Dressed as the heroine's number one rival
Chapter 38
"Ah? Is that the girl who wore a headband on the first day?" said one of the students who were questioned.
"That's right," Meng Qingci nodded hastily upon hearing this, "Have you seen her?"
The classmate rubbed his head: "I seem to have seen her just now. When we came here to ski, we saw her go over there—"
Meng Qingci looked in the direction she pointed, which was the direction of their ski slope.
But she didn't see her when she first came here.
The remaining possibility is on the other side of their ski slope.
"When is it?" Meng Qingci asked.
"It happened an hour or two ago, and we have been skating here for a long time."
"Okay, thank you." Meng Qingci finished speaking quickly, and hurried over there.
For some reason, a sense of panic rose in her heart for no reason.
If Liang Jinshu wants to play for a while by herself, then it is impossible for her to play alone for two hours and not come back to find him or her.
Surely she would know that she would be worried if she didn't see her for so long.
He still didn't answer the phone, and didn't send her a message to report.
Could it be... something happened...
It shouldn't, it shouldn't... it won't.
As Meng Qingci thought about it, her steps became faster and faster, and finally she ran straight away.
"Hi~" Cheng Jialu saw Meng Qingci running towards her from a distance, and when she got closer, she realized that she had a solemn expression and hurried steps, so she quickly stopped her and asked:
"What's the matter Qingci, where are you going so fast?" Cheng Jialu and He Shouge had just finished skiing lessons, and when they were tired from skiing, they wanted to go back to relax and find something to eat.
"Have you ever seen Liang Jinshu?" Meng Qingci's breath was a little uneven.
"Shushu, no..." Cheng Jialu said as she turned to look at He Shouge behind her, He Shouge also shook his head, expressing that he didn't know.
"What happened to her?" He Shouge asked.
Meng Qingci pursed her lips, feeling a little complicated in her heart, but she didn't have time to discern carefully: "She said she was going to eat, but she never came back.
I just met a classmate from the summer camp. Some people said that she came out of the service hall two hours ago, but she didn't go back to ski, and she didn't know where to go, and the phone couldn't be reached...
I'm a little worried. "The last few words, she said a little low.
"Ah!" Cheng Jialu also started to panic after hearing this: "It should be fine, let's go find her together."
Meng Qingci nodded, and called Liang Jinshu while rushing to the side where they were skiing.
"Is she going skiing and she doesn't have time to take her cell phone, or is her cell phone muted and she can't hear her?" He Shouge's complexion also darkened, and he asked Meng Qingci.
Meng Qingci shook her head: "When we came here, we said that in order not to hear the phone call, everyone has already set the phone to ring mode, so she shouldn't be able to hear it."
"That should be skiing." Cheng Jialu didn't know if she was comforting everyone.
"But it's impossible for her to go skiing by herself for two hours..."
Meng Qingci's eyes kept searching for Liang Jinshu's figure on the ski slope, and he replied to Cheng Jialu in a whisper.
Cheng Jialu thought about it, too, Liang Jinshu probably wouldn't let go of Meng Qingci, and just went to play by himself for so long, did something really happen?
Thinking of this, she also started to panic.
When the three of them arrived at the ski slope that belonged to Liang Jinshu and Meng Qingci, there was still no sign of Liang Jinshu around.
"Let's look over there, there's no one there, maybe she went there to play." Cheng Jialu pointed to the more remote side.
Meng Qingci nodded.
It's evening now, and the sky is not as bright as it was at noon, but my eyes still get dizzy after staring at the snow for a long time, but fortunately, wearing snow goggles can somewhat improve it.
Surrounded by a vast expanse of whiteness, there are not many people skiing at this point. The only strange color on the snow is some small flags planted to distinguish different ski trails and corners.
"What should I do, I didn't see her..." Cheng Jialu panicked even more, she couldn't hide something in her heart, and now she basically searched the ski slope but still didn't see anyone.
Looking at the time again, it was almost time for the dinner arranged by Teacher Yao and the others.
Meng Qingci was still on the phone with Liang Jinshu, her cell phone was about to run out of battery, but still no one answered.
"It's getting dark." He Shouge said suddenly.
Perhaps because he hadn't spoken for a long time, when he opened his mouth, he felt his voice was very hoarse.
It was getting dark, which meant that if something happened to Liang Jinshu, it would be even more difficult to find her after dark.
time does not wait.
Meng Qingci's small mouth was already red and swollen from her unconscious biting.
She hugged the clothes on her body, and felt that it was not very cold here when she was exercising, but when she stopped for a long time, and the temperature was lower at night, she felt that the cold was overwhelming, and her body could not stop shivering.
"Where did you go..." Meng Qingci moved her mouth, and only she could hear her voice.
The phone is not answered, and no one is seen. The last person I met said he was coming this way...
"Sorry...the number you dialed is off."
After dialing Liang Jinshu again, Meng Qingci could no longer control herself when she heard the ringtone was no longer hers, but a mechanical female voice. She knelt down and buried her face in her arms, collapsing silently.
Don't worry about it... don't...
All the calmness and self-restraint seemed to disappear in an instant, and the brain also lost the ability to function. The only thing I could think about was that she should be okay, absolutely nothing...
He Shouge took out his mobile phone and made a few calls. He reached out and patted Meng Qingci's shoulder as a comfort.
I didn't go to the staff here to find someone in the first place, because I didn't think about such a bad place. Now that the three of them have been looking for them for so long, if they still can't be found, then they can only plan for the worst.
"Hello? Okay...we got it...but we are looking for Liang Jinshu now. I don't know if the teacher has seen her? She can't get through on her mobile phone, and she can't find anyone now." Cheng Jialu was picking up Teacher Yao and told them to go back. Dining phone.
