After transferring to another school, I was at the same table as the school girl who had a crush on

That night.

Shang Yang sat at the desk in the room, turned on the small desk lamp, and the dim yellow light illuminated the world.Shang Yang took out the transparent candy wrapper, took out an ultraviolet lamp, and shone it on the candy wrapper.

Under the purple light, a line of words suddenly appeared on the transparent wrapping paper.

I like you.

"really."

Looking at the familiar handwriting, Shang Yang leaned back in his chair, and a certain vague guess was finally confirmed.

After laying out the transparent wrapping paper carefully, he found an "Oxford English-Chinese Dictionary" and carefully stored the wrapping paper in it.

Sighing, Shang Yang stretched his waist, ready to go to the living room to pour some water.

As soon as he went out, he saw a light in the living room, and a small circle of bright yellow light hit the wooden floor, creating a small warm world.

On the sofa, Shang Houde was so tired that he fell asleep with a book spread out on his stomach.

Shang Yang took out the book and looked at it. It was a collection of family conditions, which recorded the grades and evaluations of each student in the third year of Shangxi High School, family conditions and parents' contact information.

This workaholic will die of exhaustion sooner or later!

Putting the record book on the coffee table, Shang Yang turned on the air conditioner in the living room, went to the room and fetched a thick quilt for Shang Houde, and put an electric heater in Shang Houde's arms.

It's already December, and Jiangcheng, which is located in the middle of the country, is the most unlucky place in the country where it is cold, wet and unheated in winter.

Sleeping on the sofa like this for one night, Shang Houde will definitely catch a cold tomorrow.

Putting an apple on the coffee table, Shang Yang looked at the sleeping Shang Houde.

"My surname is Shang, happy Christmas Eve."

"Wow——" Shang Yang woke up in the morning, and as soon as he opened the window, a gust of cold wind suddenly rushed in, got into Shang Yang's neck, and made him shiver.

Immediately afterwards he saw the sky covered in white.

It actually snowed.

Winters in Jiangcheng are always wet and cold, with the lowest temperature reaching -[-]-[-] degrees below zero. Although it is not as low as the tens of degrees below zero in the north, in cold rainy days, the cold air scraped like a knife can penetrate into the cracks of human bones, and the wind, rain, and humidity The combination is even more difficult.

But it usually does not snow in early winter.

There are two routine snowfalls every year, either in the coldest mid-January, or in the coldest March.The amount of snowfall is usually not large, and at most it can cover the upper.With the sun, it can be completely melted in a week.

At the end of December this year, there was a heavy snowfall.

Many years later, Shang Yang found out that this meteorological anomaly had been specially published in local newspapers back then.

It seems to be writing the ending of the two of them parting.

With the lack of urban car exhaust in the air, there is a biting coolness and the usual sweetness after snowfall, which makes people's noses turn red from the cold.

What a weather for parting.

After Shang Yang got dressed, he dragged his suitcase and went out.Facing the cold wind in the city with the tip of his nose, he lowered his head and pulled up the zipper of his down jacket, passing through a group of old fathers and old women who went out to buy vegetables in the old residential area, Shang Yang saw the person he wanted to see at the gate of the community at a glance.

Li Qing.

It's cold today, Li Qing wears a lot of clothes.The knee-length black down jacket made him stand tall and long-legged, and the black and white woolen scarf wrapped around his neck, covering half of his face by the way, only revealing a pair of black eyes like cold stars.

Probably because he had just had his hair cut to avoid the cold, and he was still wearing a black wool cap.

Even with such a tight cover, he stands out from the crowd in the bustling crowd of people going to school, going to work and shopping for vegetables.

Striding to the door, he patted Li Qing on the shoulder: "Ban Hua, good morning."

Li Qing looked up and saw his smiling face, and couldn't help but burst into a smile: "Good morning."

Shang Yang dragged the suitcase away.

Li Qing followed him, "I'll see you off."

"Ban Hua, you still have a heart... Aqie..." Before Shang Yang could finish his sentence, he sneezed in the cold wind with snow powder in his face.

Compared with Li Qing's warmth and practicality, Shang Yang is a standard example of death.

