[Dream Green Field] Malicious

The sarcasm and anger in it must be real.

Again... never been treated like this before.

Zhu Xu was really at a loss.

The Zhu he is familiar with has always been perfect, gentle, generous, and tolerant.

That man, from his appearance to his voice to his character, was specially bestowed by the gods. He came and went without any control. For a long time, he stood like a picture scroll that should only be in the sky. All adjectives belonging to the field of "beauty" can be used. Pile up on him.

Zhu is different from Zhu Xu.

He may not know the first meeting, but every meeting after that is enough for him to understand.

He never thought that Zhu would treat him like this.

Before today, he regretted it countless times.

It's just that kind of regret can be suppressed and forgotten.

Nothing can compare to the pain at this moment.

"I used to have a dream."

"—I had nothing then."

"Later, I experienced a lot, and I had everything that outsiders seemed to be perfect."

This is not the first time that Zhu talked about himself with Zhu Xu, but it is different from the little fragments that flowed from Zhu Xu's hands in the past. Interesting stories between friends that were told after the name was blurred for a while.

This was the first time for Zhu Xu to hear Zhu go back to the past in such a systematic way.

"Even then, the most important thing for me was that I lived up to my dream."

"But what about you?"

Zhu looked at Zhu Xu, and Zhu Xu felt that the eyes of the other party were like the sharpest swords, piercing him with nowhere to escape.

"I……"

His lips twitched, unable to utter a complete sentence for a long time.

"If you really have a dream and really know what you want, then you will definitely not be like a lost lamb in front of me like you are today."

"Don't just use those seemingly tall things as your excuse. Even if you can fool others, you can't fool yourself."

"Be respectful of 'Dream'."

Zhu raised his hand and pressed Zhu Xu's head - given their height, this was not a difficult movement for Zhu.

"Do you remember four years ago?"

of course I remember.

At that time, Zhu Xu was in his third year of high school, and like all Chinese high school candidates, he was nervous and hardworking.

"At that time, you had the courage to do everything for a goal, and the brilliance of a firm soul was so beautiful."

Zhu put his hands in front of him and drew a big circle.

"It's not too late now."

"I can't replace you, but you can do it yourself."

"Ah."

Zhu Xu replied him gently.

I'm really curious what you've been through.

What kind of past can polish a person like you?

Proud but not arrogant, humble but not humble, firm but not stubborn, optimistic but not reckless, childlike but not childish, gentle but imperceptible indifference.

I am used to the special treatment brought by my appearance, but I never regard it as a natural capital.

I can't be you, but I always feel that, in a deeper place, we are the same.

So even if I don't know how long it will take to see you, or how long I can get along with each other, I am still fascinated by it.

Zhu Xu stepped forward and followed Zhu who turned around and told him to hurry up.

Under the dim moonlight, the long-haired man in front seemed to disappear.

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"Zhu?"

When he saw the owner of the small shop, Zhu Xu couldn't help but exclaimed.

"No, no, you're not him."

This person looked exactly like the Zhu he knew, but Zhu Xu could tell the difference with just one look.

"Sorry, you look a lot like a friend of mine."

"It's ok."

The shopkeeper smiled at him, and then Zhu Xu mysteriously took away a product from the shop.

Strange.....how do I feel like I didn't pay?

After returning home, Zhu Xu swallowed, put aside his doubts, and pressed the power button.

Although I don't know the owner of the shop, I still think that someone who looks like Zhu can't be a bad person......

It was really an unscientific experience.

Until he stood on the grass of the gymnasium, Zhu Xu felt like he was dreaming.

Now he has a talent that makes people jealous, a system that can be called a golden thigh, and... a face that is exactly the same as Zhu.

I just don't know if I can see Zhu...

"The system cannot reveal his identity, but the system can guarantee that as long as the host keeps walking on the right path, he will be able to see him again."

This is what the system called "dream" said to Zhu Xu when Zhu Xu created his character.

Zhu Xu chose to believe—it was obviously not beneficial to deceive him, and he always felt that Zhu had an inseparable relationship with this system and that shopkeeper.

It is indeed related.

Zhu Xu left too quickly, naturally he would not know that the moment he stepped out of the store, a new row of shelves suddenly appeared in the narrow store, and the "Zhu" he was thinking of, slowly walked out from behind the shelves.

"You can get what you want most, and what you see is what you want to see most."

