mistaken for love

Winter is gradually passing, and the dawn is getting earlier.

Ye Shu's sleep quality was not good, and he basically opened his eyes to watch the sky brighten every day.

Judging from the non-stop answering calls for several days, Jiang Zhiyan is very busy, but he still stays at the hospital every day.

Ye Shu didn't have the time to guess his purpose, and was tired of guessing.

When he was addicted to drugs in the past few days, Jiang Zhiyan pressed him tightly, whispering something in his ear, it seemed to be comforting words, but he couldn't hear clearly because of the pain.

Drug addicts are always unscrupulous when they are drug addicts, and what they say is extremely hurtful. Jiang Zhiyan also has many bites on his body.

Surprisingly, Jiang Zhiyan did not shoot back.

Ye Shu looked sideways at the sunlight outside the window on Jiang Zhiyan's sleeping side face. After the injury on his left hand healed, Ye Shu occasionally reached out to touch Jiang Zhiyan's hair.

There was obviously another bed in the ward, but Jiang Zhiyan wanted to sit on the chair with his body bent and lean his head against Ye Shu to sleep.

Seeing this, Ye Shu just treated him indifferently.

Looking at Jiang Zhiyan's exquisite facial features, he didn't dare to be sentimental, even if his hand touched this person's skin, he would tremble and withdraw it immediately.

Ye Shu felt sad seeing the person whom he loved and treasured in the palm of his hand now made him want to retreat in fear.

A few days ago, he dreamed of Jiang Zhiyan when he was a child. The baby's small body was lying on his lap, smelling like milk, and when he smiled, his eyes were shining, and he was staring at him in a daze.

He wanted to reach out to touch the child, but the child suddenly got up and backed away.

He asked what happened to the child?

The child didn't speak, just picked up a small stone from the ground and threw it at him.

He didn't want to hide, the stone hit his forehead, face, and even his eyes.

He didn't even hide, he knew it was in a dream, the child liked him very much when he was young, it was just in a dream, the pain brought by the stone was fake, it was fake.

But the child said again, "You are disgusting! You are so dirty! Don't touch me if you are so dirty!"

He tilted his head to look at the child blankly, opened his mouth, and couldn't explain anything.

The photos and videos that Jiang Xiao showed him that day, I heard that Zhi Yan hid them well, right?Didn't he want to use it to insult himself?

See, he didn't let him go even in his dreams.

In his dream, Ye Shu reached out and touched his bleeding right eye, and the blood dripped down his wrist to the ground.

Ye Shu felt sad.

The sadness that spread from the bottom of my heart couldn't be contained no matter what.

……

Jiang Zhiyan was so busy during this time that his voice became hoarse when he answered the phone.

Ye Shu still looked half-dead, and Jiang Zhiyan felt an unknown fire in his heart when he saw it.

Wanting to teach this person a lesson, he made him look back at him, his wet eyes looked panicked.

Jiang Zhiyan felt distressed when he saw it.

With a cold face, Jiang Zhiyan picked up his phone to deal with things again.

The two have always maintained this relationship.

When he realized something again, Ye Shu hadn't spoken for many days.

The number of drug addicts became less and less, even when Ye Shu was addicted to drugs, he just bit the quilt and kept silent.

Jiang Zhiyan took care of the matter at hand, stretched out his hand to pinch Ye Shu's chin, and ordered: "Speak."

Ye Shu blinked at him, as if he was a little confused about what he was talking about, but Jiang Zhiyan was impatient, squeezed his chin with a little force, and said coldly: "If you don't speak, I will make you speechless for the rest of your life."

Ye Shu frowned, Jiang Zhiyan pinched him in great pain, he stretched out his left hand to hold Jiang Zhiyan's hand, opened his mouth, and whispered: "Ah... ah..."

Jiang Zhiyan frowned tightly, let go of his hand, looked down at Ye Shu's eyes and said, "Don't play tricks with me, you know that pretending to be pitiful won't work for me."

