You are messing around again [e-sports]

He Changkong felt that Shen Yanming was a little different from the one he knew from a long time ago.He didn't understand where these deviations came from, and he could only tell himself that not everything would develop as his established impression did.Now hearing Shen Yanming's confession that others would find strange, He Changkong faintly understood it.

That makes sense.Why Shen Yanming, who should have joined CTG long ago, became an anchor this time, why he pretended to be a dish dog and beat Aji without hesitating to expose his strength... All these seem to have the answer.

It's just that the answer still needs to be confirmed by him.

So he asked, this is not a dream, right?

It doesn't matter what the answer is, no matter it is really an unimaginable precognitive dream, or Shen Yanming, like him, is a person who violates common sense and relives his life, he will tell him that even if the ending seems to be written in advance, they will Together we can change the future.

But after asking, he felt abrupt again.He just threw out the question almost without thinking too much, and he didn't even think about whether Shen Yanming would be frightened when he asked such a question.

Or maybe Shen Yanming was really just talking casually and giving an example, and his way of asking seemed very nervous.

Shen Yanming was indeed frightened.

He turned around, raised his face slightly, his flustered expression was clearly revealed under the light of the street lamp, he seemed to have a lot to say but couldn't say it, and finally picked up a sentence among the pile of things he wanted to say: "...Why are you so ask?"

Shen Yanming couldn't explain such a strange and chaotic thing like rebirth, but he had to mention his experience if he wanted to explain the reason why he had a knot in his heart.A compromise between the two, he decided to use the dream as an excuse.

When he finished talking about the shadows caused by having a dream, Shen Yanming was still worried that He Changkong would think he was sick, what kind of glass-hearted crunchy shark would be unable to distinguish dreams from reality, even because of a dream? Give up what you want to do?

In the end, He Changkong asked him if this was a dream, right?

He almost blurted out yes yes yes.

But...normally speaking, He Changkong definitely didn't mean what he thought when he asked this question, right?

Like a snail, he carefully stretched out a little tentacles to test.

He Changkong said it directly: "You have experienced it, right?"

Shen Yanming: "!!!"

Shen Yanming bit his lip.Even so, he still couldn't confirm that He Changkong was the same as him. What if He Changkong meant—had he experienced some setbacks in the youth training team or something?

Although he hasn't been to any club's youth training team in this world line, He Changkong didn't know him well before, so it's normal not to know these things.

Shen Yanming hesitated, but finally nodded: "...But it's not necessarily what you think."

Before He Changkong could speak, Shen Yanming said again, "How about a secret signal?"

"Ah."

Shen Yanming thought for a while, then took what logically would happen soon as a signal to connect, and said cryptically, "pudding's shoulder."

If He Changkong asked him what was wrong with his shoulder, then there was no need to talk about this topic any further.

In the end, after a long silence, He Changkong spoke unhurriedly: "I'm injured, our team lost."

"My day," Shen Yanming grabbed his hair with both hands, and seemed to have lost the ability to express himself for a moment, and could only express his feelings with a few swear words repeatedly, "My day, my day, my day..."

He Changkong just stood there, waiting for Shen Yanming to calm down.

Shen Yanming pulled He Changkong's wrist again: "Brother, is it true? Really? Really?"

He Changkong: "It should be true..."

Neither of them made their words too clear, but at this moment the ins and outs of the matter have been laid out in front of the two of them, so there is no need to say it too clearly, as long as they know each other.

Shen Yanming looked like he was about to cry: "Then how did you die?"

He Changkong shook his head: "I'm not dead, I woke up and went back to three years ago. At first I thought I was dreaming..."

Shen Yanming: "Then you should be called time travel, or you will be gone when you fall asleep, but as long as it is a painless death, it is still a happy event..."

He Changkong: "..."

Originally, I wanted to have a good chat about the so-called dream, but the topic suddenly changed to "how did you die".

It's also outrageous. Would normal living people really discuss this together?

It may not be appropriate to use this metaphor, but now Shen Yanming can really understand what kind of mood a fellow countryman feels when he sees his tears. He and He Changkong felt that there was still a thin layer of fog between them, but now this layer of fog Letting the wind blow away, Shen Yanming just wanted to pull He Changkong and say what he had held back for a long time: "I really died a terrible death. You know, I was hit by a car. I used to really like it. I ran outside, but when I first came back, I saw the road outside and had a little stress reaction, and it took me a long time to adjust at home, and I dare not tell others about this, for fear that others will say that I am crazy."