Zhu read this sentence and looked at the shopkeeper.

"It's hard for you to remember."

The shopkeeper nodded: "What Zhu Xu wants to see most is you—that's why I look like you. He even chose you for the appearance he chose when creating a character."

"Don't you think this is illogical? I didn't know my second self back then, so why did I see this face?"

"It's a coincidence. After all, this face is the perfect No. 1 face. Maybe in your world, it's just a coincidence; here, it's his own choice."

Two identical men are talking with similar bland expressions, and the scene is very weird.

"How do I feel... I was cheated..."

Zhu—perhaps he should be called Zhu Xu by his original name—covered his face with his hands, and muttered to himself.

"How could it be? This is the "Parallel World Time Travel Award" you triggered! Not everyone has the opportunity to communicate with another self, you are definitely the lucky one!"

"I hope so………"

Zhu looked calm, the silver door appeared behind him, and the interlaced light and shadow seemed to urge him to leave.

The shopkeeper watched him enter the door, knowing that the other party had returned to his own world.

It is indeed a rare experience to be able to communicate with another self and see the black history of "self" Seeing the past of "self", but if you fall in love with "self"...it is hard to say.

"He hasn't found out yet."

Even though the shop was empty, the dream shop owner spoke softly as if talking to someone else.

"The past fell in love with the future, and the future is still ignorant."

"It's a pity that they are the same person in two worlds. Fortunately, they are people in two worlds."

"What will happen, I'm really looking forward to it..."

The corners of his lips curved into a strange arc, and his eyes were pure curiosity without malice.

Zhu Xu, on the other hand, has just started his journey to Real Madrid.

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"I always feel like..."

"Piggy..."

"Anyone you like?"

Casillas held the ball and looked at Benzema and Ozil, who unknowingly sang the double reed, and the feeling that "Real Madrid's painting style is not right since Zhu Xu came to Real Madrid" became stronger and stronger.

"Hey, do you feel the same way? Me too!"

Ramos, who rushed from the other side of the field, joined Benzema and their conversation after drinking most of the bottle of water.

"Always check my phone after training."

"Smiling from time to time between training sessions."

………………

Casillas changed his posture and listened to his team members summarize Zhu Xu's "love symptoms" one by one.

He didn't really want to get involved in this topic-although the atmosphere of the three people's discussion became more and more heated since Ramos joined.

The three guys discussed for a while, but there was no result - after all, they had the impression that Zhu Xu's mysterious "girlfriend" had never appeared in front of them, and Zhu Xu didn't really admit it, so even close teammates, Can only guess.

When it was time to leave, Ramos and Casillas got together.

"Sergio?"

Casillas knew the other party, so when he saw that Ramos had something very important but didn't know where to start, he would naturally ask.

"Who do you think Zhu Xu likes?"

……….Is it still the topic just now?

"You know, I don't really want to interfere in the emotional life of the player, especially if it doesn't affect his state."

Casillas felt that it was interesting enough that he didn't say "don't gossip too much about Sergio".

"No, that's not what I meant."

Ramos scratched his hair in annoyance: "Forget it, let me just say it."

"I think Zhu Xu likes Cristiano."

Casillas froze in place.

"Are you serious?"

Ramos nodded incredulously.

Casillas closed his eyes, and quickly recalled the scenes of Zhu Xu and Cristiano getting along in his mind, as well as Zhu Xu's slightly strange behavior recently.

In the end, he had to admit, with some difficulty, that Ramos might be right.

Zhu Xu was indeed a bit unusual for Cristiano.

This is really not good news for him.

After all, one of them is the current king, and the other is the appointed next captain. If there is a problem with either image, it will be a disaster for Real Madrid.

And Zhu Xu is still so young, no one knows what he will do when he is impulsive.

"How long have you found out?"

"It's been a few days, I was not very sure before."

Ramos' face was as serious as Casey's.

"Lets see…….."

Casillas said so to Ramos.

For a while, he couldn't find a perfect solution.

When Cristiano and Kaka almost openly stated their relationship in the team, Zhu Xu took a few photos secretly and covered his eyes and said, "Master Luo Kaka, you are too flashy, I can't hold it." "Zhu Xu likes robots" is no longer tenable when there is no nationality response that Casillas and Ramos feared.

Then the question came—now that Zhu Xu's performance became more and more obvious, and even the team members who didn't care about the privacy of their teammates knew that "Zhu Xu already had a girlfriend", who exactly did he like?

