After transferring to another school, I was at the same table as the school girl who had a crush on

What Shang Yang didn't know was that when the fireworks exploded on New Year's Eve, there was also a conversation in the study room.

bang bang bang-

The fireworks exploded.

Grandpa and Shang Houde turned their heads at the same time, looking at the fireworks outside the window.On the dark sky like a curtain, colorful fireworks exploded, scattered and fell, disappeared among the buildings, and fell into the bright eyes of countless children who looked up.

Staring at the fireworks burnt out, the grandfather suddenly turned around and asked: "After all these years, do you still insist on what you said to me at the beginning?

Shang Houde said: "I am still persisting."

Grandpa asked, "Even if the road is long and obstructed?"

Shang Houde replied: "The road is long and obstructed, but the road is approaching."

The holidays in high school are always short and fleeting.

At home, he was carried by his grandfather to the uncles in the business field, the seven aunts and eight grandmothers in the family, and his own relatives and friends. After the Chinese New Year, the Spring Festival holiday is over.

Finally no more entertainment!

Shang Yang, who was granted amnesty, happily packed his luggage that day and rushed to Shangxi High School.Before his ass touched the bench, he was knocked out by a piece of news.

——Yufei was injured.

He had a real fight with a gangster from a nearby vocational school, and ended up in the hospital.

When Shang Yang accompanied Li Qing to the hospital to see Yu Fei, he heard the sound of movie lines coming from the ward in the corridor.

"I heard people say that there is a kind of bird in this world that has no legs. It can only fly continuously. When it is tired, it sleeps in the wind. This kind of bird can only land once in its life, and that time is when it dies."

Li Qing stopped and listened for a while: ""Days of Being Wild", Brother Yu's favorite movie."

Pushing open the door, Yufei was watching movies with an old MP4.He was the only one living in the ward, and it was dark without the lights on. The damp and dim light characteristic of Wong Kar Wai movies illuminated Yufei's brows and bridge of nose, like a mountain in another world.

Li Qing waited until the classic line was finished before turning on the light: "Brother Yu."

Yufei received the MP4: "You guys are here."

In addition, when grandma passed away, it was the second time Shang Yang saw Yu Fei in such a mess.There was a bandage on his arm, and there was a scratch on his face, probably bleeding, and his lips and tongue were still white.

Looking at Li Qing's cold and serious expression, Yu Fei grinned: "Don't worry, it's nothing serious."

Li Qing's complexion did not soften at all.

Shang Yang is still confused: "What's going on?"

Yu Fei spit: "It's just that the vocational high school suffered a lot under my hands. Now I heard that I won't show up, so I come to trouble our subordinates. I don't have a problem with them, but I can't fight them." bear my name."

After hearing this, Li Qing turned his head and walked out without saying a word.

"Stop!" Yu Fei shouted loudly, "Li Qing, what about you, come back to me!"

Li Qing stood at the door, his footsteps stopped, but he didn't turn his head to look at Yu Fei.

Yu Fei gave Shang Yang a look: "Then so-and-so, go and pull your people back."

Shang Yang's heart skipped a beat by this sentence, and he grabbed Li Qing's shoulder: "Don't be impulsive."

The air in the ward was still a little stiff.Yu Fei sighed and said, "Li Qing, this matter has nothing to do with you. It's almost the third year of high school, you just need to go to school and take care of my aunt. Don't forget, you are going to take the Tsinghua University exam."

Li Qing still didn't move.

Yu Fei continued: "I pulled you out of that group of people back then, but I didn't want you to continue wading through this muddy water."

Shang Yang could feel that under the palm of Li Qing's shoulder muscles were tense like a stone, and his teeth were clenched tightly.

In the end Yu Fei said these words softly: "Li Qing, you are different from me."

Time flies, and Shang Yang seems to have returned to the day when he met Li Qing in the cemetery.In the cold wind of late autumn, Li Qing calmly said these words to him.

"Shang Yang, but we are different."

At that time, he only felt that Li Qing was belittling himself.

But after the identity change, watching Yufei as a bystander, he tasted the complicated taste in these words.

Forbearance.

Accept fate.

Abandon yourself.

calm.

Li Qing obviously also received this emotion, clenched his fists tightly, the veins on his hands bulged: "Brother Yu..."

"Li Qing!" Shang Yang grabbed Li Qing's arm even more tightly.As soon as he grabbed it, he realized that the muscles of Li Qing's body were almost tense to the extreme, and his breathing was straining, as if he was about to explode in the next second.

This made him hold Li Qing even tighter, and he raised his voice and shouted again: "Li Qing!"

Yu Fei laughed again, joking with Li Qing.This guy's indifference seems to be born, no matter what situation he falls into, he can laugh: "See, there are people who are worried about you now."

After being pointed out so repeatedly, even Shang Yang had a thick skin, and he blushed suddenly.

He looked at Li Qing.Li Qing just looked up at Yu Fei, his eyes were red.

"They're pushing you."

"Don't worry, how many years have you been with me, you know I can't suffer." Yu Fei laughed and coughed twice before sighing, "It's a pity, our make-up classes will be suspended for a while."

