life after death

After the first two seconds of nodding, he regretted it, but he looked at Chen Yilin and smiled slightly, so he gritted his teeth and comforted himself, saying, "It's not a loss!"

Chen Yilin said: "Eat the noodles, be careful not to get burnt."

Su Junping nodded, and went to get the soup bowl, but Chen Yilin skillfully avoided him, so he had to get the chopsticks and spoon depressed.

The noodles were white and soft, soaked in the clear brown soup. Chen Yilin cooked the vegetables and put them on top, which looked very nice.Su Junping scooped up a spoonful of soup with a spoon. The soup with dried scallops was extremely fresh. He took a sip intoxicated and said, "I'm really a genius at cooking!"

He went to see Chen Yilin, but Chen Yilin just smiled and nodded when he met his gaze.

While eating noodles, Su Junping kept talking to Chen Yilin. Chen Yilin seemed to have opened up and talked a lot. The meal was barely enjoyable. Reluctantly say goodbye.

After Chen Yilin left, he cleaned up the dishes and turned on the computer. Su Junping is also a skilled player. He usually plays games with great enthusiasm. Wang Wenjie once said that he would not stop when his eyes were red, but today he looked at the familiar one. interface, touching the familiar and no longer familiar keyboard, I suddenly feel deeply disgusted.

He quit the game quietly, and lay down on the bed to sleep after washing.But his schedule had been reversed, and he didn't fall asleep until one o'clock in the morning. When he was woken up by the alarm clock the next day, his eyelids were swollen.

Su Junping went out and bought some fried rice. The fried rice tasted good, but it was oil, which made his stomach ache.Su Junping thought this was a really bad start, but unexpectedly, there was something worse waiting for him behind.

Su Junping's basic skills are not solid, and he doesn't understand many things. Now is the time for the third round of review in high school. Let's break down the details that he didn't understand before. He missed several classes, and now the lectures are like fragments, and he feels dizzy. of.

He took the attributive clause paper and asked Tang Yi, Tang Yi said: "I just talked about this yesterday. Oh, by the way, you were not here yesterday, so you go to the review book, there are detailed explanations in it."

Su Junping: "..." He just asked because he couldn't understand.

He remembered what Chen Yilin said about keeping a distance and didn't bother him. Instead, he went to the office a few times and found that the teacher's explanation was difficult to understand.

He's not thinking much about his studies now, he has more important things to do.

Su Wen thought well, he really couldn't stop going to school, but he had other methods, and kept fighting until his goal was achieved.

Su Junping went to see Yang Hong on the weekend. After a period of time, Yang Hong's hair lost a lot. She stroked her hair with pinholes and said with a smile: "It will fall out soon, and I will lose it by then." Go out and become a nun."

Su Junping hugged her and called her mother.

Yang Hong patted his son on the back: "I'm just kidding, I will finish a course of treatment soon, and I can go home for a few days."

Su Junping was very happy, and graciously got a kiwi fruit for his mother to eat: "It's red heart, they say red heart is better for the body, so I bought it."

Yang Hong couldn't help smiling when she heard this, and was burying her head in scraping it with a spoon to eat, when Su Junping said: "I won't change my mind, I must be with you." It took a while to return to normal, and he nodded casually and said, "I see."

"Mom, what about you?" Su Junping couldn't help but grabbed her hand and looked at her urgently, "Don't you want to be with me?"

Yang Hong couldn't help but twitched in her heart, how could it be, that was her sweetheart, the baby that fell from the apex of her heart alive, the most beloved baby in the past 18 years, she often missed him when she was in the hospital, and couldn't help it I can't stop looking through his photos, from the time he was holding a pacifier when he was a child, until he surpassed her height - but because it was her baby, she couldn't be willful, and she wanted to give him the best future.

In this world, how can there be so many people who do whatever they want, and how can there be so many things that have the best of both worlds.

She once went to Shanghai alone with great ambitions, was teased while serving dishes in restaurants, slept in a public rental apartment the size of a toilet, and walked for two hours to save subway money-but she didn't want him to do this.