"Yes, about two and a half hours ago, a classmate saw her coming out of the service hall and walking towards the ski slope, and I haven't seen her since then." Cheng Jialu's voice didn't know whether it was cold, or panicked, trembling It's too bad.
……
At 06:30 in the evening, under the search of the students of the summer camp, all the staff of the ski resort and the search and rescue team, Liang Jinshu was found unconscious in the snow with only weak breathing.
The whole person was almost frozen into a popsicle.
She was sent overnight to the best hospital in Oregon for treatment.
……
When Liang Jinshu woke up, he felt as if his head had been blown off and then pinched back, with bouts of dizziness and pain.
Is this her head? How can it hurt so much?
Even though he was in an air-conditioned room with a comfortable temperature, Liang Jinshu broke out in a cold sweat.
"Don't move... just get used to it when you wake up."
A gentle voice spoke next to her ear, and her head, which she was about to raise, was gently pushed back.
After a while, the hazy feeling in front of my eyes dissipated, and my retinas adapted to the scene in front of me.
She was supposed to be in the hospital with a drip in her hand, and Meng Qingci was sitting beside her bed.
Liang Jinshu felt that there was no place in his body that was comfortable.
"Qingci..." The poor Liang Jinshu said weakly, and as soon as she opened her mouth, she felt as if a knife was cutting her throat.
Meng Qingci squeezed out a forced smile, his eyes were full of tiredness.
"You look so tired, have you stayed with me all night?" Liang Jinshu saw Meng Qingci, and suddenly felt that the pain in his body could be ignored.
"It's one day and two nights." Meng Qingci corrected lightly.
Liang Jinshu was taken aback: "I've been asleep for so long?" She hurriedly turned her head to look at the sky outside the window, unexpectedly, such a small movement made her gasp in pain.
"You should be glad you're still awake." There was a trace of indifference in Meng Qingci's voice.
Liang Jinshu was stunned, but he felt normal after thinking about it.
She would also be angry: "...I'm sorry for making you worry"
"You just woke up. Let's talk about it later. I'll go to sleep first." Meng Qingci said, then got up and went out without looking back.
Liang Jinshu said such a thing, the summer camp was even more uneasy, and even opened a room for them in a hotel near the hospital, so that they could go there to rest while taking care of Liang Jinshu.
For the past two days, Meng Qingci had been guarding Liang Jinshu, no matter what Cheng Jialu said, he would not leave.
She had just gone to buy breakfast, and as soon as she came back, she bumped into Meng Qingci who looked exhausted.
"Xiaolu, give me the room card, I'll go back and rest for a while." Meng Qingci said weakly.
"Okay, okay," Cheng Jialu immediately took out the room card and gave it to her: "You should go to rest too, I'll just watch over it, you can go back and eat some breakfast."
Meng Qingci accepted the breakfast handed over by Cheng Jialu: "Thank you for your hard work."
"Ham, what's the hard work, you don't even look at how long you haven't slept."
……
He Shouge is a boy, so it's not good to stay here all the time. He came to see Liang Jinshu two or three times a day, and then went back.
He had received the news from Liang Botu early on, and came to guard Liang Jinshu for one night. When she was out of danger and saw Meng Qingci taking care of her, he was relieved to deal with his urgent matters.
……
"Oh my god, you finally woke up, you really scared us to death!" Cheng Jialu came in, saw Liang Jinshu woke up, and couldn't stop talking.
Liang Jinshu's voice was uncomfortable, so he didn't speak, but just looked at her to show that he was listening.
"You don't even know, Teacher Yao is terrified. I'm afraid that something will happen to you. Why did you sneak off to ski alone? It's really careless that something like this happened."
It may be because Liang Jinshu is very weak now, without the usual momentum, Cheng Jialu dared to say a few more words.
"A little bit, just a little bit," Cheng Jialu put down her breakfast, and used her index finger and thumb to make a small distance, expressing that the "a little bit" she said was really very little:
"You are about to say goodbye to this world! You have walked through the gate of hell."
Liang Jinshu breathed out weakly.
This matter, she didn't think carefully.
"Multiple organ failure, some... Well, anyway, the soft tissue is frozen to death, you have to take good care of it to recover."
"Thank you." Liang Jinshu closed his eyes, and forced himself to say something.
"Why don't you thank me, and I didn't do anything, it's Qingci who has been taking care of you.
I don't know if the summer camp can continue this time. Everyone is still at Mount Hood. "Cheng Jialu sat down and opened the breakfast and muttered.
Liang Jinshu can only eat liquid food now, smelling Cheng Jialu's breakfast, she is still in a trance.
However, she didn't bear the scent for too long, the doctor knew she was awake, and immediately came over to take her for a checkup.
……
Liang Jinshu didn't stay in the Oregon State Hospital for too long, and as soon as he got better, Liang Botu chartered a special plane to take her back.
Under Liang Jinshu's explanation, Liang Botu also knew that this matter had nothing to do with the summer camp, so he didn't pursue anything further. He just asked Liang Jinshu to come back to take care of his health and not to participate in the next program of the summer camp.
And Meng Qingci, Cheng Jialu, and He Shouge had to continue participating.
When something like this happened, the summer camp had to pay more attention to their safety. Fortunately, there was no danger this time, but no one can guarantee whether someone will be so lucky next time.
During the few days of recuperating in Oregon, Liang Jinshu could easily feel that Meng Qingci was angry with her, and his attitude towards her seemed to be just business affairs.
She has always wanted to find a chance to have a good chat with her and admit her mistakes, but unfortunately, she has not found the opportunity to realize it.
