mistaken for love

Fang Meng threw a spoonful of rice into Jiang Zhiyan's bowl, frowning in extreme displeasure.

Seeing the rice thrown into his bowl, Jiang Zhiyan looked up at Fang Meng in disgust, and asked in a cold voice, "Do you really want to die?"

Fang Meng frowned and stared at him. Thinking of Ye Shu's appearance in the afternoon, his anger rose slowly, "You said how Ye Shu offended you, I will let you eat well!"

Jiang Zhiyan looked at him, put down his chopsticks, got up and went straight out of the cafeteria.

Fang Meng looked at his back, and his expression gradually became tired. What kind of nonsense is this, Jiang Zhiyan, are you fucking insane?

How did Ye Shu treat you... Can't you see it?

Sighing, Fang Meng recalled the Ye Shu he saw in the afternoon.

This person actually wants to pin his hopes on dreams, and he is probably going crazy.

When Ye Shu went to prison, he was accused of obscenity, not to mention that it was his brother who was molesting. Fang Meng had preconceived ideas, so his first impression of Ye Shu was not good.

Then he saw Ye Shu being bullied and he didn't save him. Later, he saw that this man was so pitiful that he couldn't even keep the thought of living, so Fang Meng didn't care too much and saved him.

Looking at this person's life now... it would be better not to save him.

……

Jiang Zhiyan turned off the headlight, and turned on a small lamp which was placed beside the hospital bed.

Ye Shu took a sedative shot in the afternoon, and has been sleeping all the time. Jiang Zhiyan stretched out his hand to caress Ye Shu's face, his hands were a little sore, and he leaned over and kissed Ye Shu's eyes.

"Ye Xiaoshu." He sighed in a low voice, reached out and gently rubbed Ye Shu's hand.

When Fang Meng checked Ye Shu's wound, he frowned and scolded him. He didn't ask him to bandage any broken fingers. You can see how swollen it is.

Jiang Zhiyan looked at Ye Shu's hand through the light. It was red and swollen due to frostbite, and the little finger of his left hand was swollen even higher. When he kicked him today, he seemed to have touched...

Jiang Zhiyan gently rubbed the back of Ye Shu's hand, bowed his head and said softly, "Is your treatment of me... true or false?"

Are you pretending to be pitiful, or are you really unable to survive?

Ye Shu...

Jiang Zhiyan kissed Ye Shu's left hand again, leaned close to Ye Shu's left ear and said softly, "I miss you."

Fang Meng said how Ye Shu treats you, can't you see?

If you can see it, you can see it. It was only six years ago... and I saw it with my own eyes.

This man can act, how can he tell if it's real or not?

Jiang Zhiyan sighed, seeing Ye Shu's hand move, he quickly withdrew his hand and sat back on the chair beside him.

When night fell, the sky was getting dark, Ye Shu opened his eyes, stared blankly at the ceiling for a while, and then sat up on the head of the bed.

Seeing Jiang Zhiyan sitting aside, Ye Shu tilted his head and smiled.

"Zhi Xiaoyan, you don't sleep at night, and you squat next to my bed."

Jiang Zhiyan's hands hanging by his legs slowly tightened, and he also smiled, and said softly: "Ye Xiaoshu, you are sick." After a pause, he asked again: "Do you still want to sleep?"

Ye Shu frowned, stretched out his left hand to the quilt, glanced at it and said in a muffled voice, "...Zhi Xiaoyan, I dreamed that you beat me yesterday, it hurts so much."

Jiang Zhiyan seemed to be choking on something, and asked after a while, "Where does it hurt?"

"..." Ye Shu suddenly smiled at him embarrassedly: "...It's hard to say."

"..." Jiang Zhiyan raised his eyebrows and smiled, "I'm an old couple, what's wrong with me?"

Ye Shu laughed a little awkwardly, then lay down again, Jiang Zhiyan got up and tucked him in the quilt when he saw this, and heard Ye Shu mutter in a low voice: "Zhi Xiaoyan, don't leave in the future, okay?"

"I didn't leave, I've been here." Jiang Zhiyan leaned down and kissed his face.

Ye Shu was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "Don't leave, Jiang Zhiyan will hit me...I don't want to..."

"It's okay, he won't hit you anymore." Jiang Zhiyan was heartbroken, and comforted softly: "Go to sleep, I'll be with you."

Ye Shu nodded when he heard the words, closed his eyes, and whispered, "Zhi Xiaoyan, don't go."

Jiang Zhiyan suddenly had a sore nose, reached out and patted Ye Shu's shoulder, and said softly, "...I won't go."

"Forget it..." Ye Shu turned over, lay flat on the bed, opened his eyes slightly and narrowed his eyes, and stared furtively at Jiang Zhiyan, "Anyway, it's a dream, it's too bad to sleep in the dream."

Jiang Zhiyan felt that it was hard for him to say anything due to his gaze, and he didn't dare to put on a straight face, instead, he looked at him with downcast eyes.

As soon as his eyes met, Ye Shu quickly closed his eyes, pretending to be sleeping, frowning, and then narrowed his eyes again.

"...Ye Shu, are you an idiot?" Jiang Zhiyan saw how funny he was, so he couldn't help but move closer to him.

Ye Shu quickly closed his eyes, turned around, and turned his back to Jiang Zhiyan.

