[Full-time fan Ye Huang] Heart of Glory

"Now, do you still think I'm being too sensitive?" Ye Xiu hung up the phone and looked at Han Wenqing with burning eyes.

Han Wenqing didn't speak, his eyebrows furrowed into a ball.

"Lao Ye, I know what you're thinking, but do you know what you're thinking right now?"

"know."

"The explosion in reincarnation was no joke."

"I'm not joking. If not, then how do you explain that when Samsara exploded seven years ago, Zhou Zekai appeared in Blue Rain as the only survivor after the alliance disbanded and the teams became independent?"

Han Wenqing was speechless.

"In addition to Huang Shaotian and Lu Hanwen, two obviously special artificial intelligence organisms...Old Han, although it is only speculation, but if our direction is wrong, he, Yu Wenzhou, must also give us a reasonable explanation."

"Excuse me, which one of you is Huang Shaotian's family member?" Accompanied by the voice of inquiry, a female nurse knocked on the door twice, and opened the door to enter.

"He." Han Wenqing pointed at Ye Xiu.

"Basic repairs have been completed on the injured, you can go over now."

"Go ahead, don't think too much." Han Wenqing patted Ye Xiu's shoulder and said.

"Well, I know, then I'll go first."

Ye Xiu and Han Wenqing nodded, followed the nurse to a separate small single room, pushed open the door, and saw Huang Shaotian sitting on the bed listening to the female doctor like a child making a mistake, a hint of hesitation appeared in the corner of Ye Xiu's eyes. A smile that I didn't even notice.

"The family members are here?" The doctor who noticed the two turned to the door and asked, Huang Shaotian also turned his head when he heard the words, and when he saw Ye Xiu, he immediately put on an expression of "I'm fine, don't worry".

"He is basically fine, but he needs to stay in the hospital for two days for observation. Because it is a special model, if you are not satisfied with the texture of the surface, please take him back to the original factory for a second repair." The female doctor walked to Ye Next to Xiu, with the dissatisfaction from the previous corridor still on his face, he handed over the inspection report in his hand and continued, "If he is not a combat type, don't let him do some dangerous things. This time the damage is only two Injury to the core chip, not everyone, every time can have such good luck. No matter what kind of existence they are, you chose him, out of obligation, please be responsible to him.” Said After finishing, she took the nurse and left the room without looking back.

"That doctor is really murderous... I will train you after the training, but the technique is not very good, it is far worse than Jingxi and the others!" Huang Shaotian said to himself, and moved his body to the head of the bed , to give up half of the position.

Ye Xiu sat down next to Huang Shaotian, his eyes wandering around his chest and shoulders.

"let me see."

"Ah? What are you looking at?" Huang Shaotian sat there in a daze before he could react. Ye Xiu had already stretched out his hand and tore off the buttons of his jacket, exposing two shocking metal weld marks on his chest and shoulders.

Ye Xiu frowned, Huang Shaotian put his hand on his hand reassuringly, and said, "I'm fine, really."

"I shouldn't have let you go to the streets alone." Ye Xiu gently placed Huang Shaotian's left hand on his side, pulled his jacket up, and buttoned it one by one.

Seeing his gloomy expression, Huang Shaotian raised his smile and said, "Oh, look at me, I'm still alive and kicking, we'll go home right away, it's because they made a big fuss! I'm from the captain, how can I be so Fragile!"

When he heard the word "Captain", Ye Xiu's brows that had been stretched just now frowned again.Sensing that Ye Xiu was in a bad mood, Huang Shaotian put away his smile and leaned towards him.

"what happened?"

"Today... Lao Han pulled out an accident file from six years ago, which reminded me of something..."

Ye Xiu told Huang Shaotian everything in detail, and Huang Shaotian sat beside him and listened quietly, listening to him talk about that self-enclosed memory, listening to the past between him and Su Muqiu, listening to the relationship between him and him all the time. The investigation of that incident, the existence of anti-alliance organizations, and his outspoken suspicion of Yu Wenzhou were also heard.

After Ye Xiu finished speaking, he lit a cigarette. Huang Shaotian, who hadn't said a word the whole time, opened the bedside drawer, took out an ashtray and put it beside him.

"Why are you telling me this? You don't even hide your suspicions about the captain."

"I promised you that no matter what happens, I will never hide or lie to you. And... I think I should tell you."

"Tell me, and then? What reply do you want from me?"

"I didn't expect any reply from you, I just thought you should know this."

"Really...then you know? For me, Blue Rain is my home, they are all my family members, the captain... is the one who gives me life and allows me to meet you. If you If you think there is something wrong with them, if you think there is something wrong with artificial intelligence, then... how do you see me now?"

Seeing that Ye Xiu was silent, Huang Shaotian moved from the bed to the side of the bed, and sat down side by side with Ye Xiu, with his legs swaying slightly.