……
When Liang Jinshu was recovering from his injuries in F City, what he did every day was either learning management, conducting practical operations on the company's affairs, or sending messages to Meng Qingci.
But I don't know if Meng Qingci was busy there, and she didn't reply to her a few words every day. After finally waiting for the night, Meng Qingci said that she was tired and sleepy and wanted to go to bed.
Liang Jinshu felt sorry for her, so he forced her to chat with him, so he had no choice but to say goodnight.
Fortunately, she added Cheng Jialu's WeChat account, so she could ask Cheng Jialu every day what Meng Qingci did today and if anything happened.
She also asked Cheng Jialu to keep an eye on He Shouge and Meng Qingci for her, so as not to let them get too close.
Cheng Jialu thought about her request for a long time, whether Liang Jinshu was afraid that Meng Qingci would rob He Shouge, or that He Shouge would rob Meng Qingci.
In the end, Cheng Jialu came to the conclusion that Liang Jinshu must have felt that her relationship with He Shouge was too awkward. If Meng Qingci was with He Shouge again, then the relationship between her and Meng Qingci would be both awkward and precarious.
Well, it must be so.
……
The day before the end of Meng Qingci's summer camp, Liang Jinshu was very happy. She talked about it while chatting with Jiang Yeran.
Jiang Yeran asked her to go out to play, and Liang Jinshu told her about his experience, and told her about his lovesickness by the way.
So, Jiang Yeran came up with a sentence: "Why does the alumnus you met at the summer camp have time to reply to your message, but your horse doesn't?"
Liang Jinshu was stunned.
……
After sustaining the injury for so long, Liang Jinshu has almost recovered. When Meng Qingci and the others came back, Liang Jinshu went to the airport to pick her up.
"Here~" Liang Jinshu saw Meng Qingci and Cheng Jialu coming out side by side from a distance, and waved his hand.
I haven't seen her for almost ten days, Meng Qingci seems to be a little darker, but only a little, I feel that the outline of the whole person is a little clearer.
"Ah, I haven't seen Shushu for a long time~" Cheng Jialu is an enthusiastic little stove, and when she saw Liang Jinshu, she rushed over happily.
Liang Jinshu smiled at her and gave her a look that only two of them could understand.
Kudos to her for her "spy" work.
Cheng Jialu also smiled back.
After talking for a while, Cheng Jialu's family came to pick her up, so they waved goodbye to them.
When only Liang Jinshu and Meng Qingci were left, the air suddenly became quiet.
"Let's go, I'll take you home." Liang Jinshu pushed the suitcase for Meng Qingci.
Meng Qingci nodded, her eyes barely making contact with Liang Jinshu.
Sometimes the grief between people cannot be shared, but the emotions can be infected with each other.
With Meng Qingci's indifference and Jiang Yeran's advice, Liang Jinshu couldn't even deceive himself and others anymore.
At the airport where people come and go, everything seems to be the same as when they first set off. For a moment, Meng Qingci thought nothing had happened. She and Liang Jinshu went to the summer camp together. Now they just came back together. That's all.
However, those fears at that time were real, and the anger later was real, and it was also true that Liang Jinshu did not form a team with Cheng Jialu and the others to do missions after she placed orders...
Ah.
"Are you tired, do you want to have a meal together first?" Liang Jinshu asked as he opened the door for her as the driver put Meng Qingci's luggage in the trunk.
Meng Qingci thought for a while, then nodded.
Some words should be made clear.
The two of them didn't have much to talk about along the way. Liang Jinshu raised his head a few times and asked Meng Qingci if the activities after the summer camp were interesting and what she had learned. Keep looking out the window.
In the end, Liang Jinshu could only look at her side face.
……
The two chose a well-known hot pot restaurant. Liang Jinshu originally wanted to open a private room, but Meng Qingci said that it would be better to find a corner, so she didn't insist.
After sitting down and ordering, neither of them moved their chopsticks first.
After the waiter served two servings of jelly, the two drank one or the other.
"Qingci, are you angry?" Liang Jinshu asked clearly.
"At that time... I'm sorry, I made you worry. I just wanted to try to play. I didn't say I didn't want to wait for you. I just wanted to play and practice my hand..." After a long time, this piece The matter was finally brought out.
"You know, I'm not the one you're sorry for..." Meng Qingci lowered her head. Today she was wearing a pair of lotus root pink short sleeves and beige shorts underneath. She looked very casual but also very cold.
"You're making fun of your own safety."
"I..." Liang Jinshu smiled wryly, she had nothing to say.
In fact, many things in the world are dangerous, such as swimming, driving, or even taking a walk, you may be bitten or robbed by a dog with rabies virus. The danger is inevitable.
Meng Qingci's anger at what she did just showed that she cared about herself, and she couldn't even make her not be angry about it, because if she wanted her not to be angry about it, it meant that she didn't care about herself.
"I just want you to be calm. I prefer calm people." Meng Qingci unconsciously stirred the jelly in the bowl.
"I've heard a lot about you before, and when I got in touch with you, I still had tinted glasses, but it was only later that I gradually discovered that you are not as miserable as the rumors say.
But there are some things that are not wrong. You have a good family background, and you were born a little princess. No matter how much you try to hide it, you are actually a little willful and arrogant...and I...we may have some inappropriate personalities. "
The spoon in Liang Jinshu's hand fell into the bowl: "Qingci...I'm not...I..." Liang Jinshu was at a loss for words.
Willful and arrogant?Maybe yes.
Before she came to this world, she was a flower in a greenhouse. The living conditions at home were not so rich. At least she had enough food, clothing, warmth and no worries. She didn’t need to be servile. She liked stimulation, everything that was full of passion, and vitality. , which is why she likes motorcycles.
