June

"Because I'm going to kiss its owner."

After hearing this, Xi Meng saw him approaching, subconsciously wanted to avoid it, and slipped into the swimming pool without paying attention.Yu Jun was taken aback, he wanted to hold Xi Meng but it was too late, and he fell into the water with him.

The two stared blankly at each other in the water, both dumbfounded.Xi Meng thought for a moment, then pointed below the water surface, Jun Yu nodded in agreement, and dived into the water with him.After swimming past the buoy, Xi Meng took Yu Jun's hand and swam to him.Yu Jun wanted to hold his arm, but touched his waist first.There was no time to determine whether Xi Meng's body was stiff because of this, Yu Jun quickly grabbed his waist, and threw himself on him underwater.

Obviously there is a person on top of him, but what Xi Meng feels is not the weight of this person.He felt that his body was the real sinking stone, and Jun Yu's kiss on his lips gave him vitality.Strings of bubbles emerged from the water, and the lips and tongues had to get closer to distinguish each other in the water. They sank in the water for a few seconds, until they heard Tieria crying anxiously on the bank, and then hurriedly surfaced.

"Cough! Cough!" Xi Meng lay on the shore, coughed up the excess water in his body, and waved weakly at Tieria, indicating that he was fine.

Tieria yelled twice more, as if worried about Xi Meng's appearance, she put her paw on his arm, and licked his face several times.Xi Meng laughed until he was licked, and turned to find Yu Jun lying on the bank looking at them with a smile on his face.

Although Yu Jun's arms and face have been tanned to a very healthy wheat color, they contrast with the fairness of his body, which looks a little funny.Xi Meng was not sure whether it was because Yu Jun was funny or handsome, so he inadvertently watched him for a while longer.Yu Jun was looking at him, of course he soon noticed Xi Meng's ecstasy.

After coming out of the water, his breath, which had finally slowed down, became impetuous again. Yu Jun swallowed quietly, his eyes drifted back and forth on Xi Meng's shoulders and back, and he couldn't help but look at him in the water lower body.

Xi Meng felt uncomfortable being watched by him, and wanted to get closer, but was hindered by the buoy in the middle of the swimming lane.These buoys looked so light, bobbing up and down as the water surface swayed, like Xi Meng's restless heart.He scratched Tieria's long, soft fur vigorously, grabbing all the water and sweat from his hands, and whispered: "Don't look."

"I won't be able to swim with you anymore." Jun Yu lay on the shore, smiling self-deprecatingly, trying to revive the awkward atmosphere.

Xi Meng thought about it seriously, and said in a naive tone: "If this is an indoor swimming pool and there are no people, it's still okay."

Yu Jun frowned strangely, and questioned: "Shouldn't it be an open-air swimming pool full of people?"

Hearing this, Xi Meng was stunned for a moment, then smiled wryly and said, "It seems so."

After the two finished speaking, they looked at Tieria in unison.It looked at the two for no reason, and barked after a long time, expressing agreement and disagreement.

"Xi Meng." Yu Jun thought for a long time, called his name, and dived into the water to swim to the other side.

Xi Meng looked at his figure struggling to swim forward in the water in puzzlement, hesitating whether to follow him.

Not long after, Jun Yu swam to the other side and waved at him from a distance.

Are you going too far?Xi Meng couldn't help feeling a little apprehensive, for fear that his hesitation was gradually draining Jun Yu's patience, even though he often thought that they still had a lot of time.

"I have the patience of 50 meters!" At this time, Yu Jun said loudly the length of the swimming lane on the other side, "If there is a lot of time, I will swim a few more back and forth!"

Looking at Yu Jun's glowing body floating in the water, Xi Meng's originally floating heart began to swell.He stared blankly at Yu Jun who was 50 meters away, unable to restrain his excitement, he shouted: "Swim back now!"

Xi Meng couldn't remember how he pulled him into the water again, and how the cold water became warm.Jun Yu hugged him tightly, kissing each other and dragging them into the depths of the pool.They all forgot to breathe, and each other's bodies in the water didn't feel real to the touch, which forced them to touch more anxiously and hotly to feel close.The part that was stretched by the swimming trunks became more and more uncomfortable, Xi Meng turned around uncomfortably, and was hugged by Yu Jun from behind again, and his hands accurately covered his bulging legs.Xi Meng trembled all over, unable to tell whether it was air or pool water that surrounded him.