"It doesn't matter what you told me about Su Muqiu just now, whether he made you hate artificial intelligence, or even your doubts about the captain, I...don't care, as long as I'm with you...you don't care about that People have deep feelings, and I will leave space for you; you hate artificial intelligence, and I can keep the level of communication with you that is acceptable to you; you doubt the captain... I will accompany you to ask him to clarify. As long as you Believe me."

When Huang Shaotian said this, his dangling legs stopped swinging, he turned his head to look at Ye Xiu, and asked, "Then Ye Xiu, do you... believe me?"

Ye Xiu didn't answer directly, he extinguished two-thirds of the lit cigarette in the ashtray, and said, "Shaotian, artificial intelligence is created by human beings, but why can it produce emotions beyond its own settings? "

For Ye Xiu's evasion, Huang Shaotian's clear eyes flashed with sadness.

"Why do you think that artificial intelligence can't have feelings? If God gave me a human body and a human heart, would I be able to have emotions unscrupulously? Wouldn't you be so entangled and sad? Or say ...whether he's an AI or a human, you love him. But I can't?"

"It has nothing to do with him!" Ye Xiu's voice suddenly raised two volumes, "I have never compared you with him in my heart, never! What's more, I don't even have his feelings... .”

"What? Don't you understand, no matter whether he met you by accident or by arrangement, when he said he was not Su Muqiu after a day of dating, he was protecting you! Whether it was emotionally or physically. ..he can only give you so much...Su Muqiu who can only give you for one day, but can't accompany you to go on, so he refuses to admit his identity, and doesn't want to cause you any second harm. His feelings for you It's true, me too! He finally said sorry to you, sorry for not being able to stay with you all the time..."

"do not talk..."

"I'm sorry that his death made you persistent until now..."

"Enough, stop talking..."

"I'm sorry for cheating you, I'm sorry for letting you see him in the end, right..."

"Enough, Shaotian, stop talking!"

Ye Xiu stood up emotionally, and the ashtray on the bed fell to the ground with a clang.Suddenly, the whole room fell into silence.

"I... don't mean anything else, I just hope you can..."

"Young days."

"Ok?"

"You just finished the repairs, take a good rest. The doctor... didn't you say that you have to stay in the hospital for observation for two days, and I will pick you up then."

"Hmm..." Huang Shaotian looked at Ye Xiu's turned back, and responded softly, but the disappointment and sadness that could not be concealed flashed in his eyes.

After Ye Xiu left, Huang Shaotian jumped out of bed and picked up the ashtray on the floor and put it on the bedside table, then pulled out a few tissues from the tissue box on the top of the cabinet to clean up the ash on the floor.Suddenly, the night when he left Ye Xiu and returned to Blue Rain, the scene of him tidying up the living room where the dining table was overturned by himself was repeated before his eyes. His movement of wiping the floor slowly stopped, and the thin paper towel was wrinkled and deformed in his hands.

Why don't you believe me...why don't you answer my question head-on!

You told me that the captain and the people from Lan Yu cannot be trusted, you think there is something wrong with Xiao Lu's accident, you even suspect that the encounter between me and you and everything up to now are part of their plan to break through the bottleneck of the experiment...

I admit it's a bit overwhelming, but all of this, all of it!I can also not care!

As long as you are there...

But how can you deny the person who gave me life and the meaning of my existence, deny my home, my brother and my family, deny all the important people around me so far. Also exclude yourself...deny the feelings between us...?

I don't care whether the opportunity for us to meet is artificial or accidental, whether it has the captain's purpose or not!

What is the past, what is the cause and effect...

Can't fall in love with you if you are given a certain purpose?

We met and got together!Can't it work!

Why do they want me to bear their purpose...

why...don't believe me...

Huang Shaotian's hand clutching the tissue trembled slightly, the suffocation feeling worse than when a dagger was inserted into his chest made him squat down on the ground in pain, a few bean-sized tears fell on the floor, and became a ball with the scattered soot.

This is... tears?

Huang Shaotian looked at the water stains on the ground with some surprise, and stroked the corners of his eyes.

Heh, how ridiculous... As an artificial intelligence, I would cry...?

Artificial intelligence is a life-like body without a heart, without redundant emotions, and without independent thinking and action.

But I think when I am alone, feel at ease and warm when holding hands with him, feel impulsive when hugged and kissed by him, feel jealous and sad when I hear his persistent feelings for others, and feel that he is hiding himself When you don't trust, you will lose and suffer, and now...you will cry.

I have all the things that artificial intelligence does not have, but I don't have the heart that human beings should have.

"You are not a simple program. You have your own thinking and emotions. Maybe you are not mature enough yet, but I always hope that you can grow and live in the way you want."

Yu Wenzhou's words rang in Huang Shaotian's ears, he straightened his body and slowly sat up, leaning on the side of the bed that was about to reach his neck.

If the price of growing up is suffering and losing everything I have ever used, I would rather be just an ordinary artificial intelligence, a machine that only needs to act and respond according to the program.

I don't even know what I am now...

Who will accept me?

Who will believe me?

I...

Again, who to believe.

Huang Shaotian hugged his legs tightly and curled up into a ball, tears soaking his sleeves little by little.