Master Zhili is too difficult to understand

The relationship stopped at an embarrassing and sad place. No matter which direction I want to go, I just need to lift my leg and it will hurt. I finally mustered up the courage to endure the pain and continue to move forward, thinking that walking will not hurt. But who knew it would become more and more painful.

He couldn't go on, and he couldn't go back.

How long will this status quo last, and what will be the next status quo.

Cobb is tired.

He wants to get out of here, he wants to get out of here.

There are not many things that belong to him in the ward, and his mobile phone is broken because he was soaked in the river. After changing his clothes, he pushed open the door and walked out. There was still pain left in his arm, but the pain was even worse in other places. Let him not care.

The moon in the sky is hidden behind the clouds, and the few stars are shining weakly. Cobb is stepping on his own shadow, just walking fast. He wants to leave here, and he wants to live in other strange places. Forget about starting all over again, if he just exists as Cobb.

Standing outside the hospital door, he stopped, he wanted to leave, but his feet didn't listen, he just froze in place, bastard, you should go, you should go!He scolded himself in his heart, but another voice from the depths of his soul said: I will not leave, if I leave like this, where will Zhili go to find me.

He leaned his forehead against the wall weakly, then hit his forehead against the wall as if punishing himself, then slowly slid along the wall and knelt down on the ground, he couldn't walk, he couldn't go anywhere, everything in his body had become If you are a puppet who has become a branch, you can only be a worthless one, so the worthless one will give in.

As a result, Cobb returned to the ward and lay back on the bed again.

"No prospect, no prospect..." He murmured these words and fell asleep.

The strange thing is that since he entered the hospital and dreamed about the tunnel, he has never had a dream again. Didn't he often say that he thinks about it every day and dreams at night?Zhili refused to come in even his own dream.

Cobb felt that he had slept for a long time, maybe all day, but when he opened his eyes and looked at the clock on the wall, he realized that he had only slept for an hour.Someone was sitting beside his hospital bed in the corner of his vision, and Cobb's slightly squinted eyes suddenly opened. He almost used all his strength to stand up and stared at the person sitting in the dark, and that person also stared at him.No one spoke, for a long time, this is a dream, this must be a dream.

"Aren't you unable to stay with me? Then why are you here, why are you, why don't you just leave me!" All the grievances and sadness, Cobb can only and only want to vent to Zhili, this is a kind of revenge The nature of those closest to us.

This is in my dream, even if I scold him, even if I yell at him, he won't really leave. Doesn't the dream unfold according to my own consciousness?

"If I can, I will leave you." Zhili responded to him, but it was not the response Cobb wanted.What, isn't this a dream?Zhili in my dream would not say such cruel words.Cobb wanted to back off, but Zhili was approaching. They were so close, so close, but it seemed that if Zhili moved his fingers, Cobb would be completely bruised and bloody.

"Cobb."

"Stop talking, I won't listen, I won't listen!"

"Every time you quarrel, every time you say those things, if I could leave you, I would have left you long ago, I won't wait until now, why should I become like this for a person, you lied to me , you forgot about me, my mother still came to you time and time again, you told me to leave you, I can't fucking leave you, what do you say I should do, what do you say I have to do to leave You, like this?" Zhili directly smashed the vase next to him, grabbed Cobb's hand, and forced a piece of debris into his hand: "Is it because you haven't done too much to me, so I can't let go , then you fucking keep doing it."

Cobb's strength couldn't compete with Zhili's. He kept shaking his head, trying to throw away the sharp fragments at the front, trying to pull back his hand forcefully: "No! Zhili! Please don't! Zhili! Zhili!" The front end of the fragment penetrated Zhili's skin, and the blood slipped into Cobb's palm along the edge of the fragment. It turned out that this was the real torture. Cobb exhausted all his strength, shouted and leaned his head on Zhili's shoulder: " Please, Zhili, please, don’t let me do this kind of thing.” Zhili let go of his hand, and the fragments fell to the ground with a crisp sound, and he looked at the pale wall: “Cobb, you It's too cunning, and you want me to soften your heart? You are the one who wants to escape, but you are like a victim who was bullied by me." He held Cobb's shoulders with both hands and pushed him away from his shoulders.

Is Zhili going to leave like this again?

This time, Cobb didn't even have the strength to raise his hand to hold Zhili.

This time, if he leaves, he won't come back.

Cobb felt himself dying.

Zhili hung his hands, leaned back on the back of the chair and lowered his head. A few minutes later, Zhili raised one hand and put it on Cobb's face, stroking Cobb's cheek with his thumb: "Don't do this, Cobb, Stop pretending to forget me, okay?"

In just a split second, Cobb burst into tears and couldn't stop, crying silently and violently.