Jun Yu's hug became harder and harder, making Xi Meng unable to move.He felt the pleasure of being suffocated at any time, and took Yu Jun's hand into his swimming trunks, and when his fingers touched him, he let out a shameful and confused lament.The wet body felt a deeper sense of moistness, and Xi Meng didn't wake up until he touched the dry air.

He sat up in surprise and looked at everything in the room in a daze.The faint morning light has been cast outside the window, Xi Meng covered his mouth, struggling to recall everything in the dream, uneasily recalling whether he had made an embarrassing sound in the dream.But the sound insulation design of the room is very good, Xi Meng comforted himself, as long as he didn't yell too much, it was impossible for his mother to hear him.

Xi Meng touched the sweat on his forehead painfully, he thought it was cold, but it was so greasy.He shivered slightly, grabbed his watch and saw that it was only past seven o'clock.

After Yu Jun finished saying that, Xi Meng's mood was really surging, but in the end he just nodded movedly, and didn't say anything, let alone do anything.He didn't expect that after he came back, he had such a dream.Xi Meng lifted the quilt and looked worriedly at the wet pants and quilt.I once said in the physiology class that nocturnal emission is normal for boys of his age.Before meeting Mr. Yu, the same thing happened several times, but Xi Meng couldn't remember why at that time, and it was not something worth remembering after all.

Thinking that this time there was a reason for the incident, Xi Meng couldn't help feeling worried.Before Gao Lanlan got up, he hurriedly took a shower, and changed and washed the sheets and quilt cover.

Xi Meng had finished drying the sheets and quilt covers and was doing laundry on the balcony when he suddenly heard the vibration of his mobile phone.Yu Jun received a good morning message on his mobile phone, and after Xi Meng replied, he glanced down the balcony.Seeing that Jun Yu was riding a bicycle downstairs to his house, the guilty Xi Meng almost slipped the phone in his hand.

Maybe it was because of a tacit understanding, or maybe Yu Jun was just out of habit, he glanced upstairs and was pleasantly surprised to see Xi Meng standing on the balcony.He quickly took out his mobile phone to call Xi Meng and said, "I bought you breakfast."

"Uh." Xi Meng's clothes were half washed, and he was not sure whether the turbidity on his trousers had been cleaned, but he received a call from Yu Jun and saw him coming downstairs.The indescribable embarrassment made him blush, and he greeted awkwardly: "Morning."

Jun Yu looked at him from a distance, and asked with concern: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Xi Meng couldn't tell him that he had such a dream, and tried to change the subject, "You came back from running?"

"Yeah." He replied suspiciously, "I'll put breakfast in the milk box, you can come down and get it later? I also bought sandwiches and freshly squeezed juice for auntie, and you just say you bought them."

Xi Meng's heart was touched by a needle, and he said sincerely, "Thank you."

"You're welcome. But, are you really okay?" Yu Jun was still very worried about him.

Xi Meng adjusted his mood and said bluntly: "It's okay!"

"Okay, okay." Yu Jun didn't want to force Xi Meng to say something he didn't want to say, and knew that Xi Meng's refusal must be his reason, so he let it go.He put his breakfast in the milk crate of Xi Meng's house, waved goodbye to Xi Meng, and rode away on his bicycle.

Watching him leave, Xi Meng suddenly felt very reluctant.He was a little discouraged and washed the unfinished clothes.

The sumptuous breakfast brought back by Xi Meng was placed on the dining table. Xi Meng poured a full glass of milk into the cup and prepared breakfast for Tieria.

He secretly figured that Jun Yu would bring breakfast to him and his mother every day like this, and when the time came one day, he would definitely tell his mother about it.Gao Lanlan had eaten the breakfast given by Yu Jun so many times, if she really wanted to blame Yu Jun for their affairs, she might speak in a lighter tone. ——Half thinking about it, Xi Meng concluded that he was too naive.

"Downstairs to buy breakfast?" Gao Lanlan asked after she had changed her clothes and came out of the room.

Xi Meng nodded and said, "I bought it when I went downstairs to fetch milk."

Gao Lanlan nodded knowingly, without doubting her son's words at all.She opened the chair and sat down, picked up the sandwich on the plate, opened her mouth to take a bite, and then thought of something suddenly, and put it back on the plate with a heavy heart.

Seeing this, Xi Meng couldn't help asking: "What's wrong?"