Casillas looked at Chris and Kaka, who jumped on Kareem's back to face high-fives and shouted "Let go of the single dog, Lord Luo!" Zhu Xu couldn't help complaining silently in his heart that you are considered single Well, do you know that your usual behavior is even more exaggerated than theirs, you are more upright and open, you don't even hide it, you think we don't know?

But Casillas did not act rashly.

Because Zhu Xu performed well enough.

He is already an amazing existence, and his unparalleled talent can amaze everyone who touches him; besides the gift from heaven, he is working so hard.

He's strong, and he's going to be even better.

Zhu Xu, who was on the rise, did not let emotion become an obstacle to his progress. On the contrary, Casillas found that every time Zhu Xu contacted his mysterious "girlfriend", he seemed to have more fighting spirit, and even ...is a marked improvement.

For the former, Casillas is happy to see his success, while for the latter, he thinks this is his own illusion more than once, but he raises this suspicion again next time.

None of this matters.

As long as he knows that Zhu Xu's current state has no hidden dangers, and there is no harm to Zhu Xu's performance, Casillas can turn a blind eye.

After all, no one likes to be a bad guy, and he doesn't want to leave in Zhu Xu's mind the image of a "captain who loves other people's emotional life, gossips and has a strong desire to control". What's more, like the rest of the team, he doesn't want Zhu Xu unhappy.

Casillas, who is the captain of the first team and therefore has a faint distance from Zhu Xu, does not know that even the best friends of the prince, Karim and Ozil, are very fond of the legendary "Zhu Xu's girlfriend". No idea at all.

To some extent, Ozil, who raised Zhu Xu as his son, imagined N kinds of possibilities at the beginning of the matter, whether it was Zhu Xu and his girlfriend who were in love with each other but were keen on underground party work or the mysterious woman. The child just tricked Zhu Xu into satisfying his vanity by "conquering Prince Bernabéu". He had thought about it, but he couldn't prove any of his ideas.

Ozil, who was worried, pulled Karim, who was also full of distrust of Zhu Xu's age and worried that Zhu Xu would be fooled based on the blankness of Zhu Xu's previous emotions. In the end he gets hurt.

These two people took the risk when they lost their wallets and face. According to Zhu Xu's "one cup" drinking capacity, Ozil was the leader, and carefully measured out half a milliliter of beer with a measuring cup and added it to Zhu Xu's cocoa.

Seeing the blushing Frenchman Zhu Xu waving his hands in front of his eyes, using the "hypnotism" of half a bucket of water that he had just learned, he tried to keep his voice as soft as possible. A few questions that were finally decided in the evening were asked one after another.

It turned out that they overestimated the amount of alcohol the Bernabéu prince.

The obviously half-drunk and half-awake Zhu Xu giggled, and answered all the questions Benzema asked with "hey". Sleep soundly.

The French and the Germans looked at each other and smiled wryly. This was the last resort, but they still got nothing.

The next day, Zhu Xu was so angry that he shouted "How can you do this!" Kareem and Ozil, who promised two weeks of dinner, chose to join forces with Cristiano Kacapepe and Marcelo, and established "Defend the Zhu Xu Alliance", the goal of the alliance is to protect Zhu Xu from emotional harm, the alliance rules "Once Zhu Xu is dumped/used/injured due to love/phenomenon, dig three feet to find the culprit and then... .hehe.".

But the friend party didn't know that Zhu Xu didn't get drunk immediately after drinking.

The so-called "one drop" is just a coincidence after the physical strength was exhausted the previous few times.

He wasn't drunk, it was just that drinking made him look good, and he didn't know how to face his kind friend who made him don't know how to answer.

Is he going to say "Daughter-in-law, I fell in love with someone who looks like me but is much better than me"?Is he going to pull Karim and say, "Cat, what should I do? I like a man but he doesn't seem to like me. How do you think I should pursue him"?

There are too many things to say clearly, too many secrets to share.

Rather than causing a stalemate among the three, it's better to pretend nothing happened.

Zhu Xu thanked the system countless times. Although it can't take the initiative to let him meet Zhu, at least he can communicate with the other party through the system in normal times—although it can only use text.

He avoids inquiries from his teammates, not only because this love is too shocking - not only the intolerance of homosexuality in football, but also a love that crosses space and has no chance to be together at all; it is also because... Still just a crush.

