life after death

After all, she didn't have a good life for long, so let's treat it as a little bit of virtue - this is what Yang Hong's in-law Su Wen's parents said in front of her when they came to the hospital to see her.Yang Hong was not angry. She knew what kind of mouth and heart those two old things had 18 years ago.

So what if they say a few more words, the son is the most important thing.

She thought the same as Su Wen at the beginning, giving the son to the father would give the child a better future.But as her body became weaker, she had more and more free time to think: What is a better future?

There's always the damn commercial saying: Don't let your kids lose at the starting line.starting line?What is the starting line?If you want to count from the birth of your child, then you have to fight for your father and mother from the womb, and the starting line is the responsibility of the parents. Instead of enrolling him in countless interest classes that have no interest, it is better to work harder yourself. Instead of being a worm by yourself, hoping that your child will become a dragon.

Life is short, childhood is short, youth is even shorter, beautiful longings, hazy feelings, poetic dreams, after a certain age, most of them are scattered like a gust of wind.

They all say that the future is elusive, but the future they set for their children is nothing new and quite satisfactory. This is the good future in the eyes of others, but not necessarily the good future in Su Junping's eyes.That was his life, he had the right to choose, and Yang Hong was willing to take a risk and give his life to himself.

This is indeed too risky, but sometimes, people just want to be irrational for a while.

When the impulse is over, it's time for divorce and property distribution.

As an equivalent exchange, since his son followed Yang Hong, Yang Hong would get less money.

There are three suites in the family, one with the names of Su Wen's parents, one with Su Wen's name, and one with the names of Su Wen and Yang Hong.

Of the three suites, only the last one was bought by the two after they got married, and the first two could not be counted as joint assets after marriage, so naturally Yang Hong couldn't share it.

As for other property, Yang Hong spent a lot of money on medical treatment, so there is not much left.Originally, Su Wen planned to give her an extra sum in addition to the medical expenses, but since Su Junping followed her, he lost this preferential treatment.The son is an adult, and he was unwilling to pay child support at first, but Yang Hong quit his job, and their mother and son had no independent financial means, so they reluctantly gave a little child support, which was very picky, and lived an ordinary life. Of course, the old life of a rich wife and a rich young master is gone forever.

What Su Wen said was serious: "You are divorced from me, and I will give you money to spend, am I not a bitch?"

Yang Hong just looked at him and nodded without saying anything.

Anyway, it wasn't the first day she knew Su Wen.

Su Junping heard the news and came, but the zipper of the schoolbag was not zipped properly. He heard the rattling sound when he started running, and he could see the corner of the schoolbag revealing the snow-white paper from a long distance. Don't worry about when the papers will be pushed out and scattered all over the floor.But the paper was very tenacious, and he persisted until the door of the ward.

As soon as Su Junping pushed open the door, he shouted excitedly: "Mom!"

Then he ran to her side in three steps, grabbed her thin hand, and looked at her carefully. After Yang Hong figured it out, she seemed to be in better spirits than before. Although her eyelashes were sparse, she was still very cute when she laughed. The picture of her dreaming is exactly the same.

Su Junping laughed: "Mom, you have meat on your face!"

Yang Hong blinked, pulled her cheek and pulled it out: "Really?"

"Yeah, it's still baby fat."

Yang Hong slapped him: "Fuck off, I'm so old, why do I need baby fat, I really can't talk." As he spoke, he noticed Su Junping's dark circles, "Why do you care about yourself, the eye circles are worse than when I was there Much heavier! Tell me honestly, do you stay up late every night playing games?"

Su Junping hurriedly swore to the sky, how could it be.

Yang Hong rolled her eyes and ignored him.Su Junping hastily tried to curry favor with her, serving tea, knocking on the shoulders, and delivering fruit. When he was taking an apple to wash, he kicked the chair his father was sitting on. Glancing at him, he sneered and walked towards the sink.

Su Wen stopped him: "When you see me, you don't even call out to your father. What are your rules! Don't think that your wings will be hardened if you get divorced with your mother. Why don't you rely on me for financial support, or you won't even be able to go to school?" rise!"

Just as Su Junping was about to get angry, Yang Hong gave him a wink and told him to wash the apples honestly. Su Junping pursed his lips and closed the door very unwillingly.

He hid in the bathroom, rubbed the apples seriously and put them in the fruit bowl. When he heard rustling voices outside the door, he still couldn't hold back and opened the door a crack.Thank goodness the damn door didn't creak today.

Yang Hong casually picked up a glass of water to drink, and glanced at her husband who had been with her for 20 years. There was something deep in the beautiful eyes inherited from Su Junping, like a ghostly magic mirror, making it hard to see clearly.

Then Yang Hong smiled very quickly: "It's already this time, and you are still like this."

Su Wen jumped up like a mad dog whose tail was stepped on: "How about me? How about me? What do you want from me? Am I not treating you well? Most of the medical expenses are paid by me. Your little salary is not enough! You live comfortably at home, go to work as if you are playing, and buy cosmetics for thousands of thousands a month, not to mention those clothes, your salary is enough? Joke! Look at Su Junping, you are useless Stuff, the high school entrance examination is so bad, how much money I stuffed him into the key class of No. [-] middle school! And his mobile phone computer, games, shoes! Is his pair of shoes lower than four digits! Wolf-hearted !"

Su Wen was filled with righteous indignation, and when he said that he was moved by himself, he slapped his chest like a watermelon, and Su Junping hid behind the door and listened, and gave a soft pooh.

