Fireworks on the Island of Thirty Only

Zhang Zhi put down his chopsticks, "You look down on me, that's fine, but don't speculate on me casually."

Just as Liang Zhengxian wanted to say that I guessed something about you, he suddenly realized that he had always looked at Zhang Zhi that way. As Zhang Zhi said, he felt that there was no need to work hard to get sick. He said that it is better for his hometown and for the people. It's just acting, not asking for anything in return is false talk.

But is he wrong?Zhang Zhi was seen through, so he became angry from embarrassment, right?

He folded his shoulders and leaned back on the chair to relax, "Director Xiao Zhang said that he is not such a person, but your performance is contrary to this."

"Are you talking about my human relationship theory? And my bureaucratic accent also makes you think I'm that kind of person?"

"Since you have thought of it, it means that you also think it, right? Isn't the theory of human relationship just the exchange of interests?"

Seeing the lightness of what he said, Zhang Zhi stood up as soon as he slapped the table excitedly, "Let me tell you the difference! You don't need to tarnish the word human feelings, human beings are social animals, yes, if in this society we Doing something is not out of goodwill, but in exchange for benefits. Then I am indeed exchanging benefits, but my original intention is to be good to this town. Do you understand the difference between subjectivity? Our close relationship is in Together, you help me and I help you, it is based on feelings, because we have feelings and warm hearts, so we help each other, not because we don’t have any emotional basis to exchange benefits. From the results, the exchange of favors and benefits is the same result, but Their original intentions and foundations are different!"

"There is another very important difference, do you know that in the interest exchange relationship, if the other party has no more interests to squeeze out, the relationship will end. In the relationship, even if you can no longer help me What, I will not help you, and I will not end the relationship with you."

There was no such theory in Liang Zhengxian's dictionary, he wanted to scoff, but Zhang Zhi looked at him with firm and angry eyes.

Do you understand?do you know?

Liang Zhengxian tried his best to look directly into those eyes, and tried his best to keep his tone relaxed, "Okay, Director Zhang, is it okay if I misunderstood you? Then don't misunderstand me, I don't have a superior posture, I didn't look down on you, Didn't look down on here either."

Zhang Zhi stabilized his emotions, his head was a little dizzy, and he sat down again, "You are now on top, put on a posture that you are the most relaxed, like facing a shrew, and feel that you should not be as knowledgeable as the other party, as in this quarrel You didn't participate, you wanted to be clean and perfect, didn't you?"

At this time, Liang Zhengxian showed a little panic. He immediately raised Erlang's legs, and then immediately put them down. He didn't know where to put his legs for a while.

"In the final analysis, you look down on me. As I said before, many people from big cities will have an inexplicable sense of superiority. Although they appreciate the beauty of this place, they only appreciate the surface and cannot see the core. You know that here The mountains and rivers are beautiful, but I don’t know the difference from other small towns. You know that I am an official, and you take it for granted that all the officials are what you think.”

"You don't live here, I won't force you to understand, but it's really ugly for you to pretend to understand, to dismiss it, and to pretend."

Zhang Zhi has never been so mean to a person. Before he goes to work, he concentrates on his studies. After he goes to work, everyone here is happy and happy. Dealing with not-so-good people is only short-lived. The more he gets in touch with Liang Zhengxian, the more he feels that his heart is completely different from his appearance. , and he didn't realize it himself.After he left, he thought it was great, it was over, but he came back out of nowhere, obviously the relationship between the two of them was not that good.

Just by looking at his expression, you can tell that he got the satisfaction of praising himself from this behavior.

Zhang Zhi is sick, Zhang Zhi is tired, Zhang Zhi just wants to speak out what is in his heart, bitter melon is bitter, and compound decoction is unpalatable.

Liang Zhengxian has always felt that he is always very accurate in judging a person. What kind of person this person is, what he will say, what he will do and what he thinks are all under his control. But this time he not only made a wrong judgment, but also Let yourself be seen through by the other party.

He usually doesn't explore himself like a monk, but today, Zhang Zhi has found out everything he thought, subconsciously thought.

Ah yes, I am.

Liang Zhengxian calmed down and no longer felt flustered.

He let go of his shoulders, crossed his hands, and his smile came back, "You're right, but what's wrong with me like this? I can't control my thoughts, and I can't control things or people who are not on the same level as me. These are treated on the same level as me, because I have money and time, and I have traveled almost all over the world, seen so many scenery, eaten so much food, and met so many beautiful girls. I love to enjoy , I can have whatever I want, and I don’t like it at all... To put it simply, we are not even in the same world."

"Isn't it good that I have basic manners? Love&peace, as you said, the golden body, having this golden body is already my greatest kindness."

Zhang Zhi saw that his smile was full of complacency and evil, and believed that when he went out, it would be the original gentle and friendly smile again.

"We are indeed not people from the same world, and you have nothing wrong with it. Since you have admitted and understood that you misunderstood me, then so be it."

Liang Zhengxian nodded, "You said that you just want to focus on how to live your own life well. Living for yourself is the best life, right? In fact, we are still the same, but I care about material things Just a little more."

Seeing that Zhang Zhi was silent, he jokingly said, "Is this the difference between capitalism and socialism? Everyone is for me and I am for everyone? Haha."

Zhang Zhi was unmoved, the joke he thought was funny was left cold.

He stood up, "I don't think you welcome me now, pay attention to rest, I'm leaving."

