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Xiao Xi spent Christmas very comfortably, while Chen Zifeng spent it in dire straits, because these two days happened to be his postgraduate entrance examination.Yue Peng did not take the postgraduate entrance examination, but he also studied with him for a semester. In his own words, he worked harder than taking the college entrance examination by himself. Chen Zifeng was about to take the examination room, and he was more nervous than Chen Zifeng.

As the exam was approaching, Yue Peng climbed out of the warm bed early every morning, went from the warm indoors to the bitterly cold outdoors, and lined up to buy Yangzhou steamed buns outside under the strong wind of force five or six, and then carried them in his arms to send them off. Go to the study room to feed Chen Zifeng.Just because Chen Zifeng said one morning that he likes to eat Yangzhou vegetable and mushroom buns outside the school gate, he has been buying them every day since then.

On Christmas morning, it was the last day of Chen Zifeng's exam. Yue Peng still queued up early to buy buns, and then sent Chen Zifeng to the exam room by car.Chen Zifeng gnawed on the delicious steamed stuffed bun, looked at Yue Peng and said, "It's really satisfying to eat Yangzhou steamed stuffed bun every day. Thank you. From now on, you don't have to queue up to buy steamed stuffed buns every morning. You can sleep late. I have worked hard on you during this time." .”

Yue Peng scratched his head and said, "If you want to eat, I'll get up and buy it for you."

"Really?" Chen Zifeng smiled with crooked eyes. He was wearing a white down jacket and a black and red scarf. His lips were red, his teeth were white, his eyebrows were picturesque, and his smile was very beautiful, which made Yue Peng's heart beat. Pounding.

Yue Peng took his eyes off Chen Zifeng's face with difficulty, raised his hand and patted his head: "Of course it's true."

Chen Zifeng took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun, puffed his cheeks and smiled: "I don't need it for now, I will sleep for ten days and a half months, I am exhausted for a while. But this time is the most fulfilling and satisfying time in my life. , pain and happiness.” Only those who have experienced it know how hard the days of the postgraduate entrance examination are, but Chen Zifeng feels that this is the happiest time in his life, because there is always his favorite person on such a difficult road Accompanied and guarded by the side, even if he doesn't pass the postgraduate entrance examination, he has already gained enough to make this trip worthwhile.

Yue Peng nodded: "Yes, I know you will pass the exam, hard work will not be in vain, come on!" When the car came, Yue Peng opened the door for Chen Zifeng and gave him a thumbs up, "Bon voyage! The exam went well! Come back tonight to celebrate for you."

Chen Zifeng smiled and nodded: "Well, good!"

As soon as Xiao Xi returned to school from Zheng Haifei's place, she saw Yue Peng's message in the dormitory group, and had a dinner together in the evening to celebrate the completion of Chen Zifeng's postgraduate entrance examination.Both Zhang Xiaoran and Yang Xiaopang signed up enthusiastically.Xiao Xi looked at the messages in the group, and couldn't help shaking her head. Is this Yue Peng really stupid or fake? Today is Christmas, and yesterday Chen Zifeng had to prepare for the exam and couldn't date. Today, I should take the opportunity to celebrate him alone. The light bulb is gone, the emotional intelligence is so low that there is no cure.

He knocked on Zhang Xiaoran privately: "Why did you agree to let him celebrate Chen Zifeng alone?"

Zhang Xiaoran said: "Ah, I forgot, I was only concerned about having free meals. It's the end of the month, you know, hehe."

Xiao Xi was speechless, so she had no choice but to agree in the group, agreeing to go together.After Chen Zifeng finished the exam, he would be completely liberated in the future. If he really wanted to catch something, he should take action.This guy Yue Peng obviously cared so much about Chen Zifeng, but he refused to let go. Seeing that the people around him were anxious, he sent someone to push him.

It gets dark early in winter, and it starts to get dark at five o'clock, and the street lights outside turn on one by one.Chen Zifeng didn't finish his exam until five o'clock, Yue Peng made a reservation and asked Xiao Xi and others to order food first, and he went to pick up Chen Zifeng himself.

Xiao Xi and the others went there first, ordered the dishes, it was cold, and they ate hot pot, and the food was served very quickly, but before everyone arrived, the three of them stared eagerly at the table surrounded by white mist, Waiting for today's two protagonists to appear.Zhang Xiaoran looked at his watch and said, "Why haven't you arrived yet? It should be here. Could it be that Fengzi didn't pass the exam and went crying?"

Yang Xiaopang said, "Is there no traffic jam?"

Xiao Xi sent a WeChat message, but there was no reply. He called and rang seven or eight times. When he was about to hang up, Yue Peng finally picked up. Before Xiao Xi could speak, he said, "We will immediately almost there."

In fact, Yue Peng picked up Chen Zifeng very smoothly. Chen Zifeng came out of the examination room with a tired face. He took two exams a day, three hours each, and six hours of high-intensity mental work. With a smile on his face, Yue Peng's exhaustion disappeared immediately, and he happily asked, "Why are you here?" After the exam yesterday, Yue Peng just picked him up at the school gate, and did not come to the exam room.

Yue Peng said: "It's snowing, I'm afraid it's not easy to take a taxi, so I called a taxi from the school, let's get on the bus." In fact, Yue Peng is usually quite frugal, and he always takes the bus when he goes out, but he made an exception for Chen Zifeng many times. .

Chen Zifeng smiled like a flower. He raised his head and saw the fine snowflakes falling from the gray-black sky. The fine snowflakes flashed by under the light, and he immediately felt very beautiful and romantic: "Really, I didn't even notice it. .” A smile overflowed from the corner of his mouth.