On a snowy day at minus six or seven degrees, he didn't wear long johns or a scarf for the sake of style, and only a thin shirt under his down jacket.

"It's such a cold day, be careful of catching a cold!" Li Qing looked at Shang Yang's outfit and shook his head, took off his scarf, and put it around Shang Yang's neck.

Shang Yang insisted: "Don't worry, Ban Hua, I'm not as delicate and weak as you. Aqie..."

Li Qing is three centimeters taller than Shang Yang, and the height of wearing a scarf on him at this moment is just right, so he had no choice but to laugh and not refute.

The scarf was tied up, and there was still Li Qing's body temperature on the black and white intertwined wool, and Shang Yang blurted out the breath that had been stuck in his throat all night. "Li Qing, you really don't plan to keep me?"

"As long as you leave me alone, I won't leave."

Heavy snow fell on the roof, on the ground, on the steps, and on Shang Yang's shoulders.The fluffy snow absorbs the noise, except for the small wind, the world is nothing but peaceful.

At that moment, Shang Yang saw the sadness and sadness flickering in Li Qing's eyes.

After brushing the snow off Shang Yang's shoulders, Li Qing picked up a piece of luggage: "It's getting late, let's go."

Shang Yang sighed silently.

On the long paved road towards the bus station, the two walked side by side as the finely crushed snow fluttered gently, and the wheels of the suitcase rolled over the snow, making a muffled rustling sound.

Shang Yang wanted to say a few witty words to ease the atmosphere.

He's used to it all the time.

No matter how serious the atmosphere is, if he interrupts it, it will be as relaxing as a comedy movie theater.But today, when he opened his mouth a few times, he felt as if his throat was stuffed with cotton.

Today's weather is so cold that his words are frozen.

he thinks.

No matter how long the road is, it has an end.The two soon came to the T-shaped intersection.The Shangyang family complex is on top of a horizontal pole, and the station is at the end of the vertical line.

At this point, Shang Yang should turn the corner and leave.

After sending Shang Yang to the corner of the T-junction, Li Qing stopped, looked at Shang Yang and said, "Follow this road and you will arrive at the station at the end."

Shang Yang was dragging the suitcase, and the voice came out from the scarf that covered half of his face, looking muffled.

"I am leaving."

"Ah."

Shang Yang turned and left, his footsteps left a string of footprints on the clean snow, which looked long in the snowy sky, winding towards the distance.

After staring at him and walking for a dozen steps, Li Qing suddenly called out to him: "Shang Yang."

Shang Yang turned to look at him.

"..." Li Qing stared at his eyebrows and eyes seriously, and then showed a big smile: "Shang Yang, you must have a good life in the future."

As if he thought this was too old-fashioned, Shang Yang rolled his eyes under the big hat of the down jacket.Turning his head, he waved to Li Qing chicly.His ostentatious voice came from the wind carrying snow particles.

"Don't worry, the person who can make my life miserable has not yet been born."

Looking at the free and easy back, Li Qing shook his head slightly with the corners of his lips raised.

This nonsensical flamboyant tone is really a consistent Shang style.

At the T-shaped intersection, Li Qing kept watching Shang Yang leave.

Until the figure kept getting smaller.

Until that figure mixed with a group of battery car people rushing to work.

Until the figure disappeared around another small bend.

Until there was only a long empty street covered with snow in front of him.

It's snowing again.

A few flakes of snow floated to Li Qing's neck, melted by his body temperature and turned into water.Li Qing shivered from the cold, subconsciously flinched, then suddenly woke up and looked in front of him, then lowered his head and smiled.

Already gone.

good go.

Putting his hands in his purse, he walked back against the snow wind, and slowly walked back along the way the two came, step by step stepping on the footprints of the two when they came.

It was approaching the working hours of the nearby factories, and the students had started to go to school. The streets gradually became lively, electric cars and bicycles began to compete for the road, and the small dumplings wrapped like rice dumplings chattered and went to school with their schoolbags on their backs.

A group of children were having a snowball fight on the side of the road, and one of the little girls was besieged by several companions, she was beaten so hard that she couldn't dodge it, and bumped into Li Qing's arms.

