[Full-time fan Ye Huang] Heart of Glory

"Lao Ye, do you know what you have changed the most these years?"

"Tell me." Ye Xiu said, lighting a cigarette himself.

"You like to apologize more than before." Han Wenqing didn't look at Ye Xiu, and took another puff of the cigarette in his hand. "The former Ye Xiu was confident, strong, and fearless. Although he occasionally showed weakness or retreated, he was always temporarily subdued in order to seek a more secure victory."

"Hehe, who is still young and vigorous?"

"I don't know what changed you. All these years... people respect your choices and lifestyle, we believe you have your story and reasons. But now the development of things... you really want to be like this Do you want to continue? It should be time to regain your status as a king. Even if it's for Huang Shaotian."

When he heard the word "Huang Shaotian", Ye Xiu's finger holding the cigarette trembled, and he said helplessly, "I don't know, I'm... in a mess right now."

Han Wenqing glanced at the cowhide file in Ye Xiu's hand as if he understood what was happening, and said, "Then at least, tell me your story and reason." He stubbed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray on the table, and turned to Ye Xiu , with unusually firm eyes, "I must know."

"Heh, you're still the same, as long as you're involved with Zhang Xinjie, you won't back down at all." Ye Xiu smiled and took a puff of his cigarette.He looked at the smoke in the air, his eyes were a little blurred.

"It all started 14 years ago... Mucheng has an older brother named Su Muqiu. After getting along for a long time, we developed feelings and became lovers. That day, Muqiu and I went to choose gifts for Mucheng. When he was in a car accident in order to save a robot pet, there was no rush to rescue him. Both Mucheng and I suffered a lot, but no matter how sad it was... we still have to live, not to mention I have to take care of Mucheng. Orange, so I forced myself to cheer myself up."

"14 years ago? But isn't this accident report from six years ago?"

"That's right... because just the night before Mu Qiu's burial, his body disappeared. I took Mu Cheng's emotions into account and didn't tell her. Instead, I buried him in an empty coffin in secret. Of course, paper is impossible. In the end, Mucheng found out, but this is something for later. It was also in that year that Mucheng and I joined the alliance and entered Excellent Era. As the intelligence organization of the alliance, Excellent Era naturally has many unique and high-quality talents. I began to use the alliance's resource network to investigate Mu Qiu's affairs. Inadvertently, I found out the existence of an anti-alliance organization, and it happened that I was arranged to carry out a campaign against them in the second year."

"Is that the operation you asked me to investigate?"

"Yes, 'FLM-QJ-013'. I originally wanted to use that action to conduct a more in-depth investigation, but the sudden change in Excellent Era forced me to leave the alliance. By chance, I reorganized Xingxin, Continue to investigate from some wild paths."

"I remember you brought Xingxin back to the alliance, right after...the reincarnation exploded?"

"Yes, Excellent Era disbanded, Samsara exploded, and the only two intelligence organizations in the alliance experienced changes one after another. I took this opportunity to return with Xingxin. As the only intelligence organization in the alliance, I can use more intelligence organizations than I have come into contact with before. Resources continue to track down."

"Tsk...you really are an infatuated species."

"Come on! You are not qualified to say anything about me in this regard."

Han Wenqing smiled noncommittally, and said, "I remember you left the alliance suddenly... six years ago, right? Is it because of something?"

"That day... I just finished a mission and was on vacation. I met a man who looked exactly like Mu Qiu." Speaking of this, Ye Xiu stopped to take a puff of cigarette, and continued, "He said, I admit my mistake He is not Su Muqiu, but I stubbornly tried my best to let him stay with me for a day. Can you understand? The kind of person you have been looking for for eight years is now in front of your eyes, and the lover you thought was dead is alive. The feeling of standing in front of you..."

"Well, I can understand." Han Wenqing substituted Zhang Xinjie and nodded without hesitation.

"In the end he agreed and agreed to date me for a day. However, during this day of getting along, I became more and more sure that he was Su Muqiu. How could there be someone who happened to look exactly the same, even with the same scars caused by accidents? ...I don't believe it anyway, but since he kept denying it, we got into some arguments, and then..."

"Then?"

"Then a van rushed over, he pushed me away, he was knocked out several meters by the car, and stopped when he hit a street light on the side of the road. When I ran over, I found out that he was an artificial intelligence... At that time, the various facilities in that area were not as developed as they are now. The hospital did not have a special repair department, nor did it have a 120 line for artificial intelligence. What should I do, just when I was about to call Wenzhou, he grabbed my hand, said sorry to me, and then...lost the function." Ye Xiu took a deep drag on the cigarette and twisted the butt In the ashtray.

"That person is Su Muqiu?"

"Well, that smile and tone of voice...I won't admit it."

"So this is the core reason why you have resisted artificial intelligence all these years?"