Shang Yang's lips moved, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Remedial lessons...just a time-out?

Yu Fei said it easily, but even if he only listened to a few words just now, Shang Yang knew that this matter was not easy.

Shangxi is too poor and too small, those who are able move out with their families early, and the rest are either too old to walk, or unable to go out, or left-behind children, and the left-behind children grow up to become It's a mess.

Growing up in Shangxi, a place the size of a palm, this group of vocational high school hooligans thought that the world was as big as the top of their heads, and they were all in their savage adolescence, with a rebellion that could not be vented in their hearts all the time. Ignorant and impulsive and watching the sky from a well.

They rebelliously draw a boundary between themselves and the world. On one side is the decadent little rivers and lakes they believe in confronting the world, and on the other side is a society where normal people study, work and make progress.

In their view, Yu Fei's 'reform evil' is a kind of betrayal.

Everyone is rolling in the mud, and they agreed to hang out together to the end, so why do you have the opportunity to be a normal person?

So they retaliated.

When Yufei was in Shangxi High School, they didn't dare to run into people from Xixi High School.When Yufei was busy studying, they harassed all the girls from Class [-], those who had a good time with Yufei, or the girls from Shangxi High School.

Using the word harassment is considered to give them face, but in fact it is more accurately regarded as bullying that is close to the edge of crime.

Because they all know that Yufei takes care of his brothers, never lets others bully girls, and protects those who are good at studying.

They are forcing Yufei to come out, and Yufei will either completely ignore it, and really want to learn, and let those people be harassed and bullied.Anyway, if they are under [-], the police can't control them.Or, if Yu Fei makes a move, he will never want to go back to be a good student in the future.

Things are back on track.

Everyone is decadent in the mud together, and it is only fair that everyone finishes playing together when the world is doomsday.

This is why Li Qing is so angry!

This time, the gangsters of the vocational high school forced Yu Fei out, and Yu Fei would have no time and opportunity to study hard in the future.

Li Qing wanted to help Yu Fei just now.As long as he made a move to shock those bastards.Yufei can naturally get out of this matter.But at that time, it was Li Qing who was stuck in this matter.

So Yu Fei didn't let Li Qing show up.

After being silent for a long time, Li Qing spoke, his voice was as hoarse as sand being wiped: "Brother Yu..." After only one shout, he turned his head and couldn't continue.

When I met Yu Fei, he had just come out not long ago. It was the time when he felt that his fate was unfair, he was cynical, and he harbored a hatred of the world every day, and he had nowhere to vent his anger.

Why did he and his mother suffer this bad luck when they did nothing wrong.Why is the villain still alive and well, he just resists and protects himself, yet he is rejected by everyone?

Why?

No one could answer his question.

How can there be so many why in the world?

With a lot of anger in his heart, he no longer wants to be that good student who can be bullied by others, he goes out every day, hangs out with a group of delinquent teenagers, smokes, drinks alcohol and fights with a group of people.He doesn't know why he fights, but as long as he follows someone, he will go crazy when he starts fighting.

At that time, his mentality was very simple.I'm already like this, so what can I do?

It was under such a muddled and unscrupulous situation that his reputation was earned.

If there is no mother and Yufei, maybe he will be like that in this life.

He still remembers that it was a cloudy and rainy day.He got into a fight with someone and his head was broken. He had no money and didn't want to go to the hospital. He missed some iodine at random, and didn't want to go back to school, so he found a random wall and sat in a corner to smoke.

The lighter was out of gas and couldn't ignite. He was upset and threw the lighter against the wall.He said bad luck, and was about to get up to buy a lighter, when he was suddenly handed a lighter in front of him: "Do you want a lighter?"

He looked up and saw a well-known gangster nearby.

Yu Fei.

He lit the cigarette with Yufei's lighter.Yu Fei sat next to him: "I have heard about you, you are different from us, I will cover you in the future, don't mess around. You go to study again."

He remembered that his answer at the time was that he threw the lighter into Yufei's arms.

"Neuropathy!"

But later, he found that no one dared to provoke him anymore.Everyone who provoked him was taught a lesson by Yu Fei.No one played with him anymore, everyone was warned by Yufei not to lead him badly.

"Neuropathy!"

This is the second time he has scolded Yu Fei.

Yu Fei was not angry either, but after being scolded by him, he clicked his tongue and gave him a whole set of junior high school textbooks and notes.

"I borrowed it from No.1 in our class, so let's see."

Li Qing's original textbook was vomited into a mess after he got drunk, and it was thrown into the trash can.

"Neuropathy!"

This is the third time he has scolded Yu Fei.

Also the last time.

Half a year later, under Yufei's persistent harassment, he and Yufei became best brothers.

It was also at that time that he re-entered the school and took the senior high school entrance examination. Using the textbook Yufei gave him, he got No. 1 in the entire district.

When he was most chaotic and decadent, it was Yu Fei who pulled him out of the quagmire.Seeing that Yufei's way to school was interrupted, he was even angrier than Yufei.