The little girl was very polite, and apologized to Li Qing's childish voice: "Brother, I'm sorry."

Li Qing supported her to stand still, rubbed her head: "It's okay, don't run so fast next time, it's snowing and the ground is slippery, be careful of falling."

"Okay, big brother." The little girl looked up at Li Qing, and suddenly said, "Big brother, are you going to cry?"

Li Qing paused, knelt down to look at the little girl, and gently wiped the snow off her face: "How come, brother is very happy today. Because today brother helped the person he likes to do a very good, very good job." brother, I don’t want to cry.”

The little girl opened her eyes wide and looked at her big brother 'talking nonsense'.

Li Qing stood up, took out a pack of green-wrapped mints from his purse, and handed it to the little girl: "Take it and eat it."

The little girl took the candy, bounced and walked a long way, and then turned her head to look at her big brother.

Why is the eldest brother's expression so sad when he is obviously happy?

Li Qing walked slowly, walked, walked past the old residential area where Shang Houde lived, walked to the small restaurant where Yufei had a drink last time, passed a stationery and jewelry store in front of Shangxi High School, and walked to a fashion house. The teachers are all in front of Shamat's barber shop...

He squatted on the side of the road, and a song was played in the barber shop. It was an old song "Red Bean" by Faye Wong.

Leaning against the wall, he squatted down slowly, curled up with red eye circles.

Goodbye, Shangyang.

never see again.

And... I like you.

[Haven't felt well yet, the climate of snowflakes blooming]

I like you when I first met you at the age of 15.

I had just been released from prison that year. I had lost my friends, my grades, and my pride. I was alienated and treated coldly by everyone. I was at the darkest bottom of my life.

That day, my mother asked me to go to the city to find Teacher Shang to pay back the money.

I saw you near the gate of Provincial No. [-] High School.

At the age of 15, you have long hands and long legs, carrying a schoolbag on one shoulder, stepping on a skateboard, holding a basketball, sweating your hair and vest, blowing out like a gust of wind, laughing and turning your head to say goodbye to your friends, that smile in the sunset Hotter than the sun, it can dazzle people's eyes.

I have never seen anyone with such a blatant and warm smile, as if there is no sorrow when you hit the ground.

Later Teacher Shang told me: "That's your elder brother Shang Yang."

At that time, I was thinking, "Yang" - what a good name.

A boy who is as hot as a little sun.

It really suits you.

【When we tremble together, we will understand more about tenderness】

I like you, when I first met you in Shangxi.

I heard from Teacher Shang a long time ago that you are coming to Shangxi, but I still didn't expect to meet you on such an occasion.

You are still so cheerful.

When you meet a complete stranger suddenly, you can still make jokes, as if you never know what restraint and restraint are.

At the moment when I turned my back to you, I lowered my head with all my strength so that I could restrain my greedy eyes from peeking at you.

After going out, Yu Fei asked me: "Who is that?"

I restrained the trembling of my fingertips, and said in the calmest tone: "He is Teacher Shang's son, named Shang Yang."

I also like Shang Yang.

[But I, sometimes I would rather choose to be nostalgic and not let go]

I like you, and I can't forget your panic when you meet danger.

Seeing you being kicked in the head, my mind went blank, and the world seemed to be blown to pieces in front of my eyes in an instant.

That was the second time I heard the heart constriction and the humming sound of eardrums occupied by great panic after I experienced the scene when I was 14 years old.

I rushed up.

I don't even know what I'm doing.

Later you asked me: "Why are you fighting so fiercely?"

I said, "Because I can't afford to lose."

Also because that person is you.

[I will understand more about tenderness, I haven't held hands with you yet, walking through the barren sand dunes]

I like you, the moment you and I accidentally kissed each other.

Although I had to get up early the next day, I covered my head under the quilt that day and tossed and turned for three hours without falling asleep. Fireworks were blowing in my head, and a strange and savage desire surged in my chest.

During the only two hours of sleep that followed, I had countless dreams.

You are in every dream.

You with slightly hot lips.

Show off your happiness.