Who would have known that on the Internet, countless girls cried and shouted to give him monkeys, and in some private same-sex forums, there is also a ranking of "Top 10 men who most want to be his boyfriend" that is unknown to the public Zhu Xu, Prince of the Bernabéu, would love someone so hard?

In Zhu Xu's eyes, his lover is very good, the only bad thing is that he is not in the same time and space as himself.

He was almost running after the opponent's back.

Zhu seems to be always in front of Zhu Xu, giving advice, praising or criticizing, teaching or chatting; when Zhu Xu really changed his body and walked into him to understand him, he was surprised to find that this man was more knowledgeable than he imagined, Be strong, be tolerant and strong; and Zhu Xu is like a childish version of Zhu. Although they have many differences, they also have too many similarities.

So Zhu Xu became more and more inseparable from Zhu.

Those thoughts that have existed since before arriving in this world became more and more clear.

If Zhu Xu looked up to Zhu in the past, he had a little affection but felt inferior and felt that he could not have the opportunity to be with Zhu, and more importantly, he had trust and dependence on a leader, a sense of security and respect; now, Zhu Xu Xu's feelings have undergone a subtle and huge change.

He still respected Zhu, but he didn't put him too high as before.

He is growing up, completely independent and not dependent on anyone; while Zhu is still special.

The previously messy feelings gradually became pure, and the mixed attitude rushed towards "love" uncontrollably; at the same time, Zhu Xu, the controller, had no intention of stopping it.

He still feels that he is not as good as Zhu and thinks Zhu is outstanding, but his inferiority complex has already flown away—he is now more and more dazzling.

His attitude was no longer negative, and he began to feel that there was a way for everything. If they were in love, it was possible for him and Zhu to be together. Although the chance was slim, it was not out of nowhere.

But the problem now is that Zhu doesn't seem to have any affection for him.

Zhu appeared less and less.

Most of the time, he can only communicate with the other party through text, and cannot touch the other party's hand, nor can he hear his voice.

Like two parallel lines that are getting wider and wider.

Zhu Xu didn't want this.

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When Zhu Xu remembered his feelings for "Zhu" again, time had already moved back for a long time.

It's not that he doesn't like the other person anymore or for any other reason - it's just that his life can't be all about love.

When he took over the armband of Real Madrid captain from Iker Casillas, the career of "Prince" ended early.

Although he is actually not that old, but he has to shoulder the responsibility of the captain of Real Madrid.

In front of familiar teammates, he does still have the right to mess around; but more often, he must protect his teammates in front of the media, set an example for Real Madrid, and be responsible for the loss of the game-even if they have tried their best; in the club and teammates Balance interests, take care of teammates, stabilize the club, appease the fans, cooperate with the club's publicity work, accept interviews, attend various ceremonies...

Zhu Xu was actually familiar with these things when he was taken by Casillas, but facing them alone and "internship" are always different.

At this moment, no one is his retreat, on the contrary, he is others' reliance.

On the court, Zhu Xu has already walked out of the fairy tale castle, faced all the not-so-good things in reality, then accepted them, and changed them with his own power. He did better than he imagined.

In other ways, too.

Everyone can see Zhu Xu's pressure at the beginning, from the carefree prince to the king with doubled responsibilities, in fact, many people hope that he can walk slower, slower, and protect him more, and then A little more—even though they all knew that Zhu Xu needed to be tempered and grown up.

But Zhu Xu can always grow up before his friends and elders soften their hearts.

He is very hard, very tired, but he never thought of giving up.

Real Madrid want him, what they want is his future for at least ten years, and what they want is his potential to carry the white inheritance.

He chose Real Madrid and Real Madrid chose him.

When he decided to stay in Real Madrid and temporarily put aside his dream of roaming the five major leagues, he was already doomed to a future that he would not give up lightly.

He succeeded.

When the "King" completely replaced the "Prince" and resounded in the sky of the Bernabeu when Zhu Xu scored a goal, Zhu Xu has gradually become accustomed to the captain's position. A unique but unmistakable "Captain of Real Madrid" is recognized by the world Accept and love.

Old teammates left and new ones joined, but Zhu Xu was always calm and methodical—no matter how sad or sad he was in private, he would never make a single mistake in front of the public.

During that time, Zhu, as before, helped Zhu Xu a lot.