Yue Peng said: "Okay, let's go. Is it cold? Did the exam go well?"

Chen Zifeng got into the car, slanted against Yue Peng, lowered his eyes, and muttered, "I don't want to talk now, let me have a rest."

Yue Peng said softly: "Then rest for a while. Are you hungry? I asked Xiao Xi to order, and they are all waiting for us. We can eat when we go back."

Chen Zifeng opened his eyes: "Xiao Xi is back?" He knew that Xiao Xi celebrated Zheng Haifei's birthday.

"Well, I'll be back in the morning." Yue Peng said.

The two of them chatted and chatted, and went all the way to the school.After getting off the bus, Chen Zifeng went down first, and Yue Peng stayed in the car to pay the fare. When he got off, he saw a man in his thirties talking to Chen Zifeng. Chen Zifeng ignored him with a straight face, and walked forward. Walk.Yue Peng caught up with Chen Zifeng: "Zifeng, wait for me."

Chen Zifeng continued to walk forward, and the man followed him closely, reeking of alcohol, and continued: "... pretending to be pure, you are an adult, man, isn't that the case, maybe it's better to play really Everyone is high, how about going with brother and me?" He even reached out to pull Chen Zifeng's arm.

Chen Zifeng swung his arm violently and screamed, "Don't touch me!"

Yue Peng chased after him in two or three steps, pulled the man away, stood in front of Chen Zifeng, and said fiercely, "Who the hell are you? What are you doing?"

The man stopped and looked at Yue Peng: "Hey, are you his new concubine?"

Chen Zifeng yelled at the man: "Shut up the fuck! Who the hell are you? Who knows you?!"

Yue Peng also shouted angrily at the same time: "None of your business!"

The man was stunned for a moment, looked at Chen Zifeng and Yue Peng, and smiled meanly: "Dude, have you ever played threesome? It's very exciting, why don't we try it?"

Chen Zifeng blushed with anger, squeezed his fists, and wanted to beat him up: "Crazy! If you talk nonsense again, don't blame me for being rude."

Yue Peng unceremoniously lifted the other party's skirt, and looked at the other party: "What the hell do you mean?"

The man drank too much, his brain was flooded, and he continued to grin his mouth: "What are you pretending to be innocent, why are you pretending to be innocent and go to Happy Forest?"

Yue Peng was confused, and turned to look at Chen Zifeng: "Where is that place?"

Chen Zifeng's face was flushed red, as if some unspeakable secret had been revealed in public, or it was revealed to the person who didn't want him to know the most, he turned around and ran away without explaining.Seeing him like that, Yue Peng looked back at the guy in his hand, punched him very puzzled, and then caught up with Chen Zifeng.

Chen Zifeng originally thought that today was a particularly beautiful day, but because of a random person he met on the road, everything was ruined. He ran aimlessly, breathing heavily, with the torn pain in his chest The pain was spreading, as if it was going to tear him apart.Yue Peng found that Chen Zifeng usually looked quite weak, but he didn't expect such explosive power and fast running. He chased him for a long time before he caught up with him: "Zifeng, why are you running! If you have something to say, talk about it, what's going on? "

Chen Zifeng panted violently, opened his mouth, but only coughed violently.Yue Peng looked at him distressedly: "What happened to you?"

Chen Zifeng bit his lip and said nothing.

The snowflakes fell on the two of them and melted into water. Their hair and faces were a little wet. Yue Peng said loudly, "You are talking, what is going on?"

Chen Zifeng sniffled, raised his head to look at Yue Peng, and said with difficulty: "It's nothing, you go to eat, I'm tired, I want to go back and rest."

Yue Peng was so anxious that his eyes burst into flames, and he pinched his arm hard: "If you don't speak clearly today, you won't even think about going there."

Chen Zifeng squatted down weakly, hugged his knees, and buried his head on them. After a long time, he said slowly: "I met that man in Happy Forest before. Happy Forest is a small place where comrades gather. Park, when I first entered college, I was very desperate and had no direction in life. I went to Happy Forest and met many of my kind.”

Yue Peng looked serious: "What happened next?"

Chen Zifeng said: "I met a person there. That person got AIDS and died by suicide."

Yue Peng's face froze, and after a while he said slowly: "Then you and him—"

Chen Zifeng swallowed hard: "I talked to him for a while, but I didn't do it, because I felt that the relationship was not enough. Later, he was found to be infected, and then he swallowed sleeping pills and died." His voice was so low it couldn't be lowered.

Yue Peng gritted his teeth, raised his hand to wipe off the drops of snowflakes on his head, grabbed his arms, pulled him up, and said in a rough voice, "It has nothing to do with you."

Chen Zifeng lowered his head and said: "I always thought that people like us don't deserve happiness, right? But I saw Xiao Xi living so happily, and I think we should be happy too. But just now that person Reminds me of the fate of people like us, and I feel like I'm at least impossible."

Yue Peng pinched his arm hard and asked him, "Why can't you?"

Chen Zifeng covered his face with his hands: "No one will love me. It's too difficult." His voice was choked up.

Yue Peng suddenly hugged him into his arms: "Who says no one loves you? Me."

Chen Zifeng originally covered his face with his hands, but was shocked by this sentence and suddenly raised his head to stare at Yue Peng, the disbelief in his eyes was completely frank.

At this moment, Yue Peng's phone rang, and it was Xiao Xi calling.