Yang Hong looked at Su Junping as if she was looking at the best wish in her life. She hoped that he would not be bumpy or bumpy, and that it would be smooth sailing from the moment he opened his eyes to the end.

Thinking of this, Yang Hong brushed her hair, and said in a low voice, "Xiao Jun, be good."

Knowing that she hadn't changed her mind, Su Junping ironed the wrinkles between her eyebrows vigorously, and said with a smile: "I know, eat more, kiwi fruit is very nutritious." He carefully held up a bundle of curly hair, and said softly: "You I like it and I will bring it to you next time."

Yang Hong praised him and exposed the matter, and it wasn't long before Su Junping got up to leave.

The moment he went out, he seemed to have torn off his mask, the corners of his eyes drooped, and he could only squeeze out a half-hearted smile even though he tried his best to smile.

No one listened to him, they all coaxed him like a child, laughed at him, they never considered that he thought much more than they imagined.

Su Junping needed an outlet to vent his grievances, and soon his chance came.

One of Su Wen's cousins ​​was going to get married, so they invited their family, and Su Junping was there as a matter of course.

He can't practice hot violence, so he uses cold violence. Su Junping thinks this way: "I'm having a hard time, so don't you guys think about it too. I can depress you to death even if I don't speak!"

Su Junping was right. As a human radiation field, wherever he went, there were dark clouds and bleakness, and the negative emotions radiated smoothly.

First in the car, Su Wen picked him up and then went to pick up his grandparents. As soon as Su Junping got in the car, he closed his eyes and pretended to be dead. He didn't fall asleep, Su Wen yelled at him with a sullen face: "Say hello to grandparents, don't sit around all day without any rules!"

It took Su Junping several seconds before he rolled his eyelids, looked at the two old people in the rearview mirror, and said weakly, "Hello, grandpa and grandma." He looked like a plague chicken.

Su Junping's grandparents moved to the countryside when he was one year old, and they met at most twice a year—once for summer vacation and once for winter vacation. They never took the initiative to ask him, and their relationship was as if they were children from neighbors.

When he got out of the car and went to the restaurant, he put his hands in his trouser pockets, bowed his back and lowered his head, deliberately walking crookedly.Su Wen is very face-saving, Su Junping humiliated him in public, he probably has the desire to kill someone, but he can't do it yet, Su Junping's mouth feels dark when he thinks of this.

Because he was unfamiliar with his grandparents, he was not even familiar with the relatives of the Su family.He became more shameless, seeing everyone with a poker face. Under Su Wen's angry urging, he twitched the corners of his mouth with a half-smile, and then mumbled, "Hello, uncle, auntie." good."

That kind of perfunctory hanging in the corner of his eyes.

Not only could Su Wen not beat him, but because Su Wen was doing well, all the shabby households in the family patted him, and praised Su Junping against their will, but Su Junping had nothing to praise, so he kept saying things like "you are taller!" ", "Looks handsome", "It's very elegant like your father was back then" and so on.

God is sorry to see, Su Junping is recognized as his mother, with eyes, nose, mouth, and even hair, I don't know where he saw Su Wen's shadow.

Today's groom was promoted not long ago, and he seemed to have Su Wen's help, so he ran very diligently. Before the start, he came two or three times, and after the official start, there were repeated toasts.

Su Junping was either playing with his mobile phone or eating, and when someone wanted to talk to him, he either pretended not to hear clearly, or deliberately delayed for a few seconds before answering. After a long time, no one talked to him, and the table he was sitting at even spoke softly. few.

The groom brought the bride to toast, everyone had to stand up and clink glasses, it was really silly, Su Junping ate the whole meal, everyone at the round table stood up except him, Su Junping slowly stuffed his chopsticks before standing up and raising the wine glass, then The glass was still empty.

Such an embarrassing banquet, Su Wen scolded him bloody when he got in the car, and wanted to stretch out his hand to slap him, but Su Junping blocked him, and his grandparents watched silently from behind.Su Wen didn't let him attend the second banquet.

