Reluctant

When Huan just walked out of the ward, his footsteps suddenly paused.

The lighting in this hospital is so bright that it hurts my eyes.

Being abused...is more than that.

……

It was already 12:30 in the evening when Bai Huan settled down.

Just installing the little nest of Liuliu took two hours of tossing... Really, it's troublesome.

Xu Yue didn't go home during the exam these days, so Bai Huan moved Liuliu's nest into the room after taking a shower, and then turned off the lights to prepare for sleep.

Suddenly remembered... Su She forgot to give him his cell phone.

Thinking about it, he got up again and took Su She's cell phone from the table, then lay back on the bed.

The password is still 2244826, and it happens to be Baihuan when typed with Jiugongge.

Fool, how many years has this password been used.Bai Huan thought.

I flipped through it casually, and found that there was basically nothing in the other party's phone.

Contact... Bai Huan froze for a moment when he glanced at the entire number stored and displayed 1/500.

I remembered the last time when Su She entered the police station, I went home to catch up on sleep after working for more than 40 hours, but was woken up by the phone in the middle of the night, and the other party said a lot that I didn't listen to a word... So I asked , "Why do you call me and not others?"

As a result, the other party replied, "You are the only one of his contacts."

Suddenly he didn't even feel sleepy anymore, and hurried to the police station by himself.

Looking at the result, he really messed up.

When I came back to my senses in a trance, my fingertips happened to rest on the text message.

Bai Huan narrowed his eyes slightly, and nodded twice without feeling the slightest bit of embarrassment.

The light-colored font was a little light, and Bai Huan read the content carefully word by word:

"The person I met in my sophomore year was originally called Bai Huan."

"I heard that he is going to go to a university in the south of the Yangtze River. I must find a way to get rid of my adoptive father... I can't be so weak anymore!"

"It's so blue today, and it's warm when the wind blows over. It's nice that he sleeps in my lower bunk."

"Today he went to the library with Lin Tao's girl, he looks so pretty when he smiles."

"Lin Tao is very gentle. Seeing me following Bai Huan, he invited me to have dinner together...Although he looked impatient...but he didn't say anything...It's so happy to be sitting next to him."

"Lin Tao said that Bai Huan had been exceptionally good since he was a child. I don't know why he didn't go to study abroad in the south of the Yangtze River... When she said that, he squinted his eyes slightly, and then smiled and said, I like you, so I came here to chase you."

"Bai Huan treats me very generally, but it is also a special treatment in the dormitory group of four. The other two roommates always joke that I am his younger brother, why don't they take care of me like this... I don't want to be his younger brother, I like it He."

"Lin Tao's younger brother, Lin An, is here today. He looks handsome. He blinked at me with big eyes and said, yo, you are so pretty.... He is really strange. Isn't Bai Huan supposed to be a good-looking person? He You are the main character, praise me for what I do.”

"Lin An is gay. Bai Huan frowned slightly when he told me. I thought he hated homosexuality, but he said that he was afraid that Xiao An would suffer. When he likes someone, he always wants to give up his life... If he likes women If so, it won’t happen.”

"Why not? I don't quite understand."

"Lin Tao said she liked me."

"Bai Huan has always liked Lin Tao, I have always known it. I have always known it. How could he like men?"

"he's drunk."

……

"We're together."

"He said he felt disgusted when he saw me. He said that even if he liked men in his life, he would never like Su She. He said, Su She, why don't you die. He said, Su She, your liking only troubles me. Don't be self-righteous and just be your lover after two days in bed. He said, Su She, I don't love you, not at all."

June [-], [-].

"Today I'm 20 years old and the sun is just right, but I'm so cold that I want to cry...it must be because the south is so cold, it's so cold in June, it's too annoying."

Bai Huan turned off his phone before finishing the reading.

There was some moonlight shining through the surroundings, the windows were clear and clean, but Bai Huan's vision was somewhat blurred...

It's really annoying...the wind has been very strong recently...why didn't I notice it before.

Why is that person so stupid?

If he hadn't met Su She that year...he would have had a better life than now, right?

If...not for those days...

Bai Huan stared at the wall eroded by the night, and suddenly fell into memories.

(thirteen)

The spring of [-].

Bai Huan took care of the two difficult members of his family, dragged his luggage and slowly got on the plane to the south.

Along with him is Lin Tao, whom he has liked for a long time.

……

When he was assigned to the dormitory on the sixth floor, Bai Huan narrowed his eyes and looked at the height of the dormitory building, then raised his eyebrows at the senior in the dormitory, "Can I change to the one on the first floor?"

The senior looked at him from head to toe, with an expression of "I don't understand what you're talking about", "You can't climb the sixth floor?"

Bai Huan smiled at him when he heard this, "I don't like climbing stairs."

In the end, before the senior could reply, the senior sister at the side grabbed the pen and scratched Bai Huan's name next to another person's name.

