Self-cultivation of fast-traveling cheap shou

The effect of the sedative had completely worn off, and it was past six o'clock in the afternoon. Lin Mao slowly opened his eyes. He lay there without moving, but rolled his expressionless eyeballs. There was no one in the ward, and it was dead silent.Lin Mao supported his body with his arms and sat up slowly.He raised his right wrist, stared at the position of the wrist, and was in a daze for more than half an hour. Finally, an obscure smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, then he lowered his head, opened his mouth and bit it.

As if he couldn't feel any pain, he used all his strength to tear and bite. Soon, the flesh and blood around his wrist split open, and blood gushed out wildly.

Not enough, not enough!Lin Mao continued to bite hard with his teeth.

His heart hurts too much, his chest is heavy, and he can hardly breathe. He needs to use other sharp pains to relieve it, otherwise he will go crazy.Lin Mao was sitting on the hospital bed, his right hand was hanging limply by his side, the blood was constantly gushing out, and in the blink of an eye, the white sheets were horribly infected.

Lin Mao just turned his head sideways, looking out of the window next to him, with an overly peaceful expression on his face.

When Guo Jiang got off work, packed his meals as usual and rushed to the hospital, the blood from Lin Mao's wrist was puddled on the ground.

Guo Jiang put down his dinner and rushed up anxiously. He held Lin Mao's bleeding wrist while calling out for a doctor.

The doctor treated Lin Mao's wound carefully, and called Guo Jiang aside, saying that Lin Mao may have been too emotionally stimulated, and he would have self-harm to varying degrees in the near future, so Guo Jiang should pay attention to it at all times.

Guo Jiang walked back to the ward, and Lin Mao looked out the window, completely indifferent, as if he wasn't the one who hurt himself just now.Guo Jiang couldn't tell what he was feeling at the moment, he just felt a dull pain in his heart.

"It's not your fault, you don't need to punish yourself for this." Guo Jiang's affectionate gaze focused on Lin Mao, "You just love the wrong person. In the end, he is sorry for you. You are fine, really, Lin Mao, it's his loss if he doesn't want you."

Lin Mao turned his neck slowly. He smiled, but the smile was very bitter: "I'm good? What's good about me? I seduce a married man. Others are married, and they still pester each other. I'm just being mean. I'm You think I'm good for being so cheap? This joke is not funny."

"No, no, Lin Mao, you are not cheap, no one is cheap in love. I understand you, you love him too much, love is humble and unprincipled. Let go, look around, maybe there are other better ones People are worthy of your love." Guo Jiang said.

"Others?" Lin Mao smiled sadly, and he fixed his eyes on Guo Jiang, "Do you mean yourself?"

Guo Jiang reached out and grabbed Lin Mao's gauze-wrapped right hand, his movements were gentle but firm: "Yes, I like you, Lin Mao, you don't need to answer me right away, you let me take care of you, I will treat you Hello, I will treat you well forever."

"You don't think I'm dirty, I was raped by other men?"

"You are not dirty, in my eyes, you are always the purest." Guo Jiang said sincerely.

"But I think this body is dirty." Lin Mao pulled his hand violently, but Guo Jiang didn't dare to use too much force for fear of hurting him, so he had to let go.

"You go back first, I want to be alone." Lin Mao lay down, Guo Jiang stood beside him, Lin Mao smiled at him, "Don't worry, I'm not that stupid, I will really go Suicide, if you are worried, just ask the medical staff to keep an eye on me."

After finishing speaking, Lin Mao lay up straight, pulled the quilt to cover his chest, clasped his hands together, and placed them flat on his stomach. He turned his head and looked outside again.

"...Then you have a good rest, I will come to see you tomorrow." Guo Jiang walked to the door and turned around suddenly, "Every word I just said came from the bottom of my heart, I know you may not believe it, and I will prove it to you with actions of."

Guo Jiang left the ward and told the medical staff who were in charge of taking care of Lin Mao that he must watch Lin Mao at night so that there would be no mistakes. The medical staff kept saying that he would pay attention.

The medical staff then went to Lin Mao. Lin Mao was still lying down, but there was no trace of sadness in his expression, just a kind of pure and decisive indifference. His eyes rolled and fell on the medical staff by chance.

This time it was not an illusion, the medical staff saw it for real, their eyes were as black as ink, without any light, as deep as a black hole, as if there was a bloodthirsty beast crawling inside, and it might pounce on him at any time.The medical staff stood far away from the hospital bed, and he didn't dare to approach Lin Mao a little bit, because he felt timid.

——65% of the total plot, 30% of the sub-plot progress.

"What will Guo Jiang do to prove that he loves this skin?"

——Shush about your health, look at you with gentle eyes all the time, and hold you completely in the palm of your hand.

"How big are his hands?"

—Exaggeration, exaggeration!

Xiao Huangshu thinks that Jianshou has to choke on him from time to time, which really makes him very irritable, but Jianshou is too professional and has a little problem, which is understandable. I'm counted.

"I really want to take out Guo Jiang's heart to see what color it is." Lin Mao said cruel words indifferently.

——He is the most important scumbag, he can't die, even if you die, he can't die.

"Just kidding, you're so excited."

——Aren't I doing this for your own good?

"For my own good?" Lin Mao's eyes were dark, "Is there something you are hiding from me?"

——No, no, I swear to the god of abuse, I have told you all the pieces of paper in my stomach.There is no concealment, we are in a relationship of mutual assistance, my dear, my lovely, my favorite.

"It's better not to have it!"

- must be sure!

