professor is mine

Lu Yun was taken all the way to the inside of the monastery, or the word escort is more appropriate.

In the car, Lu Yun was politely asked if he was allowed to search his whole body. After confirming that he was indeed not carrying a weapon, Lu Yun saw that the expressions of the people sitting beside him softened a little.

After getting off the car, Lu Yun didn't speak a word all the way, just bowed his head in silence and walked forward quickly.

Passing through the garden, Lu Yun saw the priests in front of him finally stop at the entrance of a brightly lit corridor.

Lu Yun also stopped.

He heard the staff next to him exchange a few words, and then, a nurse came out from the corridor, gestured with her hands, and signaled Lu Yun to put on a sterile suit and follow her in.

Although Lu Yun obeyed obediently, when he put on the sterile suit, he had already imagined various possibilities in his mind.

In fact, along the way, Lu Yun was thinking about the worst possibility.

From the current point of view, the person is still alive, and it seems to be better than he expected.

The nurse opened the door of the room, Lu Yun nodded his thanks, and walked in quickly.

The lights in the room were blindingly white.

Various unnamed medical instruments almost occupied most of the room, and there was no other sound except the sound of these machines in operation.

Through various machines, Lu Yun vaguely saw a woman lying on the hospital bed.

Just by looking at the figure, one could tell that she was already skinny, with various tubes inserted in her body, delivering medicine and nutrients to her.

For some reason, Lu Yun's limbs felt as if they were filled with lead, they were extremely heavy.

Even if it was only a few steps away, he could barely walk, and leaned against the wall all of a sudden, making a loud muffled sound.

Lu Yun tried to hold the wall with his hands to control the tears swirling in his eyes.

But in the end, he couldn't catch anything except his weak and slow slide.

"Is it Ah Yun?"

Hearing this voice, Lu Yun paused.Compared with what I remember...it's a lot hoarse.But the tone of speaking is still the soft and slow one in memory.

"Is my Ayun here...?" The gentle and hoarse voice carried a hint of pleading.

For some reason, the tears that Lu Yun had been holding back suddenly gushed out of his eyes uncontrollably like a bank bursting.

He opened his mouth and tried to take a deep breath to avoid crying.But the more restrained he was, the more wanton the tears poured out, and in the end he couldn't hold back, and let out one or two cries that were worse than howling.

Lu Yun quickly covered his mouth, leaning against the wall and moving forward step by step with difficulty.

When he finally moved to the hospital bed, Lu Yuncai saw the woman in front of him clearly through the tears in his eyes.

There is not much change in his face and impression, only a few wrinkles have been added, and the outline of his cheeks has become much sharper.

Body... Lu Yun's impression of his mother's body was always soft, and her arms felt particularly secure.It's not like now, the skinny ones are almost only skin and bones, and they can't even hold up their clothes.The soft, waist-length chestnut curly hair was also gone because of the illness.

"Ayun, it's really you!" The woman lying on the hospital bed saw Lu Yun's sobbing figure, her tone trembling with excitement, "It's really you... I thought you wouldn't come..."

Lu Yun wanted to speak.

But all the words seemed to be stuck in the throat, and what came out could only be a sound worse than crying.

With a hunched body, he almost crawled to the hospital bed, and grabbed the pale and withered hand.

His hands were cold and trembling slightly.

It is not the same as the mother in memory.

"You didn't rest along the way, okay. Would you like to come and lie down for a while? Just like when you were a child, you liked to sleep in my arms..." Seeing the black eyes under Lu Yun's eyes, the woman asked cautiously.

Lu Yun raised his eyes and looked at the dense tubes on his mother's body.

Except for the needle-pocket bruises, the hands are temporarily clean.

"That's right, you're already this old. I was the one who left you behind..."

Lu Yun hurriedly grabbed his mother's hand, knelt and leaned against the bed, lowered his head and gritted his teeth, trying not to cry out.

But the tears couldn't be stopped, and the body was sobbing because of excessive depression, and it paused from time to time.

"Good boy, don't cry. It was my mother who did something wrong back then, leaving you alone, why are you crying? I should apologize."

Lu Yun couldn't speak, he could only hold the hand tightly and shook his head.

In the end, no matter how restrained he was, the crying could not be suppressed.

At first it was just sobbing, but gradually, as if the embankment had completely burst, all the grievances and tears that had been swallowed for so many years were swallowed back at this moment.

Seeing that Lu Yun was crying so hard that he could hardly breathe, the woman on the hospital bed stretched out her hand tremblingly, touched the corner of Lu Yun's eyes, and wiped away the tears that kept pouring out, "Are you still blaming me?"

Lu Yun hurriedly shook his head desperately.

He wanted to say something, but he couldn't make any sound except crying.

"For so many years...on the way of growing up, have you suffered a lot of grievances?" The woman asked softly while stroking Lu Yun's hair, "I thought that letter would never reach you again. Fortunately, you finally Still here."