At this point in the story, as long as Liang Zhengxian turns around and Zhang Zhi doesn't speak, their mutual embarrassment and disgust can disappear. Liang Zhengxian didn't feel that man, you are so different and attracted my attention, and Zhang Zhi didn't feel that you misunderstood me. Once I have a personality, I will haunt you for the rest of my life.

This is indeed the first encounter between two people in their lives. Every word of the other party has left traces in their hearts, but there is no spark of inseparable love, so as long as they leave this room, Liang Zhengxian will continue to fish. Wang Manni, Zhang Zhi will continue to huddle in the shell and may be alone for a lifetime.

But fate is so elusive, Zhang Zhi's frail body collapsed on the ground with a bang after being agitated both physically and mentally. Liang Zhengxian turned around when he heard the sound, hurriedly sought help, and rushed him to the hospital.

Liang Zhengxian said before leaving last time that he would have dinner together next time.

Zhang Zhi said, let's see fate.

Everything is preordained.

"What did the doctor say? Director Xiao Zhang, a big man, actually fainted twice!"

"The doctor said that it would be good to just raise it, eat more, drink more water and sleep more, but Director Xiao Zhang has a lot of mood swings..."

"Excited to faint?"

"Isn't that why he didn't recover in the first place? He fainted when he got excited. Look, he hasn't even eaten a few mouthfuls of the meal!"

"..."

Listening to them, Liang Zhengxian didn't know what it was like. Several residents surrounded him and asked him what was going on. After all, he was the only one at the scene at the time, and Wang Manni's mother was among the questioners. He worded his words carefully, "It's nothing, just said something, some investment or something..."

This is terrible, the residents feel that these businessmen are full of gossip, and they may have held back some bad water to make Director Xiao Zhang so angry that he fainted.Everyone looked at him strangely, and scattered away from him, whispering something.

He wanted to leave at first, but it was hard to leave now. He sat outside the ward and waited. When the nurse said that he could go in to visit and keep quiet, he was the first to get in.

Zhang Zhi woke up once, but this time he fell asleep. He approached the hospital bed and saw his big face like a bitter gourd. He was obviously a man's age, but he looked as old as him, and even had more wrinkles than him.

He touches his face, does not work, does not worry, and maintains it frequently. This is the secret of youth.

Seeing him sitting by the bed, the nurse dragged him to the door, and told him to stay in the hospital tonight, what to eat and drink, and other matters. He always wanted to interject Don't tell him that he is not a family member. The nurse glared at him. Who would do such a small thing differently? Isn't everyone rushing to take care of Director Zhang?

Liang Zhengxian secretly slandered, please, that's Director Xiao Zhang!

He went out to pass on these instructions, but no one thought that the residents would tell him not to worry, they will bring the things right away, and you can take care of them here.

The residents think very simply, if you make Director Zhang dizzy, you take care of him.

Liang Zhengxian was clearly arranged without any explanation. He took out his mobile phone to look at the calendar. If he didn't go back today, he would miss tomorrow's art exhibition. He could almost say that he had never had a crush on a woman.

His life is a life without regrets, but now he feels regrets.

When Zhang Zhi woke up and saw Liang Zhengxian, the shock in his heart was no less than seeing him come back to visit him. In the ward, the two of them looked at each other silently. Liang Zhengxian said after a long time, let's eat, they brought you chicken soup.

Zhang Zhi ate in silence, and said after eating, "Today is the full moon."

"Ah?" Liang Zhengxian didn't know how to answer this sudden topic.

"I'm going to the rooftop." As he spoke, he lifted the quilt to put on his shoes.

Liang Zhengxian hurriedly stopped him, "Are you kidding? Just lying here, what are you doing on the rooftop, literary poet?"

Zhang Zhi frowned impatiently, "It has nothing to do with you, don't stop me."

He looked very unhappy, and this kind of unhappiness was different from the daytime one, with drive and hostility.

Liang Zhengxian let go, picked up a thick coat and put it on him, and followed him with chicken soup.

"Why are you following me?" After Zhang Zhigang questioned him, a little nurse came over and asked, "Why?" Zhang Zhi turned off the fire, and Liang Zhengxian immediately replied, "Toilet." The little nurse left.

He shrugged his shoulders, Zhang Zhi had no choice but to allow him to sneak up to the rooftop with him.

There was an abandoned chair on the roof, and he gently sat on it and looked up at the moon, silently.

Liang Zhengxian put the thermos on the ground, walked up to him and followed him to look up, unable to see why, "Are you an astronomy enthusiast?"

He looked down at Zhang Zhi, but saw Zhang Zhi's tears.

Zhang Zhi hurriedly wiped away his tears, "If you have to come out with me, you can only see me like this. It's disgusting for a grown man to cry, isn't it?"

Liang Zhengxian didn't speak, he added in a low voice, "It's disgusting for a big man to like men, isn't it?"

What he said were interrogative sentences, but his tone was affirmative.

Liang Zhengxian has seen the bureaucratic Zhang Zhi, the proud Zhang Zhi, passionate, greasy, worried, serious, and angry, but he has never seen Zhang Zhi who shed tears, and he has rarely seen one crying in front of others man.

I blame myself for insisting on following.

"What's wrong with you?" Liang Zhengxian squatted down and asked.

Zhang Zhi's eyes were erratic, "There are several full moons in a month, and he will come to see me a few times."

"……Who is he?"