Sheep become sperm

During the day, Chu Hong gave her the impression of gentleness, soft-spoken, not as tough as other peasant women. Although she went to work in the fields, her skin was clean and fair, and she had never seen her put on makeup. Very comfortable.My biggest hobby is tinkering with food. The craftsmanship is good. If I make too much, I will share it with other neighbors. Sometimes it is strange, that is, when the weather is bad, I will sit under the eaves and look at the door. It may be purely in a daze. It's like waiting for someone.

Seeing that Cheng Qin didn't answer, Chu Hongyuan stomped out the cigarette butt, "If Xiaohong doesn't like it, you can separate."

Cheng Qin looked up at him. Although he didn't say anything, he could see "No" written in his eyes.

Chu Hongyuan thought about it before saying: "This is her hurdle, she can't get over it."

Cheng Qin frowned, "What do you mean?"

Across the road was a supermarket, and the lights inside went out one by one. Finally, the clerk on duty pulled down the roller door and locked it. After finishing everything, he shook his T-shirt and went home.

Chu Hongyuan looked like he couldn't say more, and turned to leave, "You go back first, don't see each other for now."

Cheng Qin strode over and grabbed Chu Hongyuan's clothes, "Please explain clearly."

Chu Hongyuan is used to being strong, seeing Cheng Qin crying, he really can't bear it, he has hidden these secrets for half his life, I don't know why at this time, at this place, there is a desire/hope to have nothing to do with this I have met a few young people who are not close friends, maybe I want to express the throbbing that I have already jumped over, or the sincere feelings between the two of them have softened his hard heart. There is always something to say. Excuses, let him vent, win someone to stand with him to unify their thinking, and jointly define Chu Hong Waiting for someone for so many years is not worth it.

It is said that the two are childhood sweethearts, no one seems to see that there is always a lonely child silently following the girl's eyes behind the backs of the pair, nothing more than an I love you, you love him and you can't ask for it.Growing up, people's hearts have changed, the story is beyond recognition, the one who watched silently is still watching silently, and the girl who was a childhood sweetheart, after all, was really wrong.

Cheng Qin stared at Chu Hongyuan's hesitant eyes, and said again: "Please explain clearly."

Chu Hongyuan sighed and said, "Chu Yang's father is gay."

The author has something to say: a chapter with a lot of information...

☆, heavy rain

"Who?"

"What do you think?" When Chu Hongyuan said these four words, his eyes were cold and filled with killing intent, "Can't you guess?"

Cheng Qin was silent and didn't know the truth of the matter, so what could he say?

This is someone else's family matter, Cheng Qin is only with Chu Yang and got involved a little bit, with his unrecognized status, why should he make irresponsible remarks, or have any right to intervene?

He can only wait, waiting for Chu Hongyuan to speak, but he doesn't know, what's the point of him standing here and listening to people from the past talking about these things, is it for him to understand and let him let go?

Cheng Qin wanted to cover his ears, but he didn't want to listen. The man in front of him had already been defined as a lobbyist by him.

Chu Hongyuan lit his cigarette again, cruelly tearing the prelude to the lobbyist.

Back then, there were too many enemies, and when the wind and rain were turbulent, it was possible to turn the tide, but the result was unexpected and filled with righteous indignation, but the allies who were sworn in Taoyuan became the first knife to split the abyss of betrayal.

Once losing power and failing to retreat bravely, the first to suffer is the family members. When gaining power, the price of unlimited glory is the separation of the wife and children, and the daughter was kidnapped and almost died in Huangquan. At the critical moment, the godson stepped forward to rescue them, and the two were imprisoned. All the physical torture was blocked by the man.

At the end of the road, the person is already unconscious, insane, unable to get what he wants, drugging obscenely, and making a "chaotic/lunatic" video as a threat chip, challenging Chu Hongyuan's bottom line...

After successfully rescuing the two, the so-called brother's brains burst and he left happily, but he planted indelible consequences for the two young people.

Chu Jianguo was willing to be a country man, guarding his one-acre three-point land and retreating with his precious daughter, but found that the new home was about to usher in a new life, but the man was unwilling to go against his heart and knelt for three days , Cut off the gown to judge righteousness.

