Shen Yi was five years old.

Sudden illness took away Shen Wei's only relative.

The grandmother had a daughter who ran away from home in anger when she was young, and the villagers could not contact her, and the funerals were all arranged by the big guys.

Xiao Shen was in a daze, as if he didn't understand what happened.

Everyone began to discuss where Shen Wei was going.

In this era, everyone generally has the awareness of educating children. Raising an extra boy is definitely not just a matter of having an extra mouthful of food.Moreover, a five-year-old child is not familiar with it.

"I heard that there is an orphanage in the county, we contacted the police station and sent it there..."

Lu Gong's family was flying like dogs and dogs.

He begged his mother to adopt Shen Wei, but his mother refused, and gave him a bunch of legitimate reasons, such as, I can't support two boys by myself, raising children is not about adding chopsticks, you have to go to school, marry a wife, say Maybe I have to buy a house... One more Shen Yu means that everything that belongs to Lu Gong will be divided equally. Let it be handed over to the country, the country will not ignore it.

Lu Gong couldn't convince his mother, he looked at the lonely Shen Wei, and Shen Wei also looked at him, like a beautiful lifeless doll.

Shen Wei said he didn't want to go to the orphanage.

Lu Gong said that I will not let you go to the orphanage.

As long as he gave half of the meal to Shen Wei, it would be fine.

It doesn't matter if mother doesn't agree, he can do it secretly.

The night before the villagers arranged for Shen Yi to go, Lu Gong quietly opened the door, approached his good brother in his room, and placed him under the bed.

"When my mother is at home, you hide under the bed, and when my mother leaves during the day, you get out, and you can sleep in the bed at night." Lu Gong shared half of the bed with his younger brother, and acted lightly like a thief. This is really a test for Lu Gong who kicks over the chair at every turn.

But he did a great job.

Just when Lu Gong was in the first grade, the teacher began to assign homework. He told his mother that there was too much homework and he had to do it while eating.

Ms. Lu didn't care about him, she still had to work night shift in the textile factory, since Lu Gong was three years old, he ate alone, with a big appetite, so there was no need to worry that he would forget to eat because of anything.

Lu Gong came in with the bowl, locked the door, and softly replaced Shen Wei under the bed.

time to eat.

Shen Yan slowly crawled to the side of the bed, first stretched out a small white hand, and then poked out half of his head.

The bottom of Lu Gong's bed hadn't been cleaned for a while, and there were a lot of spider silk on Shen Yi's soft hair, and because the eyelashes were too long, some of them were even pulled on the eyelashes.

Shen Yi closed his eyes to clean up, and Lu Gong came over to help him blow out the spider threads from the corners of his eyes.

The two communicated breathlessly.

Lu Gong took out a brand new knife from his trouser pocket, sold in the canteen, pencil sharpener, [-] cents each.

He wiped the knife, then solemnly cut it across the central axis of the meal, dividing it into two halves, neither too much nor too little.

"Eat." Lu Gong folded the knife back and put it under the mattress. It will be their food sharing tool in the future.

Lu Gong used chopsticks, and Shen Wei used a spoon to dig.

The two children quickly ate up a bowl of rice.

Lu Gong was not taught by Ms. Lu's countless blank eyes to "eat and sleep without talking", and finally learned without a teacher.

Shen Yu pushed a piece of chicken towards Lu Gong, "Brother, eat."

Lu Gong looked at the piece of meat with unsatisfactory eyes: "Are you full?"

Shen Wei nodded: "Yeah."

Lu Gong was swept away by the wind.

After eating, Lu Gong went out to get a broom and a dustpan, and told Ms. Lu seriously: "The teacher said that I clean my room by myself. Mom, don't help me clean the room in the future, or you will be laughed at by your classmates."

Ms. Lu is very relieved that the primary school teacher is the bodhisattva who saves the world.

Lu Gong took a broom and carefully cleaned the spider threads on the bottom of the bed, and wiped the bed board with a rag.

For breakfast, Ms. Lu will boil an egg, and then simply fry a vegetable cake, and then put it on the table to go to work. Her son likes to sleep in and eat it by himself when he wakes up.