"Xi Meng, mom has something important to tell you." She waited for Xi Meng to put down the milk, thought for a moment, and said, "A design company in Ottawa offered mom a good job. Grandpa and grandma passed away, mom You are the only concern. You are good at French and English, and you will go to university next year. You are now preparing to apply for a Canadian university and go there with your mother. How about it?"

A sudden gust of hot wind blew in from the window, blowing the checkered tablecloth on the dining table.After Xi Meng listened to Gao Lanlan's suggestion in a daze, his mind suddenly went blank.

☆、4th.

go abroad?study abroad?Go to a completely unfamiliar country, integrate into a new environment, and communicate with people around you in another language every day?

Sitting in the subway, Xi Meng was still processing the important information he got in the morning.Gao Lanlan studied in Canada in the early years, and the company she worked in was also a Canadian-funded company, so when the name of this country came out of her mouth, it seemed no stranger at all.However, for Xi Meng, it was a completely unfamiliar country on the other side of the ocean.

If he goes to study abroad, what will he gain and what will he lose?There are international classes in Ximeng's school, many of whom will study abroad after graduation.In fact, after graduation, everyone goes their separate ways, and most of them need to enter a new environment and have a new social circle.If you think about it from this perspective, studying abroad is just one of the options.But what about Mr. Yu?Even Tieria can go to Canada with him, what about Mr. Yu?Xi Meng was horrified to find that there was only Jun Yu, who he could not take away.

Obviously they can continue to get along for a long, long time. Even if they go to college, they will go to the same city or even the same university to study.Whether they continue to study or work in the future, they can be together.These things are all taken for granted in Xi Meng's heart and will happen eventually. Why did the direction of the road suddenly change?

How should I tell Yu Jun?This worry also occupied Xi Meng's mind.What would happen if he found out?He must be very disappointed and sad.Xi Meng's heart was heavy, and he almost missed the station where he was going to get off.When the parents' divorce had just emerged, Xi Meng's mind was in a mess, but after a period of self-adjustment, Xi Meng finally found his own direction.But he didn't expect that after such a short period of time, the sense of chaos of constant cutting and messing up would trouble him again.

How could he be so unlucky?Xi Meng thought dejectedly, it would be great if his home could be as warm as Jun Yu's, so that he wouldn't have so many troubles.

Back at the original door, he looked outside the door for a while, took out the house key and didn't know whether to insert it into the keyhole or not.He was worried that the key wouldn't go in, or that it wouldn't turn out after it was in.Huang Jieyan should be at home at this time—her physical condition is very poor, and Xi Liang never asked her to go out to work after she moved into the house.

After hesitating for a long time, Xi Meng still chose to press the doorbell.He waited with trepidation, organized the language when meeting, and suddenly felt like a guest standing at the door of this family.After a while, the door opened from the inside, Xi Meng stepped aside, looked up and saw the swollen Huang Jieyan inside the door, and his heart skipped a beat.

When Huang Jieyan saw that it was him, he was also surprised.She stood in the door embarrassingly, and it took two seconds to react, and hurriedly greeted: "Come in."

"Hello, Auntie." Seeing her swollen belly, Xi Meng's heart suddenly turned cold.He tried hard to control his lost emotions, walked into the original home, and explained: "I came back to get some things, Tieria's former toys."

Still looking at him with her eyes full of sorrow, she gently closed the door and whispered softly: "I put all Tieria's toys in the small room at the attic, and your things are still in the original room. Your father he Went to work and haven't come back yet." She stood at the door, looked suspiciously at Xi Meng who hadn't gone in, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Xi Meng felt that this was her home and had to wait for the owner to go in first, but Huang Jieyan clearly had the same emotion and just waited for him to go first.Realizing this, Xi Meng felt even more sad. He didn't dare to look Huang Jieyan directly in the eyes, and walked in awkwardly.After walking two steps, he raised his spirits again, turned around and asked with concern, "How many months?"

"Huh?" She was taken aback for a moment, and realized that he was asking about the child in her stomach.A blush spread over her swollen face, and she replied in embarrassment: "Six months."

Xi Meng was stunned, then nodded indifferently, and said, "I'll just go up and get it myself. You can sit and rest. I'll be down soon."

Huang Jieyan looked at him apologetically, and hummed lightly.

