Reluctant

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"Been crazy for nearly a year, the doctor said depression, autism... But I didn't treat him." Wu Zang said indifferently, Bai Huan was stunned for a few seconds, and he understood.

"In his second year of high school, he was absent from school for half a year because he went crazy. Later, when he was taken to the street, he suddenly ran to a meeting place... It seemed that there was an English competition for high school students... After I got him home, his illness Enough."

Bai Huan stood up suddenly, and looked up at the white wall in a daze.

English competition for high school students?

sophomore?

——I fell in love at first sight because you sang an English song.

——I met you in the sophomore year of high school.

——Bai Huan, you saved me.

——Bai Huan, Bai Huan.

"Sure enough, it's easy for a bitch to live." Wu Zang became more and more frightened when he saw Bai Huan's lost soul, "Haven't you seen so many marks on his body? I left them all."

boom--!

Bai Huan raised his leg and kicked over.

Wu Zang was knocked down by the whole person he kicked. Bai Huan kicked away the table in front of him, walked in front of Wu Zang with a cold expression, and stepped on him, "What are the conditions for you to agree to him going to the south to study?" ?”

He remembered how skinny and bony he was when he first met Su She.

Bai Huan's heart palpitated for a while.

After Wu Zang spit out a big mouthful of blood, he slowed down, "I asked him to go to a duck shop to make ducks for a month."

Bai Huan was shocked, "He's only 17 years old..."

Wu Zang wiped the blood off his face and laughed a few times, "Wouldn't it be nicer to be raped by more than a dozen men at the age of 15? It's just... I didn't expect that someone as dirty as him would dare to go there." Like others."

"You feel sick too."

Bai Huan looked at him with his head down, his eyes were cold and his tone was serious.

"Su She suffered." Bai Huan lifted his foot and kicked Wu Zang's chest hard, "I will make you pay back double."

Wu Zang contorted his expression and cried out in pain, "You can't kill me."

Bai Huan asked blankly, "Why?"

"I have a video of everything Su She does, and once I die, someone will post it!" Wu Zang carelessly stretched out his hands to protect his body.

Bai Huan looked at him coldly for a few seconds, then suddenly squatted down, reached out to pat his face, and said in a cold tone, "Where is the thing?"

"Do you think I'll say it?! Anyway, Su She will die if something is exposed!"

Hearing what Wu Zang said later, Bai Huan suddenly laughed.

She smiled very nicely.

"I think you made a mistake. If I just let you die like this, why should I play? Since I said that I want you to pay double, you should pay it well. If you figure it out, you can tell me where the things are."

Wu Zang stared at him with wide eyes in disbelief.

"By the way, when it comes to disgusting..." Bai Huan took a step back, "It's just uncomfortable to see a person like you."

Kicking Wu Zang straight on the head, Bai Huan glanced at the blood on the shoes, took off his shoes in disgust and walked out.

"Boss Bai, it's not impossible for you to protect this person...it's just..." As soon as he left the visiting room, the warden came over.

Bai Huan looked at him expressionlessly, "What's the price of the money, and other things...is there anything else?"

"No, no. I'll let someone deal with it later." The warden smiled.

Bai Huan lowered his eyes to look at his feet, he also threw away his socks, and it was a bit cold to step on the ground.

"What should be taken care of... I'll trouble the warden... to take good care of it." After finishing speaking in a calm voice, Bai Huan raised his head and smiled at the warden.

Bai Huan walked barefoot for a while before returning to the car, feeling a strange feeling in his heart.

Bai Huan wanted to laugh.

But he couldn't laugh.

Do you believe that the once fragmented things in the mind will come up with despair.

——Is it an exaggeration to say that you are a male prostitute?

——The only difference between you and those ducks that go out to sell is that you don’t charge money, right?

——Do you think I would like someone as dirty as you?

--letter.

— but I find it disgusting.

"I said, I will never like you in this life."

For a lifetime?

lifetime…

Subconsciously, his hands clenched the clothes on his chest, slowly tightening them, and Bai Huan bent down in pain.

There are many permanent scars on Su She's body, and she ignored them if she didn't care about them before.After caring but dare not ask.

Why didn't I even ask if it hurts...why couldn't I protect him earlier...

Sushe... Sushe...

Are you taking revenge on me in this way...

"Cough..." Bai Huan leaned against the car door weakly, and slowly loosened his grip on his clothes, his fingertips trembling slightly.

"Heh..." Bai Huan looked at the flat road outside the car window, there were still leaves blown across the ground by the wind, and his self-deprecating laughter faded away, "I think my dream of becoming an actor was ruined by you..."

As if waiting for someone to answer, Bai Huan looked hopefully at the passenger seat.

After a while, Bai Huan covered his eyes with his hands, and said with a wry smile, "Look, I can't even cry."

(52)

Bai Huan went to the company first.