After all, Chu Jianguo did not kill the killer, either to accumulate virtue for the newcomer, or to care about the relationship between father and son, or because of the love that broke three ribs and blocked two bullets, or he did not say anything about death, or he learned it. Can't force others to make things difficult.

"The instigator is dead, and the past is intertwined. Who can be blamed? Time has passed, and only the victim has left a waiting heart. All the way to the dark, the hurdle that cannot be stepped, the cage that cannot be stepped out , I have been trapped for a lifetime, and the people around me who want to go in are powerless to look at her and follow her."

The sudden ringing of the phone broke the silence at this moment, and pulled Cheng Qin out of the complicated emotions just now.

The phone rang again persistently, but Cheng Qin didn't answer or hang up. He felt that he was a little out of control now.

The lights in the ward went out one by one, and the weather was still sultry, making people breathless and about to cut the throat of the whole city.

Cheng Qin looked at the other party, and it was one thing to have a hunch, but another thing to be sure of it from the other party's mouth.

"Why didn't you tell Chu Yang?"

Chu Hongyuan thought for a while, but finally didn't speak.

Cheng Qin's phone rang several times in succession, and he knew who it was without looking.

Chu Hongyuan said: "Don't meet each other for the time being." After finishing speaking, he turned around and left, leaving behind a stalwart back. When he was waiting for the elevator alone, he looked very lonely.

Cheng Qin flipped through the WeChat, it said

--Did you go back?

——You go back first, I want to accompany my mother tonight.

— nothing will happen.

——With me here, it’s fine.

Cheng Qin sat in the driver's seat exhausted, his eyes were empty.

He wants to do something.

Chu Hong was ill, and she had to think about her body both emotionally and rationally. She couldn't ask the other party for forgiveness and understanding when the other party was hospitalized.

But what about after the other party recovers?

The past that Chu Hongyuan talked about, the secret that had been hidden for a long time was dug out, and when he knew the truth, he still asked the other party to help him, how could he say such a thing?

Cheng Qin couldn't help himself, the feeling of powerlessness and no way out was really bad.

……

Chu Yang looked at his mobile phone from time to time, looking at the blank screen, his heart was in a mess.

Chu Hong fell asleep quietly and calmly, and she didn't wake up when the nurse came to change the dressing.

The nurse wrote a few words on the bottle and put the ballpoint pen in her pocket, "It's the last bottle, call me after you lose."

"OK, thanks."

The nurse observed for a few seconds, saw the corner of the iPad protruding from the side of the pillow, pointed and said, "Put it somewhere else, there is radiation."

Chu Yang took out his iPad and thanked him again.

The ipad is surrounded by a pink screensaver, the shell is made of rabbit fur, and there is a fur ball hanging from one corner.

Chu Yang smiled lightly. His mother was a girlish person. He remembered that when he was a child, his cotton-padded jacket and trousers were all light-colored, and there were many cute animals on them.

A push message lit up on the screen, and it was a video software prompting that the trailer of "Emperor" was online.

Chu Yang opened it with one finger, and the shielded background was a photo, with Chu Hong in the middle, and Wen Wenze and Chu Hongyuan on both sides, exactly the same as what he saw in Chu Hongyuan's office last time.

The playback records in the video software are all movies and TV shows that Wen Wenze participated in or starred in.

Chu Yang flipped through in a daze, and a certain line in his mind slowly connected together, creating an inexplicable emotion.

The door creaked slightly. Seeing Chu Hongyuan coming back alone, Chu Yang looked at Chu Hong and asked in a low voice, "Where's Cheng Qin?"

"gone."

Chu Yang let out an "oh", and put the ipad on another bed, feeling a slight ailment in his heart, which was fleeting.

At this time, there was a sudden sound of footsteps, and there was noise in the quiet corridor at night. A few minutes later, desperate and heartbroken cries tore through the tranquility of the entire inpatient ward.

Chu Hong sat up suddenly, and Chu Yang quickly held her hand, "Mom, are you okay?"

Chu Hong raised her hand to pat her chest, and Chu Hongyuan took a step forward to hold down his infusion hand, "Be careful with the needle."