Sure enough, as Huang Jieyan said, everything that belonged to him was placed in its original position, and it did not move after Xi Meng left.And during this time, someone still cleaned it, as if they were always waiting for him to come back sometime.It was obviously something to be happy about, but Xi Meng's heart was so hot that his eyes were so hot that he was about to shed tears several times.

He hurriedly found Tieria's flying saucer and ball, and found a photo of him and Tieria in the cardboard box.At that time, Tieria had just arrived at their home, and Xi Meng was only in elementary school. In the photo, both he and Tieria were very immature and innocent.Since elementary school, Xi Liang and Gao Lanlan have been very busy.Parents are often not at home, and there are no friends of the same age around. In order to make Xi Meng who is alone at home less lonely, the couple chose this gentle ancient shepherd dog for Xi Meng.Looking at this yellowed photo, Xi Meng couldn't help thinking, did his parents know that they would leave him from that moment on?

Xi Meng put the toys and photo frames back into the cardboard box, and carried the box downstairs.He came to the kitchen to say goodbye to Huang Jieyan, only to see that she was cutting a perfect hazelnut chocolate cake.

"Auntie, I'm going back. Thank you." Xi Meng said softly to her.

Huang Jieyan said anxiously: "Wait a minute, this is the cake I made last night. Take some back."

Xi Meng originally wanted to refuse, but looking into her full eyes, he couldn't bear to refuse.After he approached, he took a closer look at this exquisite cake and asked tentatively, "Can I have two pieces?"

After hearing this, she was taken aback for a while, then heyed, cut two pieces of cake for Xi Meng, and put them carefully into the cake box.

Because of her pregnancy, her originally thin body swelled a lot, and even her slender fingers were marked by the ring.Worried about her misunderstanding, Xi Meng explained, "I want to share it with a friend of mine."

Huang Jieyan opened her mouth unexpectedly, as if to say something.After all, she didn't say anything, nor did she cut another piece of cake, but obediently folded the cake box and held it to him with both hands.

"Thank you, Auntie." Xi Meng took the box politely.

She gazed at him equally gratefully, and nodded with an unexplained sadness between her brows.

Huang Jieyan has a bad heart. When Xi Liang finally chose to be with her, Xi Meng wondered if his father would have a child of his own with this not-so-pretty aunt.Now seeing that she is pregnant, that question has an answer.The cake box on his lap exudes a sweet smell of cake, Xi Meng decided that if there is no very important matter in the future, he will never bother them again.

Xi Meng didn't go home directly, but went to the commercial street with the cake to find Yu Jun who was working.

At this time, Yu Jun was learning programming from his boss and master. Seeing him coming, he greeted him happily: "Are you back?" Xi Meng had sent a message to tell him earlier that he was going back to his father.

Xi Meng nodded, his heart covered in dust.But on the surface, he was still the same as usual, and asked curiously: "What are you doing?"

"I want to add a new function to Raby, but the program can't be debugged, please help the master." He leaned in front of the computer again, and asked after a while, "Have you eaten yet?"

Xi Meng stood at the door of the store, shaking his head, but Jun Yu had already been so absorbed in his program that he didn't see it at all. "Then I'll go back." Xi Meng said to him from a distance.

Yu Jun glanced at him hastily, and replied absently: "Well, okay. I'll find you later."

He frowned unhappily, it didn't matter if he came or not.But even if he said this, Jun Yu couldn't hear it.With this in mind, Xi Meng left helplessly.

Returning home with a heavy heart, Xi Meng opened the door and saw Tieria welcoming him warmly, and his gloomy mood suddenly dissipated.He happily squatted down and rubbed Tieria, and suddenly felt a pang of aggrieved.He closed the door annoyed, suddenly feeling sorry for Tieria.It's a pity that it can't eat the cake, otherwise Xi Meng would give him the cake.Thinking this way angrily, he took out the flying saucer from the box and waved it in front of Tieria.The pet dog was full of energy immediately, followed Xi Meng to stand up, and jumped up to reach its long-lost toy.

Xi Meng handed the ball to it, and said, "Play by yourself for a while. After we have dinner, I will take you out to play." Then, he came to the kitchen, put the cake in the refrigerator, and found two more cakes. Eggs and a tomato, decided to simply make a tomato scrambled eggs.

Unexpectedly, just as the tomatoes were out of the pot, Tieria came to his side and yelled.Xi Meng looked at him strangely, thinking that he was urging him to cook quickly, but when he looked up, he saw Yu Jun entered the house without anyone noticing.He looked at the ashamed Yu Jun in surprise, immediately frowned displeasedly, and blamed: "Why did you come in without knocking on the door? It's too rude."

