After transferring to another school, I was at the same table as the school girl who had a crush on

wow——

Li Qing's blood rushed to the top of his head.Even though he had noticed it many times before, when he heard it with his own ears, he still found it too absurd to accept.

The worst of fantasies came true.

How is this possible?

His face was pale, and he almost begged: "Shang Yang... have you made a mistake..."

Before he could finish this sentence, Shang Yang gave him the answer.

Shang Yang took a step forward, squeezed Li Qing against the wall, pressed down fiercely, and kissed Li Qing's lips.

A shallow but firm kiss.

The cold wind condensed in the air at night, countless moments were frozen, and time seemed to be stagnant at this moment.

After the two separated, Shang Yang asked aggressively, "Li Qing, do you have anything else to say?"

Li Qing's complexion quickly turned gray, and his eyes were extremely sad, as if he was regretting and mourning, and even hated something.

He pushed Shang Yang away, leaned against the wall, lowered his head, and asked sharply in a broken tone that Shang Yang had never heard before: "What else do I have to say?"

"Shang Yang, what do you want me to say?"

"Said I like you too?"

"Do you know how heavy these four words are?"

"Your future is bright, you can have unlimited possibilities in the future. But I have been ruined."

"I've lived through the worst crimes in the world. It's a nightmare that suffocates you in the middle of the night."

"When you and your friends and peers go to school and skip class to play online and enjoy the most exciting time of life, I'm fooling around with thieves, robbers, liars and underworld..."

"I have a criminal record on my file. I will never pass any political trial in my life. I will bear this stain for the rest of my life."

"I don't even know what I can do in the future. It was my father's wish to be admitted to Tsinghua University, not mine..."

"But you are different, Shang Yang, you have a grandfather who loves you, you have Teacher Shang, and you have a group of like-minded friends..."

"You have a bright future as bright as the sun."

In the empty and cold classroom, his voice was like a whisper, as if he was complaining sadly but also calmly telling himself. Every word was like a thin snowflake, which dissipated lightly and erratically in the deep air as soon as he uttered it. place.

"I... don't want you to look back on the old days one day in the future and say that the worst thing you did in that year was to fall in love with the wrong person and waste the most precious five years of my life, do you understand?"

"I don't want you to regret..."

It was very quiet in the room.

The night dew soaked the hair and eyelashes of the two, and the cold air in early spring was swept by the wind at the end of the sky. The ringing of bicycle bells and laughter of the late returning high school seniors gently passed through the empty classroom.

The janitor took a flashlight and inspected the classrooms one by one.Seeing that the lights were still on in this classroom, the janitor urged: "Class [-], Grade [-], the power is going to be cut off, go back to the dormitory."

Shang Yang stared at Li Qing indifferently.

This is the first time Shang Yang saw Li Qing so broken down.

Except for the initial indifference and resistance, Li Qing has always been gentle and tolerant in front of him, conniving at his rascals, petty temper and laziness.

As a boy of seventeen or eighteen, he was calm and silent all the time, alienated and stubborn and never lost control, just like the most dignified adult.

He joked many times: "Li Xiaoqing, you are only 17 years old, don't act like a little old man in his [-]s and [-]s, okay?"

Today he understood that it was not silence.

That's restraint.

In the face of unpredictable fate, suppress all emotions to the extreme, let yourself live more numbly, the restraint of not thinking, not thinking, not struggling.

He heard Li Qing's voice: "And...Shang Yang, our family still owes your *mother's life."

"six years ago……"

Shang Yang spoke with difficulty and interrupted Li Qing: "I know."

Li Qing raised his head in astonishment, and saw Shang Yang's face.In the dark, the boy's face is serious and calm, and he can't see the usual childishness of coquettishness, and the corners of silence are the responsibility of adults.

Shang Yang repeated it softly: "I know about it."

Li Qing didn't even have time to realize what this sentence meant.

His cell phone rang.

Li Qing subconsciously answered the phone: "Hello, are you Gui Sulan's family? She is being rescued now, please immediately..."

The next moment, the phone was dropped.

With sharp eyes and quick hands, Shang Yang picked up the phone.

Like the sound of Hong Zhong Qi rumbling in the ears, one word after another was separated and recombined, Li Qing closed his eyes, and completely suppressed the wave-like emotions in his body.

When he opened his eyes again, Li Qing had returned to normal, and took over the phone again: "I'll be there right away, do you need to prepare something?"

Li Qing said something over there, and thanked him calmly.

Shang Yang watched Li Qing who was defeated by reality for a moment, and then sealed himself under the shell of alienation, feeling sour in his heart.

When Li Qing put down the phone, he immediately said, "I'm going too."

Li Qing did not refuse.

When the two arrived at the hospital, they found out that Li's mother had suddenly suffered a hepatic coma.The old lady on the opposite side heard the movement and felt something was wrong, so she called 120.