"It's okay." Chu Hong lay down slowly, then sat up suddenly, "What's going on outside?"

Chu Hongyuan said, "Old Uncle Zhang next door is gone."

Chu Hong sighed leisurely, "Why don't you go over and have a look, they are very nice, please persuade their family members."

Chu Hongyuan nodded and went out again.

The people on this floor are basically seriously ill, and Chu Hong is lucky to be able to earn a living every day. She has a benign tumor on her abdomen.

The surrounding atmosphere became sad, and when Chu Yang lamented the impermanence of the world, he suddenly became frightened, went to hug Chu Hong, and just opened his mouth, two lines of tears came out of his eyes, "Mom, why didn't you tell me you were sick?"

Chu Hong froze for a moment, then froze for two seconds, then patted Chu Yang's back with a smile, "It's okay, everything is fine."

Chu Yang sat back on the stool and wiped his tears with the back of his hand like a child, "I'm sorry."

Chu Hong's heart was sour, and her eyes were red.

Chu Yang sniffled and poured a glass of water for Chu Hong, "Mom, I'm sorry, today... I'm sorry."

"Stop apologizing," Chu Hong waved her hand, "Chu Yang, tell mom that you're going to...be with Cheng Qin in the future?"

Chu Yang pursed his lips, "Mom, why don't we talk about this matter tomorrow? It's late at night, it's time to sleep."

"I don't feel sleepy right now. I slept too much a few days ago." Chu Hong shook her head and sighed, "Now that I wake up, I can't hide things in my heart. We have never chatted before. I didn't expect to chat for the first time. , it turned out to be a major event in your life."

Chu Yang lowered his head, his hands twisted into weird twists nervously, "Mom, I like Cheng Qin."

Chu Hong said: "Cheng Qin is a good boy, is his brother Cheng Tian?"

"Well, they're twins."

Chu Hong remained silent, with lowered eyes, Chu Yang couldn't help but look up at her.

Chu Hong reluctantly hooked the corners of her lips, "Son, I want to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. I won't go back to the countryside for now. I want to live with you for a while, is that okay?"

"Okay, okay," Chu Yang said, "Mom, don't be angry."

"Don't talk, don't talk," Chu Hong waved her hand, "I'd better go to sleep."

Chu Yang tucked in the quilt for her, and at this moment, he found Chu Hong's trembling shoulders, tears streaming down the lines in the corners of his eyes.

Chu Yang panicked and took Chu Hong's hand and held it tightly.

Chu Hong said, "Can you separate from Cheng Qin?"

Chu Yang remained silent, still holding Chu Hong's hand tightly.

Chu Hongyuan watched from the door, and finally sat in the corridor to smoke.

The crying gradually subsided, and the other patients shook their heads and sighed and went back to their own rooms. After a long time, they gradually calmed down.

On the second and third day, Cheng Qin didn't take the initiative to contact Chu Yang.

Chu Yang didn't pick up the arc, but he replied on WeChat—take good care of your mother, I'll go back to my house to see my grandpa.

Chu Yang panicked for no reason, and was absent-minded while eating.

Chu Hong put down her chopsticks and turned down the volume of the TV, "Do you think Cheng Qin?"

Chu Yang blinked and nodded, "He didn't answer my call. He knew you were sick, so he definitely didn't dare to come. He must not be well right now."

Chu Hong said, "Are you so sure? What if he shrinks back?"

Chu Yang shook his head, "No, even if it does, there is a reason."

"why?"

"Mom," Chu Yang put down his chopsticks, "There is always one thing to accomplish in a person's life, what I want to accomplish is to do the job I like, and be with the person I like, who happens to like me. "

Chu Hong looked at a table of dishes, all of which Chu Yang liked, and she couldn't swallow them, so she followed suit.

The advertisement on the movie channel ended and the movie continued to play. It was Wen Wenze’s early award-winning movie. He adjusted his glasses, his eyes were firm, and he said word by word: "Your Excellency, I don’t know if you will go to hell, but I will definitely, I will To hell with the broken alliance."

Chu Hong looked at it seriously, as if she didn't look at it again, but suddenly dark clouds filled the house, the wind was strong, and there were lightning and thunder.