"Uh..." Jun Yu looked at Tieria in embarrassment, "It opened the door to let me in."

Hearing this, Xi Meng was taken aback, and frowned and stared at Tieria, but it was still that blank and innocent face, which made Xi Meng unable to lose his temper.Xi Meng asked Yu Jun unhappily: "Is the door closed?"

He nodded again and again, and asked with concern: "Did something happen at Uncle's place?"

"It's nothing." Xi Meng was used to keeping his thoughts in his heart, but he didn't know why he would feel unhappy if he didn't tell Yu Jun.He resisted, and lied: "I brought you a cake, but you ignored me."

Yu Jun was surprised when he heard this, and quickly opened the refrigerator to take out the cake box inside.He said guiltily: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. Never again."

After all, it wasn't because of this matter that Xi Meng was in a bad mood. Hearing Yu Jun's apology, his helplessness quickly drowned out his anger.He felt exhausted and didn't know what to say to Jun Yu, so he said, "Let's have lunch together, I want to take Tieria out to play in the afternoon."

"Okay." Yu Jun vaguely felt that Xi Meng still had something on his mind, so he couldn't help being worried and irritable.But he was afraid that he would ask too many questions and make Xi Meng even more upset.Not knowing what to do, Jun Yu found that the rice cooker beside him was empty, and immediately asked, "Have you cooked the rice yet?" After asking, he saw Xi Meng was obviously stunned, so he smiled and said, "I'll come cook."

Knowing Xi Meng for so long, Yu Jun has never seen him really angry, and this is the first time meeting him.Yu Juncai was shocked to find that they had not known each other for a long time.They first met on the bus in June, and now it's only August.No wonder Xi Meng has been working hard to delay the progress between them. Only now did Jun Yu know that the time they spent getting to know each other was so short.Faced with this terrible discovery and Xi Meng's silence, Jun Yu was terrified.

He was too careless, he neglected to care about Xi Meng so early on, and only cared about how to develop further with him.In the computer store just now, how could he not notice that Xi Meng was unhappy?Jun Yu couldn't help but lose his temper with himself in his heart.He was worried and annoyed, he wanted to break the silence, but he was also afraid that if he said something wrong, Xi Meng would be even more disappointed in him.

With this uneasy mood, Yu Jun even behaved cautiously when the two of them ate face to face.He didn't speak, and Xi Meng didn't make a sound. Instead, Tieria ate his lunch and yelled at Xi Meng twice.

Something terrible must have happened to Xi Meng at his father's house, otherwise, based on Jun Yu's current understanding of him, he wouldn't have been brooding over that incident just now.Maybe it was a series of things that squeezed in his heart, and it took a long time for this trigger to happen.

Yu Jun thought for a long time in distress, and before Xi Meng was disappointed in himself, he was utterly disappointed in himself.How could he worry about whether Xi Meng would hate him instead of trying to care about Xi Meng?Yu Jun scolded himself secretly, and mustered up the courage to ask: "What happened?"

He lowered his eyes, immersed himself in the rice, and cleaned up the scrambled eggs with tomatoes left on the plate.However, looking at a bowl full of bright dishes, Xi Meng's heart was filled with dust and felt extremely uncomfortable.He looked up at Jun Yu, and said coldly and helplessly, "My mother is going to work in Ottawa, and she asked me to study in Canada."

Hearing this, Yu Jun felt a beam of thunder hit him at his feet.He was so frightened that he trembled on the chair, and his face turned pale in an instant.

☆、5th.

Facing the sudden news, Yu Jun was very disappointed and became stupid.He finished this silent lunch with Xi Meng in a daze, and even forgot his original plan to go out for a walk with Xi Meng with the dog.The steps to go home suddenly became very heavy, but Xi Meng acted nonchalantly, as if he had already made a decision and prepared.Jun Yu wanted to ask Xi Meng, what would he do if he went abroad?what should they doThe two have only been together for a short time, and they haven't known each other for a long time, and they haven't even fully understood each other. Is it necessary to be separated on both sides of the ocean like this?

Will they break up?

Yu Jun wanted to ask but couldn't ask, and always felt that such a question seemed useless.