Zhu didn't say much, but his performance made Zhu Xu understand that he completely understood himself.

This person—this person who appeared less and less often seemed to always appear when Zhu Xu needed him the most.

He didn't seem to have seen Zhu Xu's brilliance, on the contrary, he was always by Zhu Xu's side when Zhu Xu was in the most embarrassing situation, the most difficult time, and the most aggrieved time.

He never tried to shield Zhu Xu from all the wind and rain, and even pushed him out of the wooden house of self-protection when Zhu Xu wanted to escape, forcing him to grow up.

And when Zhu Xu needs support, needs to be listened to, and occasionally needs a person's encouragement when he is weak, he always appears at the first time.

This successfully dispelled the uneasiness that Zhu Xu once had, and even made him no longer worry about his relationship with Zhu for a while-what is there to worry about?Even though the opportunities to meet are getting less and less, and the communication is fixed at a normal frequency, Zhu is still there.

So much so that when Zhu Xu started another year of summer break and his parents had already started urging him to find a girlfriend, he thought again...how to confess his love to Zhu Xu.

In fact, Zhu Xu is not very willing to change the status quo.

From his point of view, this is not bad - he has started to boil the frog in warm water, and Zhu's attitude has also softened and changed.

Thinking this way, Zhu Xu began to recall their past exchanges, and then he suddenly discovered that he had changed into Zhu's appearance before he knew it.

Now, he was completely worthy of Zhu, enough to stand by his side.

But Zhu Xu and Zhu are so similar.

The same calmness, the same atmosphere, the same reliability, and the same undisguised in front of close people.

Even when Zhu Xu looked in the mirror, he would find that the face in the mirror was more and more similar to Zhu Xu's face that would never grow old.

He was a little uneasy.

And this anxiety reached its peak the moment he won the Golden Globe this year.

"Ding! Congratulations to the host for achieving the extra achievement "Golden Ball Sanlianzhuang"! On the road to your dream, you have surpassed the goal you set at the beginning, but the dream will never end. In the days to come, please work hard, host!

"

"Additional system rewards: Choose one of the two rewards. Option [-]: Time travel. Explanation: If you choose time travel, you can see your past/future self. As long as you don't violate the basic rules of time and space, you can enjoy the beauty of traveling through time and space freely! Option [-]: Long-lasting youth. Explanation: By choosing long-lasting youth, you can keep your body in its peak state forever until you die. Note: This change is only known to the host, and all other methods are unpredictable."

Zhu Xu was not happy at all.

He has a question.

Regarding his question, the system remained silent.

He could only wait for Zhu to appear, and for the other party to bring a result.

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And he never waited for Zhu to appear again.

It was only when Zhu Xu began to carefully recall everything he had with Zhu that he realized how mysterious this man was.

The other party covered himself up too well.

This is not to say that Zhu usually doesn't give out any important information, nor does it mean that you can't see his preference at all from his usual performance and actions as if he has undergone special training.

He had a lot of exchanges with Zhu Xu. Zhu Xu knew that he was warm and cheerful and had many friends, and Zhu also shared many interesting stories with Zhu Xu.

As for personal hobbies and habits... Zhu also never hides it from Zhu Xu.

But Zhu never mentioned the specific information about him that can be used to distinguish him from others or allow Zhu Xu to find this world.

Zhu likes to drink cocoa.

But how many people in this world like to drink cocoa?Even Zhu Xu himself likes it.

Zhu played football well.

There are so many people who play football well from ancient times to the present, maybe the future of this world is in the future?

Zhu Xu didn't know Zhu's birthday, full name, or address, and even if he wanted to use his influence to seek help on the Internet, he couldn't do anything—Zhu was not even from this world.

When he no longer appeared, and no longer heard from Zhu Xu, Zhu Xu had no way to contact him at all.

The exhausted Zhu Xu recalled the extra rewards from the system, and was finally willing to face the speculation that had been buried in his heart since then, but he was always willing to think too much.

——Zhu, that is Zhu Xu.

His mentor, his friend, and his crush are himself in another world.

And once he is willing to think in this direction, everything will be clenched tightly like gears that fit together.

All the little doubts I had before have been explained, and even Zhu Xu knows the reason why Zhu Xu no longer appears.

Who would want to fall in love with themselves?