"120, right? Little handsome guy." Senior sister said with a smile.

Bai Huan glanced at the name next to his own name... Su She?It's a bad name.

After cursing, he bent the corners of his eyes to thank the senior sister, and then walked to the dormitory with his bag.

……

Su She discussed with Wu Zang for a long time before being agreed to study in the south.

When he first arrived at the government affairs office, he suddenly smirked twice.

I can't believe it... I can't believe it, I actually went to the same school as him.

"Su She, right?" asked the senior in the dormitory.

Su She nodded quickly, "Mmmmmm."

The senior sister raised her eyebrows, and looked at Su She with interest, "Tsk, another handsome guy. He's actually in the same dormitory... I don't know if the other two crooked people in this dormitory will survive until graduation safely."

Su She couldn't understand, so she had to smile and ask her senior, "Sister, please tell me the dormitory number..."

The senior sister clicked her tongue again, "Here, this."

Su She leaned over to look at where her fingers were...

Bai... Huan?

Bai Huan?

Bai Huan.

……

"Hey, why do you think the handsome guy in the back looks like he found his wife?" The senior sister nudged the senior beside her with her elbow and said softly.

The senior glanced at her, "That's clearly a look of liking."

Senior sister frowned, "How do you know?"

The senior coughed, rearranged a few dormitories, and said leisurely, "Because I looked in the mirror a few days ago and found that I had the same expression when I looked at you."

……

Su She looked at the sky all the way and giggled.

Until it hit a person... in front of the stairs in the dormitory.

"..." Bai Huan narrowed his eyes, unable to express the pain in his chest.

Su She blinked and raised her head in embarrassment.

"..." Then my heart exploded and I didn't dare to show it.

"You...Hello, I'm Su She, I'm in Room 120." Seeing Bai Huan's movement of raising his foot to leave, Su She said hastily.

Bai Huan stopped his movements and looked down at the boy who was half a head shorter than him.

The broken hair reaching the ear was slightly lifted by the wind in the corridor, and the neck was slightly shrunk, making people want to bully...

Wait...what the hell are you thinking...

Bai Huan raised his eyebrows and stretched out his hand, "Hi, I'm Bai Huan from 120."

Su She was stunned for a few seconds, reached out her hand, and held it.

"..." Bai Huan couldn't take his hand out.

"..." Bai Huan coughed lightly, "Student Su, your hand."

After hearing this, Su She quickly let go of her hand and apologized, "I'm sorry..."

Bai Huan looked at him and smiled, "No, I'm going to eat first, bye."

Su She nodded, looked at Bai Huan Yingguang's back, and narrowed her eyes slightly.

"The sky is blue and the wind is warm. The south here is so beautiful."

……

Su She sorted out her things in the dormitory, and saw the photo on Bai Huan's bed.

In the photo is a girl.

A girl with a beautiful smile.

Feeling blocked for no reason, Su She blinked and took a closer look at the photo.

"What are you doing?" The voice behind Su She froze for a few seconds, and quickly turned around to explain, "No, no... I just caught a glimpse of it inadvertently."

Bai Huan frowned upon hearing this, "I don't like others touching my things."

"...Yes." Su She nodded.

Bai Huan raised his hands and stretched his waist, and said in a casual tone, "Don't always act like you're being bullied, keep your back straight."

Su She straightened her back when she heard the words, "Okay."

Bai Huan looked at him from the corner of his eyes, and suddenly chuckled, "Are you fucking stupid? Why are you so stupid. It's not tiring to be so straight, you... idiot."

Su She shrank her neck and took a step back.

Bai Huan pulled him over, put his arms around his shoulders, and said in a gentle voice, "Every time I see you, I feel like the puppy I raised at home when I was a child, always shrinking, not daring to disobey others."

Su She looked up at him, noncommittal.

Bai Huan said again, "I'll cover you from now on."

Su She froze for a few seconds, then looked at Bai Huan in astonishment.

Bai Huan patted him on the shoulder, "You disagree? Huh?"

Su She nodded, "Agreed."

Seeing this, Bai Huan was amused and rubbed Su She's head.

……

On the day she saw the girl in the photo, Su She happened to bring boiling water to the door of the dormitory building.

The other party was stretching his neck to look into the building, and the long white skirt swayed slightly with the movement.

"...Excuse me, are you here to look for Bai Huan?" Su She put down the water bottle, stared at the girl's black hair and asked.

The other party turned around, looked at Su She in surprise, and suddenly smiled, "Yes, can you call him out for me? I don't have a cell phone."

Su She nodded and walked into the building.

"That girl... is really pretty..." While muttering, he pushed open the dormitory door, Bai Huan was changing his shirt, and glanced at the door.

Su She blinked... blinked... then closed her eyes abruptly, and said in a panic, "Go down