After urgently paying the money, signing the consent form for the operation, and receiving two critical illness notification letters, Shang Yang sat with Li Qing on the bench in front of the emergency room.

It was late at night, and it was rare for the hospital to be quiet.The red light in the emergency room was always on, reflecting a palpitating light on the white porcelain floor.

Shang Yang broke the silence: "Do you have enough money?"

Li Qing nodded: "Enough."

Shang Yang hummed.

The peaceful air is like a train that keeps going far away, the sound of driving is left behind, and the long and distant steel figure leaves a light afterimage, which always gives people an illusion of endlessness.

The time before the operating room felt like a lifetime.

After a long time, Li Qing said in a low voice: "Mother had hepatitis at first. Eight years ago, when my father fell off the construction site, the family had just finished paying off the debts my father owed when he was studying, and there was no money left. My mother went to sell Blood... After being infected with hepatitis, due to long-term fatigue, she quickly developed liver cirrhosis, until now..."

Shang Yang listened silently.

Li Qing looked up at him: "The student who asked Teacher Shang to borrow money back then was my father...your mother was indirect from my father..."

Shang Yang said, "I know."

Li Qing looked up at Shang Yang and pursed his lips.

Shang Yang stared fixedly at Li Qing: "I knew about it a long time ago."

Li Qing's voice was too low to be heard: "How early..."

Shang Yang said: "Shortly after drinking with you on the rooftop..."

"It's really not difficult to guess. Shang Houde cared for your family beyond the ordinary, and he also passed away six years ago, only one week apart."

……

Li Qing lowered his brows and eyes, his lips were drawn into a line, and his hands were tightly clenched into fists.

It's so early.

"After guessing these things, it's easy to guess some of your thoughts and thoughts." Shang Yang sighed, "You like to hide all your thoughts in your heart so much."

"Like a little fool."

Li Qing held hands, his nails dug deep into the flesh, and a fine mark appeared.

The next moment, his hand was held by someone.

Seeing Shang Yang break his hand away, Li Qing gave him a disapproving look, and took a tissue to wipe his wound.

"So, on Christmas Day, I sat in the station and thought, if I leave, that fool named Li Mingqing will be alone for the rest of his life."

"I can't do that."

"That child is so lonely and so distressing."

"So, I'm back."

"Li Qing, my father and I have never blamed your family. Including my mother, I know her well, and she will definitely not blame you. Just like the movie "The Kite Runner" said, forgiveness is the most powerful strength."

Li Qing felt someone squatting in front of him, that person raised his bangs, looked up and looked at him, his eyes were full of tenderness.

The young man's eyes were clean and bright, as if they were filled with a long sky and bright sun, and they were burning like a raging fire, breaking through all authority and predicament.

Those were the most beautiful pair of eyes Li Qing had ever seen in his life.

"Also!" Shang Yang stretched out his long arms, hooked Li Qing's shoulders, pinched his nose, and complained: "You guy, you can bear it too much. If it weren't for my cleverness today, would it be my life?" Don't even want to hear your psychological words?"

"What do you mean I have a bright future, and you will regret it if you follow me?"

"Fortunately, young master, I'm smart. I thought I'd hook you up first, and I'd confess to you before I came back from the station. Otherwise, you stupid gourd, are you going to dig a hole and bury yourself, never to see you again?" Me?"

He raised Li Qing's chin: "Who gave you the right to decide whether I will regret it? Huh?"

"My life is my own decision, and the consequences are all my own responsibility. I have no regrets or look back."

He said: "Including liking you."

Every sentence almost burned his heart, Li Qing covered his face, his shoulders gradually trembled.

Shang Yang lowered his head, arched his waist, and faced Li Qing face to face, almost touching the tip of his nose.

"So don't worry, little rascal, I'll take care of everything, okay?"

After a long time, Li Qing let out a soft sound.

"Ah."

Neither of them spoke any further.

Shang Yang has been holding Li Qing's hand, not letting go.

God has mercy.

Half an hour later, the door of the rescue room opened.The doctor said: "Fortunately, the person arrived in time and was rescued temporarily. He was sent to the ICU for observation for a few days. If the condition is stable, the problem should not be serious."

Li Qing's tense muscles suddenly loosened.

Shang Yang held his hand tightly.

After looking at his mother through the door of the ICU, Li Qing and Shang Yang slowly left the hospital.Li Qing has to go home and prepare the daily necessities and money needed to come to the hospital to take care of her mother.

Shang Yang will call Shang Houde to report the situation.

The door of the hospital.

When Shang Yang hung up the call to Shang Houde, he suddenly heard someone calling him from behind.

"Shang Yang."

He turned to look.

Li Qing strode over from the steps of the hospital and stopped on a step higher than him.

Shang Yang looked at him.

The next moment Li Qing clasped the back of his head, like a ferocious and suppressed hunting beast, gnawing his teeth roughly, and pried open his lips.

It was a bloody, hysterical kiss.