Lu Gong used to take it with him to eat on the way to school.Now he wakes up 10 minutes earlier and cuts eggs and pancakes in half with a knife, with perfect precision.

Shen Yan watched Lu Gong's movements, his slender eyelashes drooped, and said, "I can only eat half an egg."

Lu Gong then got the complete pancake.

"You just read in my room." Lu Gong coolly carried only half of his schoolbag on his back, "I'll find someone else to ask for any comics you want to read."

"I can find them all." Lu Gong was half showing off and half emphasizing.

Shen Yi held the crumpled picture book used by Lu Gong's kindergarten, "This is enough."

"Okay." Lu Gong loved reading comic books.

Shen Yi knew a lot of words, and Lu Gong read comics with him when he came back from school.

There are no other two boys in the world who sit together at the age that dogs can't bear it, so peacefully like them.

After two days like this, Lu Gong thought that Shen Wei would be too bored, after all now he can no longer bring his younger brother to fish in the river and go up the mountain to pick mulberries.

The one who couldn't bear it first was Lu Gong, who was hungry.

The food intake was suddenly reduced by half, and Lu Gong was very active, starving for half a day.

After comprehending the secret of less exercise and less starvation, Lu Gong managed to become a quiet and handsome man.

Ms. Lu took the leftovers from lunch to feed the chickens, and today she had no time to hand them over to Lu Gong, "Go, mix some chaff and feed the chickens."

Lu Gong stood outside the chicken pen for ten seconds, and grabbed a handful of leftovers to eat.

To avoid my mother's suspicion, I dare not overfill the rice.

Lu Gong suddenly found a one-yuan note in his coat pocket.

He was ecstatic, it must be the windfall that he left in his pocket last year.

"Boss, four buns!" Lu Gong was full of pride, eating buns like a starving ghost.

He found banknotes of different denominations one after another in unexpected places such as homework books, the middle of the schoolbag, pants pockets, and under the mattress, including one, fifty, one, and five yuan.

Lu Gong finally felt something was wrong after eating out for several days.

Is there a snail girl in his room giving him money?

Brother Tianluo does, and Shen Wei wipes the floor, wipes the table and folds clothes for him every day.

Lu Gong slapped his forehead, it was broken, all he spent was his younger brother's money.

Lu Gong had a serious talk with Shen Yu, and said that he was not hungry, and I only used your money to buy spicy sticks, which is not healthy, and you can't pamper me.

Shen Wei lay sideways on the bottom of the bed, glanced up, and looked at him obediently: "Then brother also bought me spicy sticks."

Lu Gong really bought spicy strips, and almost made Shen Wei cry.

Lu Gong hurriedly put his arms around his younger brother and pressed it to his chest, shhh, don't cry, my mother is at home!

According to his observation, Shen Wei is full every day.

He's in elementary school, he's hungry and it's okay.

The money must never be spent. Shen Wei's money is nothing more than the balance of the villagers after the funeral. He has seen the third grandpa count the pile of money, very little, very little.

Even if Shen Yi gave it to him, he would help him save it.

Ms. Lu felt that her son had changed a lot when he went to elementary school. He would take the initiative to do housework instead of running around in the mountains and plains. He also has a boy's sense of privacy and loves to lock the door.

Just lost weight.

But it seems normal for boys to grow taller.

Ms. Lu was thinking about giving Lu Gong an extra meal. She left work early that day and bought a catty of pork belly to make dumplings. Lu Gong could eat twenty dumplings for a meal.

Then she ran into Shen Wei who had just returned from the bathroom.

Xiao Shen was stunned for a moment, his lips were bleeding visibly to the naked eye.

But just for a moment.

Although Lu Gong's bed gave him all the reliance and sense of security, Shen Wei always assumed that this day would come.

So he has a good reason to prepare.

"Auntie, I'm here to say goodbye to Lu Gong." Xiao Shen said calmly.

Lu Gong had exaggeratedly described to him before how terrible his mother's beating was.

Shen Wei was afraid that Lu Gong would be beaten.

So he patted his bulging pockets: "I'm going to a big city with my aunt, and I won't come back later, can I give a gift to my brother?"

Ms. Lu thought that Aunt Shen Ji had picked him up from the orphanage, so she nodded, "You can put him in his room."

