blue sky love song

Nine days passed peacefully like this, and on the tenth day, Shen Nian'an's condition suddenly worsened, and it was very difficult to get up in the morning. As early as a few days ago, Shen Nian'an had a faint premonition that the last time he saved himself from the fire and water with that prescription I'm afraid it won't work this time, I hope I'm overthinking it, Shen Nian'an cooperated with Gu Weixian to drink the medicine on time, I didn't expect the day when I fainted again and couldn't stand up came so quickly, Shen Nian'an felt that something was wrong, and he was afraid that his time would be numbered.

"Shen Nian'an, are you okay? I'll take you to the hospital right now!" Gu Weixian, who was usually calm, panicked when he encountered Shen Nian'an.

Gu Weixian quickly changed Shen Nian'an's clothes, but his movements were gentle, as if treating a precious and fragile item.Gu Weixian dressed himself indiscriminately, picked up Shen Nian'an and put him on the wheelchair, then pushed the wheelchair and walked out of the room quickly.

Gu Weixian drove the car all the way to the hospital, "What's wrong with him, doctor! Please! Doctor, you must save him!" Shen Nian'an coughed non-stop along the way.

After various examinations, the final result is that Shen Nian'an's "Myelodysplastic Syndrome" condition has worsened again. This time, the illness came like an overwhelming sea, which is overwhelming. This time, the magic prescription has failed .

"Our side recommends that you have blood transfusion plus daily antibiotics," said the doctor.

"Doctor, is it possible for him to recover from his illness?" Gu Weixian asked excitedly.

"Myelodysplastic syndrome, usually refers to primary bone marrow hematopoietic failure syndrome, the etiology is not clear, mainly manifested as low bone marrow hematopoietic function, pancytopenia, anemia, bleeding, infection and other symptoms. General situation Immunosuppressants are effective. Basically none, but the possibility cannot be ruled out. For this disease, the possibility of recovery is almost zero. This treatment can prolong the patient’s life at its most basic. Do you still Don't do it?"

Gu Wei first looked at Shen Nian'an who was sitting in a wheelchair, and the latter stared at him blankly, as if Gu Weixian had made up his mind, he stretched out his hand and shook Shen Nian'an's cool fingers, "Do it?" !" Gu Weixian replied firmly, as long as it can relieve Shen Nian'an's pain and prolong his life, Gu Weixian is willing to pay any price!What's more, it's just a matter of money?

Every day after that, Gu Weixian accompanied Shen Nian'an every step of the way. He knew clearly that although he didn't want to believe it, the fact was like this: Shen Nian'an was getting farther and farther away from him.How long Shen Nian'an can survive depends entirely on himself.As strong as Shen Nian'an, the illness tortured him every minute and every second, but seeing Gu Weixian's concerned face, Shen Nian'an didn't show any discomfort.

As Shen Nian'an's partner, Gu Weixian deeply knows that Shen Nian'an's calm expression is all fake, Shen Nian'an is also very afraid of this disease, he is also very afraid of leaving Gu Weixian, he just doesn't want to let himself Worried, but he couldn't share even half of Shen Nian'an's physical pain, if he could, Gu Weixian wished he could bear it for Shen Nian'an!I can't do anything except accompany Shen Nian'an.This feeling of watching his lover suffer alone but helpless makes Gu Weixian feel that he is a waste!

Even though Shen Nian'an didn't want Gu Weixian to see his weak side, Gu Weixian still accompanied Shen Nian'an to blood transfusion every week, drove all the way from home to the hospital in Los Angeles, and sat in the hospital for eight hours.Gu Weixian looked at Shen Nian'an's weakness and was reluctant to let him speak again, so he could only talk to himself, comforting Shen Nian'an, Gu Weixian felt that what he said in his life could not keep up with the eight hours of blood transfusion with Shen Nian'an every Saturday. much.For the sake of Shen Nian'an's happiness, Gu Weixian never realized that he still had the potential to talk about storytelling, so he began to tell Shen Nian'an some small stories he heard, and then he began to tell about what happened when Shen Nian'an was not around, and heard interesting things about Shen Nian'an. Lips will be slightly raised.Seeing Shen Nian'an's smile, Gu Weixian felt that it was worth it for him to tell the story until his mouth was dry.