"..." Lu Yun thought of the nun who pointed a gun at him before and said that that man had been here before him, and had caused quite a farce.

"Seeing that you have grown up safely, I am relieved. By the way, have you received the money I left for you? Xiao Ruan may have told you when he came in... Your father came to him. I gave you the money to let you Live happily for the rest of your life, you are not allowed to use them for revenge, you know? The things of our generation end in our generation, you can’t put the rest of your life into it because of our entanglement, you know? ?" Ning Shu and looked at the sobbing child in front of him, still the same as when he was a child, every little thought would be written on his face.

She was afraid that Lu Yun's temper would be as stubborn as when he was a child, and he would be too stubborn.

"Be obedient, you know? That person is not worthy of your involvement for the rest of your life. He will come to me after so many years, which means that he still misses the things left by your grandparents, which means that he has failed. You can't Comparing with that kind of person, have you listened?"

Lu Yun nodded while sobbing.

"By the way, there is one more thing." Seeing Lu Yun nodding, the mother slowed down for a while, and then continued as calmly as possible, "A while ago, your grandparents kept calling me home. I said I would wait until I Ah Yun came here, and I would not go back until I saw Ah Yun."

Hearing the grandparents, Lu Yun froze for a moment.

In an instant, she cried louder, her whole body was shaking, and she was so tired that she couldn't straighten up on the ground.

"So please... take me back to your grandparents. Just quietly, I want to go home quietly, don't say anything, especially don't want your relatives on your father's side to know. They will inevitably make a fuss if they know Let my grandparents know that I have such a bad eye for finding men, and they will definitely reprimand me when I go home." When my mother talked about this incident, she seemed to be the unmarried young lady who was carefree under the protection of her parents, "Don't cry Ah... my grandparents had a good life there, that's why they picked me up. After a hundred years, I'll live a stable life there and build a big house, so I will come to pick up Ayun. "

Lu Yun's voice was already hoarse from crying, but in the end, he nodded, "Okay, I will definitely..."

"Is another child coming with you today? That child...is your high school classmate?"

Lu Yun paused.

His mother left home when he was young. If he hadn't been secretly observing his movements, how would he know that Lin Ji had known him since high school?

Thinking of this, Lu Yun's tears, which had almost stopped, once again showed signs of getting out of control, and his whole body began to convulse slightly due to excessive sobbing.

"When you came here for a school trip in high school, I couldn't walk around, so I could only ask Xiao Ruan to follow you for me and see your recent situation for me. Judging from the photos and videos, the child's gaze was very bright from high school. It has always been on your body and has never moved away. He doesn't look at so many ancient buildings and beautiful scenery, and only has you in his eyes." When the mother said this, she continued to wipe Lu Yun's tears lovingly, "Xiao Ruan is you When I came in, the little girl who spoke Chinese was fairly standard. She was the first child I brought up in the monastery in a real sense. I let her follow you. Don’t blame her. Speaking of it... That kid let him in. Someone who liked you when he was young means he really likes you. It has nothing to do with your gender, wealth, appearance, and the purest liking. You...you have to treat him well in the future, you know? ?”

"Okay..." Lu Yun replied, wiped his tears with his sleeve, and said as calmly as possible, "He, his name is Lin Ji."

"Well, I know. Then I asked him to come in?" After the mother finished speaking, she reached out and touched the sensor on the bedside.

In less than five seconds, a nurse walked in.The mother gestured to the nurse twice with sign language, then nodded again, and the nurse went out.

Mother raised her eyes and glanced out of the window. The sky was already bright, and the morning sun was still soft, lazily shining on the ground through the window. Do you still have the picture I drew for you?"

Lu Yun nodded.

How could it not be kept, he has been hanging on the bedside...

"The sun is just right today, let's go to the garden and draw another picture for you and that child."

While speaking, the bedroom door rang.

Lu Yun heard Lin Ji walking in quickly with two nurses.

Before Lin Ji came in, he didn't expect this scene.

——Lu Yun, who used to be fearless, knelt in front of the bed, crying so embarrassingly.

Lu Yun's mother...was much thinner than in the photo, she almost fell apart when touched.

"Ah, hello, Auntie, I belong to Lu Yun..." Lin Ji didn't think about how to introduce himself, and he stumbled a bit when he spoke.

"I already know. Thank you for liking Ah Yun for so long. He must have caused you a lot of trouble?" Seeing Lin Ji coming, Lu Yun's mother smiled and greeted the nurse while using sign language to signal the nurse to put the wheelchair and the stretched Canvas paint moved here.

"No, there is no trouble." Seeing that the other party knew, Lin Ji dared to go forward to help Lu Yun who was paralyzed on the ground.

After helping Lu Yun up a little bit, Lin Ji realized that he should change his words, "Well... Mom, good morning."