After coming to this world, her conditions were better. Although she didn't continue to be a spoiled little princess, she still said one thing and no one would say two.
And Meng Qingci is a calm and reserved person.
Although she is only 17 years old, she looks like an adult in many places.
Maybe it's because I have experienced enough at a young age. After all, a person's maturity has nothing to do with age.
She likes to be low-key, restrained, steady, purposeful and down-to-earth.
Could it be that there is really a disagreement between them?
"But... I like you." Liang Jinshu's nose soured, and finally he could only squeeze out such a dry sentence.
But I do like you——
"Don't you have any feelings for me?" Liang Jinshu asked breathlessly.
Meng Qingci didn't speak, and didn't even look up.
"I don't believe it! If you really don't have the slightest feeling for me, why are you angry at my injury? Why are you angry at me for my carelessness?"
Liang Jinshu felt unacceptable when he thought that the two would have nothing to do with each other in the future.
After Liang Jinshu blurted out such a sentence quickly and flusteredly, Meng Qingci smiled lightly and looked up.
She was obviously smiling, the corners of her mouth were raised, but her eyes were shining brightly.
Those were unshed tears.
"But you are not good at all," Meng Qingci said slowly, "So if I want to punish you, I will punish you and lose me."
Tears slid down her eyes.
Liang Jinshu's vision was also blurred.
She shook her head: "No...don't do this, I will learn to be calm and grow up in the future. This is just an accident, and there will be no future in the future. "
It's only been less than two months, why everything happened so quickly and ended so quickly.
"I can't bear it, you know," Meng Qingci pulled a tissue to cover his face, covering all his expressions, and said in a muffled voice: "At that time, I really felt that the whole world collapsed. I can't bear it...we are really not suitable."
They just tire each other out by staying together.
At this moment, she just wanted to escape, escape from this relationship that would restrain her and make her not like herself.
"I don't blame you for secretly going skiing by yourself; I am also very touched that you came to the summer camp to accompany me; I am also very angry at you for putting yourself in danger, but in the end, all this left me was tired.
Your life is colorful and colorful, which is beyond my reach. "
Liang Jinshu didn't know what to say to dispel Meng Qingci's thoughts at this moment, she could only shake her head, but Meng Qingci couldn't see it.
After a while, Meng Qingci hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, revealing her face that was already red from crying, she picked up the jelly in front of her: "It's really hot, isn't it, this jelly, you have a bowl, and I have a bowl." Then she raised her head and drank the contents of the bowl in one breath, put the bowl back on the table, and faced Liang Jinshu's sad eyes, she gritted her teeth and uttered a sentence like a knife twisting in her heart:
"We relieved the heat."
She got up and wanted to leave, but Liang Jinshu grabbed her wrist: "Do we have to be like this?"
Meng Qingci always thought that Liang Jinshu's eyes were round, and that under the pretentiously gentle and lovely surface, there was deep unruliness, but at this moment, she only saw reluctance and sadness.
For a split second, Meng Qingci wanted to go back on his word.
The words came to my lips and became: "I said, we are over, do you understand?"
It was that kind of movement again - breaking Liang Jinshu's hand that was holding her tightly, and breaking it away bit by bit.
Like torn something up.
……
she left.
Liang Jinshu sat blankly, and none of the dishes in front of him was passive.
Why come to eat hot pot?She wanted to cook her vegetables, and what she wanted to use, to bring the distance between the two of them closer.
It's a pity that the hot and hot atmosphere of hot pot can't warm the heart of a person who wants to leave.
Obviously...it shouldn't be like this.
Liang Jinshu bit his finger, crying and laughing.
This feeling is really fucking weird.
This person is probably sick.
Doesn't she have the slightest feeling for herself?If she really didn't, why did she cry, why did she look reluctant.
If so, why are you so determined.
Ah.
……
After leaving the hot pot restaurant, Meng Qingci rushed straight to the toilet, vomiting out the whole bowl of jelly she just drank.
She leaned against the toilet door in a collapsed state, with cold sweat and tears on her forehead and cheeks, her hair was covered, and her eyes were wet.
There was a ding dong, and it was the special notification tone of WeChat that sent her a message.
Meng Qingci shook her hands and took out her phone.
fée: "If it's not suitable now, let's meet again later."
fée: "When we are more mature."
fée: "I mean, we can't count it."
fée: "I never felt that you and I were unworthy, I just felt that I was superior."
Meng Qingci didn't dare to watch any more, and didn't dare to wait any longer for more news that made her want to rush back and hold Liang Jinshu in her arms, telling her not to separate.
Don't look back, okay?Just don't look back.
——Delete the contact "fée", and the chat history with this contact will be deleted at the same time.
--delete.
……
Liang Jinshu looked at the red exclamation mark and smiled.
Just tears falling like rain.
……
At this moment, everyone is too young. Under the steady and calm surface, there is a hidden inferiority complex and fear.
Afraid of wrong payment of feelings, afraid of killing oneself by feelings, afraid of making oneself not like oneself by feelings, thinking that after running away, life will be better.
A proud and arrogant, but don't know how to keep it.
I thought that if I liked it, everything would be solved, I thought that everyone was willing to take risks, I thought that the two of us would definitely be able to walk together.
——We have all been here before, in your memory and mine.
We were all young.
If you can, please run to me as hard as you can.
The author has something to say: Do you still want to touch feelings... If you have a sweet love, tell me, let me envy you (don't scold me for abuse, there is no sweet text selected for the text label)/scared.