If you don't participate, you don't participate. The table was so badly organized that a shell of water was bitten off by the crab.Su Junping went home and turned on the computer to play games for a while.Today there are discounts, fashion specials, he has no money in Alipay, and is going to use online banking, but the password is incorrect after entering several times, and his account is frozen directly.

That's not right, Su Junping frowned and thought for a while, then suddenly cursed: "Damn! Changed my **** password!"

Su Junping kicked off the slippers under his feet, stood up and walked around several times like a trapped animal, and finally picked up his mobile phone angrily and called Wang Wenjie.

Without saying a word, Brother Wen transferred [-] yuan to his Alipay. He bought two sets of fashion and some equipment to refresh the book, but was stabbed in the back and lay dead on the ground. After throwing it, he only heard a crisp sound of "Bang Dang". His anger subsided a little, and he closed the game.

Su Wen raised him like a dog.

The two of them never met each other. Su Junping was sleeping when Su Wen came back, and Su Wen was sleeping when Su Junping went out. The connection between them was a rattan storage basket on the sofa.The storage basket originally contained some miscellaneous things, but Su Wen emptied it and threw some small money into it. They were all 20 yuan and 50 yuan, and occasionally there would be a red note.Su Junping almost squeezed the money out of his teeth and gave it to Wang Wenjie. Seeing how hard he was working, Wang Wenjie hurriedly said, "No need to pay it back, no need to pay it back."

It feels like a pet, sprinkle a handful of food when happy, even take away the water bottle when unhappy, that poor little dog must always be on tenterhooks to curry favor with his master and beg for food—Su Junping’s metaphor is too much, but He hates Su Wen, he hates the feeling of being controlled by such a person, when he thinks of Su Wen's superior face saying: "You were raised by me! Look at your clothes, your shoes, your computer, even Every mouthful of food you eat, which one is not spent on my money? I spent so much money on you, why don't you live up to it? Just like you, you are nothing without my money! Even the road sweeper outside won't even look at you!"

money!

Money, money!

He felt nauseous and wanted to vomit.

During those days, it was unbearably itchy like a lice. For the first time in Su Junping's life, he learned to count and count. Wenshuo, beef noodles, steamed dumplings, and pan-fried dumplings cost more than ten yuan. He was reluctant to buy them, so he went to Wufangzhai. Even Wufangzhai didn’t dare to buy big meat dumplings, so he could only buy the three yuan one. .

He didn't charge a penny for the game, he only lived on what he bought before. He didn't even play the game much during that time, and the price in the store made him tremble.

That morning he ate a fried rice ball with nothing but mushrooms and a carton of milk. The breakfast without meat for several days made him fascinated by meat. When a girl in the class took out the duck leg, he stood silently. He didn't speak, but his eyes were hot, which made the girl feel uncomfortable.

The girl asked: "Do you want to eat?"

Su Junping: "Yes."

"No!" The girl protected the duck leg with a sense of crisis, and hugged it to her chest, "Our boarding students haven't eaten meat for a long time, if you want to eat it, you can buy it yourself."

"Buy? From whom?"

"Fu Tiantian," the girl pointed, "She just wholesaled a bunch of duck legs and duck tongues."

As soon as the words were finished, Fu Tiantian took out a schoolbag of meat and threw it on the table. The crowd rose up and looted it. Su Junping managed to snatch a pack of duck tongues for two yuan.

He was very intoxicated and sucked the bones of the duck's tongue for a long time, then finely ground it with his teeth, and swallowed it into his stomach, without any waste.

He suddenly remembered that Fu Tiantian was doing wechat business.

In the evening, Su Junping flipped through the news one by one, and found Fu Tiantian's recruiting agent. After hesitating for a while, he looked up at the pitch-black ceiling, and then looked down at the glowing screen, which was the only light source. , he moved his thumb lightly, and moved to Fu Tiantian's head portrait.