Xiao Huangshu was secretly cold and almost exposed. Although it may not matter if the cheap people know about it, but in view of the bad endings of the previous lowly people, let's keep it a secret for now.

Lin Mao did not continue to ask, he had no objection to playing the role of a lowly person from the very beginning. Compared with the real world where he was locked in the same house all day long and could not even get out of the door, this place is simply better. too much.

In the world of these novels, he plays the roles of all kinds of lowly people. He can enter the play or leave the play at will, and the characters in the world are always in the play.When the gongs and drums stopped, the characters in the novel did not exist at all.They are created by novel authors, their status, character, thoughts, and all kinds are set by people, just like puppets on strings.Every moment of their performance falls in the eyes of readers in the real world, without any privacy of self, they are seen clearly and thoroughly.In this way, it is really hard to say who is more pitiful.

As for sympathy, it is impossible to have. Lin Mao has very little even the most basic human emotions, otherwise he would not have been locked up in a mental hospital and treated in isolation.

In the next few days, Guo Jiang fulfilled what he said, and treated Lin Mao meticulously. Even when pouring water for Lin Mao, he would test the temperature first, for fear that Lin Mao would be hot or cold.

Lin Mao lacked the warmth of his family, and he longed for family affection since he was a child. That's why he fell in love with Lu Pei and Liu Xinze so easily. In the final analysis, it was because he longed for affection too much. In his eyes, even a little bit of contribution from others was ignored. He magnified it countless times.

The pain left by being betrayed and hurt, as in the past, comes quickly and dissipates quickly.

It's only a matter of time before you fall in love with Guo Jiang.

It has been more than a month since Lin Mao was admitted to the hospital, and his leg bones are almost healed. This day, Guo Jiang helped Lin Mao go downstairs and went for a walk in the garden beside the hospital.Usually, Guo Jiang talked a lot, Lin Mao was not very talkative, and Guo Jiang started the topic. When the two came to the garden and sat down on a stone platform, Guo Jiang frowned and never relaxed. .

Lin Mao had always noticed Guo Jiang's care for him in every possible way, and his heart was already shaking. Therefore, when he faced Guo Jiang, he would observe his expression.

Seeing that Guo Jiang's complexion was not good, Lin Mao asked him, "What's the matter, what happened?"

"...No, no, it's nothing." Guo Jiang was stunned for a moment, and then denied it flatly. His expression didn't match what he said.

"It was you who hit me with the car, but half of the responsibility is actually mine. I am very grateful that you have come to the hospital to take care of me during this time. Thank you. I think we are friends. Since we are friends, then If you really have something to do, please tell me, I want to help you." Lin Mao came out of his emotional pain, he recovered quickly, and was accompanied by Guo Jiang day and night.

Guo Jiang's eyes widened suddenly, as if he didn't believe that these words came from Lin Mao's mouth. He always thought that he was just shaving his head and getting hot, but he didn't expect it to be so.Lin Mao was already trying to accept him.

but……

Guo Jiang lowered his eyes. His matter was not big, but it was not small. He didn't want to bother Lin Mao. This is the person he likes. He didn't want to give Lin Mao the impression that he was incompetent.

"What's the matter?" Lin Mao urged, his eyes were so clear that Guo Jiang couldn't think of refusing.

"A real estate project I just took over has already paid in full and is ready to start construction, but just yesterday, I learned that the land is not suitable for building houses for some reason." Guo Jiang's eyes were full embarrassing.

"In other words, you bought a piece of waste land?" Lin Mao said.

"Yes, it can't be developed at all. It can only be put there. At most, it can be used to put garbage. The company has other projects in progress. Now the land can't introduce funds. I still owe a large amount of debt to the bank."

"How much?"

"...300."

"I'll lend it to you!"

Guo Jiang suddenly raised his head: "What?"

Lin Mao repeated: "I'll lend it to you."

"This is not a small sum, Lin Mao, stop joking."

"I'm not joking, I'm serious, when do you want it?"

"...Today, if I may."

"Okay, I'll call the accountant in a while and ask him to transfer 300 million to your account." Lin Mao said.

Guo Jiang was stunned: "Lin Mao..."

Lin Mao smiled softly: "I believe in you, and you will be able to get through this difficulty."

"Thank you, Lin Mao, thank you very much." Guo Jiang stood up, holding Lin Mao's hands, so excited that he couldn't speak.

Guo Jiang gave Lin Mao his account number, Lin Mao immediately took out his phone, called the accountant, and asked the other party to transfer 300 million to the account in front of Guo Jiang.

Not long after, Guo Jiang's mobile phone received a message notification, and 300 million called.

Guo Jiang was ecstatic, hugged Lin Mao excitedly, and kissed him on the cheek, but immediately felt that he had offended Lin Mao, and hurriedly apologized to Lin Mao.

Lin Mao said he didn't mind, and asked Guo Jiang to go back and deal with the company's affairs first.

Guo Jiang bid farewell to Lin Mao and left the hospital quickly.

Lin Mao watched Guo Jiang go away with a smile. As the figure of the other party faded away, the smile on his lips froze little by little.

The author has something to say:

What do you think of the next world entertainment industry?According to the routine, it should be apocalyptic or ancient or fantasy, but scumbag authors are better at modern literature, so...

Some friends feel that the male protagonist is sad and want to see the slap in the face. I can only say that it may not be too satisfactory for you. In my personal opinion, the best way to get revenge on a person (npc) in the novel world is... No drama It's clear, hahaha.

Just read it and you will know.

Digression: Yesterday’s dog food gave me a headache,