Chu Hong said to herself, "It's finally going to rain."

Chu Yang followed her words and turned to the window, the hot weather was finally going to pass for a short time because of a violent storm.

Chu Hong turned off the TV, and she said, "Chu Yang, your uncle is not your uncle."

The author has something to say: It’s really good to finish this chapter...

☆, staggered

There was half a plate of deep-fried octopus left on the table, and Cheng Shuang picked up a piece, crispy on the outside and tender on the inside. Isn’t it her mother-in-law who sells melons and sells them to herself? She has never eaten pork or seen a pig go away. The level of cooking is still very good, but "Hairtail Essence" has not performed well today, and has not yet "swept away thousands of troops".

Chu Yang didn't make calls anymore, and he didn't have WeChat anymore, but there were some messages about fried octopus mixed in the private messages on Weibo, asking if he was there?Can we talk?

Cheng Qin didn't reply, he wasn't in that mood.

"Eat?" Cheng Mengtian pushed the dish towards Cheng Qin, and said, "Cheng Shuang made it, hurry up and eat something, it will be cold in a while."

Cheng Qin let out an "oh" and lazily poked at the golden fried skin of the hairtail, not intending to taste it at all. How disgusting is this attitude?

Cheng Mengtian filled a bowl of soup and pushed it in front of Cheng Qin. Seeing that he was lost and slightly entangled, he shook his head and sighed and went to the living room to watch TV.

The chopsticks between Cheng Shuangshuang's fingers were just about to hit the plate when she reflexively remembered what Cheng's mother had said - knocking on the bowl won't eat anything.Instead, she said "Hey", and seeing the person opposite raised her eyelids to look at her, she said, "If you miss Chu Yang, you can go find him."

Cheng Qin's eyelids drooped again, his chin propped up, not knowing what to think.

After Cheng Qin came back from a loss that day, he sat in the room like a Taoist priest who devoted himself to cultivation, locked in the room for a long time.Cheng Shuang was very worried, and instantly reminded her of the time when Cheng Qin was autistic.

The girl didn't go to parties, she didn't shop online, she just followed Cheng Qin around.

Cheng Qin was "followed" and really had no choice but to know that the other party cared about him, so he comforted Cheng Shuang, saying that he was fine, just thinking.Cheng Shuang was soft-spoken, threatening and intimidating, coquettish and quick-eyed, and had a long talk with the other party, and finally got the ins and outs of the matter from the other party's mouth.

Even Cheng Shuang, who had a big heart, seemed to swallow a hard-boiled egg raw, choking and speechless for a long time.

Cheng Shuang angrily dug rice and stuffed it into his mouth, anxiously turned into an appetite, his cheeks puffed up like a hamster, and said vaguely: "People call you and you don't answer them, and you don't go to them. How can there be someone like you? What happened in my previous life, when it comes to the two of you in Datian, let me tell you, you, especially you, just think too much. Chu Yangfang doesn’t know how to worry about it. My mother is sick, and my boyfriend Didn't send charcoal in the snow, tide over difficulties together, throw stones into the well, don't answer the phone, no comfort, no reassurance, doesn't this add to the chaos..."

Cheng Qin: "..."

Cheng Shuang seemed to be choking, and took two mouthfuls of the soup in front of Cheng Qin, "Look at you, you look like a coward, stretching out your head and retracting your head is also a knife, that outsider makes you disappear if you don't see him, you What about the usual aura? If there is a problem, let’s solve it, you have to solve it, and make Lin Daiyu look like she is dying at home, what are you doing?"

"Chu Yang is so much younger than you, are you tolerant? You are old and restrain your emotions, you are old and bold...Hey, have you listened again?"

"Yes," Cheng Qin put down his chopsticks and stood up in a panic, "You are right, I have to go find Chu Yang."

Cheng Shuang stood up and went to the utility room to get him an umbrella. It was raining heavily outside.

"Brother, I didn't scare you. You always don't contact people, and you give them sexual/cold replies. I know you are thinking of a way. What if Chu Yang thinks too much? That bear child has no father since he was a child, a child from a single-parent family Mostly sensitive... why are you rubbing your breasts?"