"Good morning." Lu Yun's mother's voice was still soft, "Then please wipe Lu Yun's tears and bring him to the garden to bask in the sun, okay?"

"Okay." Seeing that Lu Yun's mother and the instrument were pushed out by the nurse, Lin Ji took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped Lu Yun's tears.

Lin Ji had never seen Lu Yun cry like this.

Thinking of the condition of Lu Yun's mother that the nun told him... Lin Ji didn't know what to comfort for a while, but his heart ached.

After calming down for a while, Lin Ji said softly, "Let's go, our mother is waiting for us in the garden."

"She said that she saw her grandparents coming to pick her up some time ago..." Lu Yun finally dared to completely let go of his voice when his mother left and Lin Ji came, and cried without any scruples on Lin Ji's body.

Lin Ji subconsciously hugged Lu Yun back.

Lu Yun's grandparents passed away a long time ago, so he understood what this sentence meant.

Lin Ji had never experienced this kind of scene of wanting to watch his relatives leave without being able to recover, and he didn't know how to comfort him for a while, so he could only let Lu Yun cry on his shoulders.

After a while, Lin Ji felt that Lu Yun's crying had subsided a little, and then said, "Then spend more time with her while she is still around, and let's go. She has been waiting for you."

"Okay..." After all, he was such a big person. After crying, Lu Yun stood up unsteadily, and with Lin Ji's support, he moved to the garden little by little.

In April, it was still very cold in the morning.

From a long distance, Lu Yun saw the little nun who came in to receive them cover her mother's clothes, then opened the dusty paint box, set up the easel and canvas, bowed, and trotted away.

Lu Yun approached his mother, and saw that her mother was outlining the general idea of ​​composition with trembling hands.

For some reason, his thoughts returned to the time when his mother drew him when he was a child.

He also looked at the canvas so intently, telling him not to make trouble from time to time.

Lu Yun and Lin Ji were in tacit understanding and didn't make a sound, they just watched quietly from the side.

Even if the hands are shaking, so many years of painting skills will not lie.

With three strokes and two strokes, the general outline of the scenery and characters has a bit of life on the canvas.

While filling in the color of the grass, Lu Yun suddenly heard his mother speak.

"Ayun, can you pour me a cup of tea? Same as before, black tea with four spoons of condensed milk, the kitchen is in the southeast."

After hearing this, Lu Yun was silent for a while, and then replied dryly, "Okay."

Watching Lu Yun leave, Lin Ji hadn't decided whether to go with Lu Yun, when he heard the woman in the wheelchair stop him, "Son, you are...Lin Ji, right?"

"Yes." Lin Ji didn't know how to answer the conversation. Seeing that her eyes didn't leave the canvas and her hands didn't stop, she didn't know what to say.

Suddenly, Lin Ji felt something more in his hand.

Looking down, it was a check.

Although he didn't look at the above amount, Lin Ji still subconsciously stuffed it back, "This is not appropriate..."

"You have changed your mind. I have to pay a change fee to be considered an approval. Take it." Lu Yun's mother said while still not stopping to draw, "I'm sorry, my mother-in-law is not very competent. , I won’t be able to take care of your children in the future.” After speaking, the mother smiled.

"..." Lin Ji was at a loss for words for a moment, only feeling that his throat was congested.

"Ah Yun will be counting on you from now on. He has a bit of a stubborn personality. Just look at him. I'm afraid that he will go back to trouble his father and spend the rest of his life in it. You have liked him since high school, and I believe you love him , please, take more care of Ayun in the future, and go on with him well, don't let him get carried away by the things of our previous life." When she spoke the second half of the sentence, her mother's voice trembled a little.

"I will." Lin Ji answered as calmly as possible with a dry voice.

...As Lu Yun said, she is a very gentle woman.

Lin Ji stood beside her silently, watching the colors on the canvas gradually enrich.

After a long time, she only heard her mother speak again, "Can I ask you to go to the kitchen to have a look? A Yun has been messy since she was a child, and could burn the water. Go and have a look."

Although the voice is hoarse, it is undeniable.

Lin Ji thought about it for a while, then nodded, "Yes."

Lin Ji ran all the way to the southeast.

I just walked through the garden, and I haven't seen the kitchen yet, but I saw a person squatting under the pillar.

Holding his knees, his body shrugged, extremely helpless, like a small animal that had lost its home.

Lin Ji was startled for a moment, and immediately realized that it was Lu Yun.

He hurried over and hugged Lu Yun, "Lu Yun, why are you here?"

After running to Lu Yun's side, Lin Ji heard Lu Yun's suppressed sobs, "Don't cry, didn't mother tell you to pour tea..."

"No." Lu Yun's voice has changed completely, and he didn't cover up when he was crying, "When she left home without saying goodbye, she put me to sleep first and left quietly...she has already used nasal feeding and nutritional supplements It just takes so long to maintain my body, and I can't eat for a long time, so how could I really suddenly want me to make tea..."