Xiao Mu

I lay on the bed, sat on the head of the bed, and read a book of Isadora.Duncan's "Memoirs", bursts of water vapor came from the bathroom, the smell was very raw, very hard, very textured but not beautiful, which distracted me a bit.Xiao Mu has been pacing in front of me, and when she got very impatient, she turned around and asked me: "It's been a month, have you seen any tricks?" She really couldn't understand my behavior.Of course, I don't need to explain.In a claustrophobic environment, reading a book, feeling the extremely strong life energy blooming outside of herself, even if she said it, would she understand it?I smiled at Xiao Mu as a friendly answer.

Most of the time when I'm free, I don't read much. I stand alone in front of the small window, thinking about something called "freedom".Xiao Mu is different, she doesn't read much (probably doesn't have a good impression of language), and talks about her love in the distance while looking in the mirror.

people.Such two different minds, such two different consciousnesses, what reason do they have to protect and care for each other?That is, we have also forgotten time, and we have also been forgotten by time.

The above are all personal experiences, and I can’t express them clearly in a few words, but they just haunt us day after day, like nightmares.

The relevant leaders issued an order, requiring us to complete the tasks assigned by the above within one year. The task is not important, because it has no practical significance in itself.What we have to do is to comply, and the process of compliance lasted for a year. Apart from being able to maintain certain contact with the outside world through mobile communication, most of the time we were locked in a big iron cage, performing our duties and obligations mechanically.From the beginning to the end, we are entangled in a kind of rigidity and boredom, unable to escape, and unable to resist.

Before arriving here, we, everyone here, may have our own temperament and pursuit.However, starting from stepping on this foundation, the so-called temperament is nothing more than participating in the same patterned life, and the so-called pursuit is also an indicator issued by the leader as usual.Everyone consciously submits to an existence without the slightest doubt.When I said this, I didn't mean to praise slavishness and laziness, but to highlight my friend, Xiao Mu, who is the most special one among thousands of workers.

Xiao Mu is different from everyone else, she never accepts everything.Someone pointed to Xiao Mu's nose and said: You have to work honestly when you get here, don't think too much.But Xiao Mu didn't, she started her imagination in a mess.She thinks that when she was 12 years old, she had long black eyelashes and long black hair; she didn't use mascara, she split a black hair in two, tied it into thick braids and hung it on her chest, showing cardamom The innocence of girls.Then asked me: "12 years old, what are you like?" I tried hard to recall—I seldom think about things that have no practical use. In this regard, I think I am wiser than Xiao Mu—and then said indiscriminately: "It looks like a boy." Xiao Mu asked why it looked that way, and when I said it looked good, Xiao Mu smiled believing it.In such a lonely environment, her and I are the only two hearts that can resonate. To believe in me is to believe in herself.In other words, in a world where only two people can feel, she should always believe in something. My credibility is duty-bound.

The higher-ups sounded the alarm for Xiao Mu every now and then, because she was a promising member in the eyes of the leaders; but she never said anything to me, as if she was hiding from the plague.This shows that Xiao Mu has a pretty face and is easy to win favors; I am born with a mischievous eyebrow and eyes, and I am not trustworthy no matter when and where.However, this is actually a big misunderstanding. The truth is, no one is more restless than Xiao Mu, and no one is more eager for auspiciousness than me.

While Mr. Mu pretends to be serious about his work, he plays with some inexplicable things.She used a pen to scribble and correct on the paper, concentrating on it.I couldn't see how it had anything to do with our situation, and couldn't help being drawn to her self-absorption.Xiao Mu's white paper is full of creepers. She said that the school building where she lives is full of creepers - her parents are teaching staff, and she has lived in the school building since she was born, and she has lived there all her life; she said that the summer wind blows At that moment, all the plants on the front wall trembled, forming green rolling waves. The scenery was simply pleasing to the eye.In fact, it doesn't matter what the real wall looks like, just Xiao Mu's description is fascinating.

The arrival of the monitor interrupted my brief conversation with Xiao Mu.I yawned a little and acted casually.Xiao Mu's petite body is blocked by me, and people outside can't see it. She boldly does things that have nothing to do with work, and she thinks it's quite important.The people outside didn't notice anything unusual, and left after a while.

Xiao Mu's other blank paper was filled with square characters written in neat strokes.This shows that Xiao Mu is a meticulous person.I guess, if she spends all this thought on her work, she will definitely excel, and she will become an advanced person worthy of praise in the eyes of the leaders. a height.These are all my conjectures, but they don't match the actual situation.

The actual situation is that Xiao Mu doesn't want to be sent and manipulated by anyone. She would rather copy the whole page of the "Da" or "Tian" characters, and don't waste any more effort on the work.She seemed a little angry, so I advised her at this time: "For our future, we must work together." Xiao Mu nodded, saying that he understood.In fact, knowing is not directly related to actual action.