"Stop talking, I'm in so much pain here," Cheng Qin punched his chest, and hugged Cheng Shuang tightly, "Thank you, Xiao Shuang, I'm confused, I shouldn't be like this, I You can’t let Chu Yang say forever, it’s okay, with me, I said I have something to face together, I can’t be so silent.”

"That's right, that's right, that's it, go now," Cheng Shuang said, "I think you will be fine, people with a good heart, life will not be too bad."

Cheng Qin didn't know what he thought of, turned around and ran to his bedroom, his body was windy, and he took the rice bowl off the table, with a "pop", the good bone china died young.

Cheng Mengtian looked from the living room to the dining room, "What's wrong?"

Cheng Qin said, "It's okay, I dropped a bowl."

"Sui Sui is safe," Cheng Mengtian said, "Xiao Shuang, tidy up."

Cheng Shuang pouted, thinking, why do I have to work everywhere?

She slapped Cheng Qin on the arm, "Why are you in such a hurry, it's going to rain outside, I dare not let you go out like this."

Cheng Qin flicked Cheng Shuang's forehead, turned around and walked quickly to the bedroom, packed the cards and papers in the drawer into a file bag, passed by the restaurant, kissed Cheng Shuang, said hello to Cheng Mengtian, and slammed the door away.

Cheng Mengtian returned to the restaurant and asked, "Is he looking for Chu Yang?"

"Well, the matter has to be resolved," Cheng Shuang put the broken tiles into the dustpan, "I've never seen him be so cowardly."

Cheng Mengtian will clear the dining table, "You are young and don't understand. The more you care about things, the more likely you will be disabled. When you don't find a solution, you have to stay put. Besides, Chu Hong has to solve her own demons."

Cheng Shuang "cut", "I don't care so much. Whoever dares to touch my heaven, I will poke his back. I buy the shoes myself. I just need to wear them comfortably. Whether it is ugly or beautiful, cheap or expensive, I don't care." What about you, why is that Chu Yuan named so annoying? Why are the two of them getting involved? Aunt Hong didn’t make a statement. He defined it first, which is really enough.”

Cheng Mengtian patted her head and smiled dotingly, "What do you mean, are you a vitality girl? No, you're a bitch, if you put it directly in Gongdou TV series, you won't survive two episodes."

Cheng Shuang was dumbfounded, "Wow, old man, you are amazing."

……

On Cheng Qin's way to Chu Yang's house again, Chu Yang picked up the car keys on the porch and slammed the door out.

Chu Hong was startled, and hurriedly followed and grabbed Chu Yang's clothes, "Yangyang, where are you going?"

Chu Yang didn't answer, and strode towards the parking space with a sullen face.

"Chu Yang, these are all my problems." Chu Hong pulled Chu Yang to prevent him from taking a step forward, "Son, let's talk again."

The strong wind whistling, rolled up the fine stones and dust on the ground, hit the face with pain, poured it into his mouth and gritted his teeth, Chu Yang couldn't open his eyes, "Mom, please go back, please give me some time , please let me digest it, okay?"

The phrase "Can I do it" was full of pleading, firmness, and some hurt and grievances.

Chu Hong let go of her hand, her lips trembled, and finally said, "Mom loves you."

Some complex emotions were about to burst out of his eyes, Chu Yang took a deep breath intermittently, turned his head and left.

Seeing him flying away in the dust, Chu Hong felt as if her stooped body was about to take time out. She lost her beauty when she was a young girl, and suddenly became old. In a few years, she would be a shriveled little old lady.

She insisted on having this child at first, but it was just a thought at first. When he grew up, she realized that the mother, a job that cannot be resigned, didn't seem to be doing very well. She didn't give her son a complete home. I don't think much, I don't want much, I just want my son to live a normal life, study, study, graduate, work, marry a wife, have children...

Thunder rolled in the sky, and a white light flashed, splitting the sky.

Chu Hong woke up suddenly.

If she really followed the route she hoped for, would there be another person like her in the world, and what kind of situation would her son be in?

After Chu Yang ran through two red lights, he regretted it a little, and it was rare for him to take the time to figure out how many points he would deduct.