Of course, this is just a small process, and the ending must be sweet. It is impossible for a relationship that is too fast to develop firmly.
"That's right," Meng Qingci nodded hastily upon hearing this, "Have you seen her?"
The classmate rubbed his head: "I seem to have seen her just now. When we came here to ski, we saw her go over there—"
Meng Qingci looked in the direction she pointed, which was the direction of their ski slope.
But she didn't see her when she first came here.
The remaining possibility is on the other side of their ski slope.
"When is it?" Meng Qingci asked.
"It happened an hour or two ago, and we have been skating here for a long time."
"Okay, thank you." Meng Qingci finished speaking quickly, and hurried over there.
For some reason, a sense of panic rose in her heart for no reason.
If Liang Jinshu wants to play for a while by herself, then it is impossible for her to play alone for two hours and not come back to find him or her.
Surely she would know that she would be worried if she didn't see her for so long.
He still didn't answer the phone, and didn't send her a message to report.
Could it be... something happened...
It shouldn't, it shouldn't... it won't.
As Meng Qingci thought about it, her steps became faster and faster, and finally she ran straight away.
"Hi~" Cheng Jialu saw Meng Qingci running towards her from a distance, and when she got closer, she realized that she had a solemn expression and hurried steps, so she quickly stopped her and asked:
"What's the matter Qingci, where are you going so fast?" Cheng Jialu and He Shouge had just finished skiing lessons, and when they were tired from skiing, they wanted to go back to relax and find something to eat.
"Have you ever seen Liang Jinshu?" Meng Qingci's breath was a little uneven.
"Shushu, no..." Cheng Jialu said as she turned to look at He Shouge behind her, He Shouge also shook his head, expressing that he didn't know.
"What happened to her?" He Shouge asked.
Meng Qingci pursed her lips, feeling a little complicated in her heart, but she didn't have time to discern carefully: "She said she was going to eat, but she never came back.
I just met a classmate from the summer camp. Some people said that she came out of the service hall two hours ago, but she didn't go back to ski, and she didn't know where to go, and the phone couldn't be reached...
I'm a little worried. "The last few words, she said a little low.
"Ah!" Cheng Jialu also started to panic after hearing this: "It should be fine, let's go find her together."
Meng Qingci nodded, and called Liang Jinshu while rushing to the side where they were skiing.
"Is she going skiing and she doesn't have time to take her cell phone, or is her cell phone muted and she can't hear her?" He Shouge's complexion also darkened, and he asked Meng Qingci.
Meng Qingci shook her head: "When we came here, we said that in order not to hear the phone call, everyone has already set the phone to ring mode, so she shouldn't be able to hear it."
"That should be skiing." Cheng Jialu didn't know if she was comforting everyone.
"But it's impossible for her to go skiing by herself for two hours..."
Meng Qingci's eyes kept searching for Liang Jinshu's figure on the ski slope, and he replied to Cheng Jialu in a whisper.
Cheng Jialu thought about it, too, Liang Jinshu probably wouldn't let go of Meng Qingci, and just went to play by himself for so long, did something really happen?
Thinking of this, she also started to panic.
When the three of them arrived at the ski slope that belonged to Liang Jinshu and Meng Qingci, there was still no sign of Liang Jinshu around.
"Let's look over there, there's no one there, maybe she went there to play." Cheng Jialu pointed to the more remote side.
Meng Qingci nodded.
It's evening now, and the sky is not as bright as it was at noon, but my eyes still get dizzy after staring at the snow for a long time, but fortunately, wearing snow goggles can somewhat improve it.
Surrounded by a vast expanse of whiteness, there are not many people skiing at this point. The only strange color on the snow is some small flags planted to distinguish different ski trails and corners.
"What should I do, I didn't see her..." Cheng Jialu panicked even more, she couldn't hide something in her heart, and now she basically searched the ski slope but still didn't see anyone.
Looking at the time again, it was almost time for the dinner arranged by Teacher Yao and the others.
Meng Qingci was still on the phone with Liang Jinshu, her cell phone was about to run out of battery, but still no one answered.
"It's getting dark." He Shouge said suddenly.
Perhaps because he hadn't spoken for a long time, when he opened his mouth, he felt his voice was very hoarse.
It was getting dark, which meant that if something happened to Liang Jinshu, it would be even more difficult to find her after dark.
time does not wait.
Meng Qingci's small mouth was already red and swollen from her unconscious biting.
She hugged the clothes on her body, and felt that it was not very cold here when she was exercising, but when she stopped for a long time, and the temperature was lower at night, she felt that the cold was overwhelming, and her body could not stop shivering.
"Where did you go..." Meng Qingci moved her mouth, and only she could hear her voice.
The phone is not answered, and no one is seen. The last person I met said he was coming this way...
"Sorry...the number you dialed is off."
After dialing Liang Jinshu again, Meng Qingci could no longer control herself when she heard the ringtone was no longer hers, but a mechanical female voice. She knelt down and buried her face in her arms, collapsing silently.
Don't worry about it... don't...
All the calmness and self-restraint seemed to disappear in an instant, and the brain also lost the ability to function. The only thing I could think about was that she should be okay, absolutely nothing...
He Shouge took out his mobile phone and made a few calls. He reached out and patted Meng Qingci's shoulder as a comfort.
I didn't go to the staff here to find someone in the first place, because I didn't think about such a bad place. Now that the three of them have been looking for them for so long, if they still can't be found, then they can only plan for the worst.
"Hello? Okay...we got it...but we are looking for Liang Jinshu now. I don't know if the teacher has seen her? She can't get through on her mobile phone, and she can't find anyone now." Cheng Jialu was picking up Teacher Yao and told them to go back. Dining phone.