Yu Fei reached out and pulled him up.

When Yu Fei was about to be pulled down, he could only watch.

He can't forgive himself!

Compared to Li Qing, Yu Fei's reaction was much weaker.He sat on the bed with a golden knife, and sighed leisurely: "Don't think of me as being so noble and selfless, sacrificing myself for others. I am not a saint. I just think that I have been a good student for two months , It’s just like that. It’s just like that. It’s the same as living a life, studying hard is not the same, it’s all the same job. In the end, what is the purpose of life for a person, I really don’t understand..."

Li Qing's eyebrows were heavy and depressed, and she clenched her fists tightly as she suppressed a gloomy volcano that was about to erupt.

Shang Yang put his shoulders on his shoulders and stood by his side.

"Li Qing." Yu Fei called his name with a light smile, but his tone was very solemn, "I am serious with you. If we dare to take this muddy water, we brothers will have nothing to do."

Li Qing looked up at him, his lips were tightly pressed into a line, as sharp as a knife.

Yu Fei paused and said, "Li Qing, I'm serious."

Li Qing opened his mouth, tasted the bitterness in his heart, but couldn't say anything.He knows Yufei's character well. He seems to be unrestrained and unrestrained, but his actual temperament is decisive.

This word is a sentence.

Seeing that the atmosphere had calmed down, Yu Fei regained his briskness: "Since you are here, just do me a favor. Help me move my things back, I am impatient with the smell of the hospital."

The three went home in silence.

There was a new cold wave in Jiangcheng, and it started to rain on winter nights.The night rain in the south always seems to be like this, the foreshadowing is greater than the action, the cold wind is blowing, the cold air penetrates into the bones, but the sound of the rain is just a patter.

Holding an umbrella, when the three of them reached the door of the house, Yu Fei stopped suddenly.

A girl stood at the door.

"Yufei, open the door! I know you are here, I heard that you are injured!"

"Yufei, let me in! I have something very important to tell you."

"Let me...see you..."

Shang Yang turned his head to look at Li Qing, and then at Yu Fei: "It's Zhang Yufei."

It is not a secret among classmates that Zhang Yufei likes Yufei.

Shang Yang also heard about it occasionally, but Yu Fei never responded.

Yu Fei put away the smile on his face, his face became solemn, and he clenched his fist unconsciously.

Li Qing looked at Yu Fei: "Has she been here before?"

Yu Fei smiled wryly: "...I don't know..."

Li Qing paused: "Don't see her?"

Yu Fei subconsciously touched in his pocket, but found no smoke, and rubbed his hands irritably: "...not seen."

The three stood in the dark on the side of another building, letting the cold wind blow away the heat, looking at the girl in the rainy night.

Yufei's house is an old community in the 80s.The ground floor was converted into a 24-hour pharmacy.There was a red cross-shaped lamp on the sign of the pharmacy, and the light fell on the ground, which was wet by the rain, and bleak and bright fragments flashed out one after another.

In that rain curtain, Zhang Yufei stood firmly, her white wool cap was wet, the rain dripped down her eyes, and her white down jacket was wet.

In front of the huge and dark building, she was so small and lonely, yet so brave and determined.

Probably a clerk from the pharmacy came out to persuade her.She wiped away her tears and begged the nurse for something, but to no avail.

She could only stand downstairs and shout into the darkness that covered the sky, "Yufei, I like you."

"I have something to tell you, I have something very important to tell you..."

"Yufei, I really... like you. Let me take a look at you..."

No echo.

The little fragile shadow squatted down, covered its head, and sobbed on the ground for a long time.

Yu Fei remained silent throughout.

After Zhang Yufei cried on the ground for a long time, she was persuaded by others, and finally walked away step by step.

From the beginning to the end, Yu Fei just stared at the girl, clenched his fists and remained motionless.

Li Qing glanced at him: "Let's go."

Yu Fei hummed: "Let's go too. They're all at the door, so there's no need to send them off."

Li Qing looked at Yu Fei, but refused to leave.

Yu Fei patted Li Qing on the shoulder and said softly, "Think about your mother."

Li Qing's eyes darkened, and finally lowered them slowly.

Countless times later, Shang Yang remembered that he looked back at that time.Seeing the windy and rainy night, Yufei walked to the place where Zhang Yufei had just stood, and picked up something.

He must have looked at the thing for a long time, received it in the palm of his hand, and then entered the house.

The back is drenched by the rain and lonely.

The next day, Zhang Yufei had a cold and asked for leave and did not come to class.

On the second day, Yu Fei did not follow them to study by themselves in the evening.

The next day, people from Vocational High School and Shangxi High School fought again, and no one dared to stop the girls from Shangxi High School on the road.

The author has something to say:

I don't know how to describe this backward and narrow place, the weird and ignorant thinking of teenagers in adolescence.

But there really are people like this who have never been beaten by society and who worship Xiaojianghu extremely.

Regarding Yufei, we will reveal later, there are reasons for his character formation.

I've had a cold for a few days, sorry for the lateness.