After lunch, Xi Meng took Tieria out, and the two of them were silent in the closed elevator room with their pet dog.They walked to the commercial street, and when they parted, Lord Yu called Xi Meng who had turned around first, and asked, "Auntie told you this morning? About going abroad."

Xi Meng led the motionless dog with his eyes downcast, his heart still troubled by chaotic emotions.He didn't want to see Mr. Yu unhappy, but he himself was so unhappy. At this moment, Xi Meng had a bad idea of ​​dragging him into the water.He nodded sullenly.

Yu Jun's hair was blocked, he wiped his dry eyes with discomfort, and said, "I'm going back to work in the shop first."

Hearing this, Xi Meng nodded angrily, and pulled Tieria to leave.But it looked at Jun Yu reluctantly, which made Xi Meng even more angry for no reason.He tugged on the rope vigorously, and urged in a deep voice: "Let's go."

Looking at their leaving figures, Jun Yu couldn't say anything to persuade them to stay.

He returned to the shop where he worked with a heavy heart, unable to cheer up all afternoon.The new program that was originally planned to be debugged in the afternoon has not progressed, and Yu Jun has not been able to eat a few mouthfuls of rice until dinner time.

During the meal, the family members noticed Yu Jun's strangeness, and looked at each other, exchanging glances.Xia Zhiyuan winked at her daughter, Yu Ning frowned reluctantly at first, and finally had to speak under her mother's lust.Jun Yu noticed their movement, and before his sister spoke, he said, "It's nothing, it's just that the program can't be adjusted."

Yu Ning blinked in surprise, then exchanged glances with her parents, and let out a muffled oh.

"Eat more food." Xia Zhiyuan said dryly to his son, and scooped three big spoonfuls of corn kernels into his bowl.

Normally, Mr. Yu would have to yell and complain.But at this moment, he was not in the mood to resist, he accepted the corn impatiently, and lowered his head to pick up the rice.

When he parted with Xi Meng, he didn't say anything to keep him, and this matter has always been in Yu Jun's heart.He worried that he would be so useless when they finally parted ways.This is absolutely impossible.Yu Jun could see that Xi Meng was not too willing to accept this plan, maybe he was angry because Yu Jun didn't resist it, and didn't say anything to persuade him to stay.But what did Jun Yu say?Xi Meng no longer has a father. If his mother wants to take him abroad, what right does Jun Yu have to ask him to stay?

Other things are fine, but after all, this is a major matter involving life planning, and Mr. Yu can't make such a request hastily.However, before Xi Meng announced the news, Yu Jun always felt that they would never be able to separate.In his vision, they will graduate together very naturally, go to the same city, go to the same university, and stay together after that.It's a bit early to say this, but Mr. Yu thinks that they will never be separated, even if they grow old together, it is natural.

Looking back now, when he and Xi Meng were together, everything was so natural and smooth.There are no ups and downs on this road, and it is as smooth as a dream.Was it really a dream, and was it finally coming to an end?The more Yu Jun thought about it, the more frightened he became, and even broke out in a cold sweat in midsummer.

Even though he was in a state of confusion, there was one thought that never wavered in Jun Yu's heart - he didn't want to be separated from Xi Meng.His mind was running at a high speed, as if it would shut down due to high fever at any time, Jun Yu kept surfing the Internet on his computer after dinner.In a short period of time, he quickly collected a lot of useful and useless information, including where Ottawa is in Canada, what language the people speak, and what the climate is like.Time passed quickly, Jun Yu's family urged him several times to take a shower and go to bed, but he answered several times, but remained motionless in front of the desk.

When he had collected all the information he needed, his mind seemed to be completely empty.He stared blankly at the computer, only to find out that his sister had gone to bed and it was past midnight when he turned around.Yu Jun was in a daze in the room with only the screen light source left, looking at the back of his sister sleeping in a daze.He suddenly felt that Yu Ning was really small.Yu Jun has held her little hand since she was a baby, and later she was prone to fall when she was learning to walk, and he often hugged her himself.However, since entering middle school, they have rarely had physical contact-no one wants to.

Yu Jun took out his mobile phone, but there was no message or missed call on it.I don't know how Xi Meng is now, whether he is still angry about what happened at noon.If it was him, he would be angry too.Yu Jun knew that his performance at noon was really bad, so he didn't express anything, and finally asked irrelevant questions.