"Yes, about two and a half hours ago, a classmate saw her coming out of the service hall and walking towards the ski slope, and I haven't seen her since then." Cheng Jialu's voice didn't know whether it was cold, or panicked, trembling It's too bad.
……
At 06:30 in the evening, under the search of the students of the summer camp, all the staff of the ski resort and the search and rescue team, Liang Jinshu was found unconscious in the snow with only weak breathing.
The whole person was almost frozen into a popsicle.
She was sent overnight to the best hospital in Oregon for treatment.
……
When Liang Jinshu woke up, he felt as if his head had been blown off and then pinched back, with bouts of dizziness and pain.
Is this her head? How can it hurt so much?
Even though he was in an air-conditioned room with a comfortable temperature, Liang Jinshu broke out in a cold sweat.
"Don't move... just get used to it when you wake up."
A gentle voice spoke next to her ear, and her head, which she was about to raise, was gently pushed back.
After a while, the hazy feeling in front of my eyes dissipated, and my retinas adapted to the scene in front of me.
She was supposed to be in the hospital with a drip in her hand, and Meng Qingci was sitting beside her bed.
Liang Jinshu felt that there was no place in his body that was comfortable.
"Qingci..." The poor Liang Jinshu said weakly, and as soon as she opened her mouth, she felt as if a knife was cutting her throat.
Meng Qingci squeezed out a forced smile, his eyes were full of tiredness.
"You look so tired, have you stayed with me all night?" Liang Jinshu saw Meng Qingci, and suddenly felt that the pain in his body could be ignored.
"It's one day and two nights." Meng Qingci corrected lightly.
Liang Jinshu was taken aback: "I've been asleep for so long?" She hurriedly turned her head to look at the sky outside the window, unexpectedly, such a small movement made her gasp in pain.
"You should be glad you're still awake." There was a trace of indifference in Meng Qingci's voice.
Liang Jinshu was stunned, but he felt normal after thinking about it.
She would also be angry: "...I'm sorry for making you worry"
"You just woke up. Let's talk about it later. I'll go to sleep first." Meng Qingci said, then got up and went out without looking back.
Liang Jinshu said such a thing, the summer camp was even more uneasy, and even opened a room for them in a hotel near the hospital, so that they could go there to rest while taking care of Liang Jinshu.
For the past two days, Meng Qingci had been guarding Liang Jinshu, no matter what Cheng Jialu said, he would not leave.
She had just gone to buy breakfast, and as soon as she came back, she bumped into Meng Qingci who looked exhausted.
"Xiaolu, give me the room card, I'll go back and rest for a while." Meng Qingci said weakly.
"Okay, okay," Cheng Jialu immediately took out the room card and gave it to her: "You should go to rest too, I'll just watch over it, you can go back and eat some breakfast."
Meng Qingci accepted the breakfast handed over by Cheng Jialu: "Thank you for your hard work."
"Ham, what's the hard work, you don't even look at how long you haven't slept."
……
He Shouge is a boy, so it's not good to stay here all the time. He came to see Liang Jinshu two or three times a day, and then went back.
He had received the news from Liang Botu early on, and came to guard Liang Jinshu for one night. When she was out of danger and saw Meng Qingci taking care of her, he was relieved to deal with his urgent matters.
……
"Oh my god, you finally woke up, you really scared us to death!" Cheng Jialu came in, saw Liang Jinshu woke up, and couldn't stop talking.
Liang Jinshu's voice was uncomfortable, so he didn't speak, but just looked at her to show that he was listening.
"You don't even know, Teacher Yao is terrified. I'm afraid that something will happen to you. Why did you sneak off to ski alone? It's really careless that something like this happened."
It may be because Liang Jinshu is very weak now, without the usual momentum, Cheng Jialu dared to say a few more words.
"A little bit, just a little bit," Cheng Jialu put down her breakfast, and used her index finger and thumb to make a small distance, expressing that the "a little bit" she said was really very little:
"You are about to say goodbye to this world! You have walked through the gate of hell."
Liang Jinshu breathed out weakly.
This matter, she didn't think carefully.
"Multiple organ failure, some... Well, anyway, the soft tissue is frozen to death, you have to take good care of it to recover."
"Thank you." Liang Jinshu closed his eyes, and forced himself to say something.
"Why don't you thank me, and I didn't do anything, it's Qingci who has been taking care of you.
I don't know if the summer camp can continue this time. Everyone is still at Mount Hood. "Cheng Jialu sat down and opened the breakfast and muttered.
Liang Jinshu can only eat liquid food now, smelling Cheng Jialu's breakfast, she is still in a trance.
However, she didn't bear the scent for too long, the doctor knew she was awake, and immediately came over to take her for a checkup.
……
Liang Jinshu didn't stay in the Oregon State Hospital for too long, and as soon as he got better, Liang Botu chartered a special plane to take her back.
Under Liang Jinshu's explanation, Liang Botu also knew that this matter had nothing to do with the summer camp, so he didn't pursue anything further. He just asked Liang Jinshu to come back to take care of his health and not to participate in the next program of the summer camp.
And Meng Qingci, Cheng Jialu, and He Shouge had to continue participating.
When something like this happened, the summer camp had to pay more attention to their safety. Fortunately, there was no danger this time, but no one can guarantee whether someone will be so lucky next time.
During the few days of recuperating in Oregon, Liang Jinshu could easily feel that Meng Qingci was angry with her, and his attitude towards her seemed to be just business affairs.
She has always wanted to find a chance to have a good chat with her and admit her mistakes, but unfortunately, she has not found the opportunity to realize it.