Even though it doesn't seem as ridiculous as "falling in love with yourself" - after all, it is an exchange between two people, but in essence, Zhu Xu is Zhu Xu from another world, they are the same person.

In this case, how is it different from Narcissus falling in love with his own reflection in the water?

And only Zhu Xu, without knowing anything, has surrendered his heart that should be guarded closely, and... now he is still unwilling to give up his feelings after thinking clearly.

Narcissism is narcissism, what can he do?

Zhu Xu thought about it, and began to harass the system many times a day asking "how can I meet Zhu in the world where Zhu lives".

Zhu Xu: Do you think I want to?Who knew that the damn system this time gave rewards that were time-limited. I just made a decision for a while and it actually told me that the rewards were cancelled! ! !

After several months, the unbearable system finally stopped playing dead and gave Zhu Xu a response—"Collect all seven golden balls, and the host can summon the dragon!"

Zhu Xu silently counted his three golden balls, and started his "Project to Get the Golden Balls".

It is a pity that in the next few years, Zhu Xu missed the golden ball every time.

This year, when Zhu Xu was about to continue to sprint towards his fourth golden ball, his eyes suddenly went dark, and an inexplicable sense of weightlessness enveloped his whole body.

When he woke up again, the situation in front of him became...very strange.

He's younger—that's what he thinks when he sees himself in the mirror.

It seems... back?

It was as if he had just been sent into this world by the dream system.

"Are you ready? Real Madrid is coming today. We managed to go in and be caddies. We can't be late."

A familiar voice sounded with the sound of pushing the door, awakening Zhu Xu who was still in a state of confusion.

This is………

A boy with exactly the same face as him, and even a similar voice.

In the sudden memory, a completely unfamiliar message told Zhu Xu that this was his twin brother "Zhu Xu".

"Oh, so you remembered?"

This familiar but unfamiliar young man smiled at Zhu Xu: "Let me introduce myself again, my name is Zhu Xu, and my current name is Zhu Xu. But you are probably familiar with the name 'Zhu', right?"

"I……….."

Zhu Xu was dumbfounded.

"System system, come out to me!! What the hell is going on!!"

He called in his mind the system that had been silent.

"Collecting all seven golden balls can summon the dragon and let you cross the barriers of the world together, but I never said that the main owner of the golden ball is you to get it alone~~"

Zhu Xu understood in seconds.

"I'm Zhu Xu."

Saying so, he stepped out of the room with the other party.

——The 2011 Real Madrid China Tour is in progress.

END

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The previous article is here and this article is also saved~

Haha, yes, this article is self-taught~~~ Zhu Xu X Zhu Xu (although it is from two worlds)

Because I didn't want to be abused, so it ended quickly. Random X is better than BE, right?As for their future...... Anyway, they are together

And, the same sentence, if anyone sees this...don’t take off the vest, dear, it’s not easy for the author to raise a vest (in fact, this is equivalent to self-exposure to ORZ), if you recognize it If so, please make a fuss and let me know you, in the place where the vest is posted...Give the author a way to survive QAQ

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13. Archive - if you are the light

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"They all love you."

I can't count how many times my grandmother said this to me when talking about my parents.

I don’t know if my father, who I’ve never met, is really the same as in my grandmother’s bedside story, strict with me but unable to hide his love for me, just because of work needs, so I have always only contacted us through letters .

But I know that my mother Anne must love me very much.

According to my grandmother, my mother, who can only be seen in photos, died of heavy bleeding when giving birth to me.

When I was young, I didn't know what hemorrhage was, but I vaguely understood the meaning of "death".

That basically means that I can see my mother every day like Anna and Edward in the neighbor's house, but their mother can wake them up, prepare them food, take them to school, reprimand them when they do something wrong; Warm hugs and loving kisses, and my mother, just smiling at me in the pictures.

When I was a little older, after I understood the meaning of that sentence at the beginning, I believed more and more in the sentence that my uncle kept emphasizing.

"Your life was exchanged by your mother's life."

I still remember very clearly the expression on my uncle who didn't like football very much when he said this.

Later, I also gradually understood that although my grandmother has always treated me equally, she lied to me about my father.

In a modern society where communication is so developed, how can there be relatives who can only be contacted by letters?

Where optical fiber networks can't reach, there will always be electronic signals, right?

No matter how remote the place is, it is impossible for someone to stay for several years without ever coming back to see his blood relatives—if he really has feelings for his wife and children as his grandmother said.