Shen Yanming spoke in a nonsensical manner: "I really don't understand why the protagonists of those web stories can kill the world as soon as they are reborn. They are really strong. I even resisted crossing the road for a long time before returning to normal... ...Damn it, and I was reborn only three years ago. If I was reborn for ten years, I would definitely ask my parents to buy a house in the suburbs. Now the house price has skyrocketed, but they may not listen to a child... oh no Memorize a few sets of lottery tickets, otherwise I will make a fortune now, but I think those random events will change, the team drawn in the last exhibition match is not the previous team, so it may be useless for me to memorize the lottery..."

He talked about this matter in a joking tone, and he said a lot, but He Changkong could hear a deep sense of uneasiness from his incoherent and slightly trembling words.

He Changkong can also feel this kind of mood. When he wakes up, everything changes back to the way it used to be. The people around him seem to be the same people, but they don't have any memories of what happened later, and they can't say anything.It seems that there is another chance, but the actual operation is not so simple, and the things that can be done are always limited.

Moreover, He Changkong and Shen Yanming were not the same.

Shen Yanming died in such an accident, if he really died, it would be over, but if he still has the memory of that moment, it will be very painful.

In addition, I encountered so many things at that time, and I was really slandered...Because of this, I couldn't play professionally again, and it might be difficult to trust others again if I changed someone.

And there is not even a single object that can be used as a tree hole. After experiencing a lot of things, I can only live again as if nothing happened.

When I finally found out that there was someone like me, I was as excited as a puppy seeing its owner come home from get off work.

Really, pathetic.

He Changkong rubbed Shen Yanming's head.

Shen Yanming lowered his head, and his voice became nasal: "...Brother, did you come after I hung up?"

He Changkong: "Yes."

"Is Moonlight still playing then?"

"exist."

"Has he entered the World Championship?"

He Changkong thought for a while: "The best time I won the semi-finals with the team."

"Damn," Shen Yanming cursed, "Then what about him and his little boyfriend? Are they separated? Are they still fine?"

He Changkong didn't understand: "Little boyfriend?"

Seeing He Changkong's reaction, Shen Yanming already understood. It seems that they did not reveal that they were gay.

Shen Yanming asked again: "Then what about me, has anyone mentioned it again?"

"...Well," He Changkong said, "Many people who like you don't believe it."

I don't believe it, but it's just wishful thinking.Based on He Changkong's words, Shen Yanming also knew, and there was no follow-up to his matter.

Shen Yanming had been telling himself not to think about these things before, since the others were gone, he had no way of knowing what happened afterwards.Anyway, his life has started again. It's not that he doesn't want to care about it anymore, and there's no need to care about it. It's impossible to take revenge on these people who have never done anything to him in this world, right? Isn't that sick?The best solution he could think of was to stay away from villains.

But now that he had the opportunity to know what happened next, it was impossible for him not to be curious.

He didn't curse others for having a bad life, but he did imagine that those people would be able to clean up his conscience afterward, or that someone else would help him clarify the matter.

But no.

The man who fouls gets more, he gets nothing.

He thought that if he hadn't lost his life at the time, he might have found a way to rehabilitate himself, but he missed the best time at the beginning.

In addition to the good brother's false testimony, he was also thinking about that little gay guy who said before that his mother committed suicide once after knowing that he was gay. He was afraid that his mother would have another accident, so he pretended that he had "reformed". She is still soft-hearted, and doesn't want to reveal her sexuality, and always wonders if she can find some other evidence to defend herself.

If he had been more ruthless at that time, it would not have become like this.

Maybe he will be disgusted by these people, but he should still find another team to play him after solving this problem. After all, there are many teams who want to poach him.

In the past, he was contacted by people during the transfer period, and he always came to reject the other, just thinking that ctg was kind to him, and his teammates fought side by side, and he would run away if he couldn't make a name for himself.

Thinking about it now, I am really an idiot.

What did you get in the end?

Shen Yanming raised his head: "Brother, I want to play a game, I want to blow up the moonlight dog's head, let him not talk about the semi-finals, I want him to not even enter the World Championship."

I'm so mad, why on earth?

He Changkong was a little surprised: "Have you figured it out so quickly?"

Just now I was still full of entanglement, saying that I lost my dream once...

It seems that to arouse the wolf nature of the little white wolf, it is really impossible to say something that hurts the spring and autumn.

It was rare for He Changkong to tease him: "But..."

Originally He Changkong asked him to come and he refused all kinds of excuses, but now that He Changkong showed remorse, Shen Yanming became anxious instead: "But what? Didn't you say before that you want to be treated exclusively by me? I haven't even had a sip of milk yet. Don't you just say nothing qoq?"