……
When Liang Jinshu was recovering from his injuries in F City, what he did every day was either learning management, conducting practical operations on the company's affairs, or sending messages to Meng Qingci.
But I don't know if Meng Qingci was busy there, and she didn't reply to her a few words every day. After finally waiting for the night, Meng Qingci said that she was tired and sleepy and wanted to go to bed.
Liang Jinshu felt sorry for her, so he forced her to chat with him, so he had no choice but to say goodnight.
Fortunately, she added Cheng Jialu's WeChat account, so she could ask Cheng Jialu every day what Meng Qingci did today and if anything happened.
She also asked Cheng Jialu to keep an eye on He Shouge and Meng Qingci for her, so as not to let them get too close.
Cheng Jialu thought about her request for a long time, whether Liang Jinshu was afraid that Meng Qingci would rob He Shouge, or that He Shouge would rob Meng Qingci.
In the end, Cheng Jialu came to the conclusion that Liang Jinshu must have felt that her relationship with He Shouge was too awkward. If Meng Qingci was with He Shouge again, then the relationship between her and Meng Qingci would be both awkward and precarious.
Well, it must be so.
……
The day before the end of Meng Qingci's summer camp, Liang Jinshu was very happy. She talked about it while chatting with Jiang Yeran.
Jiang Yeran asked her to go out to play, and Liang Jinshu told her about his experience, and told her about his lovesickness by the way.
So, Jiang Yeran came up with a sentence: "Why does the alumnus you met at the summer camp have time to reply to your message, but your horse doesn't?"
Liang Jinshu was stunned.
……
After sustaining the injury for so long, Liang Jinshu has almost recovered. When Meng Qingci and the others came back, Liang Jinshu went to the airport to pick her up.
"Here~" Liang Jinshu saw Meng Qingci and Cheng Jialu coming out side by side from a distance, and waved his hand.
I haven't seen her for almost ten days, Meng Qingci seems to be a little darker, but only a little, I feel that the outline of the whole person is a little clearer.
"Ah, I haven't seen Shushu for a long time~" Cheng Jialu is an enthusiastic little stove, and when she saw Liang Jinshu, she rushed over happily.
Liang Jinshu smiled at her and gave her a look that only two of them could understand.
Kudos to her for her "spy" work.
Cheng Jialu also smiled back.
After talking for a while, Cheng Jialu's family came to pick her up, so they waved goodbye to them.
When only Liang Jinshu and Meng Qingci were left, the air suddenly became quiet.
"Let's go, I'll take you home." Liang Jinshu pushed the suitcase for Meng Qingci.
Meng Qingci nodded, her eyes barely making contact with Liang Jinshu.
Sometimes the grief between people cannot be shared, but the emotions can be infected with each other.
With Meng Qingci's indifference and Jiang Yeran's advice, Liang Jinshu couldn't even deceive himself and others anymore.
At the airport where people come and go, everything seems to be the same as when they first set off. For a moment, Meng Qingci thought nothing had happened. She and Liang Jinshu went to the summer camp together. Now they just came back together. That's all.
However, those fears at that time were real, and the anger later was real, and it was also true that Liang Jinshu did not form a team with Cheng Jialu and the others to do missions after she placed orders...
Ah.
"Are you tired, do you want to have a meal together first?" Liang Jinshu asked as he opened the door for her as the driver put Meng Qingci's luggage in the trunk.
Meng Qingci thought for a while, then nodded.
Some words should be made clear.
The two of them didn't have much to talk about along the way. Liang Jinshu raised his head a few times and asked Meng Qingci if the activities after the summer camp were interesting and what she had learned. Keep looking out the window.
In the end, Liang Jinshu could only look at her side face.
……
The two chose a well-known hot pot restaurant. Liang Jinshu originally wanted to open a private room, but Meng Qingci said that it would be better to find a corner, so she didn't insist.
After sitting down and ordering, neither of them moved their chopsticks first.
After the waiter served two servings of jelly, the two drank one or the other.
"Qingci, are you angry?" Liang Jinshu asked clearly.
"At that time... I'm sorry, I made you worry. I just wanted to try to play. I didn't say I didn't want to wait for you. I just wanted to play and practice my hand..." After a long time, this piece The matter was finally brought out.
"You know, I'm not the one you're sorry for..." Meng Qingci lowered her head. Today she was wearing a pair of lotus root pink short sleeves and beige shorts underneath. She looked very casual but also very cold.
"You're making fun of your own safety."
"I..." Liang Jinshu smiled wryly, she had nothing to say.
In fact, many things in the world are dangerous, such as swimming, driving, or even taking a walk, you may be bitten or robbed by a dog with rabies virus. The danger is inevitable.
Meng Qingci's anger at what she did just showed that she cared about herself, and she couldn't even make her not be angry about it, because if she wanted her not to be angry about it, it meant that she didn't care about herself.
"I just want you to be calm. I prefer calm people." Meng Qingci unconsciously stirred the jelly in the bowl.
"I've heard a lot about you before, and when I got in touch with you, I still had tinted glasses, but it was only later that I gradually discovered that you are not as miserable as the rumors say.
But there are some things that are not wrong. You have a good family background, and you were born a little princess. No matter how much you try to hide it, you are actually a little willful and arrogant...and I...we may have some inappropriate personalities. "
The spoon in Liang Jinshu's hand fell into the bowl: "Qingci...I'm not...I..." Liang Jinshu was at a loss for words.
Willful and arrogant?Maybe yes.
Before she came to this world, she was a flower in a greenhouse. The living conditions at home were not so rich. At least she had enough food, clothing, warmth and no worries. She didn’t need to be servile. She liked stimulation, everything that was full of passion, and vitality. , which is why she likes motorcycles.
