Master Zhili is too difficult to understand

Cobb, who just entered high school, did not have any discomfort, because the atmosphere of high school is actually similar to that of junior high school, and he will not become mature immediately. Those who are obsessed with games will still go over the wall, and those who do not like to study are still muddled.Cobb lay lazily at the window, looking at the students coming and going downstairs. It had been several days since school started, and he had never seen Zhili.He was the one who asked him to come to this high school, but he was nowhere to be seen. Maybe he was playing tricks on himself. If that was the case, he would definitely pick the biggest stone and smash him to death when he came across him again.

Thinking of this, something went wrong with his body, and he always felt a little uncomfortable.He and Zhili just made an agreement in junior high school like a child's play house. After all, Zhili is only a boyfriend in name.They are not really in a relationship, they have no contact information with each other, let alone their home address, and their relationship is as fragile as silk thread.If Zhili really didn't come to this high school to study, maybe he would never see him again.

When the class bell rang, Cobb moved his upper body and put his elbows on the table. It didn’t matter to me whether he came or not. Just treat it as a passer-by when he was young, a memory that will be forgotten in a few days.The math teacher draws strange figures on the blackboard, it’s boring; the students stare at the blackboard, it’s boring; the students selected by the teacher come to the podium without confidence, it’s boring, everything is so boring Lifeless, so boring.

The overwhelming sense of boredom was about to explode in Cobb's chest. He wanted to find something to do, but he didn't know what to do, so the pen scratched the exercise book.

Cobb didn't listen to anything during one class. He walked slowly into the bathroom, unzipped his pants, and looked at the yellowed wall in front of him.At this time, a person was standing next to him. He moved a step to the left, and while turning around, he zipped up the zipper. The person in his peripheral vision was like the scorching sun, and even his peripheral vision couldn't bear it, causing him to mess up his movements, and the zipper caught his flesh. .

"It hurts..." He squatted down, clutching his lower body.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhili's voice changed.

"What's wrong with me, you don't care!" Cobb raised his head, it was only a summer vacation, Zhili not only changed his voice but also changed his body, how far he has to evolve before he is satisfied.

"I just asked, and I didn't want to care about you."

"If you don't want to care about you, don't ask."

"I'm talking to myself."

Cobb gave him a hateful look and stood up, deliberately bumping his shoulder on his back as he passed.

This class is still a mathematics class. The teacher looks very serious in the lecture, and the students are also listening attentively. The clothes of the students who were drawn to the podium by the teacher are quite pleasing to the eye. The exercise book that was scratched just now, Cobb drew a picture Doodle cover.The job of a student is to study, so how can they feel bored? The three years of high school should be spent in such a dull way.

That young passer-by, that period of memory, if you extend it a little bit, you have nothing to lose.

The cafeteria is like a battlefield, everyone is scrambling to get ahead. Cobb, who had walked to the cafeteria, turned around and walked to the canteen. He bought a piece of bread and other food and walked back. Zhili sat on the bench in front of the boys’ dormitory. In the shade, he put his hands on the back of the chair and looked directly at the sun.Cobb slowed down, he didn't look at Zhili, he didn't want to take the initiative to say hello to Zhili, otherwise he thought he was happy to see him, he walked past Zhili, five meters, ten meters, 15 meters.

"Hey, give me the ice water."

Is this what it feels like to be stopped by someone?Cobb suppressed the expression that was about to be revealed, and turned around reluctantly: "Can you buy it yourself if you want to drink?" He handed over the ice water, sat down and opened the bread.On the basketball court, a few boys took off their shirts and played basketball. The girls with their lunch boxes were chatting while eating.Cobb took a bite of the bread: "This is the first time I've seen you since school started."

"Are you looking for me?"

"Who, who, who will look for you, just ask if you are bored."

"I don't really want to answer boring questions."

"Could it be that I got a girlfriend during the summer vacation, and then I was so addicted to dating that I didn't even want to go to school?" Cobb asked lightly, and there were drops of water dripping from the bottle of iced mineral water in his hand. Turning his head: "Do you want to hear me deny it?"

"I do not have!"

"It was too hot the last few days."

"That's why you missed the start of school?"

"Not enough?"

"Not only is it not enough, it can't even be used as a reason. It's a shame that the school let you continue to study." The bread in his hand was crushed, and he muttered: "I thought I would never see you again."

"It sounds like you're upset."

"Of course I'm sad. I, I just thought I couldn't see you at last, but I was just happy, and you showed up. I'm very, very sad..." Before Cobb finished speaking, the voices of the girls not far away covered him They seem to be discussing the number one idol star in their hearts enthusiastically.

"I can't understand the crazy groupies. Some extremes seem to be willing to die for a stranger on the screen." Cobb said with his mouth full of bread.

"Who is the number one in your heart?" Zhili suddenly asked a strange question. Cobb thought for a while. He replied confidently: "It should be parents and family members."

"And me."

Zhili’s lack of expression and voice change caused Cobb to choke on the bread. He coughed continuously, his face turned red, Zhili handed over the water, and Kobulian took several sips to stop his cough.

"Why should I rank you in my heart?"

"Let your parents and family members go to another space to stay, No.1 is mine."

"Do you want me to be an unfilial son?"

He was saying something difficult to understand again. He has always been like this, but he has never considered his own feelings. Does he say the same to other people?Or just to myself, his expression does not cause any misunderstanding, how to understand is correct, as expected, you should study hard, and when you grow up, will you be able to understand him?

When Cobb recalled it many years later, he wanted to laugh at himself at the beginning. So many emotions and so many evidences showed that he liked Zhili very much at that time. He really liked it. Why did he spend money on it? It took so long to find out.

My previous self was an absolute idiot.