He parked the car on the side of the road, and the bean-heavy rain fell from the sky, and then it seemed as if someone had overturned the basin, soaking the entire ground in an instant.

All dust settled.

The wipers are working dedicatedly, making a faint sound, echoing the splashing rain, singing and singing together, portraying the loneliness in the car so delicately.

Such a ghostly weather really makes people want to cry.

After Chu Yang listened to what Chu Hong said about the past, for a moment, he felt that there was a miasma of darkness around him. To suck him into the abyss of eternal doom, he needed to absorb air, break the door and go out to vent his depression.

All angry, shocked, wronged, sad, sad, all kinds of things, what can be said, what can’t be said, like an overturned five-flavored bottle, like a fast-forward silent movie, what you want, what you don’t want Yes, pour all your brains into your brain, see all kinds of life, and taste all the ups and downs.

It's not that there is no father, it's just that that person...maybe he doesn't really want to recognize him.

The sweltering weather finally eased, and the downpour finally arrived as promised.

What are you doing out there?Where to go, who to go to?Or questioning, or complaining, or arguing, or simply having a rough fight.

But is it over?

I really miss Cheng Qin, I really miss it.

Chu Yang took out his phone and suddenly thought: Chu Hongyuan knew the inside story, and he must have said everything after going on for so long that day.

Cheng Qin didn't answer the phone all the time, and only replied to ask him to take good care of his mother. Is he... going to shrink back?

Now that a certain relationship has "escalated", is he unable to face it and wants to hide?

Chu Yang gripped the phone tightly—no way!There are no doors.

At the rear crossroads, the time delay of traffic lights in four directions, the rainy night, the empty road, no one noticed. A Foton light truck is speeding from west to east, pinching the last few seconds, while a Regal is going from south to north, at the end of the green light. A few seconds to prepare to cross the intersection, do not want to wait for the next red light.

On a rainy night, the two parties had a car accident without accident.

Regal was knocked into the air by the force of gravity, spinning in a circle uncontrollably and hitting the Phaeton that just started by the side of the road.

The author has something to say: There is a foreshadowing in front of it, but it is not clearly stated. The little angels are so shocked, they are almost scared to death.

This week ends.

☆, after the catastrophe

A green young man stood at the intersection of a noisy and bustling street.

On the cross streets, the roads stretching infinitely from east to west, from east to west, he was at a loss as he watched the heavy traffic, the passers-by from south to north, like a cloud of air, no one noticed.

The young man was a little tired from standing, and wanted to rest on the bench by the street. Just as he was about to move, he realized that he couldn't move his feet. He stretched out his hands, and he could clearly see the underground stone road through the scars on his palms.

Soul?dead?

He floated to the bench and sat down slowly, not knowing where he was going, or even who he was, if someone gave him a cup of warm coffee, he thought he could quietly watch the people who shuttled back and forth all day.

Someone called Cheng Qin, endlessly, but no one answered, not like looking for someone, more like calling Hun'er, he searched around, the anxious voice came from nowhere, it sounded very close, And far away.

All of a sudden, the handsome men and women around, old people and children, dressed in colorful clothes, became distorted and twisted clockwise like a nest, buried at the end of the world by a powerful attraction.

Everything was quiet, and the boy's eyes were filled with white light.

When he opened his eyes, someone seemed to be pressing his head, and it sounded in his ear: "I'm sorry, mayor, it's because my son is not good enough to hurt your son, please raise your hand..."

The words were very clear, but it was just listening clearly, numbly, like an outsider, watching with cold eyes, the heart beating normally, without any ups and downs...

The remaining remaining value seems to be for others, so it doesn't matter, just take it.Like a walking corpse, the young man closed his eyes, as if he saw his inner demon, but also didn't seem to see it.

Not interesting.

Outside the house, the sky is clear and the water is clear, the grass is long and warblers are flying, and the light yellow winter jasmine is wafting an elegant fragrance. A big fat bird, so round that you can't see its feet, tilts its head and chirps at him.

Someone knocked on the window, persevering.

The teenager is insensitive, without any desire/desire in his heart.

