Reluctant

what? "

"..."

"Say it." Su Ye reached out and poked Bai Huan's wound, and Bai Huan's hand trembled slightly, "Tsk, you're so cruel because you're afraid of pain."

Said the last sentence to Bai Huan.

Xie Yang pursed his lips, "It hurts, it hurts like hell."

……

"Bai Huan?"

"Bai Huan."

A familiar voice came, and Bai Huan wanted to open his eyes in a daze.

"Bai Huan?" It was that voice again.

Bai Huan struggled to open his eyes, stunned for a moment.

"Su She?" The tone of the exit was a little unbelievable.

The person standing beside him tilted his head slightly, and chuckled, "Yes, I'm Su She."

I'm...Sushe.

Sushe...?

Bai Huan stretched out his hand and grabbed the hand of the person in front of him, trembling slightly, said in a low voice, "I was wrong."

Su She responded lightly, looked into Bai Huan's eyes and said calmly, "You are already fine, it's me."

Seeing his indifferent expression, Bai Huan was impatient for a moment, and said quickly, "Don't leave me behind."

His voice was low and hoarse.

don't...leave me...

Su She glanced at Bai Huan's tears falling on his palm, looked up at Bai Huan and said coldly, "What right do you have to say such a thing?"

Bai Huan froze his movements.

"In the name of me, you are willing to degrade yourself and make yourself dirty. What right do you have to tell me that you love me?" Su She slowly withdrew her hand, her tone was flat and mocking, "I like it Bai Huan will never fall, but what about you?"

Bai Huan trembled slightly and curled himself into a ball.

"But...but... how could you leave me..."

"My happiness is born of your happiness, but... you have been so self-sufficient, why should I fulfill my promise to you? You promised me to live a good life. Is it like you to live a good life?" Su She's voice Deep and hoarse, looking at Bai Huan curled up together, tears rolled down his face, "Don't you know?...I will be uncomfortable...my place...will be very painful."

Su She pointed at her heart and smiled, "You are still so selfish, so you deserve to be abandoned."

"...Su She..." Bai Huan reached out and pulled Su She's sleeve, his vision blurred, "Su She, don't go away..."

Su She pushed away his hand and took a step back, "I hate you."

"Su She..." Bai Huan suddenly got up and hugged Su She's body forcefully, crying in a trembling voice, "...don't go!"

Su She pushed him away forcefully, and looked coldly at Bai Huan withdrew his hand in a daze, "As long as your life is not good, don't even think about me coming to see you."

Bai Huan looked at Su She's expression like he was dumbfounded, and suddenly smiled.

"Then... If I live well, you will come back, right?" She looked at Su She expectantly.

Su She was stunned for a few seconds, then she bent her eyes and smiled softly, "Su She likes Bai Huan, very much."

"So, he'll be back."

……

Bai Huan called Su She with a hoarse voice.

She was clearly in a dream, her eyes were clearly closed, but her face was still full of tears.

Xie Yang's vision was a little blurred, and he reached out and patted Su Ye's shoulder, "Why are you so fucking cruel?"

Suye looked up and smiled while shedding tears, "You don't understand, this is called forced hypnosis. I'm training his mind. If he just falls like this..."

Xie Yang frowned, "Is there nothing left?"

Suye wiped his face, curled his lips, "No... If you fall down, just help him up, hahahahaha."

Xie Yang slapped him and called out, "Do you believe that I killed you?"

Su ye rolled his eyes and lowered his head to wipe Bai Huan's tears, his nose was a little sore.

"I can't help it." Seeing Bai Huan's trembling appearance, Su Ye's voice slowly sank, "If he gives up, there are two ways...or he will go crazy or die."

Xie Yang was silent for a few seconds, "The third way..."

Su Ye grinned when he heard the words, and smiled, "It means he has come back to life, even if Su She is not around."

He can also be fine.

A few days ago, Su ye received a call from Xie Yang saying that something had happened to Bai Huan, so he put down his work and returned to China the next day.Through these years of intermittent contact with Bai Huan, he also knew that his family Xiao Huan fell in love with a man.

A few years ago, Su She was curious and amazed when he mentioned Su She, then he was indifferent and cold later, and now... lovesickness has become sick.

As a psychotherapist, Su Ye saw many people who were as confused as Bai Huan now.

So, after hearing Xie Yang's talk about how the two of them got together... Su Ye's first reaction was to make a hypnotherapy plan, but after hearing Bai Huan's cry, Su Ye's tears also fell.

Bai Huan's cries hit Su Ye's heart intermittently, and he called Su She's name in a hoarse voice...

Heart-piercing...then it should be...

How painful.

"Fool, it's just a box of chocolates." Hearing Bai Huan's breathing gradually subside, Su Ye stretched out his hand to rub Bai Huan's head, and sighed, "Brother, I was never willing to bully you like this when I was young. Really cruel..."

"By the way, where's your wife?" Su Ye tucked the quilt up for Bai Huan, then turned to ask Xie Yang.

