blue sky love song

"What happened?" Shen Nian'an's sense of smell in this area is always keen, even if it's just a missed breathing sound of Gu Weixian, he can detect that unstable emotion.

"It's nothing." Gu Wei adjusted his facial expression first, putting on an indifferent and natural expression, "It's not a big deal."

"It's Xiao Jiu?" Shen Nian'an understood.

"Really not." Gu Weixian forced himself to stare at Shen Nian'an's eyes, controlling his facial muscles, not wanting to show any clues.

"Okay." I didn't expect Shen Nian'an to be so eloquent, his amber pupils trembled slightly, and he deliberately looked away, looking at a meaningless tree in the distance.

"Go early and come back early." Shen Nian'an seemed to be inadvertently exhorting, but also seemed to be lingeringly waiting by her ear.

"Okay." Gu Weixian said softly.

Gu Weixian had never looked at clouds so carefully before.

Under the protection of a steel that gallops unscrupulously, Gu Weixian is the closest to heaven, or maybe not.

Are people's souls going there in the end?Gu Weixian imagined the scene when he was still a student listening to the professor's lecture.The professor is a devout Christian and a staunch materialist, the two are not in conflict.

"People, it is best to have a belief of their own." The professor said in the quiet classroom. The vague memory is the film that fell into the sewage. The sting.

"Because no matter how powerful a person is, there will be things that he can't solve by himself, those natural disasters and man-made disasters." Professor White Beard was already too old to speak and trembled into a ball. "It's a very lucky thing to choose something that you can pin your hopes on. When you were a child, you believed that your mother would find the other sock you lost. When you were a teenager, you believed that your teacher must have a hundred ways to calculate it. The question you don’t understand, you have been influenced by knowledge in middle age, you have experienced the secular and interpersonal rules of dealing with things, you feel that you understand everything, you know everything, you don’t ask for advice humbly anymore, no Trust the advice of others."

"And then?" The professor waved his hand and made a huge explosion, "There will always be a day when you can't stand it."

"People, don't be too smart, you have to learn to play dumb in some places. It's not to fool anyone, it's to appease your heart."

At that time, he didn't understand the professor's words very well. He didn't understand that the last lesson that the respected old professor taught his beloved disciples was to teach them to deceive themselves and others.

He understood now that it was the teacher teaching them to comfort themselves.

A small plane carried Gu Weixian through the clouds, and the golden waves churned between the sky and the earth, which constantly reflected light. With such an aura of cutting through the waves, Gu Weixian once thought he had seen a miracle.

"If there really is a God, I beg you, please give half of my life to Shen Nian'an,"

"If you want to punish me, you can take away everything from me, except Shen Nian'an."

The world is silent.

As soon as Gu Weixian landed, Roy walked forward quickly.Roy is the neighbor who Gu Weixian asked to take care of Xiaojiu and the courtyard.

"Now let's go to the pet hospital to see Xiaojiu." Roy sniffed, "He has been waiting for you for a long time."

"Sorry, because of some things." Gu Weixian smiled bitterly, "You know."

"Thank you for your hard work." Roy put his hand on the steering wheel, and after a long silence, he choked out these words.

Gu Weixian slightly raised the corners of his lips, but his eyes were full of sadness, "Who can live without hard work?"

Xiao Jiu's health was much worse than Gu Weixian thought.

"You just told me it was knocked like this?"

"Yes, the explanation from the pet boarding house is that Xiao Jiu sneaked away while going out and was hit by a car on Scott Street."

On Scott Street, Gu Weixian was silent.That was the street where they lived, and Xiao Jiu wanted to go home.In the final analysis, he still harmed it. In the final analysis, Gu Weixian harmed all the things he cared about.

"Go and say goodbye to it." Roy loves dogs, and also likes Xiao Jiu, but this cruel thing must be done by someone.

Gu Weixian walked in front of Xiao Jiu silently, the isolation box was opened, and the bruised Xiao Jiu was carried out by the medical staff, "It was the internal bleeding caused by the strong impact, and the internal organs were almost ruptured. We have done our best. My condolences." .” The doctor looked at Gu Weixian with apologetic eyes.He bowed slightly and left.