After coming to this world, her conditions were better. Although she didn't continue to be a spoiled little princess, she still said one thing and no one would say two.
And Meng Qingci is a calm and reserved person.
Although she is only 17 years old, she looks like an adult in many places.
Maybe it's because I have experienced enough at a young age. After all, a person's maturity has nothing to do with age.
She likes to be low-key, restrained, steady, purposeful and down-to-earth.
Could it be that there is really a disagreement between them?
"But... I like you." Liang Jinshu's nose soured, and finally he could only squeeze out such a dry sentence.
But I do like you——
"Don't you have any feelings for me?" Liang Jinshu asked breathlessly.
Meng Qingci didn't speak, and didn't even look up.
"I don't believe it! If you really don't have the slightest feeling for me, why are you angry at my injury? Why are you angry at me for my carelessness?"
Liang Jinshu felt unacceptable when he thought that the two would have nothing to do with each other in the future.
After Liang Jinshu blurted out such a sentence quickly and flusteredly, Meng Qingci smiled lightly and looked up.
She was obviously smiling, the corners of her mouth were raised, but her eyes were shining brightly.
Those were unshed tears.
"But you are not good at all," Meng Qingci said slowly, "So if I want to punish you, I will punish you and lose me."
Tears slid down her eyes.
Liang Jinshu's vision was also blurred.
She shook her head: "No...don't do this, I will learn to be calm and grow up in the future. This is just an accident, and there will be no future in the future. "
It's only been less than two months, why everything happened so quickly and ended so quickly.
"I can't bear it, you know," Meng Qingci pulled a tissue to cover his face, covering all his expressions, and said in a muffled voice: "At that time, I really felt that the whole world collapsed. I can't bear it...we are really not suitable."
They just tire each other out by staying together.
At this moment, she just wanted to escape, escape from this relationship that would restrain her and make her not like herself.
"I don't blame you for secretly going skiing by yourself; I am also very touched that you came to the summer camp to accompany me; I am also very angry at you for putting yourself in danger, but in the end, all this left me was tired.
Your life is colorful and colorful, which is beyond my reach. "
Liang Jinshu didn't know what to say to dispel Meng Qingci's thoughts at this moment, she could only shake her head, but Meng Qingci couldn't see it.
After a while, Meng Qingci hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, revealing her face that was already red from crying, she picked up the jelly in front of her: "It's really hot, isn't it, this jelly, you have a bowl, and I have a bowl." Then she raised her head and drank the contents of the bowl in one breath, put the bowl back on the table, and faced Liang Jinshu's sad eyes, she gritted her teeth and uttered a sentence like a knife twisting in her heart:
"We relieved the heat."
She got up and wanted to leave, but Liang Jinshu grabbed her wrist: "Do we have to be like this?"
Meng Qingci always thought that Liang Jinshu's eyes were round, and that under the pretentiously gentle and lovely surface, there was deep unruliness, but at this moment, she only saw reluctance and sadness.
For a split second, Meng Qingci wanted to go back on his word.
The words came to my lips and became: "I said, we are over, do you understand?"
It was that kind of movement again - breaking Liang Jinshu's hand that was holding her tightly, and breaking it away bit by bit.
Like torn something up.
……
she left.
Liang Jinshu sat blankly, and none of the dishes in front of him was passive.
Why come to eat hot pot?She wanted to cook her vegetables, and what she wanted to use, to bring the distance between the two of them closer.
It's a pity that the hot and hot atmosphere of hot pot can't warm the heart of a person who wants to leave.
Obviously...it shouldn't be like this.
Liang Jinshu bit his finger, crying and laughing.
This feeling is really fucking weird.
This person is probably sick.
Doesn't she have the slightest feeling for herself?If she really didn't, why did she cry, why did she look reluctant.
If so, why are you so determined.
Ah.
……
After leaving the hot pot restaurant, Meng Qingci rushed straight to the toilet, vomiting out the whole bowl of jelly she just drank.
She leaned against the toilet door in a collapsed state, with cold sweat and tears on her forehead and cheeks, her hair was covered, and her eyes were wet.
There was a ding dong, and it was the special notification tone of WeChat that sent her a message.
Meng Qingci shook her hands and took out her phone.
fée: "If it's not suitable now, let's meet again later."
fée: "When we are more mature."
fée: "I mean, we can't count it."
fée: "I never felt that you and I were unworthy, I just felt that I was superior."
Meng Qingci didn't dare to watch any more, and didn't dare to wait any longer for more news that made her want to rush back and hold Liang Jinshu in her arms, telling her not to separate.
Don't look back, okay?Just don't look back.
——Delete the contact "fée", and the chat history with this contact will be deleted at the same time.
--delete.
……
Liang Jinshu looked at the red exclamation mark and smiled.
Just tears falling like rain.
……
At this moment, everyone is too young. Under the steady and calm surface, there is a hidden inferiority complex and fear.
Afraid of wrong payment of feelings, afraid of killing oneself by feelings, afraid of making oneself not like oneself by feelings, thinking that after running away, life will be better.
A proud and arrogant, but don't know how to keep it.
I thought that if I liked it, everything would be solved, I thought that everyone was willing to take risks, I thought that the two of us would definitely be able to walk together.
——We have all been here before, in your memory and mine.
We were all young.
If you can, please run to me as hard as you can.
The author has something to say: Do you still want to touch feelings... If you have a sweet love, tell me, let me envy you (don't scold me for abuse, there is no sweet text selected for the text label)/scared.
Of course, this is just a small process, and the ending must be sweet. It is impossible for a relationship that is too fast to develop firmly.
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