Master Zhili is too difficult to understand

Seven years have passed, and Cobb is now a sophomore.People recall the past with a sense of shame, embarrassment about their own childishness and some thoughts. When did we grow up unconsciously and change unconsciously? Perhaps no one can answer the exact time of this question .

"Hey, I just remembered the guy who sat on the bus platform from time to time in junior high school. I was really stupid at the time, thinking that there would be a deeper and more connotative reason for sitting there. Now that I think about it, it's just because I'm afraid of the heat. Just enjoy the cool air." Cobb opened his eyes on the sofa in the club's exclusive school building, and kicked the chair and stool next to him while talking.

"That was a very strange man indeed."

Cobb sat up from the sofa and looked at the person who was drawing with his back facing him obliquely in front of him: "I'm talking about you! Don't use the tone of talking about others!"

"It turned out to be me." Zhili's inexplicable reaction always makes people very angry. When Cobb was about to take the opportunity to mock him in the past, Zhili turned sideways. No matter how beautiful she is, she will no longer have the illusion that she is a beautiful woman. The current him, how to say, is already above the standard of the protagonist, and he also has the charm of stimulating hormones exclusively for men.When Cobb was still unconvinced by Zhili's growth effect, Zhili said: "Cobb, you not only think about me now, but also about me before. Don't you think about me?" Zhili, with a flat expression that was really just asking a question.

Here it is again, this man will say whatever he has, even if it is something very embarrassing, he will only say it with a disappointing tone and expression, there is no word 'shy' in his dictionary, 'common sense ' The word has no more.

"I, I thought of it by accident."

"You're thinking about me even unconsciously."

"Don't look at me like you're looking at a pervert." Cobb gritted his teeth. After thinking for a few seconds, he handed the pencil in his hand to Cobb and said slowly, "You probably want to collect it too." Something I touched." Cobb grabbed the pencil and threw it on the ground: "I repeat, you heard me clearly, I'm not a pervert!"

"what?"

"I'm not a pervert!"

"what?"

"Don't use this mechanical answer to perfuse me." Cobb fell back on the sofa again, talking to Zhili for a few words will consume his energy for the day, the best way is to ignore him and change the subject.Now that I remember it, it’s okay to ask a question now.

"Hey, Zhili, did you know me before I first spoke to you?"

"do not know."

"Sure enough, then why did you agree to my strange request and ask to be with you the first time I talked to you? It's really strange, and I'm still a boy."

"It's just boring."

This is the most authentic answer, Cobb knows, because Zhili will not beat around the bush to comfort people, he will express what he thinks directly, he will directly say that he likes the people he likes, and he will directly say that he hates the things he hates, He has been living so willfully.Besides, love at first sight is unlikely for the two of them. The reason for his heartbeat at the beginning was because he thought he saw a beautiful woman as a natural reaction, and he didn't fall in love with Zhili at first sight either.

The corner of Cobb’s mouth remained unchanged and he continued: “Then if it wasn’t me who made the request but someone else, you would have agreed.” It might be cruel to ask this question, because I didn’t dare to ask it before, but now Ke Bu Bu felt that he could ask, because that was in the past, and now he was with him.The Zhili he likes, besides his appearance, also has his character, even if this character sometimes causes cruelty, he likes him so, so much, including cruelty, and everything.

"You're not the first to mention it."

"Damn it, I should have guessed that other people would also want to associate with you."

"But you are the first person I promise."

"why?"

"Your expression at that time."

"Looks pathetic?"

"It's pathetic."

"Hey, I already want to hit you." Cobb threatened through his teeth, although he knew that the threat was useless, he heard the sound of Zhili standing up, then the sound of approaching, and then his Voice: "I don't sympathize with poor people, but your expression at that time is the expression I like." His real answer was not so bad, and his heartbeat became irregular again.

"You are really a person who chooses by feeling, cut, anyway, you were just my observation object." Cobb could feel the sofa sinking as he said, and his hand on his eyes was taken away , slowly opened his eyes, Zhili's two legs were straddling his body, and he looked down at him, his voice made the air tremble: "Then the result of the observation came out?"

"Sorry, it's a secret."

"Cobb, I like you."

"Do you think I'll be fooled when you say such things with an expression like you want to lie to me?" Although he didn't want to admit it, Zhili's confession every time was just a tool for him, and he had nothing to do with it. When people without shame get together, their shame will double: "I've wanted to say it for a long time, do you know the importance of 'I like you'?"

"'I like you' and 'come to bed' mean the same thing, it's just that stupid humans like you like to hear the first one."

Holding back, ignoring the words of stupid humans, Cobb took a deep breath and continued to ask: "Excuse me, who taught you?"

"silver."

"I knew it! Forget everything that mother of yours taught!! She's not a normal mother, no, she's not a normal human being, and she's not a normal creature!"

"Ahem" Chu Haoyu stood at the door and cleared his throat. As Cobb's roommate, he not only didn't avoid it, but also stared at Cobb intently. Cobb, who was in an awkward position, was pierced all over by Chu Haoyu's eyes uncomfortable.

"Wait a minute, someone, let me go first, talk about it later." He wanted to break free from under Zhili, Zhili narrowed his eyes, and glanced at Chu Haoyu from the corner of his eyes, as if to send out something A kind of interrupted warning: "Is there anyone? I didn't see it." Chu Haoyu shuddered at that glance: "Yes, there is no one, Cobb, what did you do, you treat me as a human being?" look."

"Don't you even want your self-esteem?!"

Zhili stretched out his hand and turned Cobb's face away: "I said no one, continue."

"etc……"

His lips have a cold touch, which is already familiar to him, but he can't get used to it. He can't help but hold his breath and heartbeat for a second, no matter where his hands are, no matter how he feels at the time, as long as he is kissed He wanted to grab his neckline as soon as he kissed, not wanting to let go.

Will seven years go by too fast? I always thought repetition was boring, but why every time I see you, I want to call your name, Zhili, Zhili, Zhili, Zhili, even though the whole This story is just your name, and I will read it, and now I understand that it is not you who are like the protagonist, but I want you to be my protagonist.

If I go back to the summer 7 years ago, I still want to hold a popsicle of one yuan and fifty cents to block your sight.Don't worry, I still know what reality looks like. As boys, what will you and I face? Maybe another choice will be better, but what does it matter? I will follow the choice I like. If I go In the end, it became a mess and horrible, at least I regretted it at the end, and the other option, I think I would regret it at the beginning.