No CP version of Liu's Pharmacist Hall

After Xisheng passed away, he ignored the messy ward, felt the weight loss was extremely light, and all senses seemed to return to the sensitive experience of infancy.

At the top of the stairs, Liu Xiyan suddenly thought, since there is no body that cannot survive the fall, he might as well just jump down.

Just as he was about to make a jump, Liu Xisheng turned to him and shook his head, and said, "Follow me, don't jump. Three feet away from me, the soul body will be blown thousands of miles away by the wind when it jumps, and any seductress will come to him .”

Liu Xiyan stopped jumping, looked at the white coat he was wearing, and suddenly felt quite awkward: "I didn't take off my work clothes."

"Do you want to take it off?"

Liu Xiyan thought of He Yi: "I guess there is no way to take it off?"

"There are only two choices: to take off or not to take off."

"..."

Voices are audible, noisier and more subtle than before.The sound of children crying in the consulting room, the sound of adults coaxing.

Liu Xiyan passed through some of the outpatient clinics where he passed his menstruation every day in novelty. Before the autumn typhoon came, a draft was blown in from the door of the outpatient building, blowing through his ears and between his fingers very clearly, but his hair and clothes did not move at all.

Liu Xisheng, who was walking in front, had grown long hair at some point, but it was fluttering in the wind.The thin white jacket was also blown by the wind, and the scene seemed familiar.

"Where are we going?" Liu Xiyan finally came to his senses.

"Go talk to your colleagues."

Liu Xiyan remembered that when he came out, it was still daytime, and after walking with Liu Xisheng for a while, the surroundings began to become dark and unclear, like the feeling of walking in the forest on a foggy morning, unable to see clearly, but heard the animals running and murmuring.

Is this still near the hospital?Or is it already a yin and yang?

But Liu Xisheng's back was extremely clear, as if it was burned on the retina, and when he saw it, it hurt from the fundus of his eyes to his chest.

what is the problem?

After an unknown amount of time, the sound of water began to appear around them.

There are still sounds from animals in the environment, some roaring, some whining, some whispering, and there seems to be laughter.

Liu Xiyan suddenly realized: How can animals laugh?

"Brother, what's the sound?"

"The sound of the wind."

Immediately, Liu Xi's voice stopped, and Liu Xiyan saw a small dim light. Behind the light was a bridge whose length was invisible.Standing by the lamp was an old lady, wearing a gray top and bottom. There was a wooden bucket in front of her, holding a wooden bowl in her hand.There was a man in front of the bridge, wearing a hospital gown on the upper body and naked on the lower body.He lingered, as if he wanted to take the wooden bowl from the old woman's hand.

It took Liu Xiyan a while to recognize that it was Shu Fangqiu.

"A ball!"

Shu Fangqiu turned his head, the endotracheal tube was still inserted in his mouth, and the urinary catheter was connected to his lower body. The surgical scars on his body were fresh and dazzling, and even the electrodes were still attached to his body.

When Shu Fangqiu saw Liu Xiyan, he looked like he saw a ghost.

"Why were you... brought down?"

"I'm coming to get you back."

Shu Fangqiu asked hesitantly, "Can I go back?"

"Why not? You have both breathing and heartbeat, and the respiratory center is fine." Liu Xiyan reached out to stretch the square ball, "Your girlfriend is pregnant."

Liu Xiyan didn't get the Shufang ball, so Liu Xiyan just grabbed the air.Liu Xiyan caught again, this time the target was Liu Xisheng, but he still missed.

Visible but intangible, like light and shadow.The lights in front of the bridge became familiar, as if he had passed by here thousands of times, every time he stretched out his hand, but he never touched the person he wanted to touch.Sorrow filled his chest uncontrollably, and he stared blankly at Liu Xisheng who had arrived by his side at some point.

Liu Xisheng also looked at him, standing under the lights in front of the bridge, his expression looked so calm.

"Heavy Lake..."

Memories poured into the brain, broken and messy, the practice field after autumn, blood flowing like rivers, mountains of knives, frying pans, the way of animals, and the way of hungry ghosts.

heavy lake.

However, in the next second, those memories seemed to be swallowed by the crack, and disappeared like a cloud at noon, leaving only confusion and pain behind the breastbone.

That's where the heart is.

"I'm tired. I don't want to go back." Shu Fangqiu's words were all Liu Xiyan heard.

"why?"

"I know that Li Fei is pregnant. If she is pregnant, she will definitely get married, give birth, and raise her. I have studied medicine for so many years, and I don't know anything other than being a doctor. How can I raise them? My parents are also old, and I like this And it’s going to put a burden on them.”

"Why? Your body just needs time to recover..." Liu Xiyan suddenly stopped talking.

Shu Fangqiu smiled wryly: "Do you think I still have the courage to wear a white coat again?"

"You can change careers..." Liu Xiyan looked at the half of the endotracheal tube, and was at a loss for words.