"Is this a temper tantrum?" Jiang Zhiyan reached into the quilt to touch Ye Shu's waist, and then squeezed it.

"Hahahaha...uh...hahaha...brat hahaha don't make trouble!" Ye Shu was afraid of being tickled since he was a child, and Jiang Zhiyan had tormented him a lot when he was a child, and Ye Shu's eyes became red after a while.

"Why do you always bully me?" In an aggrieved tone.

Jiang Zhiyan paused, withdrew his hand, and his tone became cold: "I don't know."

Ye Shu curled his lips, turned around, closed his eyes and ignored him.

Seeing helplessness, Jiang Zhiyan covered him with a quilt, got up and went out to pour water.

When the door of the ward was closed, Ye Shu opened his eyes with clear eyes.

The left hand kissed by Jiang Zhiyan was in pain, Ye Shu stretched out his left hand in front of his eyes, and bit his wrist.

I don't remember who said in his ear that if the pain-sensing nerve is numb, this person will be invincible.

Because no matter how you treat him, he won't hurt.

It seems... that's not the case.

Ye Shu bit into the meat hard, and blood flowed down the corner of his mouth.

After a long time, Ye Shu let go, put his hands back under the quilt, closed his eyes and fell asleep slowly.

……

Fang Meng told the Fang family to send some western medicine back from abroad. The injuries on Ye Shu's body accumulated over time, and the damage caused by a small wound is enough to constitute a large wound, let alone those permanent wounds.

Although Jiang Zhiyan said his heart was cold, he deliberately told Ye Shu to treat Ye Shu's injuries well.

Fang Meng silently complained that I really want to cure you of your brain damage, and then quickly closed the door of the lounge before Jiang Zhiyan kicked over.

After waiting for a while, Jiang Zhiyan didn't chase him out, Fang Meng didn't bother to care about him, and went straight into Ye Shu's ward.

"...You man." Walking a little closer, Fang Meng sighed when he saw the blood on the white sheet, "Always use other people's mistakes to abuse yourself."

As he was about to tuck Ye Shu in the quilt, Fang Meng saw his bloody left wrist exposed under the corner of the quilt. Fang Meng took a deep breath, pinched the corner of the quilt forcefully, and said coldly, "Self-mutilation is something only fools do."

"I just...wanted to try. I don't know if it hurts." Ye Shu was awakened by Fang Meng in his sleep, his brows were slightly frowned, and his voice was weak: "I didn't mean it."

Fang Meng stared at him, "You fucking mean it!"

Seeing his ferocious appearance, Ye Shu wanted to laugh, coughed twice, and Ye Shu said softly, "Fang Meng...don't tell him about my left hand."

Fang Meng choked suddenly, Ye Shu's complexion was very bad, his left wrist was the place Ye Shu didn't like to be touched by others, and Fang Meng couldn't bandage him either.

"I..." Ye Shu frowned, his eyes were red like rabbits, "I still like him a little bit."

"..." Fang Meng choked, not knowing what to say.

Ye Shu sighed, "If you can't let him know, you will be looked down upon by him."

Fang Meng looked at him, spread his hands helplessly, and shrugged.

"Then if you don't like him anymore, can you say so?"

Ye Shu thought for a while, then shook his head, "He will only think I'm cheap if I say it."

Although he is still being cheap now, Ye Shu secretly added in his heart.

Fang Meng nodded after hearing this, frowned and remained silent for a while, then suddenly asked, "What happened five years ago?"

Ye Shu propped himself up with the pillow, then sat up against the wall, lowered his eyebrows and thought for a while, before asking, "I fucked him?"

Before Fang Meng could speak, Ye Shu said again: "How could I be willing to part with him."

After speaking, Ye Shu looked up at Ye Fangmeng with a smile.

Fang Meng was still in a daze, what Ye Shu meant...

"He took a video of me making love with him, and then released it as evidence in court." Ye Shu didn't care about his reaction, and continued: "Of course, he didn't show his face, he accused me of rape he."

"...You didn't go to him." Fang Meng said in a low voice.

Ye Shu suddenly smiled, that kind of mocking smile, "So what? He wants to play me to death, it's not just casual."

"Then... why did he treat you like this? He obviously likes you, doesn't he?" Fang Meng asked cautiously.

When Ye Shu was in prison, he always thought that Ye Shu was sorry for Jiang Zhiyan, and later became friends with Ye Shu and did not ask about what happened five years ago.He always thought about people like Ye Shu, if he hadn't been obsessed with ghosts, he probably wouldn't be able to do such a thing, so he never asked.

"..." Ye Shu couldn't speak for a long time, and after a while, he said, "Sorry, I don't know the answer."

What happened five years ago, he was only ignorant when he was in it, and he couldn't understand what happened until the end.

Why he molested Jiang Zhiyan, why the Jiang family has raised you for so many years, you white-eyed wolf, what crimes you have been convicted of.

And Jiang Zhiyan's sentence: "Ye Shu, you deserve it."

All the words he wanted to justify were stuck in his throat, until finally Ye Shu just smiled at Jiang Zhiyan and went to prison.

He didn't know what he deserved, he had a clear conscience, he just felt a little uncomfortable.

Uncomfortably blocked the thought of wanting to justify.

I also accepted it.