Lily frowned when she saw him enter the door with bare feet and a dazed expression, "President."

Bai Huan nodded lightly, his expression a little stiff.

"After the playground opened last week, the flow of tourists has been increasing day by day... The design department hopes to apply for a patent, and then apply the design to the company's latest house design." Lily handed Bai Huan two documents, and looked at Bai Huan with some doubts. she.

"...to apply for a patent, you need a designer to sign the application..." Lily lowered her eyes. She met Mr. Xie a few days ago, and the other party talked about Su She's death with a haggard face.I hope to avoid bringing him up in front of Bai Huan as much as possible... But this time it involves the interests of the company...

Bai Huan froze for a moment, then nodded.

He turned around, walked to the desk and sat down, bent over and took out a bag of things from the drawer.

"Lily, do you eat candy?" Bai Huan took out a candy from the bag, looked up at Lily and asked.

Lily glanced at the candy in Bai Huan's hand, there were words 'Big White Rabbit' toffee on the package...

Although puzzled, he nodded.

Seeing this, Bai Huan smiled, passed the candy over, and said softly, "Try to see if it's sweet or not."

Lily took the candy, peeled off the wrapper and put it in her mouth.

A milky smell diffuses, sweet to the heart.

Seeing the smile on Bai Huan's face, Lily felt a little palpitated.

"It's sweet." Lily said.

The smile on Bai Huan's face disappeared in an instant, and he lowered his head slightly, Bai Huan smiled softly, but there was no smile on his face.

"Why... I eat so hard."

He said softly in a feeble voice like excruciating pain.

Lily felt that Bai Huan was about to cry.

"President." Lily's voice was a little trembling, and her expression was a little pitiful.

"I didn't cry." Bai Huan said in a muffled voice.

"You...don't be sad." Lily's voice was a little choked up.

"I can't cry." Bai Huan suddenly looked up at her, with an expression on his face like someone who has been discarded, "What should I do if I can't cry..."

"I don't feel bad."

"So I can't cry... can I?"

"Why can't I cry...how can I not cry when he's gone..."

Lily looked at Bai Huan but couldn't say a word.

She is crying.

She cried so much that she couldn't see Bai Huan's face clearly.

Bai Huan muttered a few words and looked at Lily with tears all over his face in a daze.

He asked, "Why are you crying?"

Lily sniffed heavily, completely losing her usual calmness, she said with a choked voice, "My heart aches."

"What do you feel bad about?"

Wiping away the tears covering her eyes, Lily tried to calm down and said, "It's been so many years since I've known you... How have you ever looked so distraught..."

"You never eat sugar."

"Why bother yourself."

Hearing this, Bai Huan shook his head, peeled off a piece of candy and put it in his mouth, frowning slightly, "It's bitter..."

"I'm happy to eat."

"You really love me..." Bai Huan said, raising the corners of his mouth, "Just work hard and help me earn more money... Also, don't cry, if someone sees you later, they should say that I bullied you."

As soon as the words fell, Bai Huan saw Lily covering her mouth with tears streaming down her face, and sighed softly, "You guys are like this...what do you want me to do..."

"I'm neither crying nor laughing." Bai Huan's voice was faint, as if there was a trace of melancholy, "I said I'm fine, can't you cooperate?"

……

After letting Lily go home to rest for two days, Bai Huan only remembered that he accepted Xie Yang's appointment today after dealing with the design department's patent application.

Because the newly bought villa is in the suburbs, there is a section of mud road in the middle that has not been repaired in time, and it has snowed heavily again, some snow is mixed with mud, and the whole road is muddy.

Bai Huan was too lazy to dirty the car, so he left the car on the side of the road and called for someone to drive back, and went to Xie Yang's house barefoot.

As a result, just as he was about to wash his feet in the pool next to the door, someone pulled his collar, and Bai Huan staggered and almost fell.

"Is your Bai family so poor that you can't even afford shoes?" Xie Yang's unique lazy voice sounded behind him, but the tiredness in this voice seemed a little deeper.

Bai Huan turned around and looked down at his feet. In fact, he didn't feel anything except dirty. After walking in the snow for so long, he was so cold that he couldn't feel it.

"Why, your house recently established a rule that you can't enter the house with bare feet?" With a pretentious tone, Bai Huan stretched out his hand to straighten his collar, which was completely crooked just now.

After finishing speaking, Xie Yang stared at him for a while, then suddenly stretched out his hand to pat the ashes on Bai Huan's sleeve.

I have been friends with him for so many years, and I know that he is very clean, there are so many dirty marks on his clothes, and his feet are full of mud...

"Look at yourself, your body is covered in mud." With a gentle tone, Bai Huan felt that Xie Yang's tone was wrong, and looked at Xie Yang with some doubts, but the other party's eyes were filled with depression.

Knowing that Xie Yang was worried, I didn't know what to do for a while