"I think it should be... Originally, I didn't have a good impression of pseudo-life forms like artificial intelligence. After this happened, although I didn't want to face it and closed this memory myself, but deep in my heart The subconscious at the place is always brooding about it, and I guess it is because of this subconscious that I have more resistance to artificial intelligence."

"Self-enclosed..." Han Wenqing murmured softly, and suddenly looked at Ye Xiu, "Then your state these years can explain it."

"how?"

"You don't know? All patients who are self-enclosed will cause other body functions to have a joint reaction, such as a dull mind and slow response." Han Wenqing said solemnly.

"Fuck off! Old Han, do you know how to chat?" Ye Xiu gave Han Wenqing an annoyed look.

"It's not the first day you know me." Han Wenqing replied nonchalantly.

He watched Ye Xiu light another cigarette silently, and said seriously, "Then what are you going to do now?"

"Didn't I just say that, I don't know..." Ye Xiu frowned and took a puff of his cigarette, "This incident had a huge impact on me. That's right, I used to be confident and strong , fearless, I think that as long as I am strong enough, everything can be solved, if there is any problem that cannot be solved, it is just because I am not strong enough. This is my firm belief, and it is this belief that makes me The stronger and stronger, Excellent Era, Xingxin, as long as I think, nothing is impossible. But you have to know, the supporter behind this belief is him, Su Muqiu...I can't even protect the person I love the most, strong Shit! He fell in front of me again and made me start to feel scared. I don’t know if it’s because I stumbled upon something. I don’t know if someone close to me will suffer the same or even worse. harm..."

"But it shouldn't be enough for you to disband Xingxin and withdraw from the alliance." Han Wenqing said firmly.

"That's right." Ye Xiu hung most of the ashes in his hand, and knocked the crumbling cigarette on the ashtray twice, "It took about three or four days, I recovered from this emotion, determined to To investigate the truth. I thought that what he brought me was only emotional fluctuations, but soon I found out that I was wrong. Su Muqiu, he was my strong and fearless spiritual pillar back then, but he was also the blow that drove me into the abyss. I I think artificial intelligence is scary. During the day we got along, I couldn't feel that he was not human. I didn't feel it back then. How about before? Is he not, or is it just that I don't know? What about other people? What about the others? I doubted myself, doubted others, and even began to question all my memories and experiences...Old Han, you know... At that time, I even began to doubt Mucheng... "

Ye Xiu spit out a puff of smoke, took another puff of the cigarette in his hand, and said with a wry smile, "I can't forgive myself for being like that, so I chose to avoid, stay away from all of you, and then carry out this memory Self-enclosed. I won’t question anyone for no reason, and I don’t have to worry about who will be hurt by me, and I don’t have to touch the artificial intelligence I hate...”

When it came to the end, Ye Xiu's voice weakened, and his movement of snuffing out the cigarette butt also slowed down, as if thinking of something embarrassing.

"Then... where's Huang Shaotian?" Han Wenqing asked hesitantly.

Han Wenqing told his own thoughts, Ye Xiu was taken aback for a moment, then as if nothing had happened, he twisted the cigarette butt in the ashtray twice, and said with a wry smile, "Why do you think I'm messing up now?"

"Can't he fill in Su Muqiu's blank?"

"Fill? Hehe, Lao Han, in your heart, is there anyone who can take Zhang Xinjie's place?"

"impossible."

"Look. In my heart, I never thought of letting Shaotian fill the wound caused by Mu Qiu. Mu Qiu is Mu Qiu, and he is him. I didn't question my feelings because of the recovery of this past. He's still the one I, Ye Xiu, wanted to guard against and not let him get hurt. It's just... the identity issue that I thought I wouldn't care about was messed up by this sudden memory."

"You...doubt Huang Shaotian?"

"I don't know, Old Han, I don't know..." Ye Xiu shook his head and muttered, closing his eyes and squeezing the space between his brows.

Seeing Ye Xiu's distressed look, Han Wenqing patted him on the shoulder and said, "Lao Ye, this is your own problem, and I shouldn't interfere. But now that Xinjie is involved, I can't do it." Sit back and do nothing." Saying that, the hands on his shoulders tightened.

"I went in to see Xinjie just now, and he said that the bullet and the dagger were aimed at Huang Shaotian. Although Xinjie was injured, if it wasn't because of his involvement...Ye Xiu, Huang Shaotian might be lying in the maintenance room next door. No chance."

Han Wenqing's last words made Ye Xiu's eyebrows twitch. Although they were small, Han Wenqing could see them all.

"No matter how you struggle to the end, decide how to view artificial intelligence, and Huang Shaotian as an artificial intelligence. He has to live... Your struggle is meaningful, right?"

Ye Xiu took a deep breath and let it out heavily, and rubbed his face. Although he was still a little hesitant, his eyes were more sharp and determined.

"You're right. Moreover, since this file has been rediscovered today, I should give myself an account of some things."