Later, in Gu Weixian’s book, he said, “Watching the blood in the blood bag trickle down the infusion tube into Shen Nian’an Baoqing’s arm veins, the blood seemed to flow from my own heart.” Wei first hurts, Shen Nian'an hurts more, Gu Weixian's heart hurts, Shen Nian'an's pain is psychological and physical pain.But the two of them were rational at this time, and they kept telling themselves that they must not relax.

"Gu Weixian, promise me... if I... am gone, you must... stay with me, and live well... for me..." Shen Nian'an thought for a while with his dry mouth, and said these words intermittently. sentence.

"No! No! Shen Nian'an, you believe me, you will get better! Didn't the doctor say that it is possible to recover? We have been along the way, which time is not lucky? Shen Nian'an, don't say that, I beg you , don't say that..." Gu Weixian held Shen Nian'an's other hand with both hands, followed by a silent silence.Although Gu Weixian knew that what Shen Nian'an said was true, he didn't want to believe it. He believed in miracles, and he believed that Shen Nian'an's life should not be terminated.They haven't come to their old age yet, and haven't enjoyed the leisurely life after retirement.All this is based on the fact that Shen Nian'an is still alive.

Happiness is the person who waved "goodbye" in the morning and came back safely at night.The schoolbag was left in the same corner, and the stinky sneakers were stuffed under the same chair.In this world, if there is someone who cares about you, then you should do something for him and give him some warmth.When he is sad, let him lean on your shoulder, this is definitely the most important source of happiness.In fact, no one will know that he is experiencing the happiest moment of his life when he is experiencing it.

Every Saturday, Gu Weixian stayed by Shen Nian'an's side from sunrise to sunset.I was afraid that I would disappear out of thin air if I couldn't see Shen Nian'an at a glance.Gu Weixian clearly knew that the last few years that he accompanied Shen Nian'an would be his most unforgettable memory.

Every night when going to bed, Gu Weixian tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep, and calculated that Shen Nian'an would survive another day.Gu Weixian used the faint moonlight to trace the outline of Shen Nian'an's thin face over and over again.

Losing weight again, Gu Weixian looked at Shen Nian'an in front of him and thought.Shen Nian'an tilted his head at Gu Weixian, indicating what he was looking at. Could there be something on his face?

Who is Gu Weixian, Shen Nian'an can tell what he is thinking with just one look. "You look good, why don't people see it?" Perhaps such an out-of-shape Gu Weixian would only appear in front of Shen Nian'an.Shen Nian'an couldn't help but laugh, in Gu Weixian's eyes, that smile seemed to be blaming him, "How old you are, but still so childish."

"Hmph," Gu Weixian curled his lips, "It's obviously about my age, why pretend to be deep." To say that Gu Weixian is childish is really childish.

This disease is really tormenting.A few days later, Shen Nian'an developed a high fever, and the illness came and went like a toss.Gu Weixian really achieved "serving day and night, never leaving the bed".The torment of the illness didn't stop there, Shen Nian'an also vomited from time to time, for example, just after eating, she vomited out all the food she ate.

Can't go on like this!Gu Wei thought first.After making a decision, Gu Weixian immediately took action.Before leaving, Gu Weixian hired a Chinese nurse for Shen Nian'an.Gu Weixian thought, Shen Nian'an would not be so lonely with the company of his fellow villager during the few days when he was away.

"Nian'an, I'm going out for a while. I hired a nurse for you these few days. I have dealt with him a few times before. He is nice and won't make you lonely. Don't worry too much about me. In a few days I'll be right back, please stay home and wait for me, okay?"

After listening to Gu Weixian's words, Shen Nian'an frowned slightly, as if asking where Gu Weixian was going and what he was doing.It wasn't Shen Nian'an Tuo Da, Shen Nian'an thought that he was the first in Gu Weixian's heart, and he didn't know what could invite Gu Weixian, the great Buddha.Is it the disease that affects you?Shen Nian'an, who came back to his senses, found out why he was so hypocritical?

Gu Weixian cast a reassuring look at Shen Nian'an, "What are you thinking, of course it's for you." Gu Weixian knew Shen Nian'an's character traits of breaking the casserole and asking the end, so he didn't hide it, fearing that Shen Nian'an's psychology would be unbalanced, Then affect the treatment.