There is a colored pencil drawing on the table in the room, which shows simple tables, chairs and beds.

Shen Wei has been sitting here just now drawing.

Shen Wei said politely again: "Can I write a letter to my brother?"

With approval, Shen Wei wrote: "Brother, my aunt found me, thank you for your care, I don't need to stay in the orphanage in the future, I will go with my aunt..."

Ms. Lu watched for a while, then went to the kitchen to cook.

Shen Wei paused the tip of his pen and continued to write, using pinyin for words he didn't know.

"Goodbye."

He crawled under the bed and wrote a few more words that Lu's mother would never see.

Then he put the leaves in his pocket on the table. He wanted to pick up the leaves and draw pictures.

Shen Yi took away Lu Gong's knife.

All his money was "deposited" with Lu Gong.But it doesn't matter, this is what he gave to Lu Gong.

Shen Wei said goodbye to Ms. Lu.

Ms. Lu was chopping meat, bang bang bang, she couldn't hear clearly, so she just nodded slightly.

Suddenly she felt her heart beating faster, so she put down the knife and chased after him, called Shen Wei to stop, and gave him dozens of dollars in change.

The child is going to travel far away, so it is time to give some safety money.

In the evening, when Lu Gong came back from school, he saw the farewell letter.

He pasted Shen Wei's unfinished painting on the wall, and then stuffed the change that belonged to Shen Wei behind the painting.

Today's dumplings are too sour.

Sleeping alone under the quilt is not warm.

Shen Wei is too much, he doesn't have this younger brother.

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No wonder he thought Shen Yu was cute at first sight.

Not cute, but familiar.

The little pity he has guarded since he was a child.

I didn't recognize it.

It turned out that he was the one who waited with Shen Wei in Beijing.

The more Lu Gong connected the two, the more similar they felt.

Back then when he was young, apart from being sad, he never seriously analyzed the truth about Shen Wei's departure from home.

Certainly not as in the letter.

20 years later, Shen Wei has the perseverance to wait, how could he not wait for him to say goodbye after school?

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Lu Gong counted the bills.

56 yuan and seven cents.

He unfolded them one by one and put them in his wallet.

It was too crowded, Lu Gong took out the hundred-yuan bills inside, and handed it to the aunt, "I'm sorry, I want to redeem this bed board."

Auntie: "You can't do it, you can't do it!"

Lu Gong didn't speak, he stuffed the money to the aunt, and carried the bed board away with red eyes.

He went to the lumber factory at the entrance of the village and cut off the place where Shen Wei wrote.

The old man asked casually, "Do you want to take it back and frame it?"

Lu Gong stiffened his neck and didn't speak.

"I have an engraving machine here, I want to grind a lace for you?"

Lu Gong thought about it and agreed.

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Lu Gong brought Shen Yi's dowry and marriage certificate.

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On the way, Lu Gong couldn't help but use the trumpet to add Shen Wei first.

【Hello, I am%%】

Lu Gong typed his name before junior high school.

After about 5 minutes, Shen Wei passed.

Lu Gong: You ate my half an egg twenty times.

Shen Wei hid under his bed for 20 days.

He didn't wait for Shen Wei to return, and continued: "Why did you leave in the first place, and who is your aunt?"

It took a long time for the other side to reply "Brother", and then said that he is now in China and his aunt is abroad, thanking Lu Gong for taking him in before, asking where Lu Gong is now, and can we meet to thank him.

Lu Gong's heart was on fire, and he couldn't help panting.

Fortunately, he was the one who took in Shen Wei.

Shen Wei eats eggs like that every day, so he knows there is an ulterior reason!

If this person wasn't for himself, Lu Gong would probably have flooded the airport with vinegar!

He didn't expect that those 20 days would leave such a deep behavioral memory on Shen Wei.

Since he is so important to Shen Wei, how pitiful and helpless would this little poor man be if he left alone?

Lu Gong's heart ached to death.

"Don't change the subject, do you have an aunt?"

Shen Wei: Yes, she is abroad.

Lu Gong: Your aunt, whom you have never met, is named Yang. Why is your surname Shen?

Lu Gong: You have a fart aunt!

Lu Gong: I am fucking Lu Gong, wait for me to go back and deal with you!

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