Gu Weixian could hardly recognize that it was Xiao Jiu, the Xiao Jiu who would bend under his knees and act coquettishly, or the Xiao Jiu who would vigorously chase after Shen Nian'an.

"Xiao Jiu, it's daddy." Roy sang beside him.

"Xiao Jiu, it's me." Gu Weixian didn't realize that his throat had dried up to the point of suffocation, "Come and see Dad." Gu Weixian carefully held the weak Xiao Jiu, whose body temperature was frighteningly high. High fever persists after being infected.The heat spread from the nerve endings in Gu Weixian's palm all the way to the cerebral cortex, and on this line of fire, all the liquid was burning crazily.

Dry up, dry up.Gu Weixian found that he couldn't even shed tears.

Suddenly, there was a burst of moisture that dispelled the menacing flame.

It was Xiao Jiu who opened his eyes and lightly licked the palm of Gu Weixian's hand.

At that moment, there seemed to be some light shining from Xiaojiu's eyes, like a rainbow, or like the old man riding a carriage speeding past.Gu Weixian recognized it, it was Xiaojiu's memory.

Gu Weixian once created a birthday for Xiao Jiu, because Xiao Jiu has no father or mother, and he doesn't know when Xiao Jiu's birthday is, so he celebrated a birthday for Xiao Jiu on the day after his birthday .

Gu Weixian sent Shen Nian'an to buy clothes for Xiao Jiu, and Shen Nian'an, who was full of resentment, bought a bright red Santa Claus suit, making Gu Weixian dumbfounded, it was really hard for him to find Christmas gifts in this scorching heat .

However, since it has already been bought, there is no reason to return it, so Gu Weixian can only buy a matching Santa Claus carriage and track for Xiaojiu. The three of them took a photo together, and Gu Weixian put it on the bedroom.

Xiao Jiu's warmth still lingers between his fingers, it is the temperature that Gu Weixian is familiar with, and it is all his spiritual comfort when he was not accompanied by Shen Nian'an. "Xiao Jiu, Xiao Jiu." Gu Weixian called it softly. "It's really hard for you to accompany me for so long."

"When you get there, you must find a master who loves you and be a happy and free dog." Gu Weixian said softly.

"Don't look for someone like me who doesn't take care of you well."

Seeing Gu Weixian's dejected face, Roy couldn't help but give Gu Weixian a push on his back to transfer some strength to him.

"Goodbye." Gu Weixian ended his farewell to Xiao Jiu with this word.

Suddenly, Xiao Jiu got up prostrate and arched in the palm of Gu Weixian, as if she was coquettish with Gu Weixian. In a trance, Gu Weixian even thought that he had returned to the school where he used to be at the Santa Barbara branch. In the residence, Xiao Jiu rubbed against her and acted like a baby, while Shen Nian'an competed with Xiao Jiu for the possession of her with a depressed face.The two of them can quarrel from the living room to the garden, and Gu Weixian watched his favorite person and favorite pet together, as if they were sealed in a crystal frame, which could be treasured forever.

But the reality is always so cruel. Xiao Jiu mustered all his life to make this action, and then he faded away visibly with the naked eye. First, there was the sound of his breathing being taken away one by one, and then he gradually lost focus. Pupils, Gu Weixian was surprised to find that creatures do not lose their lives in an instant, death is a slow and solemn process, just like birth.Xiao Jiu's sudden collapse became the final gift.It marked an end to Gu Weixian's preview parting.

Compared with Xiaojiu's departure, the cypress planted in the house did not make Gu Weixian feel so sad, but it made him feel even more desolate.

The tree is still like this, and the king is still there; knowing that the king will go, the tree will follow.

Roy felt that Gu Weixian had changed a lot when he came back this time. He became silent, taciturn, and moody. Grow up and mature, become decadent and old in an instant.

In the past, Gu Weixian was not naive, but had a child-like protection from the greenhouse, but now the protective film is broken, and this child is needed to repair it.Gu Weixian has something that all children who are forced to grow up have in common, and that is sadness.