He came to his balcony lightly, and he could see the building where Xi Meng's house was located from a distance at the nearest corner, but he couldn't see the exact location of Xi Meng's house in the dark night.Jun Yu called Xi Meng.

"Hello?" Xi Meng's voice was still the same as during the day, dull and cold, with impatience.

Yu Jun felt a chill in his heart, and subconsciously said, "I'm sorry."

On the other end of the phone, Xi Meng fell silent.

After a long time, Jun Yu waited anxiously, but when he heard Xi Meng's fluctuating and chaotic breathing, he was even more frightened.He hurriedly said, "I'll go to Canada with you."

The chaotic breathing on the phone suddenly stopped, and for a long while, Xi Meng hoarsely asked, "What did you say?"

"I checked the conditions for studying abroad on the Internet tonight. Prepare the required materials, and get a good score in the college entrance examination, and you should be fine." Yu Jun finally said the words, and the heavy stone in his heart fell.He smiled relievedly, and said, "After you decide which university to apply to, let me know, and I will apply too. In this way, we can always be together."

Xi Meng still didn't want to believe what he heard, and asked, "Are you serious?"

After hearing this, Jun Yu frowned slightly, then smiled and said, "I've always been serious."

He fell silent again.

Xi Meng kept silent, but Yu Jun, who was originally relieved, began to worry again.Could it be that the decision he made actually troubled Xi Meng?He scratched his hair irritably, scolding himself in his heart for being so self-righteous.Jun Yu sighed angrily, and comforted softly: "Don't put too much pressure on me, I didn't make this decision entirely for you. Think about it, if I can apply for a good university, it will be the same for me." It’s a good thing, isn’t it? It’s the best of both worlds to be with you and study in a good university, isn’t it? I think it’s a good thing.” After finishing speaking, he listened intently to the other end of the phone. He was afraid that he would miss any sound from Xi Meng, but unfortunately, Xi Meng was still silent, and Yu Jun was still uneasy.

"Xi Meng?" Yu Jun had already said this, and he really didn't know what to do.He really wished that he could hug Xi Meng in front of him at this moment, repeat what he said just now, and talk about how much he likes him.But now he can't even see where Xi Meng is.

When Mr. Yu was at a loss, Xi Meng suddenly asked, "Did you see me?"

He froze for a moment, then looked in the direction of Xi Meng's house.Seeing the silver light coming from a distance, Jun Yu's heart skipped a beat.He stared blankly at the light flickering light, and finally knew the direction of Xi Meng.After a while, Jun Yu couldn't help laughing out loud and said, "I see."

After a while, the light disappeared.Jun Yu listened to the phone with bated breath, when he suddenly heard Xi Meng's sigh.Xi Meng said helplessly: "My mother just asked me if I want to go to Canada with her. I haven't answered her yet. It's too sudden. I can't make a decision so quickly."

Yu Jun was stunned, and ecstasy filled his heart instantly.He smiled from ear to ear, asking like a fool, and like a child: "So, you don't have to go abroad?"

"Yeah." Xi Meng fell silent, thought of something, and sighed slightly.After a while, he suddenly said: "I went to my father in the morning, but he is not there, only the stepmother is at home. The stepmother is already pregnant, and a baby will be born in a few months."

Xi Meng's voice was very quiet, full of helplessness without resistance, which made Jun Yu's heart ache.Yu Jun thought that Xi Meng must be very sad when he came back from his father, but when he came to him, he only cared about his computer and programs.Xi Meng must have been very disappointed with him at that time, and he made Xi Meng even more sad. "I'm sorry." Yu Jun said guiltily.

He smiled indifferently, then feigned anger and said, "You won't be like that in the future."

Yu Jun immediately promised: "It will definitely not happen!" He thought for a while, and couldn't help asking carefully: "So, at noon, you deliberately said that to stimulate me, right? The matter of going abroad has not yet been decided. , but said it as if it had come true.”

"Yes." Xi Meng admitted confidently.

After hearing this, Mr. Yu was stunned for a while, then laughed, and said, "Okay, I see. I'm sorry."

"Aunt Huang is my father's first love." Xi Meng said after he laughed.

This was the first time Xi Meng mentioned his broken family to him. Hearing the helplessness and bewilderment in his voice, Yu Jun held his breath and continued to listen.In Jun Yu's mind, Xi Meng has always been gentle and sensible, but now that he heard him say this, he realized that Xi Meng was not gentle—he was just powerless.how so?think