Brother Big Chengzi, Brother Big Chengzi...

Are you calling him?

Uncle Cheng——

The boy's heart was finally a little sick.

Floating over, opening the window, I saw a little boy with messy hair, holding a piece of unwrapped chocolate that looked like a low-quality product, with a pair of beautiful deer eyes open as if offering treasures, as if he wanted to give the world's most Good things poured out, no complaints or regrets.

The clear eyes are like the warm spring water in winter that instantly fills up a dry stream, trickling to the river, to the lake, to the sea.

The little boy has gradually changed his appearance, his hair has grown, his head has grown taller, and his body has become stronger. The only thing that remains the same is his firm eyes. Through those bright eyes, he can see the heart that never gives up.

"Uncle Cheng, let's go home."

Yes, go home, there is a sheep waiting for him at home.

The dog hasn’t been bought yet, the real estate certificate hasn’t been renamed and transferred, the house hasn’t been handed over to him for safekeeping, the two haven’t attended the autograph session, haven’t seen the trailer for “Conquering the Demon” yet, and “Shen Ding” hasn’t finished yet, then A good life hasn't started yet, he is that silly and black-bellied male god, how can he just walk away without saying anything? !

Slightly opened his eyes, the dawn after the rain was particularly eye-catching, his half-closed eyes slowly focused, searched, explored, met that reassuring and drowning gaze, and finally pulled out a trace that was barely visible radians.

"Doctor, doctor," Chu Yang said with a bruised nose and a swollen face, and a bloody opening above his forehead. He staggered towards the door in a panic, his voice was weak but powerful, "Doctor, he's awake, awake."

Two white coats came over after hearing the sound, pinching Cheng Qin's eyelids, listening to his heart and lungs...

Chu Yang limped and stood on the side, leaning over, feeling anxious inside.

After the doctor's examination, he made a clinical summary, gave the nurse a few words and looked at Chu Yang, "Hey? You are in the ordinary ward next door, why did you run here? You have a slight concussion, go back and lie down and rest."

Chu Yang nodded absent-mindedly, his left ear was listening to the right ear, and his eyes were looking directly at the hospital bed. Typical absent-mindedness, the doctor wanted to say something, but was called away by another anxious doctor, who gave him a nod before leaving.

The heart monitor in the room made a uniform "didi" sound.

When the nurse turned around to get the medicine, she almost stepped on Chu Yang's injured foot, "You are also sick, go and rest."

Chu Yang pursed his lips and did not move. The person on the bed was worrying. He was afraid that if he turned around and closed his eyes, something unexpected would happen to that person.

Seeing his appearance, the nurse tentatively said, "Are you the driver who caused the accident?"

Only then did Chu Yang realize that someone was talking to him, and he said "Ah?" a little too late.

The nurse comforted: "It's okay, it's out of danger, don't worry, you're also a sick patient, a mild concussion is no joke, go back and rest quickly, you're still in the observation period."

"Sister, I am not the perpetrator, can I be here?" Chu Yang blinked, looking a little pitiful, and said loudly, "I am his lover."

The nurse who was dispensing the medicine paused, and the needle was almost stuck in her hand. She turned her head to look at Cheng Qin, and confirmed that the flat chest was a man. She turned her eyes and looked at him to confirm that the gender was the same, and finally smiled intimately, " Then you sit over there and watch, okay, you will disturb me if you wander around here."

Chu Yang nodded, and was about to go over there obediently, but turned back and asked uncertainly: "He's really awake, isn't he?"

The nurse nodded and said, "Well, he's awake and out of danger, but he's injured too badly and is a little weak."

Chu Yang took a deep breath, the tension seemed to be loosened a little, and then he felt dizzy, and slowly moved to the stool behind to relieve his breath, "I thought it was my illusion, I thought he couldn't wake up. .”

The nurse smiled again, ignored him, changed to a serious face, and pushed the prepared medicine into the infusion set. After she finished all this, she held the medicine tray and explained a few words to Chu Yang, and slowly fell in love with him. Go to the door of the ward.

Cheng Qin seemed unable to move his whole body, and he couldn't speak even with the oxygen mask on. He could move his fingers slightly, but it took a lot of effort. Only the window of his soul was like a wheel, floating up and down, left and right, and moving freely within a controllable range.