Xie Yang was looking out the window in a daze, when he heard this, he turned his head and glanced at Su Ye, "I'm going to his sister's place, Su She is not only Bai Huan's lover, but also Xiao An's baby."

After hearing this, Su Ye smiled, reached out and fiddled with the mobile phone on the table, unlocked and closed the lock, "Bury the ashes."

Xie Yang frowned slightly, looked at Bai Huan, "Is nothing wrong?"

Su Ye curled his lips, "He doesn't have the guts to quarrel with me. If the ashes are not buried, he will soak them in water sooner or later."

Xie Yang's eyes wandered for a while, "It's as if ashes can be dissolved..."

Su Ye smiled, "As a literary student, you ask me how I know... By the way, how many days have you not slept?"

There were thick bruises under the eyes, and the complexion was also gray. Those who didn't know it thought it was a dying person.

Xie Yang stretched out his hand and rubbed his temples. It has been almost four days since Bai Huan suddenly fainted in the restaurant.

Crying for a while, feeling depressed for a while, Xie Yang frowned with a headache, "I have experienced a heart-wrenching pain."

Suye chuckled as if he knew it, stood up and patted Xie Yang's head, "This kid doesn't leave any room for things, and I have to rely on you to protect him in the future... You can't fall down, Xiao Yangyang~"

Xie Yang squinted his eyes and looked at Su Ye, and sneered disdainfully, "You can only call out this kind of disgusting title... Do you think you are an elder when you are two or three years older? It's a joke."

Su Ye raised his eyebrows, "Hey, let me tell you... I'm the one who liked you before. Isn't it good that you are so unfeeling?"

Xie Yang rolled his eyes at him, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Lin An will be back tomorrow." Su Ye cast his gaze out of the window, with a lazy smile on his lips, "Bai Huan will wake up later."

Xie Yang gave a faint "hmm", answering two questions.

Su ye curled his lips, "I'm leaving."

Xie Yang frowned, "So fast?"

Su Ye stretched his legs, "Bai Huan will wake up later, if you know that I imitated his family Su She and said those words to him..." The corner of his mouth hooked up, "I must not be killed by him? Or go home earlier good."

"No..." Xie Yang muttered, "You've only been here for a day, so it's not a problem to go back..."

"Besides... Baihuan hasn't seen you for a long time."

"Tsk, I wouldn't pretend to be affectionate and think he would miss me." Suye waved his hand, "I'll go to his house to bury the ashes before I go back... Anyway..."

Su Ye got up, "I'm going back first, and I have to go back after staying in China for a week. Come and see me when you have time~"

"We can exchange Chinese and Western culture~yo~"

"Bang—" the sound of the door slamming.

The veins on Xie Yang's forehead throbbed faintly, he leaned slightly, and moved closer to Bai Huan's side.

He gritted his teeth and squeezed out a voice, "No matter how f*cking you are, I'll kill your liuliu and demolish your home! ... I haven't seen anything before, you fucking made yourself like this..."

"And made me like this..."

"...What did I do to you?" A somewhat slurred voice answered, Xie Yang opened his eyes wide to see Bai Huan was looking at him.

"Ahem...you poured water on my face?" Bai Huan half stood up while supporting the bed with one hand, and wiped his face with the other hand.

Xie Yang turned his head and rolled his eyes, then turned his head and smiled at Bai Huan, "Are you feeling better..."

Bai Huan was at a loss when he heard his tone, "What's wrong with me?"

"Self-mutilation, alcoholism...high fever." Xie Yang frowned and pointed to Bai Huan's arm, there were still marks on it.

Bai Huan's expression darkened, and he put his hands under the quilt.

"That...that, I..."

Xie Yang looked at him, "Huh?"

Bai Huan clenched his hands under the quilt, and said in a low voice, "I will live a good life, and if I harm myself in the future...it's up to you."

As soon as the words fell, Xie Yang laughed.

"What the hell, let me handle it? Are you sick and confused?"

Bai Huan pursed his lips and did not speak.

"By the way..." Xie Yang saw Bai Huan's flimsy look, his eyes were still sore, and Bai Huan raised his head to look at him when he heard him speak, "Su ye is back."

Bai Huan raised his eyebrows, and there was a hint of surprise in his eyes, "Why is he back?"

"What do you think?" Xie Yang asked back, but his tone was a little indifferent, "Su Ye loved you the most when he was a child, and he will come back naturally if something happens to you."

Bai Huan was dumbfounded, changed his posture and sat on the head of the bed, but didn't know what to say.

There was a moment of silence in the ward.

"He buried Su She's ashes." Xie Yang said suddenly.

Bai Huan froze, panic flashed in his eyes, "The ashes...buried?"

Xie Yang frowned, a little uncomfortable, but said mercilessly, "Yes."

Bai Huan's face turned even paler, as if he had lost his child and was at a loss.

"Do you have candy in your pocket?" After a while, Bai Huan came back to his senses and asked