After transferring to another school, I was at the same table as the school girl who had a crush on

After returning home in the early morning, Shang Yang received a text message from Shang Houde, saying that he was working overtime at school and would not go home tonight, and he probably fell asleep in the office again. wash up.

First in the Xiaogai restaurant, and then on the roof of the teaching building, he drank with others for half the night, and he felt that he was going to taste bad.

Before going to the bathroom, he first sent a text message to Li Qing: "Are you asleep?"

No reply.

After hastily taking a battle shower, there was a new message on the phone.

"Just got home."

"Why so late?"

"Yufei is drunk, and the mouse can't hold him back. We sent him home together, which wasted time."

"You're not drunk, are you?"

"No, it's just very heavy."

Shang Yang wiped his hair with a towel, and laughed foolishly at the text message.Although the text message was short, he could still imagine Li Qing's helplessly wrinkled nose when he said the word "Shen".

This is a small action that Li Qing himself has never noticed.

Regardless of whether his hair was still half wet, Shang Yang hugged his phone and rolled around on the bed: "It's almost twelve o'clock, are you still sleeping now?"

One minute later, Li Qing texted back: "Not sleeping yet."

Shang Yang called him directly: "Hello? Li Qing."

Probably because he was afraid of disturbing Li's mother, Li Qing's voice was a little low: "Why did you call suddenly?"

It's nothing, just thought of it suddenly.

Especially after figuring out those things today, Shang Yang really wanted to hear Li Qing's voice.

"It's nothing." Shang Yang said in a ruffian way: "In the middle of the night, the lamp is lonely, and the quilt is cold. Ban Hua, as my concubine Qing, is the head of the harem, but come here and warm the bed for me first, get ready It’s fine to stay at bedtime, but now I don’t even want to make a phone call? It’s not that I said you, if it weren’t for your face, you would definitely not survive half an episode in "Biography of xx".

Li Qing grunted: "Isn't the head of the harem the queen?"

"Okay, you Li Xiaoqing!" Shang Yang said proudly: "You have learned to despise status, and said, next step, are you going to give me a goose pear tent to haunt me, and then If Yeye Chunxiao doesn't get up early, will she fake pregnancy and compete for favor?"

Li Qing was choked so hard that he couldn't help laughing: "Shang Yang, you actually remember that Xiang's full name!"

Shang Yang said with a toothache: "If you have a female deskmate who brushes "The Legend of Zhen Huan" with a tablet every day in self-study at night, and even drags you to watch it together, you will remember it."

Yes, he was talking about Lin Yiran.

Li Qing: ...

He knows where Shang Yang's cosplay spirit comes from.

Li Qing was silent, but Shang Yang could still think of his helpless and indulgent expression.He couldn't help but rolled around on the bed twice.He likes the feeling that Li Qing will only pamper him alone, and those who are pampered are always confident.

He asked loudly, "Li Xiaoqing, are you complaining about me behind your back? Let me tell you, I can hear you."

Li Qing was caught, his ears were a little red, his eyes looked to one side, and he let out an unnatural groan.

Unexpectedly, Shang Yang was really taken aback, and his voice sank: "Huh?"

Li Qing refused to admit it: "I didn't, you heard it wrong, it's fake."

Shang Yang chuckled, and then his tone became serious: "Li Qing, actually, I called you today because I wanted to ask you something."

Especially after chatting with Lei Tiantian, he wanted to ask Li Qing a few questions.

For example, "Li Qing, born in Shangxi, have you ever complained about everything in front of you?"

Li Qing seemed a little surprised that Shang Yang suddenly raised this question, paused, and then said: "I used to complain about it for a while. Later, I thought about it."

At the age of 15, he also gave up on himself, exiled himself, and questioned fate and the world full of hostility.

No one answered.

Destiny itself is an unanswerable question.

Now he chooses to cherish what is in front of him.

"Why did you suddenly ask this?" Li Qing asked with a smile, "I remember you sent Tiantian off today? What did she tell you?"

Shang Yang hummed, and his voice was a little slow: "She told me about her family and Zhang Yufei. She talked a lot. I..."

He wanted to say that he finally understood your situation today, and understood the difficulties and pains of your struggle to escape your destiny.

As soon as he opened his mouth, he felt that there was a damn condescending sense of superiority and arrogance in these words.

He said, "I suddenly understood Shang Houde."

Li Qing smiled and said: "Teacher Shang is a good teacher. There are too few teachers in this world who are willing to be like him. As for Tiantian..."

He paused, "She is a strong girl. Zhang Yufei has been a classmate with her for 11 years. She said those words because she was excited..."

Li Qing is not a long-winded person, so Shang Yang smiled and said: "Li Xiaoqing, are you afraid that I will be bullied by Sister Lei?"

Li Qing laughed: "No, just to say a few words for Tiantian, she is quite loyal, you will know when you get along with her in the future."