Only now did Shen Nian'an nodded inconspicuously, he should know that Gu Weixian cared about himself the most, but he still stared at Gu Weixian with sad eyes, as if saying, "Why don't you take me there. "

This time it was Gu Weixian's turn to laugh. Gu Weixian had seen all kinds of Shen Nian'an, ambitious, sunny, and dejected, but he had never seen such a childish Shen Nian'an.Gu Weixian didn't say anything, just looked at Shen Nian'an, and then at the wheelchair next to him, Shen Nian'an snorted softly and turned his head away from Gu Weixian.Gu Weixian chuckled a few times, maintaining Shen Nian'an's self-esteem a little bit.

What Gu Weixian bought was a plane ticket to Beijing, and the nurse arrived on time an hour before Gu Weixian's departure. Gu Weixian explained in detail the medicines Shen Nian'an usually took, his work and rest habits, and the nurse's details one by one. It was written down in a small notebook, and Gu Weixian checked it before tearing it off and sticking it to the most conspicuous place in the hall.

Shen Nian'an was afraid that Gu Weixian would not be able to board the plane in time, so he urged him with his eyes. His fiery eyes almost stared Gu Weixian into a hole. Gu Weixian understood the meaning of "Why don't you leave?" in Shen Nian'an's eyes .

"Why do you expect me to leave so much?" Sure enough, the doctor said that patients' emotions are usually capricious. "I won't be late." After saying that, Gu Wei rubbed Shen Nian'an's hand first, then walked out the door step by step.

Here, Gu Weixian drove straight to the airport, leaving aside the fact that Shen Nian'an's life without Gu Weixian had just begun.

The nurse didn't know what kind of illness Shen Nian'an had, but he could tell from Shen Nian'an's state that the illness was serious. The strange thing was that he couldn't see a painful look on Shen Nian'an's face. He thought, Mr. Gu's partner must be Not an easy role.

This nurse was very good at words, and what he said was very funny, Shen Nian'an simply didn't think about Gu Weixian, and listened to the nurse from years ago with peace of mind and intoxicated.Facing patients, the nurses clearly know that the most important thing is the patient's mentality. As long as the mentality is good, the disease may be cured. No matter how bad it is, the treatment and daily life will not feel very painful.

In just one day, Shen Nian'an changed his view of the nurse from years ago. At first glance, he only thought that he was a person who would be very responsible for his daily life, but now he actually takes this nurse with admiration.

This nurse can make Shen Nian'an happy in different ways, and can tell many stories to Shen Nian'an. Unlike Gu Weixian's stories, this one can be described as vivid and vivid in telling stories, which makes Shen Nian'an completely intoxicated. In the world in the story, the pain is temporarily forgotten.In addition, the nurse knew very well that the person sitting across from him was not an ordinary person, but a high-level intellectual. Wasn't it playing tricks when he talked about physics in front of him?Simply talk about folk art, the chatterbox can't be closed once it is opened, a lot of untouched knowledge poured into Shen Nian'an's mind like a tide, and Shen Nian'an was taken aback when he heard it.When I was in school, I was the best in Chinese. Although I didn't show it, I was still a little proud in my heart.Listening to this nurse talking about folk art now, as if spitting out lotus flowers, Shen Nian'an felt a little ashamed while admiring it.

The nurse was not stingy about telling Shen Nian'an interesting stories about the patients he had taken care of before.Apart from taking care of Shen Nian'an to take medicine, the nurse never stopped talking.Shen Nian'an's eyes are not very good, every night the nurse reads to Shen Nian'an, coaxing Shen Nian'an to sleep like a child.In his words, "Old people are old children, and we must be patient with them as we are with children."With the company of the nurse these few days, Shen Nian'an also lived very comfortably.After Gu Weixian arrived in Beijing, he immediately sent a message to Shen Nian'an, telling Shen Nian'an not to worry too much about him, he would definitely find a cure.It doesn't matter if you can't find a treatment method, your body knows it by itself, the key is to come back safely.

At night, when everything was quiet, deep thoughts fermented wildly in Shen Nian'an's heart. When he thought of Gu Weixian, a teardrop unconsciously slipped from the corner of Shen Nian'an's eyes and dripped on the spotless white pillow, smudged With a small teardrop, he looked at the empty space next to him, as if his heart had also been hollowed out.In order to take care of Shen Nian'an conveniently, the nurse made a floor in Shen Nian'an's room.As if feeling the sad atmosphere in the room, he wanted to comfort him, but also felt that it was not his turn to comfort the matter between Gu Weixian and Shen Nian'an, so he opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say anything, and sighed for the two of them in his heart tone.