Yes, it is sadness.Gu Weixian did not shed a tear from the beginning to the end, but his face was expressionless and his eyes were blank.It is the kind of sorrow that is carved into the bones, and there is nothing greater than the death of a heart.The heart is dead, how can we not be sad.

There were three trees planted by Shen Nian'an in the yard, but the tree in the middle was knocked down by lightning from top to bottom, exposing blood red juice.

Even Roy felt that this was very unlucky, so he hurriedly called Gu Weixian and asked him to come back quickly to take a look.

It turned out that everything was doomed.

It turned out that God also abandoned us.

Gu Weixian fled here in a hurry. He didn't know how to face the next life and test. Maybe it was a broken game. The whole world chose to abandon him. So, what else is there for him to cherish? Woolen cloth?

Gu Weixian sat in the small restaurant where he and Shen Nian'an used to go together, with a cup of herbal tea in front of him, and a projection in front of him.

"Uncle, are you unhappy?" A chubby little boy squeezed to Gu Weixian's side, his face full of concern.

"Uncle is not unhappy, uncle is just a little sad." Gu Weixian forced a smile, "I will leave all the important things around my uncle, and I don't know what to do." Gu Weixian's eyes wandered, Like a kite that has been unthreaded, shivering under the rain-soaked eaves.

"But isn't uncle still there?" the little boy said nonchalantly, nibbling the apple in his hand.

"What did you say?" Gu Weixian thought for a moment that he had heard wrong.

"Even if everyone around you is gone, you're still alive, aren't you?"

If it is said that when life is the most difficult, there will be an instruction from heaven to guide you who have lost your direction.Then on that somewhat cold afternoon, Gu Weixian believed that the chubby little boy must have been a miracle left in the world at that time.

Even if they're all gone, you're still alive, aren't you?You are still alive, your brain can still continuously emerge the memories between you, your eyes can still see the beautiful scenery wandering in the world for him, your mouth, your hands, as long as your life continues, The story between you can be passed on, and he will never disappear.

"I want to go back to Taiwan." Gu Weixian's breathing was messed up.

Shen Nian'an watched with satisfaction as Gu Weixian threw himself into his arms like a little tiger. "How are you?"

"I was wrong."

Shen Nian'an showed a rare smile, "Where is the mistake?"

"I shouldn't complain about life, I shouldn't give up on myself, I shouldn't lose hope."

"I used to think that the gods were too cruel. They peeled off my outer protective film one after another. I thought it was a punishment. I thought I would no longer have the goal and hope to live."

"You" Shen Nian'an wanted to interrupt him, but Gu Wei put a finger on his lips first, indicating to wait.

Shen Nian'an had no choice but to wait for him and let him finish speaking.

"But I don't think so now, I have the purpose of living, that is you, I want to live for a long time, I want to write down our story, I want to record you with the rest of my life, record our love."

"Fool." Shen Nian'an suddenly laughed, "Is it my turn to teach you a lesson this time?"

"If you are gone, who will take care of me? Gu Weixian, why are you so selfish, do you want to compete with me to see who can live longer?"

"Compare, who is afraid of whom?" Gu Weixian was aroused by the desire to win and yelled such a sentence, but suddenly thought of the meaning behind this sentence, and suddenly fell silent.

"Just now I said that I don't want to be sad about this matter anymore, but now it has changed." Shen Nian'an deliberately shamed him, Gu Weixian became a little annoyed, and turned his face away.

"Seriously, can you do a few things with me?"

"What?" Gu Weixian was a little surprised.

"We've been busy with our respective jobs before, and we finally have time together, so we need to make good use of it." Shen Nian'an showed a sly smile, "I've already asked Anna to arrange it, as for Mr. Gu, you Well, as long as you are responsible to follow me and accompany me to complete these things."

"I don't want to follow you." Gu Weixian yelled to correct him, "I want to stand by your side, all things, good things we enjoy together, bad things we face together. I want Be in a position to fight with you, not hide behind you and be protected."

"it is good."

"it is good."