You who patted my shoulder.

Indifferent you.

The waist, shoulders and hips are well-proportioned, every movement is full of youthful strength, you are seductive and sexy.

That morning, I secretly washed the sheets for a long time.

[Wait until the scenery is seen through, maybe you will accompany me to watch the long stream of water]

I love you the day you lay in my bed.

It was a wonderful dream that I never expected.

In the dark, you and I are so close that our breaths are intertwined.I tried my best to calm my breathing, closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, lest you hear the sound of my heart beating like a drum.

Later, I had a dream.I dreamed that in the dark, you quietly got up again and stared at me.

There was even a moment when I thought you were going to kiss me.

I, who never believed in religion, silently prayed to God in that moment.

"Let time be engraved in this moment forever."

[I haven't boiled the red beans for you yet, turning them into lingering wounds.Then share it together, you will understand the sadness of lovesickness better]

I like you, when I was questioned by you, I was so depressed.

That morning, you roared and questioned me: "Do you really want me to leave that much?"

I lowered my head, bit my lips desperately, resisted the sharp pain that almost trembled in my heart, and prevented it from trembling to show where I was going.

You shake your sleeves and leave.

I just sat down exhausted, forgot to even bring my coat, and in the early morning of late autumn, the cold wind blew for more than two hours, planting the seeds of a cold.

For three years, I thought I had welded an indestructible armor with indifference and alienation, and I would never be moved by anyone again.

But that day, you defeated me with just one look.

[Haven't felt well, the tenderness of waking up to kiss.You may pursue the freedom of loneliness when you are by my side]

I like you, when I found out that our whole family killed your mother, the world fell apart...

On that autumn night eight years ago, my father had an accident. He fell from a height and hit the back of his head. He stayed in the ICU for a week, exhausted the family property, and still failed to save his life.

It was also that autumn night that Mr. Shang sent us life-saving money.

On the same autumn night, you changed from a little boy with loving parents and loving parents to an orphan covered in thorns...

That day I asked you: "After all these years, isn't the friend who asked your father for help the most to blame?"

You shook your head: "...I never blamed them."

You forgive us.

I can't forgive myself.

"The tolerance of others is not an excuse for the perpetrator."

They should repent of themselves for the rest of their lives.

【Sometimes sometimes, I will believe that everything has an end.There are times when we get together and leave, nothing lasts forever】

I like you because I hope you can spread your wings and return to your life.

The smooth road that is as hot as the sun and full of light.

At the age of 17, you are cheerful and enthusiastic, the most carefree little sun with a bright future in the vast world.

At the age of 17, I have seen the ugliest ugliness in prison, and it became a part of the ugliness. It was the muddy and scarred tree at the bottom of the cliff.

Your life is clean and bright.

My life is dark and gloomy.

Your future is bright.

My future is full of thorns.

I look up to you.

I like you.

I also wish you to fly high.

Four months ago, like a summer love song, you broke into my life and let me know what beauty and warmth are.

Four months later, like a summer love song, you should get back on track once the holidays are over.

That's where your life should be.

And I will always stare at you, bless you, and hope that your life will be smooth, joyful and healthy.

It was only today that I realized that I might be a little bit reluctant.

Just a little bit.

So, let me take a break, just for a moment, I can be your good friend Li Qing calmly again.

Li Qing who loves you forever, will never tell you, and owes you forever.

……

"Hey, crybaby, stop crying."

The voice sounded from the top of his head, and a pair of red running shoes appeared in front of Li Qing's eyes.He raised his head blankly, looking at the owner of the shoe: "You..."

Shang Yang supported the suitcase with one hand, squatted down and looked at Li Qing, stretched out his hand to wipe away the water droplets under Li Qing's red eyes and snow-melted cheeks, showed a big smile, and said softly.

"I knew Banhua that you would be reluctant to part with me, my lord."

"Master, I'm not leaving."

The author has something to say: the first volume is over!

Open the second volume the day after tomorrow.

There are about [-] words left, and Li Qingshangyang will untie the knot and be together completely.

At that time, it will be the young couple spreading dog food, and joining hands in Tsinghua University.