Ye Shu stared intently at Jiang Zhiyan's eyes, bewildered.

It took a long time before he shook his head.

"Ah... ah..."

Why... I can't say anything.

Ye Shu looked at Jiang Zhiyan with some horror, and the blank expression on his face made Jiang Zhiyan's expression sink.

"Speak." In a cold tone.

Ye Shu shrank back in fright, and stretched out his left hand to cover his eyes.

Jiang Zhiyan felt that his movement to cover his eyes was a little weird, so he stretched out his hand and pulled his bandaged left hand, in exchange for Ye Shu to struggle weakly.

"Why are you blocking your eyes?" Jiang Zhiyan held Ye Shu's left hand in his hand, and his voice was still cold.

Ye Shu looked at him with some fear, and wanted to speak, but in the end he only uttered meaningless monosyllables.

He wanted to say that my eyes were so painful when you hit them with small stones.

But I guess Jiang Zhiyan was going to stab him with scissors, thinking about it, he didn't even want to pronounce a single syllable, Ye Shu pursed his lips tightly.

Jiang Zhiyan stared at him for a while, feeling that the man's eyes were getting darker and darker, he suppressed the strange emotions in his heart, got up and went out to call for a doctor.

Seeing him go out, Ye Shu moved his left hand up again to cover his eyes.

He can't even speak now, he can't even speak, hahaha... he can't even speak...

Still alive?

Still afraid of pain?

Hahaha... actually still afraid of being beaten...

Ye Shu was very calm on the surface, and even smiled at the corner of his mouth, but his heart was barren.

He has nothing left.

The only thing left of him is a broken body and a sweetheart who hates him to the extreme.

Ye Shu suddenly remembered a sentence he learned many years ago——

The bottom of the sea is the sky and the moon, and the person in front of you is the sweetheart.

Unfortunately, his sweetheart is like the moon under the sea, untouchable.

……

Jiang Zhiyan asked Ye Shu's attending physician to come over. Seeing that the doctor was examining Ye Shu, he stood aside and called Fang Meng.

A few days ago, Fang Meng went to India to study standard materials, and then he kept in touch with Jiang Zhiyan, telling him to keep an eye on Ye Shu. This person might not be able to hold on any longer, so if something goes wrong, call him immediately.

Fang Meng answered the phone quickly, with a soft voice, probably just waking up, "Zhi Yan?"

"Ye Shu can't speak anymore." Jiang Zhiyan said calmly with a cold voice.

Fang Meng was silent for a while, and then said: "Let the director of the psychology department help him see a doctor, and you should stop speaking coldly to him recently."

"You mean he's crazy?" Jiang Zhiyan frowned and said in a bad tone.

"You're crazy! I mean let him adjust his mentality. If I am treated like this, I will have some mental problems." Fang Meng said angrily, and finally hung up the phone angrily.

Jiang Zhiyan put the phone back expressionlessly, and saw the attending doctor coming over, and said to him: "Mr. Ye's injuries are not serious, the drug addiction is basically gone, just prevent relapse. Then..." The doctor paused After a pause, he glanced at Ye Shu who was staring at the ceiling with open eyes on the hospital bed, and said softly: "Mr. Jiang, let's help Mr. Ye find a psychiatrist. If the situation doesn't improve, I can only transfer to the psychiatry department."

Hearing this, Jiang Zhiyan glanced at Ye Shu's face, gave an inaudible "hmm", then followed the doctor out to find the director of the psychology department.

When the psychiatrist came, Ye Shu was sitting up to drink water by himself. Seeing Jiang Zhiyan coming in, the hand holding the cup paused slightly. After drinking the water, Ye Shu put the cup back, stretched out his left hand to hug his knee and shrank back. .

Jiang Zhiyan's expression darkened when he saw this, because it prevented the doctor from having an attack, and the doctor said that it is best not to have other people present during the psychological diagnosis and treatment.

Jiang Zhiyan stood outside the door and waited.