Shang Yang hummed.

Lei Tiantian, in every sense, is a good girl who is pungent and hearty.

There is nothing wrong with her questioning of fate as she lives seriously.

He just thought of Li Qing.

Even Lei Tiantian once questioned God when he was drunk, Li Qing's fate was rougher than anyone else, did he ever resent his fate one day?

Thinking of this, he felt a prickly pain in his heart.

This boy is too stubborn and tolerant, carrying all the mistreatment of him by fate on his thin shoulders, but only responds to life with silence and stubbornness.

He wants to make it easy for him.

He suddenly raised his voice and said seriously, "Li Xiaoqing, I have something to tell you."

Then without waiting for Li Qing to speak, he said directly: "

"Li Xiaoqing, listen carefully." Shang Yang didn't wait for him to answer, and said, "Li Qing, you are only seventeen or eighteen years old, don't worry about everything in your heart, live like a seventy-year-old, relax One point, don't live so tensely, do you hear me?"

Li Qing just wanted to speak.

Shang Yang said loudly again: "You are my best brother and buddy. No matter what you have done in this life, I will treat you as a brother. Even if you think you are sorry for me, even if you think I will never forgive you You. I will forgive you, you are all my good brothers."

"Did you hear me?"

"When you hear it clearly, remember this sentence."

This inexplicable and determined tone made Li Qing think for a moment that Shang Yang knew what happened back then.He froze for a while, then lowered his eyebrows and pursed his lips tightly.

No matter what he did, he forgives himself and is a good brother.

Shang Yang was able to forgive him.

But...can he forgive himself?

As if expecting that Li Qing would not answer, Shang Yang said to himself: "It's already 11:30, you have to get up early tomorrow, go to bed."

Li Qing said: "Well, you too."

When it was time to hang up the phone, Li Qing lingered on it for a second, and sure enough, he heard a voice that was as arrogant as it should be.

"Banhua! I'm going to eat noodles, glutinous rice chicken, and steamed buns from Daganma's house tomorrow morning. Don't forget to bring them all for me, or believe it or not, I won't turn over your green head card again." Deduct your salary!"

Li Qing showed a warm smile: "Okay." After hanging up the phone, he said to the busy phone.

"Good night."

"My little sun."

my light.

The next day, Li Qingzu brought Shang Yang breakfast for three people.

Surprised by Shang Yang, he couldn't help asking sincerely: "Sister Qing, do you think your brother Shang looks like he can finish eating these things?"

Although the old lady next door to Li Qing's house stamped him as fat, but he himself denied it.

He has six pack abs and he's not fat!

Li Qing blinked his eyes innocently and obediently.

The unfinished breakfast finally cost Lei Tiantian and Cheng Chengcheng. Shang Yang even asked Xu Chengcai at the front table, and the other party reservedly said that he had eaten it.

For the next whole day, Shang Yang was as energetic as ever and made a fuss, flirting with cats and dogs everywhere, biting at sister Qing, Xiao Chengzi, sister Lei, and Daxia Xu, causing the surrounding circles to have nothing to do with him.

Li Qing could not help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Since the morning, Shang Yang's attitude towards him has not changed a bit from the usual one.

So... the phone call yesterday was really just an accident.

It was a break time before evening self-study after school in the afternoon.

With a bag of old yogurt in his mouth, wearing a fiery red bluetooth headset, dangling his long legs, humming a ditty, in front of the small newsstand at the door, among a bunch of new magazines, Shang Yang picked out the new issue of "Zhiyinmanke" .

After thinking about it, he took another copy of "Reader" and heard from Li Qing that it can be used to accumulate composition materials.

Later, I can take off the cover of this book and put it on his "Tomb Raider Notes", and read it in Lao Zhang's evening self-study.

He calculated exactly, and handed the two books to the stall owner: "How much?"

The boss settled the bill quickly and gave me some change.Shang Yang took the change when he heard someone calling him.

"Yangyang?"

Shang Yang politely took off an earphone, turned his head following the sound, and glanced up and down vigilantly at the person coming.

This is a 35-six-year-old woman, her appearance is not too high, she is well-dressed, she is wearing a decent blue striped dress, and she is thrown into the city pedestrian street and becomes the background board.

He didn't even know his face, and he called him by his nickname as soon as he came up.

He asked impatiently, "Who are you?"

The woman obviously realized the abruptness: "Yangyang, I'm sorry, Auntie is too impatient. Auntie will introduce herself first. Auntie's surname is Tao, she is a nurse, and she was recently transferred to the hospital of the affiliated school of Provincial No. [-] High School. I found you today, actually I want to meet you..."

The more she talked, the more Shang Yang frowned, until she said the last sentence.

"I want to talk to you about my remarriage with your father."

hum-

For a moment, it seemed as if a silencer had been pressed, and the clamor of the surrounding crowd stopped with one touch, and only Jay Chou's singing was buzzing in his ears: "Father took my hands and walked gently on the quiet stone road in the morning." , bowed his head and kissed my left hand."