Yang Hong said: "It's still the same. For so many years, I have told you countless times that you never listened to it once. Even if you did, you knowingly committed the crime. Money, money, money! I am spending your money, and I thank you You pay for the medical expenses, but we are a family, if one day the sick person is replaced by you, I will borrow money to go to see you."

Su Wen sneered in a strange way, clearly not believing it.

Yang Hong didn't lose her temper, she sighed deeply and lowered her head to take a sip of hot water.

She said: "When I got married, I thought this man was so kind to me and was willing to give me so much money to heal my injury. Although I was very dissatisfied at the time that my mother married me off like a commodity, I changed my mind later. I thought, what’s the point if you meet a good husband? But what about you, Su Wen? I quarreled on the third day of marriage. I almost forgot the reason. It’s just a quarrel anyway. If I treat you well, you will be disabled for the rest of your life! I don’t know how to be grateful for spending so much money on you!'

No one would like to hear that. What do you think of me?You are like a commodity like my mother. If you spend money, I have to rush to treat you well. If you beat me and scold me, I will suffer with a smile?impossible!I tell you, impossible! "

Su Junping thought to himself that there was such a thing, and regretted that he hadn't been born two years earlier (of course it was useless for him to be born two years earlier), so he couldn't fight for his mother.

Su Wen wanted to explain but didn't find the time to interject. Yang Hong didn't tell him specifically today, and they were going to leave. Say the words you hold in your heart in one breath.

She has held it in for too long, so long that she herself feels that this is a normal state of life, indulging in prosperity and wealth. If her illness hadn't hit her hard and suddenly forced her to examine her useless half of her life, maybe she He will sacrifice his life like this, and only when he is old and lying on the hospital bed, unable to speak or shed tears, will he resent his future.

A person comforts himself, hypnotizes himself and says: "Just get over it, just get over it." It's a stupid way, one has two, and after getting through this, there is a second one waiting for you. Will boil your heart raw and turn your heart into an old, hard stone.

Yang Hong said: "You treat me like this, that's all, you treat your son! That's your own son, you are only a son! How did you treat him when you were young? Throwing things at him! I really lost my head at that time, You cried and begged me, and my parents and the whole family also cried and begged me, but I actually believed you, believing you was just a momentary confusion!

You really didn't beat him very much after that, but how harsh your words were!How old is he, staring at him all day, talking about money, money, do you want him to go outside to work to make money?How much do you hate him, his air conditioner is too low and you will say to him: 'If I didn't make money, you wouldn't even be able to pay for the air conditioner! '"

Su Wen sneered with bloodshot eyes, and his voice was sharp, interrupting Yang Hong's words abruptly: "Hey, look at you, you always said that I was narrow-minded when we quarreled before, how about you? How many years ago did this happen?" He also turned it up and said, what’s wrong with him relying on me? Even if I said something harsh, it’s the truth, if you have the ability, you can’t bear the expense of your precious son! I’m his father , What’s wrong with him eating my food and using mine to say something to him, it’s not that I’m just looking for trouble, he’s disobedient and worthless, should I just let him go astray all the way?!”

Yang Hong took a deep look at him, shook her head helplessly, and simply cast her gaze out of the window.

On the road outside the window, there was a stupid little sparrow, which hadn't shed its fluff, and was lying in the middle of the road. When it saw such a huge monster as a battery car, it was frightened and motionless, and the driver of the battery car stopped. With a light wave of his hand, he drove it to the side of the road before continuing to drive.

Yang Hong looked back, Su Wen's eyes were actually red, and after a while, the snot and tears were almost secreted, and there was a sobbing sound in the ward, Yang Hong looked at him, smiled slightly, very tolerant, of course, also Just smiled.

Su Wen said: "I have a bad temper, you are also at fault, everyone is at fault, can't we continue to live a good life? Now is a difficult time—"

Shocked by his shamelessness, Su Junping ran out with mocking eyes shining brightly in the corner of his eyes and gave a loud pooh.

Su Wen was stunned for a moment, and immediately wanted to slap him with red eyes, but Su Junping quickly dodged it. Like a slippery fish, Su Junping straightened the apple and ran to his mother, eager to peel the apple feed her.

Yang Hong smiled and shook his head and said no, there were still two tear marks on Su Wen's face, but his anger evaporated the tears all at once. He stared viciously, stood up, stood for a long time before uttering a word: "good!"

"Hello! You mother and son! I'm a sinner! Come on!"

He kicked the chair and strode towards the door. Yang Hong couldn't help but sighed when he saw his tall and straight back in a suit.

She said: "I really thank you for all these years, but I don't want the same love as you give me."

Su Wen sneered and slammed the door.

He slammed the door with a sound, and a gust of wind blew Su Junping's bangs away. Su Junping twitched the corners of his mouth, and finally commented: "It's really shameless!"

Yang Hong glanced at him and waved to him, Su Junping immediately obediently came over: "You called me?"

Yang Hong smiled and pulled two strands of his hair: "Su Wen is gone, it's your turn, be honest, otherwise I'll call and ask your class teacher later, be careful I'll spank your ass!"

Su Junping was embarrassed for a moment, and immediately rushed over to rub against his mother, coquettishly, and then opened his mouth to lie without blushing.

Yang Hong patted the bed and told him to lean closer: "It's been a long time since you cleaned your ears, come here."

Su Junping leaned over, humming comfortably, Yang Hong played with his ears for a while, and looked at the door absent-mindedly.

A person is not a dog, and a broken mirror cannot be round.

After 20 years, he still doesn't understand this truth.