After standing for a while, Jiang Zhiyan took a cigarette, put it in his mouth without lighting it, and tapped his finger on the wall lightly.

Suddenly thinking of the wall on the old street, the young self watched the man engrave a line of words——

Ye Shu likes Zhi Xiaoyan.

Then I smiled and said to myself, I like children the most.

He always calls himself a child, as if he is the only child in the world.

Later, the child carved that line of words over and over again with a knife, and finally couldn't help but crossed out the words behind and re-engraved a few words on it. It looked like——

Ye Shu is a fucked bastard.

After the engraving, the child never went to that wall again.

He knew that person saw it. On the day that person was released from prison, he saw the expression of that person looking up at the wall and then lowering his head in disappointment.

The grown-up child looked at him, and the child guessed that the man must be thinking——

He held the child in the palm of his hand with love and spoiled him to the sky, but the child stabbed him seriously with a knife and then stepped on the ground.

Not even a chance to turn around.

The psychiatrist came out within half an hour, Jiang Zhiyan watched him come out and greeted him, "How is he?"

"Mr. Ye has symptoms of mental exhaustion and severe depression..." the doctor pushed his glasses and said seriously.

When I communicated with Mr. Ye just now, I was a little sad to see the other party's self-protection posture.

That person wanted to die, but he was afraid of pain, so he protected himself from getting hurt, but he still wanted to die all the time.

Jiang Zhiyan nodded after listening, and didn't say anything, and the doctor couldn't say much, so he had to give up.

Jiang Zhiyan sent the doctor away, walked back to the ward, and saw Ye Shu covering his eyes with his left hand again.

Probably after tossing and tossing for a long time, the bandage on his left hand fell apart, and Jiang Zhiyan looked at the bare, exposed skin a little stiff.

The long scars snaked and climbed, and there were many small wounds, I don't know what caused them, and there were many tooth marks.

After realizing what he was doing, Jiang Zhiyan reached out and touched Ye Shu's left wrist.

"Ah..." Ye Shu immediately retracted his hands behind his back, then looked at Jiang Zhiyan with red eyes, "Ah... woo..."

"It's okay, it's okay." Jiang Zhiyan stretched out his hand to rub Ye Shu's hair, and said softly, "I don't look at it, I don't look at it."

Ye Shu buried his head in his knees, sobbing softly.

Jiang Zhiyan still didn't withdraw his hand from rubbing his hair, and gently patted Ye Shu's back with the other hand.

Ye Shu stopped whimpering after a while, and raised his head to look at Jiang Zhiyan again.Stretching out his left hand, he pointed to the scissors on the table, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

"What do you want scissors for?" Jiang Zhiyan took the scissors and handed them over, asking suspiciously.

Ye Shu touched the scissors in his hand and finally smiled.

Then he took the scissors and cut his hand heavily, blood spattered out, Jiang Zhiyan felt a little dazed when he felt the blood spattered on his hand, seeing Ye Shu was about to scratch his neck, Jiang Zhiyan grabbed the scissors and slapped Ye Shu and went He fell to the side, spat out a mouthful of blood, and half of his face soon swelled up.

Ye Shu got up, looked at him, and suddenly smiled.

It's a pity that I can't speak anymore, otherwise I would definitely cheer this person up.

Ask him, "Do you know how I'm deaf in my left ear?"

Because I was slapped by someone.

A slap made him deaf.

How simple.

Looking at the mockery in Ye Shu's eyes, Jiang Zhiyan

He raised his leg and kicked the hospital bed, and the bed frame creaked unbearably.

"Again, your mother is in my hands. You can die if you want to, but she won't live if you die. I don't care if you have depression or mental failure. As long as you die, I will let that woman die immediately." Jiang Zhiyan threw the scissors directly After going out, his tone was cold. Even though winter was over, Ye Shu only felt cold.

Yes, he still has a mother.

His concern in this world is his mother.

Thinking of this, Ye Shu curled up in pain.

It's a pity he can't die yet, he can't die yet.

我的手机2016/11/2523:42:30