"It doesn't matter if you don't have a vacation, and it doesn't matter if you are tired from work. In fact, I like being a doctor." Shu Fangqiu murmured, "I can't cure everyone, but I can really help them. Last week in the outpatient clinic, a couple took I came for a physical examination with a two-month-old baby, and met me on the way, and said to me: Thank you, Dr. Shu. I am happy for a day. A Liu, you must know that feeling, right?"

"Um."

"I have studied medicine for ten years and been a doctor for five years. I never thought of leaving this profession." Shu Fangqiu said, "That day, I just said: You'd better test the quality..."

Liu Xiyan said, "Don't think about it any more."

"I have done nothing wrong. I have never been cruel to patients. I have never confiscated a single red envelope. I have never prescribed a large prescription. I have never been there when a patient asked me to eat out of gratitude. I have been working for five years and never took a weekend off. During holidays and holidays, Li Fei and I quarreled over this matter countless times. I am afraid when I think about it, we really have a child, and when he grows up in the future, he will definitely blame me for never having time to accompany him." Shu Fangqiu said "So, maybe it's God's will. Without me, Li Fei can not have this embryo, and can change her life. I have been working for so many years, and I don't have time to go back to my hometown to see my parents. Having me as a son means nothing. I My younger brother and my younger sister are called filial piety, without me, there is no difference from having me around."

Shu Fangqiu said to himself at the end: "In two years, no one will remember me."

Liu Xiyan shook his head, but couldn't speak.

Liu Xisheng said: "Shall I let you see them before making a decision?"

Regardless of Shu Fangqiu's willingness or not, a panda appeared in front of him, trying to connect, and a full-screen video soon appeared in front of him.

Ge Lifei and her sister were sitting in front of Shu Fangqiu's hospital bed. Ge Lifei was putting her head on Shu Fangqiu's hand, whispering something.

The elder sister hesitated to speak, the phone rang, the elder sister answered the phone a few times, and said impatiently: "Understood."

After a moment of silence, my sister said, "Mom just called to ask."

Griffey ignored her.

"She asked Ah Qiu how he is now."

"Isn't that the question?" Griffey didn't look up.

My sister sighed.

"You told mom that I was going to be born."

"It's been more than ten days, don't you give up?"

"Give up? He's fine. Director Ye said he doesn't want to wake up for the time being." Griffey said softly, "He'll come back when he's figured it out."

The video began to become blurred, Shu Fangqiu stood there in a daze, watching the scene change to the outside of the ward.

Parents and younger siblings were sitting outside the ward, not talking to each other, just sitting like that.As if the pause button was pressed, no one got up after an unknown period of time.

"Aren't they going to work?" Shu Fangqiu started talking to himself again.

At this time, he became transparent, and finally disappeared. The wooden bowl fell to the ground and turned in a circle.

The old woman left the wooden barrel, picked up the wooden bowl, lowered her head, and said, "Are you here again?"

Liu Xi responded, "Yes."

"Across the bridge?"

"No."

5,

Liu Xiyan and Shu Fangqiu woke up at the same time, it was already ten days later.Although Liu Xiyan was not on a ventilator, he still had a gastric tube and a urinary tube inserted, enteral nutrition plus parenteral nutrition, and had to defecate once every two to three days in a diaper. Liu Xiyan was silent after learning about this from the medical record. He knew that he would definitely not be able to find a partner in the department.

Even though Liu Xisheng told his parents about this on WeChat before leaving, they were still scared out of their wits—one son was missing, and the other was in a coma.They also sit in the ward, but they can receive Liu Xisheng's WeChat message every day to report that they are safe.

Liuxi Snake said that it was because he asked Xiaolian to send WeChat messages every 10 minutes in the underworld.It is said that time passes at different speeds between the underworld and the underworld.

At the end of Huangquan Road is the Naihe Bridge, and under the Naihe Bridge is the river of Wangchuan.

Willow Creek Snake hummed softly.

"What will happen if I drink water?" Liu Xiyan asked Liuxi Snake.

"Forget it."

"Formatted?"

"Well, it's formatted."

"Then how do you remember me?"

Liuxi Snake said: "It's not that I want to remember you, it's my father..." Liuxi Snake kept silent.

"What happened to my brother?"

"By the way, do you know what happened to the murderer who hurt A Qiu?"

"do not know."

"He's been arrested."

"Ah."

"Don't you care what happens to him?"

"No matter what he does, Ah Qiu won't be a doctor anymore." Liu Xiyan paused, "However, it's good to be alive."

Then one day, Shu Fangqiu brought his child to the hospital and chatted with Liu Xiyan for a while. He went to work as an editor of a medical magazine. He said that he had a weekend and felt good.For the rest, Liu Xiyan didn't ask any more questions, and neither did Shu Fangqiu.

Before leaving, Shu Fangqiu said, "Thank you, Ah Liu."

Liu Xiyan waved to him.

Goodbye, Ball.

☆, hungry ghost