Mom and Dad should be in one world.

Thanks to TV shows, movies, and novels, the common orphan plot made it especially easy for me to identify my current situation.

I don't deny that I long for the love of my parents, but it doesn't mean that I don't like my current life.

I have a kind grandmother, and although I don’t know why I didn’t like me very much at first, but now I have an uncle who is very kind to me.

………..Well, I admit that I still have a little bit of dissatisfaction - it would be even better if my uncle would allow me to play football!

This is something that has always puzzled me.

Neither my grandmother nor my uncle would impose their own preferences and emotions on me, or even directly interfere with my choices.

They will guide me to think and make choices, and never give simple and rude orders.

Only football is an exception.

I was born with a special affection for ball games, and in physical education class, I fell in love with football at first sight.

But when I went home and said to my uncle who asked me what I wanted as a birthday present—uncle who is not good at preparing presents does this all the time—that I hope I can get a football, his face suddenly became very angry. strangeness.

"No, you can't get that."

When I thought about it later, I realized that my uncle's tone of voice at that time was not so much anger as powerlessness.

For my birthday a week later, I got a basketball.

Also arriving was the order "no football allowed".

Of course I will not obediently obey, but what makes me strange is that even my grandmother, who has always loved me, chose to remain silent on this matter.

Head-to-head confrontation between children and adults, especially if they are both your relatives and guardians, is always thankless.

But I also can't let go of football.

For me, it's a really, really interesting sport.

So it's really hard for me to understand why my uncle, who has always loved sports, hates football so much?

But this does not prevent me from being out of his sight, secretly playing football with my friends, listening to them talk about today's football superstars, reading football newspapers and magazines at parties-all of which are impossible at home appeared.

But after that day, everything changed.

The grandmother who loved me the most was gone.

The doctor said that the grandmother passed away peacefully.

I have absolutely no memory of what I did at the time.

Later, my uncle told me that I was holding on to my grandmother's hand so tightly that even if I fainted, the nurse almost broke my hand.

He didn't tell me more, but I think that's why we moved too.

Moving from a small town to a big city is not just because of work needs, but also because I don't want to stimulate me anymore.

Then, that weekend, my uncle got separated from me when he took me to Disneyland.

In my opinion, this is not a big deal, I remember my uncle's phone number, as long as I approach the staff or strike up a conversation with a kind passer-by and ask them to make a call for me, everything will be solved.

But...... I seem to have encountered an unexpected situation.

"Oh my god, Zhu Xu?!!"

This lady with a child looks very approachable, but who is "Zhu Xu"?

After I approached her and took off the hat to ask for help, her expression became very strange.

At nine o'clock in the evening, I met "Zhu Xu".

He looks exactly like me, except the hair isn't blond and the eyes aren't blue.

No, it should be said that I look exactly like him.

Is there such a coincidence?

My uncle looked excited, the strange lady and her middle-aged but still handsome husband were worried and curious, and the man who was clearly from Asia held out his hand to me.

I seem to be able to guess who this person is.

——If my life is really as incredible as a TV series.

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"I don't understand. How did you do it, Cloud?"

Alex looked at his friend Claude—or Zhu Xi—with a puzzled expression and asked sincerely.

After completing the basic tasks given by the coach, Zhu Xi, who voluntarily added training, just turned his head when he heard the words, "If you have a father like me, you will understand."

His footsteps never stopped.

Alex still doesn't quite understand what his friend thinks.

In his opinion, it is quite normal for such a father to feel so much pressure that he never relaxes his demands on himself.

But Claude was too desperate.

He is already very good-according to the coach, this guy's talent is by no means inferior to that of his father back then, and may even be even worse.

"We used to assume how strong Zhu Xu would be if he had received football training since he was a child. Now, our guesses have come into reality."

↑This is a passage that appeared in almost all football newspapers and magazines during that time, perhaps with different contents but with exactly the same meaning.

Claude is talented and has a good attitude. Alex can fully understand the opponent's efforts, but he has no idea where the opponent's attitude of "I'm not enough" comes from.

Because he could feel that when Claude talked about his father, he had no negative emotions at all.

If it didn't come from the unwillingness that many people compare themselves with their parents, what is the reason for Claude's constant pressure on himself?

Alex couldn't find an answer.

Little did he know that if he followed up with his own question, his friend would not think it involved his own