The world has become an empty and lonely stadium after a concert.

It's "In the Name of the Father".

He heard his own indifferent voice: "I'm sorry, lady, you have found the wrong person. I have nothing to do with Shang Houde. It is between you and him that you want to get married. I have no right to interfere. Please listen as you please, and if you only talk about this matter, I will leave first."

What else did the middle-aged woman want to say: "Yangyang, Auntie wants you to help persuade your father..."

Shang Yang turned his head and said politely: "Also, this lady, please call me by my full name."

Walking on the road, Shang Yang's depression surged up like a rising tide, almost flooding his reason and eyes.

He doesn't care.

What does he care about.

That is Shang Houde's own business, if you don't discuss it with him, you don't know him, so what does it have to do with him.Originally, he didn't want to forgive Shang Houde, and he just waited to have nothing to do with him.

It has nothing to do with his penny.

"Fuck—" Shang Yang kicked a littered mineral water bottle by the side of the road, and kicked it into the big green trash can not far away.

bang-

The mineral water bottle fell steadily into the trash can.

Shang Yang paused for a second, exhaled, and tightly held the hand of the magazine. When he started again, his face was as cold as frost.

He doesn't care.

Shang Yang thought that this was the end of the matter.The next step is a done deal, waiting for Shang Houde to notify him of the wedding date, he will move out of this house and rent a new place nearby.

He didn't expect that woman to entangle him.

For a week, he could see the blue and white striped skirt guarding the door as soon as school was over in the afternoon, watching the crowds of people like a watchman.

Shang Yang was dragged several times.

He has always been polite to his elders, but he is really not in the mood to deal with his future stepmother, and every time he uses the cover of Li Qing, Lei Tiantian, Cheng Chengcheng or the class monitor, to get away before the woman can speak.

The woman didn't have the face to chase him in front of people.

At the end, Shang Yang didn't know and didn't want to know why this woman was looking for him.

But when this woman was stuck for the second week, everyone around her recognized her, and some rumors spread, Shang Yang became angry even if he was a clay figurine.

After seeing the woman at the door again, he called Shang Houde.Without waiting for the other side to speak, he said directly: "Shang Houde, what you do with your private life is your freedom. I promise not to say a word. But please regulate your future wife and let her not Do you hang around the door regularly every day?"

Shang Houde was obviously very surprised: "Remarried? Yangyang, where did you hear the news..."

Shang Yang said indifferently: "Please go to the school gate and take him away now."

Shang Houde is very efficient.

Fifteen minutes later, he saw Shang Houde rushing from the administration building to the school gate and talking to the woman.After a while, the woman left the school gate.

After seeing off the woman, Shang Houde still looked at the door for a while, as if he was looking for someone.

Regardless of Shang Houde, Shang Yang went straight away.

The person had already left, but Shang Yang also lost the mood to eat, so he went to the canteen and bought a random piece of bread for dinner.

There is a missed call on your phone.

Shang Yang crossed it out and put the phone back in his trouser pocket.

Back in the classroom, Li Qing was eating in the classroom while flipping through the English simulation paper.

Shang Yang glanced at Li Qing's rice, gnawed dryly on his own bread, took a bite and glanced at Li Qing, not to mention his pitiful appearance.

"Sister Qing..."

He originally planned to rub Li Qing for a bite of food, to take advantage of your own food, and to quietly satisfy his dirty thoughts of indirect kissing.

But Li Qing took out a still warm lunch box from his drawer pocket: "Here, eat."

Shang Yang's eyes widened in surprise.

Li Qing said: "I guess you won't be in the mood to eat today."

Hot food and rice are better than dry bread.Shang Yang wished he could slap Li Qing on the face, and sighed sincerely.

"Ban Hua, you are such a virtuous person, whoever marries you will definitely enjoy the blessings."

Li Qing glanced at Shang Yang helplessly, rubbed his head: "Hey, eat."

Shang Yang obediently shut up and ate.

After eating, Li Qing put away the trash and prepared to throw it away later.

Shang Yang suddenly said: "... If I say that I hate Shang Houde's remarried woman, is it selfish?"

Li Qing paused, then shook his head: "No."

Not surprised by Li Qing's answer, Shang Yang silently played with a pen, picked the cap of the pen, and refused to comment.

Li Qing hesitated: "And Shang Yang, based on what I know about Mr. Shang, I think this matter may not be what you imagined."

Shang Yang stared at the cap of the pen without speaking.

Li Qing patted his hand: "It's almost time for class, let's do homework."

The two of them did their homework together without mentioning the woman again.

The author has something to say:

"Father took my hands, walked gently on the quiet stone road in the early morning, bowed his head and kissed my left hand"

——Jay Chou "In the Name of the Father" Lyrics