Cheng Qin really woke up.

Chu Yang moved over and sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the gauze and instruments all over his body, unable to do anything.

Cheng Qin seemed to know that the other party wanted to touch him, so he winked at him.

Chu Yang stretched out a hand trembling, and gently covered the back of Cheng Qin's hand. After testing the other party's temperature, he finally let out a sigh of relief.

In the past, when she cried once, she knew that Cheng Chengqin felt shy in her arms, but now she doesn't shy away from it.

Probably too scary.

Chu Yang cried like a bear, with a strong nasal voice, and said, "Don't try to hide from me!"

Cheng Qin's eye circles turned red, and he tried his best to cover Chu Yang's finger with the hand with the needle inserted, but he didn't have the strength to hold it tightly.

He wanted to say, I will not hide from you, I will hold you well.

Chu Yang understood Cheng Qin's intentions, and raised his hand to wipe away one line of nose and two lines of tears. Seeing that Cheng Qin's eyes were a little crooked, he suddenly felt that he was being laughed at, so he deliberately blacked out, "Don't laugh!"

Cheng Qin's eyes were even more crooked, and his fingers were a little tighter, trying to please the other party with all the strength he had just accumulated.

Then, Chu Yang saw Cheng Qin crying.

The tears in the corners of the eyes flowed silently, bursting out of the eyes one after another, like a lover who had been parted for many years, and like crying with joy after being reborn.

Chu Yang wiped away his tears, curled his lips, "Don't cry, isn't it embarrassing?"

Cheng Qin watched affectionately, his eyes turned as if to draw attention to his current situation, and his eyebrows were slightly furrowed to the naked eye.

He is worried about his body, whether it is missing arms, whether it is missing legs, whether it is disfigured, whether there will be scars on the body, and there are already two on the palm of his hand. In case there are other places, especially the buttocks, he will drive in the future What can I do if I have a shadow in my heart?

Chu Yang smiled and rubbed his pinky finger, knowing of course the other party's flamboyant intestines, "Cheng Qin, if you are limping, I will be your leg, if you have no arm, I will be your arm, if you are injured Brain, I am your brain..."

Cheng Qin threw a pair of equal signs at the other party, and silently withdrew his little finger.

Damn, is it a kiss, can't you hope for him a little bit?

Chu Yang also felt that his "cursing" confession was a bit stupid. This was not a mild concussion, but a severe brain damage.

"I'm sorry, I'm incoherent," Chu Yang patted himself on the head as punishment, "I just want to say, I like you no matter what you look like, I will guard you, no one can take you away, I will follow you He is begging for his life, if you bother me in the future, you have to look at me, you can hit me, you can scold me, but you can't leave me, if you drive away, I will really make you lack arms and legs, and I will lock you up cao Die you...uh..."

That weak slap made this manly man with a mild concussion throw up physiologically.

Cheng Qin: "..."

Cheng Qin rolled his eyes, as if he was going to faint again, the atmosphere was so good, Chu Yang's confession made him excited all over, and he was listening with great enthusiasm

——The other party vomited!

Have you calculated the shadow area in his heart? !

Chu Yang retched a few times, his face was pale, Cheng Qin stared at him anxiously.

Chu Yang slowed down for a while, it seemed that people's will is still quite strong, he said: "I want to be with you, forever!"

Cheng Qin's mouth made a mouth shape inside the oxygen mask.

--"it is good!"

Then, his little finger took the initiative to hook Chu Yang's little finger, just like the little kid holding chocolate candy promised him that he would teach him to draw in the future, waiting for him, going to a university with him, and becoming a family together. famous painter.

The hook is hanged, and it is not allowed to change for 100 years. Whoever wants to change is a big villain!

Two promising young men, whose combined age is over half a hundred, are like two idiots, shedding tears for the rest of their lives.

None of them are perfect.

The pain of youth, the pain of being abandoned, the coldness of a bowl of uneven water, the hard work of silently licking the hurt after being ridiculed by the group.Fortunately, Chu Yang's persistence, Cheng Qin