Master Zhili is too difficult to understand

Pain, besides pain, is still pain.

Cobb, who was helped back to the ward by the nurse, lay on the bed, his clothes stuck to his skin in cold sweat, frowning, speechless.The nurse kept asking him where the pain was, but what he wanted to say, he was in pain everywhere.Some words, either completely forgotten, or firmly remembered, but human beings do not have such a perfect function, we will remember when we want to forget.

For Zhili, my body seems to be more sensitive than my memory, and my heart doesn't care about it, doesn't care about reason, doesn't care about the environment, doesn't care about anything else.

Cobb curled up on the hospital bed and suddenly laughed. The question is no longer why he fell in love with Zhili. Even if all his memories are cleared, even if he doesn’t know himself anymore, as long as he sees Zhili, he will be helpless.

Want to see him, don't want to see him, want to see him, don't want to see him.

Seeing him is afraid of pain; not seeing him is afraid of going crazy.

On balance, I think I'm more afraid of being crazy.

Zhili looked at the window of Cobb's ward on the second floor, the expression on his face was too shallow, he came back even though he had already left the hospital, and Zhili didn't know what he wanted to do when he came back.Lan Yin, who hadn't seen him for a few days, stood beside him: "I have to go back to Karma Town." In order to drive Lan Yin and Zhi Zuosi apart, Liu Qing tried everything. If Lan Yin doesn't go back to Karma Town, Her villa will probably be demolished by Liu Qing, but she didn't tell Zhili these words, and she didn't bother to explain.Zhi Li didn't speak, Lan Yin took out a cigarette and didn't light it, and looked at the ward on the second floor: "Baby, do you really want Cobb to die?" car.

These words were like injecting the tip of a needle into Zhili's blood. He knew exactly what Lanyin was referring to, and he also knew his own damn nature. Cobb.His head was still injured, and he had just experienced the confrontation with his grandma. When he argued with himself, his face was pale and his body trembled. The self who clearly saw all this clearly, was still...

He lied to himself, he forgot himself...

Neither kind of support can be let go.

In this way, maybe the one who finally let Cobb die is himself.

In this way, it may not be better.

In the taxi, Lanyin stretched her finger out of the window with a cigarette between her fingers. She felt a little regretful and distressed when she said that to Zhili. After all, both she and Zhizuosi had uncontrollable natures, but she wanted Zhili to control it a little bit. .This is why Lanyin opposed them at first, Cobb is not Lanyin, let alone Zhizuosi, no matter what Lanyin and Zhizuosi do to each other, they will not destroy each other.

For twelve hours, one day, three days, one week, Cobb never saw Zhili again. He sat on the edge of the bed in a daze every day. In fact, he was still staying in the hospital when he could be discharged. At this moment, he didn’t want to live I don't want to live in my father's house, and I don't want to live in my mother's house. It's the same wherever I live, and there are strangers everywhere.

"Senior? Senior Cobb?" Shi Chan poked her head in from the outside, she was a little uncertain at first, and rushed in happily after seeing Cobb's face clearly: "It's really Senior Cobb, I thought I recognized the wrong person, Why are you in the hospital, sick?" Cobb stared at Shi Chan with a puzzled face, and didn't speak to him. Shi Chan has always been a natural acquaintance, and didn't care about Cobb's reaction. , I came to the hospital to see my aunt, I didn't expect to meet you, no wonder I haven't seen you at school recently, are you seriously ill?"

Cobb had no choice but to follow the answer: "Small problem."

"That's good, some time ago the school didn't know what happened, it suddenly banned gay sex, and now it's calmed down, do you know about it?" Cobb shook his head, looking at Shi Chan.Shi Chan patted Cobb: "Senior, why are you looking at me like that, as if you don't know me. Ah, yes, I said to invite you to dinner a long time ago, so let's go today."

"no need."

"No need, you must eat. You must be in a bad mood because you didn't eat well. Let's go, let's go. I know there is a delicious restaurant nearby." Go, no matter how much Cobb refused, it was useless, and he was dragged to a restaurant.The location of the restaurant is about [-] meters away from the hospital. They sat near the glass, which happened to be a sidewalk outside. Cobb actually liked to stare at the pedestrians waiting on both sides of the sidewalk, seeing the different and the same expressions on their faces.

"Senior, what do you like to eat? Don't be polite to me. Order whatever you want. I went to work during summer vacation to earn some money." Shi Chan opened the menu and handed another menu to Cobb. He looked suddenly at the sidewalk.Zhili was standing in front of the opposite sidewalk wearing earplugs. The red light was off and the green light was on. Zhili was walking towards this side, and the distance between them was getting closer.He came to look for him, he must have gone to the hospital to look for him, Cobb stood up suddenly, trying to rush back to the hospital before Zhili didn't see him, but it was too late, he moved too much and made Zhili look at him When they got here, their eyes met. Cobb subconsciously wanted to explain the current situation to Zhili. He didn't know the reason, but he thought that Zhili would be very unhappy after seeing it.

Ke Zhi's reaction was like a boulder hitting Cobb's heart, pulling other organs and sinking in his body, sinking to the point where it took all his strength to take a breath.

He didn't rush in angrily and pull himself away.

He wasn't pretending he didn't know himself.

All the possibilities that Cobb imagined, all the possibilities that he could bear did not happen.

He glanced at himself in a very ordinary way, very ordinary, very ordinary, so ordinary that he just saw an ordinary classmate, that's all, and he couldn't find any more traces.Cobb noticed that he was holding a ticket randomly in his hand. He knew that ticket. He just saw it at the nurse today. It was a ticket for an art exhibition nearby.

Thinking of his excitement just now, Cobb felt that he was a little too ridiculous.

"Senior Zhili! What a coincidence today." Shi Chan knocked on the glass to attract Zhili's attention, Zhili turned his head and glanced at Shi Chan, the same, he, he saw himself the same as Shi Chan, it's the same.

Cobb thought he was going to be unbearable.